Harue Kagetsu - Chapter 150
They have been separated for a long time, as long as the water and the sky are far away, and the stars and men never cross.
Luo Shen had thought over and over again about the scene when he met him. When that day comes, she will decorate her ears and temples with jade, depict green eyebrows with Qingdai, and paint a skirt with two phoenixes, and the pearls are splendid and beautiful. She wanted him to see her most beautiful appearance, her current appearance, at first glance.
She didn’t expect that at this moment, when she was wandering on the river bank, and her heart was secretly resentful because of the barrier of the mountains and rivers, he would appear on the horizon in the distance like this, galloping towards her.
Between the two, there was only the last long beach covered with golden sunset light.
His figure is so stalwart, his steps are so vigorous, staring at her eyes, full of surprises, the smile on that handsome face, like this sunset that enveloped him, with a warm light, but There is also a powerful force that directly hits the heart.
At this moment, Luoshen forgot everything.
She stopped by the river bank and watched Li Mu stride towards her as she rode her horse across the river beach.
“Ami!”
When he heard his name come out of his mouth, he couldn’t hold it any longer, and tears welled up in his eyes.
Her husband, finally returned, and met her by the sunset of Luoshui.
She burst into tears, smiled, and ran towards him again.
Li Mu stepped onto the beach with one stride, stretched out his arms to catch her, and hugged her into his arms.
Luoshen closed his eyes, pressed his face to his broad and solid chest, and kept weeping.
The people who have been thinking about it all day and night have finally returned. Her body was wrapped tightly by his arms. She heard him constantly whispering to himself “Ami” in her ear, and heard the turbulent sound from the blood under his chest. In her breath, she also smelled a faint rust-like residual **** aura from his body.
Everything is so real. He really came back to her.
This moment should be full of joy, but she didn’t know what happened to her. When he really stood in front of him and embraced her, why did she have so many tears.
Tears poured out from her closed eyes like a lake that had stopped, and quickly covered her face, soaking his clothes.
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In order to avoid the imminent flood disaster, Murong Tei had already crossed the Yellow River north to the north, walked cleanly, and all retreated to Wei County in Xiangzhou.
With the help of the right time and the right place, this plan, which was bound to be achieved and called a perfect plan, ended in failure in the end. The Xianbei people not only handed over to the south of the Yellow River, but also a huge blow in terms of strategy and military morale.
As soon as the danger at Shangjinkou was lifted, Li Mu sent troops to control the ferry, and after organizing the people to spontaneously cooperate in guarding, he knew that in the next period of time, even if the Xianbei people were unwilling, they wanted to take back the people who had been with the capital for several years. Luoyang must be helpless now. Luoyang was safe for the time being, and immediately set off for the west.
It’s been too long since I was separated from her. The situation finally calmed down temporarily. In the past few days, his heart was like an arrow, and he thought that he would only be able to see her face when he returned to Chang’an. But he never thought that just today, when he reached the Kanglong Pass, he would meet her.
Indescribable, a moment ago, when he saw from a distance the other side of the river beach covered with golden sunset light, the shocking feeling brought by the figure hovering by the Luoshui.
It was as if she had seen the legendary God of Luoshui, with her robe fluttering, and the next moment, she would go with the wind.
He didn’t need to see the face clearly, just one glance, and he recognized the figure at the first glance.
It was his wife, the beloved woman who had fallen into his dreams countless times during his golden battles. She also left Chang’an, came here, and met him on the banks of Luoshui in this twilight.
The ecstasy of reunion, at the first sight of her figure, completely set Li Mu on fire.
His heart is no longer young. But at this moment, he seemed to have transformed into a teenager who fell in love for the first time. The beloved woman of his dreams, meet him here. He was desperate to run to her side.
For such a brief moment, he even had an illusion.
It seems that all the times he has experienced in this life before, and even the so-called past lives that are far away like a dream, joy, anger, sadness, joy, his love and hate, all of them are all just to fulfill this moment today, It was only his meeting with her on the banks of Luoshui.
He hugged her tightly, who was crying violently on his chest, and her eyes were flushed.
He lowered his head and kept coaxing her softly in her ear, telling her that he was really back, back to her side.
But she cried more and more, buried her head in front of his chest, clutching his clothes tightly with both hands, sobbing so hard that she could not say a word, and her shoulders trembled slightly.
On the high hill not far away, the busy soldiers stopped setting up camp. The returning cavalry, stationed behind the tidal flat.
Countless pairs of eyes cast their gazes from far and near.
Several generals in the army did not expect that they would meet Li Mu here, with excitement on their faces, and they were rushing towards this side. Seeing this scene, they hesitated and stopped one after another.
Behind him, Wu Hao stepped on the sunset, came to the two of them, stopped by the river, drank a few mouthfuls of Luohe water, then raised his head and looked at his hostess and hostess quietly.
Li Mu suddenly picked up Luoshen, put her on the saddle, jumped onto the horse’s back, gently pulled her into his arms, and gave a low drink, Wu Qian raised his hoofs and moved forward, brisk and steady He walked forward and quickly turned around a river bend, blocking those staring eyes behind the hill behind him.
Luoshen turned around, wrapped his arms around the man behind him tightly, raised a tear-stained face, stared at him with tears in his eyes, and vaguely called him “Langjun”, his voice still carrying a wisp A soft residual cry.
The moment her soft arms and body came close, Li Mu felt his whole body tremble.
Beneath the skin, in the blood vessels, the familiar feeling of agitation that made the hairs all over his body stand up suddenly, was instantly awakened from the deepest part of his body like a sleeping lion.
In this late summer evening, the air is filled with a faint smell of water, the wind is warm, mixed with the fragrance scattered from her hair, and penetrated into every pore of his skin inch by inch. .
Li Mu felt his heart beating like thunder and his whole body was burning.
He longed to kiss her, touch her. Because he misses her so much, misses everything about her.
Without any hesitation, he let go of the reins of his mount and let it walk along the river. A pair of iron arms lightly picked her up from the saddle, turned around, and faced herself, a fiery kiss full of lovesickness and sweet reunion fell on her lips.
Luo Shen closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembled slightly, his breath was taken away by his scorching kiss, and he forgot everything.
The surroundings were quiet, and Luoshui swayed silently under his feet, with no head or tail in sight. The sky was full of sunset, and the sunset fell quietly at the end of the vast field on the other side of the long river.
Wu Wei seemed to be attracted by the long river and sunset in the distance. He stopped, stared at it in a trance, and shook his pony tail lightly.
Li Mu took Luoshen down from the saddle, took off his robe, spread it on a grass by the river, took her, faced the sunset, and sat down.
His arms still held her tightly in his arms, never letting go for a moment.
Luo Shen rested his head on his shoulder, looked at the sunset that was about to sink to the horizon, and said in a low voice, “Lang Jun, do you know the origin of my name?”
Li Mu looked down at her.
“I, Aye, once dreamed of going back to Luoshui, and when I was on the riverside, singing in ecstasy, and waking up feeling more melancholy, I named Luoshen for me, as a sign of sustenance.”
“I’ve been thinking since I was a child, it would be great if one day I could see with my own eyes what kind of water is Luoshui, which makes me Aye so fascinated…”
She turned her back, looked at Li Mu here, and said slowly: “That day, on the way from Yicheng to Chang’an, I accidentally fell into the water, and I remembered some things that I had forgotten before…”
“I think about it, I seem to have lived two lifetimes. In my first life, this wish of mine was never fulfilled until I finally threw myself into the river and died.”
“How lucky I am, I still have this lifetime. Because of you, Lord Lang, today, I finally got what I wanted.”
She paused for a while, and stared at Li Mu’s deep eyes that were slowly overflowing with light from the bottom of her eyes.
“Lang Jun, why do you want to marry me in this lifetime, so that you have wronged yourself so much?”
she asked word by word.
“I used to bury everything with my own hands. In this lifetime, I know that you came with a memory of hatred. But why did you never take revenge on me, my cousin, this court, and all those who harmed you? ?”
“You could have done it easily if you wanted to.”
Li Mu stared at her for a long time without blinking.
The setting sun suddenly received its last piece of red light that belonged to the day, and it sank suddenly, disappearing under the horizon.
The light suddenly dimmed. Li Mu’s eyes also darkened, and he suddenly took her into his arms, holding her tightly, motionless.
“Ami, I’m really not as good as you think…”
After a long time, she heard him mutter in her ear.
“The reason why I forcibly married you back then wasn’t entirely out of love for you. I actually have resentment towards you…”
“But you are still better for me after all.”
The corners of Luoshen’s lips were upturned, and finally a smile appeared.
She tilted her head slightly and looked at him.
Under the gaze of the beautiful bright eyes of the person in his arms, Li Mu finally stopped dodging.
He said, “Ami, if you remember the past, you should know that then I would be reluctant to kill you for revenge, let alone this lifetime?”
“You are just like your name, noble, beautiful, kind, and courageous. You are so good, the more I get along with you, the more I can’t help but love you more. You don’t know anything, I can’t bear it My revenge has caused you to fall into the pain of a dilemma. Everything I do is to be worthy of you, and I hope that you can fall in love with me completely, and can’t live without me, just as I love you and can’t live without you You too.”
One of his big hands caressed her face lovingly.
“Ami,” he said again.
“When I woke up from that nightmare of death, I found myself back in the past. I didn’t have you by my side. You are still a high-ranking daughter of the Gao family, and I’m just a lowly military attaché. I can’t get close to you, even Thinking of you more is like a blasphemy. At the same time I harbor the hatred of revenge, I feel extremely lonely. This is the loneliness that cannot be replaced even if the world is sent to me. I feel in my heart, It was as if something had been dug up that once belonged to me, and now it’s gone, empty.”
He stared at her.
“I knew then. Although I hate you, I miss you even more.”
“Ami, if you never married me, in my Li Mu’s heart, you will probably always be just a high-level woman that I love but cannot match.”
“It is precisely because you married me and called me your husband that even if it was just a one-night conspiracy, it also fueled my ambition for you.”
“I miss you who told me that from now on, the rest of my concubine’s life will be entrusted to the prince. I want to get you again, and I want to hear you say it to me again. Without you by my side, I am If you live another ten lives, you will be alone, so what’s the fun at all?”
He stopped talking, just looked at her with a smile.
The twilight shrouded the river beach, and a sickle-like crescent moon rose from the sky and hung on the top of the distant mountains.
The surroundings are getting quieter. Wu Wei stood on the nearby riverside, quietly chewing on a piece of luscious and sweet water plants on the bank. Several water birds nesting here flew out from the grassy beach where they were hiding, their wings brushed across the river, and went away to the opposite bank.
Gao Huan saw that his brother-in-law and elder sister were late to return, and seeing that it was getting late, he brought a few soldiers to look for him. From a distance, he saw Wu Li standing by the river, and through the grassy beach, Yin seemed to see Li Mu and his own son. Sitting snuggled on the shore, the two figures leaned against each other. They were very close. They didn’t dare to get closer, and hurriedly retreated quietly.
Luo Shen’s throat was slowly blocked, and tears flashed again in his eyes.
She blinked, and a teardrop slid from the corner of her eye.
Li Mu’s fingers gently wiped away the tears for her.
Luo Shen choked: “Lang Jun, from now on, as long as I can do it, I will do anything for you.”
Li Mu stared at her.
“it is good.”
There seemed to be some light in the bottom of his eyes, flickering slightly, dragging his tone and saying hello slowly.
“Ami, I want you to take another shower for me. Just like that summer in the Yicheng Governor’s Mansion, every evening, when I came back from outside, I was sweating, and you showered me with your own hands. I came back later. Jiankang, you have never showered for me over the years.”
he said again.
Luoshen wiped his eyes, smiled through tears, and nodded.
Li Mu smiled, took off his pockets, and took off his clothes, leaving only the hakama folds worn by the soldiers inside for the convenience of riding on horses. He immediately got up, waded down, and stood by the Luoshui.
Luoshen smiled, picked up his pocket, which was covered with a thick layer of sweat and salt, and came to his side, standing beside the well in the backyard of the Governor’s Mansion, standing on a piece of the bank. On the stone, roll up his sleeves, scoop up the clear river water with his pocket, lift it up high, and pour it down.
The cool river water splashed on his broad and sturdy shoulders, splashing everywhere, wet the clothes on her chest, and quietly outlined a beautiful breast line. She didn’t notice it at all, she still scooped and poured water for him, using her weak and boneless hand to move back and forth on his bare skin.
Under her order, Li Mu turned around, his eyes fell on her chest, his throat that was getting dry, became more and more tense, his Adam’s apple moved, his eyes fell on her chest, and he paused.
“Lang Jun, do you love the old me more, or the current me?”
The twilight was getting darker, and the water was sparkling. Luoshen didn’t notice that the man on the opposite side gradually turned dark eyes, and asked while continuing to rub his chest and abdomen for him.
Her tone was relaxed, even a little coquettish, as if it was just a whim.
But only she herself knew that this sentence had been swirling under her tongue since the beginning, and finally she mustered up the courage to ask it out as if nothing had happened.
She didn’t hate the woman who lived deep in her memory. She is also her former self. Alive, a poor and pathetic self.
Luoshen sympathized with the former self, but she definitely couldn’t talk about liking it.
Even just now he knew that he was determined to marry him because of his obsession with her. In the bottom of her heart, there was even a hint of jealousy.
She asked, waiting for his answer. But didn’t hear his answer.
He seemed to be in a trance.
Luo Shen asked again. This time, the tone has unconsciously become a little more solemn.
Li Mu snorted softly, and seemed to have finally regained his senses. He raised his eyes, stretched out his hand to hold her hand that was still busy on his body, paused, and smiled: “Ami, I used to pity her, pity her, and appreciate her complete trust in me. That On the wedding night, when I faced her, what I thought was that I must protect her for the rest of her life and tell her not to suffer any further harm.”
“But now you are different from her. You are her, but you are not her…”
He was silent for a moment, and when he spoke again, his tone became low.
“Ami, when I fell to the ground with poison, she was forcibly taken away from me. She was in tears and kept looking back at me, her eyes full of remorse and regret. I could see clearly. But in the end, If I hadn’t reached out and grabbed her feet and wouldn’t allow her to leave me, I think she would have left me in the end.”
“But I know, you don’t. Ami, if what happened that day happens again, and you accidentally hurt me without knowing it, I know that no matter what, you won’t leave me, just walk away from me like that walk by…”
Luo Shen’s nose was slightly sour.
With a “pop”, the pocket in his hand fell into the water, splashing a splash of water.
She slowly took his hand with the nail scar on it, brought it to her lips, kissed the scar gently, and then pressed the palm to the side of her face. superior.
“Lang Jun, I am not afraid, nor am I afraid of death.”
“Once upon a time, I married Brother Lu, but unfortunately he passed away prematurely. I am willing to stand for him for the rest of my life.”
“But now, if you’re gone, I won’t stand for you, I’ll go with you. A few days ago, when you went to attack Kanglong Pass, I already thought about it.”
“Li Mu is here, I am his wife. If Li Mu is gone, I will follow him and live and die together…”
As she spoke, she threw herself into his arms and hugged his neck tightly, never letting go.
Li Mu stood by the water, her figure froze for a moment, she suddenly picked her up, waded ashore, put it on the clothes spread on the grass on the shore, and then knelt beside her, staring at the beautiful picture under the stars. Face, leaned down and pressed her between himself and the earth.
“Lang Jun-Lang Jun-“
Luoshen closed his eyes, and under his fiery kisses and caresses, his whole body trembled, and there was a vague call in his throat. This voice was full of urgency and joy, full of longing, making his blood boil even more. unstoppable.
He was breathing heavily, sweating profusely, and when he finally got into a deep fit with her, and there was no longer any gap, the two of them agreed and let out a low sigh of incomparable satisfaction.
Wu Hao never left, standing beside him, eating a few bites of grass, turning his head from time to time, as if looking at his host and hostess curiously.
The fine sweat penetrated from under Luoshen’s white and smooth skin, intertwined with his hot sweat.
Finally, everything slowly quieted down.
He was reluctant to let go of her, wrapped her body with clothes, and continued to hold her in his arms, letting her listen to the sound of his heartbeat, which was still beating like a drum, and kiss her slowly.
Suddenly, she pushed him away, turned over, and straddled his stomach.
Li Mu obediently let her straddle his body, opened his eyes, and put his hands on her waist with a hoarse, desire. The voice that was not satisfied, called her name in a low voice.
Luoshen looked down at him from a high position, and finally obeyed him, and slowly fell down towards him, lying on his chest, holding his face, and kissing him.
Li Mu closed his eyes with satisfaction, feeling the enthusiasm from her, and suddenly heard her whisper in his ear: “Lang Jun, Ami not only wants to be your wife, but also wants to be the most honorable woman in the world.”
Li Mu paused and opened his eyes again.
The starlight above the head is a little bright.
Clothes had slipped from her bare shoulders, she was half. Naked and delicate, sitting on his body, his long hair fell from his shoulders like black satin and fluttered in the wind.
She looked at herself from a high position, her eyes were in the night, as if falling into the infinite stars, shining with light.
At this moment, she was breathtakingly beautiful.
Li Mu looked up at her, and his heart beat faster again.
“Lang Jun, I want to be the queen of the world. I want you to help me realize my wish.”
She slowly sat up straight, sitting on the crotch of the man below her, facing the two glances that he cast towards her, without evading the slightest.
Li Mu and her looked at each other for a moment, and his breathing gradually became heavier.
Suddenly, he turned over and pressed her under him again.
“Li Mu can do anything!”
His forehead burst with blue veins, he gritted his teeth, and in the low exclamation she made, he entered heavily, and then he spoke word by word in her ear.