Haru’s Love (A Stepbrothers BL Harem) - Chapter 94

That orgasm just now, that was mind-blowing, and I was still heaving from the exertion. Noah was, as expected, intense when he was fucking me. Not to mention that blow job before when he had sucked at my cock. Like that first time back at home a few weeks ago when he had devoured me, he literally turned me and my head into a hot mess, and I swore I nearly died, again.

Shit, but I didn’t know if I’d get used to him being this passionate in bed.

“You okay?” he asked, his breath fanning on my skin.

My body still buzzing and my head dazed, I said softly, “Yeah.”

He rolled me over until I sprawled on top of him, and then he snuggled his face against my hair as he tightened his arms around me once again.

He seemed to be doing that quite a bit, and I didn’t know if he was conscious of it or not. Was he afraid he’d lose me or something? It wasn’t like I was going to run away from him or anything.

“Let’s stay like this for a bit,” he said.

“Yeah,” I replied, closing my eyes. I must admit it felt nice to just loll there on top of him, feeling the warmth and hardness of his body and hearing the beating of his heart. It was like music to my ear, oddly enough.

I felt him planting a brief kiss on the top of my head a moment later, followed by, “Fuck, I love you. I just can’t express enough how much you mean to me, Haru.”

I fluttered my eyes open and turned my gaze to him.

Yes, it was hard to express how much one loved another, wasn’t it? Sometimes words just weren’t enough. Sometimes actions weren’t enough, either. And sometimes, like this time, I wondered why both Aiden and Noah loved me so much. It wasn’t like I was a good catch or anything. At least I didn’t think so. And I wasn’t a girl either.

It was a fact that both Aiden and Noah weren’t gay, and neither were they bisexual. So it was a mystery to me why they’d fall in love with me, who was not only a guy, but their stepbrother, too.

I shifted a little and then made myself comfortable on top of him again, my hands resting on Noah’s chest and my chin on top my hands.

Gazing into his eyes, I asked, “I know it’s hard to explain things like love, but why do you love me, Noah? And when did it start? Just curious, that’s all.”

He raised one brow at me and then chuckled. “Why, you ask?” He looked thoughtful for a moment and then said, “As for the when, I think it started out slow. I just knew you were cute and just fucking adorable when we first met all those years ago. I just knew you were now my little bro, and I was going to look after you and protect you no matter what happened. It was really fun for the first five years, our big family. Then I was lost and my heart broke when our parents died.”

I nodded. “Mine, too, and so was everyone else’s.”

“Yeah,” Noah said. “Some parts of every one of us died when our parents passed away from that motor vehicle accident.” He moved one hand to embrace the side of my face. “But we still have each other.” He smiled. “We worked hard, and Aiden especially. Back then, all I ever thought about was to keep us together and surviving no matter what. I was fucking scared when they took you away from us because I didn’t want to lose you, too.”

I nodded, remembering that time when the social services came to take me away from everyone due to my physical and mental health after our parents’ deaths.

“It was hard, but Aiden convinced us he’d do whatever it took to bring you back. I had never felt so happy in my life when you finally came home. Ah, I thought, Haru is back. My little brother is back. And I told myself I’d do a better job at being a big bro, you know, looking after you and protecting you.”

I moved my hand and cupped his face, too, as I smiled and said, “And you did do a great job, Noah. I was well looked after and protected.” I cocked my head to one side. “Then you became a demon toward me.”

He burst out laughing. “Yeah.”

I raised one brow. “You admit it?”

“Can’t deny that I was a demon toward you.” He stroked my hair. “I was…jealous of Aiden. I didn’t know it at first. I was just irritated, annoyed you were always so close to Aiden. It was always Aiden this and Aiden that. I don’t know exactly how the fuck it happened, but the moment you turned sixteen, shit hit the fan. You grew up and you became hot in my eyes. Not to mention your smells and I started looking at you differently.”

“So you had a thing for me since I was sixteen?” I asked, quite shocked at that revelation.

“Yes,” he said. “I mean fuck, you were more beautiful than all those girls I went out with and the ones who came on to me. I even masturbated thinking about you. Heck, I knew it was wrong, and I knew my feelings weren’t ever going to be reciprocated, so I went around and fucked any girl that reminded me of you.”

Right, I was even more shocked at hearing this. At the same time, however, I felt for Noah that he had suffered and kept all those forbidden feelings inside of him for so long. I knew how much of a burden it was, as I had been through it, too, keeping my forbidden feelings for Aiden under lock and key, chained inside me until it had gotten too much to bear that it practically burst at the seam.

For Noah, it had burst when we had moved into our new apartment only a few weeks back.

I moved up a little and gently kissed him on the lips. When I moved back, I said, “You’ve suffered quite a bit because of me. I’m sorry.”

He stroked the side of my face as he said, “One can’t help who one falls in love with, and I’ve fallen in love with you. And I’ll be honest that I can’t explain why I love you. I just do. I just know it was fucking painful to see you intimate with Aiden and I can’t do the same. By all means, I wasn’t ever jealous that he got to fuck and kiss you, but I do get pissed that I can’t do the same thing to you. More so, though, it affects me whenever I can’t see you and whenever you’re sad. I feel like my heart is about to break when you’re upset.”

He chuckled. “You have that much power over me. I feel like I don’t live if you’re not around. It’s like my whole reason for existing is you. Haru, I know I’m not perfect as a guy who always aimed for perfection. I have a shitload of flaws. I’m rough and standoffish, and I teased you a fucking lot, but as long as you accept me, I’ll always be with you. I’ll never make you cry again.” He made a face as he tilted his head to one side. “Well, maybe only when we fuck.”

I felt my face flushing hot at hearing all this coming out. It was like Noah was pouring everything he kept in his heart out to me, which I found endearing.

I said gently, “I agree on the last bit. You’re too intense when it comes to sex, Noah. Please tone it down a little. I mean Aiden is intense, and now that I have you, too, it’s going to be hard on me.”

He chuckled. “I’ll do my best to not wear you down too much.” He lifted his head and gave me a sweet kiss on the lips. When he moved back, he said, “Now, enough with this sentimental talk. It’s not my thing, although I do know it’s good for the progress of our relationship.”

I nodded in agreement. Now and again, that heart-to-heart talk is needed. It was important in a relationship, after all.

He patted my cheek. “But I’ll do it because I know it’s important to you.”

I felt my heart skip a beat, and I smiled. Fuck, this guy. So he understood me and was willing to do what he didn’t like just to please me.

“Thanks,” I said. “For telling me how you feel about me and stuff.”

“No worries. I’m supposed to be treating you like a princess, after all. Come to think of it, we should start calling you Shrine Maiden-hime. Hime means princess in Japanese, isn’t it?”

I said bluntly, “No. No Shrine Maiden and no hime.”

He burst out laughing. “Too bad, but I really do hope I’ll get to see you wearing that beautiful female kimono again though. Then I thought it’ll be fitting to call you Shrine Maiden-hime.”

I said, “That’s never going to happen again, me wearing a female kimono.”

“Never say never,” he said. “Right, I’m going to start the hot tub.”

I widened my eyes. “What for?”

He gave me a cheeky smile. “I want to take a bath with you. There’s no chance of that tomorrow after everyone turns up, right?”

I thought for a moment and then nodded. “True.”

Tomorrow Aiden would be arriving, which meant we’d be spending time with him. Then Friday everyone else would be arriving and we’d be moving into the cottage, which I had yet to know where it was located or what it looked like. Although I was told by Sakura that it was supposedly a very beautiful building, surrounded by an English style garden full of an assortment of flowers, bushes, and trees. Sakura had said that it belonged to her biological father, Ned.

“Right.” Noah shifted me off him, and I rolled onto my back, lying there on the bed. Then he was off into the en suite, humming a happy tune.

I smiled as I listened to him going about turning on the taps to fill the hot tub.

Noah had fallen in love with me since I had been sixteen, around the same time when Aiden did, too. Was it a coincidence?

I sniffed at myself. Once again, I couldn’t smell anything that was supposedly sweet.

Noah reappeared at the side of the bed in all of his naked glory, of course. He wasn’t shy walking around butt naked, was he? Then again, why would he when he had such a ripped, hunky body.

I sighed. My slender frame was a different story though. Although I admit I was proud of myself that I was toned, despite the below-average height.

Once again, I felt my face heating up just looking at Noah parading himself around.

“Come here, Haru,” he said, signaling to me with his finger.

I raised myself and crawled over to him, butt naked, too. The moment I was close, he wrapped his powerful arms around my waist and lifted me up.

I gasped and then chuckled. “What are you doing?”

He rested me on his broad shoulder like a sack of potatoes, my butt in the air.

Chuckling, he said, “Taking you into the bathroom.”

He carried me into the en suite and then put me straight into the hot tub where water was bubbling and swirling about.

I must admit, despite that I had just had a shower, it felt great being immersed in the warm water, and I sighed. Noah joined me, and the moment he was in, he pulled me into his arms.

I closed my eyes and relaxed back against him as he kissed the side of my neck.

“Feels nice, right?”

“Mmm,” I responded.

It wasn’t long before I felt Noah’s cock hardening against me, and I turned to look at him as I chuckled in amusement.

“Don’t laugh,” he said, his face dark. “It’s damn hard to keep little Noah down when you’re like this.”

I raised my brows. “Like this?”

“Naked, alluring, and fucking sexy,” he said. He kissed my shoulder. “And your scent.” He licked my skin. “Too fucking erotic.”

His words turned me on, and I couldn’t help myself and offered my lips for him. He eagerly responded, kissing me deeply and passionately. His hands were already everywhere on my body, caressing me and stroking me as water swirled and bubbled around us, which only added to the excitement even more.

When Noah terminated our kiss, he lifted me up and positioned me on the side of the tub. Dazed, I watched him as he reached for the shower head and turned it on.

“What’s that for?” I asked. Did he want to clean me up properly or something?

He gave me a dark smile, the type that caused my heart to skip and my blood to run hot in anticipation.

My body tensed and my heart racing, I watched as he spread my legs out and then brought the running shower to my cock.

The moment I felt the shower of water on me, I sucked in my breath. I shuddered and squirmed and then shuddered again as Noah sprayed water on my sensitive, hard cock.

Fuck, but the sensation, the pleasure was amazing, and my head was spinning.

I heard him chuckling. “That’s a good look right there.”

I squirmed, my body flooding with ecstasy while the high pressure shower pounded down on my cock and ass.

“Noah…” I moaned. “Noah…”

Noah leaned to me and claimed my lips, kissing me hotly as his tongue stroked mine. Meanwhile, he rubbed his cock against mine, the pounding of water showering on both of us.

Fuck, but it felt so good—his body against me, his cock rubbing mine, the shower water on our cocks, and him kissing me.

When he moved back, I was dazed and wanted to be fucked again. But not yet. Not until I had Noah’s cock inside my mouth first.

“Noah… Onii-chan,” I said eagerly, using the word onii-chan to please him since I knew he liked me calling him that in private. “I want to suck your cock.”

The man looked like he had just choked on his breath as he stared at me. He was speechless.

“Haru… You… Onii-chan? You…want my cock?” he asked.

I nodded. “Please? Onii-chan? I want it in my mouth.” I even parted my lips and stuck my tongue out.

Noah could only stare at me. He looked…frozen? Then he gritted his teeth and swore, “Fuck!” He swiftly moved and stood in front of me. “You…don’t have to force yourself, Haru, just because we’re dating and…”

Staring up at him, I shook my head. “I’m not forcing myself. I really want your cock. Please, onii-chan?”

He took in a shuddering breath and then said hoarsely, “You’re too fucking adorable, Haru.” He moved closer, and I knew he, too, wanted me to take his cock in my mouth.

I shifted my gaze to that big organ and wrapped my hands around it, rubbing.

“It’s big…and hot…and hard…” I said softly, marveling at it.

Noah moaned deeply, which caught my attention. Damn, but he sounded so sexy.

I moved in closer until my face was inches from his cock, and then I kissed the tip. I heard Noah sucking in his breath, his body tensed. When I popped his cock into my mouth, he growled deeply, his hand on my head, his fingers threading through the strands of my hair.

“Fuck!” he swore lowly.

I started working on him, licking him and then sucking him.

“Fuck…” he groaned out softly. “Haru… Mmm…”

Noah’s cock was big, and he was damn good at holding out. Despite feeling him twitch inside my mouth, he wouldn’t come, and I was getting tired of just sucking him.

I finally pulled back, releasing his cock from my mouth with a pop. Heaving, I gazed up at Noah, who was smiling down at me.

“You did great,” he said.

I felt my face flushing hot and said, in disappointment, “You didn’t come.”

He chuckled. “I don’t come that easily.” He got down and sat in the hot tub again. Then he pulled me to him, his arms around my waist as I wrapped mine around his neck. Our face inches apart, we kissed; our lips locked and our tongues hot and wild against each other, just going at it like our lives depended on it.

By this point I was more than ready to be fucked relentlessly, and I was shaking with the needs to be filled with Noah’s rock-hard cock inside me.

I moved myself, and Noah guided me, inserting the whole length of his shaft into my asshole in one smooth move. I squirmed and purred and then groaned in gratification as I tightened my arms around the man.

“Your inside is wrapping around me so tight,” he said, chuckling softly. “It feels so fucking good.”

I nodded. “You’re hot and thick,” I said. “It feels so good.” I started moving up and down, slowly, taking my time, just feeling him inside me.

“Yeah…” Noah said softly. “Good boy… You’re doing great… Fuck!”

I moved faster, just up and down and up and down as my body quivered at the tantalizing sensations rushing through me, making my head dazed. Noah wrapped his hand around my cock poking against his belly and rigorously rubbed it, and I cried out. “Noah….”

The faster I moved, the faster his stroking on my cock became, too. He was matching me with speed, and I felt like my cock was about to burst while my ass was being invaded by Noah’s large cock.

“I’m gonna come…” I cried out, and then I did as I tensed and released, this molten hotness pouring out of me as ecstasy erupted through my being.

I collapsed against Noah, who hugged me and then kissed me on the forehead. I raised my head to look at him and said, “That was great, right?”

He gave me a smile and said, “Was it?”

I widened my eyes, shocked. He didn’t think that was great? When I literally felt like I was bursting with stars?

He moved a little, and I felt it. Noah’s cock was still inside my butthole, and it was still rock-hard.

I widened my eyes and asked, “You didn’t come.”

He chuckled. “Nope.”

I felt deflated. Shit, I hadn’t done a good job of making him come, did I? Just showed how sucky I was with my lovemaking technique. Well, why should I be so surprised? When something like this happened with Aiden, too.

Noah stroked the side of my face, drawing my attention to him. “Shall we continue?”

I nodded. “Mm-hmm.”

I found myself balancing on my knees, my hands holding on to the side of the tub while my butt was sticking out. Behind me, Noah had his hands on my hips as he slowly inserted his cock into my butthole.

The moment I felt him inside me, I shuddered and shut my eyes as pleasure flooded me once again.

“Mmm…” I groaned out as I bit my lip, my eyes shut.

Noah started thrusting, slowly at first, just moving his hard cock in and out of me, sending waves of electrifying sensations through me.

Fuck, it felt so good.

Noah was taking his time, I knew that, what with the way he gently pounded into me. I didn’t know how long he was doing it, but I sure did enjoy it, never wanting it to end because the feeling was damn beautiful.

“It feels so good, Noah,” I said, looking at him over my shoulder.

He gave me a smile and then leaned forward and kissed me on my lips. When he moved back, he said, “I’m glad you like it.”

He trailed little kisses down my back as he gently fucked me, and then his hand grabbed my cock and started stroking and teasing.

I groaned deeply and then shuddered. He went like this for few more moments, and then he released my cock from his hand. He pulled me up until I was standing, turning me so that I faced the wall of the bathroom. He lifted one of my legs up and then continued fucking me again, faster this time.

I sucked in my breath as he pounded into me furiously, and I had to lean on the wall hard to support myself.

Fuck! The pleasure was so hot and intense that I couldn’t even catch my breath as my head turned blank and a mess from the relentless onslaught.

“Haru! Haru! Haru!” Noah chanted my name.

I couldn’t respond to him by calling out his name, too. Only cries of groans escaped my mouth. My cock felt like it was about to burst.

I tensed and then I came, long and hard and intense. I was squirming and shaking as a load of cum spurt from my penis against the wall. I felt Noah come, too, his semen bursting out from his cock and flooding my inside, hot and silky.

Breathless and so fucking dazed and a mess, I collapsed against the wall. Noah wrapped his arms around me and then pulled me against him. He kissed me on the forehead and then said, “Now that was great.”

I was still dazed and my body still abuzz with the after-sex sensations when Noah cleaned me up and put me to bed, him joining me a little after he had cleaned up the bathroom. Half asleep, I felt him pulling me into his arms.. Snuggling myself against him, I soon fell deep into an exhausted slumber.