He is From Great Sea of Stars - Chapter 127
die.
For Huo Xingchao, it wasn’t a terrible thing.
For a while, he was even curious about what it would be like to die, what would he see and encounter after he died,
But the third time she saw herself sneaking to get the scissors, the mother cried.
She hugged him, tears filled with pain.
From then on, Huo Xingchao knew, oh, it turns out that his mother didn’t want him to die, so he still had to live.
In fact, he knew very well in his heart that death was not necessarily so terrifying. People are afraid of death. In fact, what they are afraid of is not the ability to die, but a kind of unknownness and separation.
Just like Huo Xingxing’s empty parting when he found out that Huo Chaochao suddenly disappeared.
Huo Xingxing hated Huo Chaochao a little.
Because he forced Lin Wan into the Buddhist hall and left himself a hot potato, he was reluctant to let himself be the executioner.
How cruel.
But Huo Xingxing felt a little lonely.
When Huo Chaochao disappeared, he actually didn’t feel the slightest bit, neither pain nor pain, just a kind of empty loneliness, and every time he recalled it, he would feel cold.
It was as cold as gouging out the flesh and peeling the bones.
He knew that in fact, seriously, he was sorry for Huo Chaochao.
He couldn’t remember the dark experience of his childhood clearly. Those dirty, dark and embarrassing memories were thrown to Huo Chaochao by him.
They were originally the same person, but they were forcibly separated by themselves, and secretly threw their unbearable pain and despair onto another soul, so that they could be forgotten and could breathe, but the other party was always in a difficult situation. in a nightmare.
It’s him being selfish.
For so many years, they have the same bone and blood, like one person, but not like one person. They have been together for more than ten years, and they are more intimate than twins.
In Huo Xingxing’s heart, if people really want to have a priority, then the most important one must be Huo Chaochao.
Then came the mother.
In the end, it was Lin Wan.
He hated Huo Chaochao, but his love offset most of his hatred.
Just like the queen mother, if the queen mother forced Lin Wan into the Buddhist hall when he left home, he would hate the queen mother, but love would also offset most of the hatred.
So he gave Qu Shuning brocade clothes and jade food, a noble and stable life.
But can’t afford love.
His love between men and women is all on Lin Wan, and for this woman, there is only indifference and disgust. I didn’t want to talk to her, I didn’t want to touch her, and even when I saw her, I would think of Lin Wan’s disappointed eyebrows.
He spent the rest of his life in the mountains.
Facing the Buddhist temple, he and Lin Wan watched the same sunrise and felt the same moonset.
A very short life.
……
“Huo Chaochao, why are you suddenly silent?”
The boy frowned, stopped in front of a tree, and there was silence in his heart, which made him wonder if the guy had fallen asleep again.
“I’m just thinking, if I’m gone in the future, how long can you live in this rain forest with such a reckless temper.”
“You’re gone? Why aren’t you?”
Huo Xingxing felt a little uneasy.
“Huo Chaochao, why are you so strange today, always saying something that’s insignificant. If you die, I’ll die with you, how long can you live?”
According to Huo Xingxing’s understanding, they are two souls split from the same body, but in fact, they are just one person. A person, of course, must die together.
But Huo Chaochao knew that was not the case.
Recently, he can feel that his spirit is getting more and more tired, his sleep time is getting longer and longer, and his consciousness is losing a little bit in his body.
As if he was about to die.
……
Huo Xingchao’s situation is actually very strange.
The queen mother and the emperor have sent people to visit famous doctors for so many years, and they have found many double-faced people and even multi-faceted people. There are also relevant information in some medical literature.
But those people, according to their own accounts, when one soul dominates the body, the other soul is completely unconscious, neither knows what the other does nor has any memory of what happened during that time.
But Huo Xingchao was slightly different from them.
Most of the time, when Huo Xingxing was in control of his body, Huo Chaochao would indeed fall into a deep sleep, ignorant of everything in the outside world, and the same goes for Huo Xingxing.
But occasionally, Huo Chaochao could communicate with Huo Xingxing when he grasped his body. Although those exchanges were short-lived and weak, at least they knew and understood each other.
And the reason why Huo Chaochao suddenly became active from this morning, and had the strength to communicate with Huo Xingxing all the time, didn’t mean to be sleepy at all, it wasn’t because of the arrival of Bawangxing.
In the sea of consciousness, Bawangxing could “see” the weak smile of that young man.
“Hey, is everything you said true?”
Bawangxing nodded slowly, “Really.”
He paused, his expression seemed a little strange,
“Ah, I really can’t imagine that I would like a girl so much, it’s not like me.”
……
“But still.”
He lightly curled his lips, “If it ends like this, then it’s better not to start.”
“I’ll trust you for now. Hopefully by the time I wake up, you’ve settled everything.”
The young man raised his eyebrows, and his pale lips became a little more alive. The next second, he yawned in distress, closed his eyes, and fell into a deep sleep.
So the current Huo Chaochao is actually not the real Huo Chaochao at all, but a temporary replacement by Bawangxing.
“Huo Chaochao…”
“Shh.”
He interrupted Huo Xingxing’s question and reminded him,
“You stop first, there seems to be someone talking behind the tent.”
……
Next to the forest is the big tent.
After Huo Xingxing sent the queen mother away, he had no interest in reading the poems on the trees, and turned his jade pendant to the tent.
As a result, when he walked to the edge of the big tent, he heard the sound of thin conversations coming from behind the outermost tent, vaguely, and the three words “Prince An” could be heard.
Now that his name was mentioned, Huo Xingxing had no thoughts of seeing no evil or listening to evil. He leaned against the tree trunk behind him, his ears pricked up and began to listen to the corner of the wall.
The people who spoke should be two girls, one voice was a little anxious, and there was a slight choking in his tone.
“What should I do, cousin, I saw it, and they are all drawing circles on it. If the first name is really me, what should I do! Cousin, what should I do!”
“Don’t be in a hurry.”
The sound of comforting her was soft, not in a hurry, and all of a sudden the anxiety in people’s hearts was eased.
“At that time, if you really get the first name, you just have to tell the truth to the sage. It’s excusable, and the sage won’t blame you if you come.”
“The truth? Where is the truth? I don’t even know why this happened. They said that this was discovered by Prince An, and he…the queen mother will think that I wrote it on purpose to show off. Two of them, I really can’t wash them if I jump into the Yellow River!”
This time, Huo Xingxing heard that the girl with a slightly anxious voice was probably the one who wrote two identical poems and posted them on the tree, and listening to her, it seemed that she was still framed.
– This is interesting.
“Don’t worry. If you really get the first name, you will pretend that you don’t know it. When the queen mother asks you, you can explain it again, and you don’t have to hide it, just tell the truth.”
The cousin’s tone was slow and softly comforting, “You wrote one first, and later felt that the words were not good enough, so you copied another one, perhaps because the maid was illiterate, so she brought the original copy with her when she took the poem. , so I posted two identical ones.”
“Is this possible?”
“You didn’t mean it in the first place. In the end, it was the negligence of the maid below. As long as you tell the truth, everyone can understand. Don’t worry, the queen mother and the saint are not unreasonable people.”
“Then… what about Prince An?”
There was a sudden silence behind the tent.
“Cousin, don’t get me wrong, I didn’t mean that. I just think that since Prince An discovered this, he should always explain it to him. I know that he is your fiancé, and I will never mean anything else. …”
Huo Xing stopped again at the foot he just raised.
“That, cousin, I’m talking nonsense. I’m going to find the queen mother. There are so many circles on it, I think the first name must be me. I’ll make it clear before I reveal the list.”
The other party sighed and said softly, “Well, you go.”
Sure enough, after a while, a girl in a red riding suit ran out from behind the tent, and hurried to the opposite woods.
Lin Wan looked at her back, which was getting farther and farther away, the light worry between her brows gradually disappeared, and she soon returned to calm.
She bent her lips, gave a small smile, and walked out from behind the tent.
“Tsk.”
However, before taking a few steps, there was a playful chuckle beside his ear.
Lin Wan secretly said that it was not good, she became calm, several explanations flashed through her mind, and then she calmed down and turned around to look at the laughter.
what.
Really.
In front of.
The young man with a familiar face was still leaning against the tree trunk, Ying Ting’s bushy eyebrows were raised, and there was a bit of ridicule and interest in his eyes when he looked at her.
Then he raised his chin at her,
“Tsk, Miss Lin, you are really bad.”