He is obsessed with me after I saved him - Chapter 8

~Episode 8~

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Aquamarine eyes are reminiscent of the blue sea. Brilliant silver hair that looks like the moonlight.

Carlos sometimes felt like he couldn’t get out of it when Eljevita was smiling and lying on his lap.

Even more so on a day like today.

As a representative of the Kingdom of Croatia, a neighboring country, who had led a delegation for friendship purposes, the short journey of the princess Eljevita was coming to an end.

It was only five days ago, but fate began.

Carlos looked down at Eljevita’s neck with a happier face than anyone else in the world.

The silver necklace with the rose carved on it made him embrace ecstasy as usual.

It made Eljevita smile and made her look lovely just by looking at her face.

Ah ah. I can’t break up with you being like this.

Carlos constantly revolved around this moment and made it repeat before his eyes.

In order to protect his unchanging love, he took all of her memories, but enjoyed, remembered, and repeated everything in his head.

And it was once insignificant

There was a time when I had selfish love only for myself.

[Powerful Princess] Part 2

In the midst of a cluttered spring

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These were sometimes written in ancient gold books, which are now all burned down.

“It’s an order.”

「The one who puts the tyrant to rest and becomes a lifelong benefactor. At that moment, you will achieve what you want.」

“Erase everyone’s memory of this , Carlos.”

It sounds like a twisted word, but when I interpreted it, it was nothing special.

When the royal family, who has received the power of the gods, cannot control that power and runs wild, the person who pours out enormous healing power to stop his runaway was given only one chance to command with the authority of the gods.

Rose Lutiens, who had been lying quietly and unable to read books due to her timid personality, had a bold memory of her touching forbidden books.

Among them, it was now that the most useful memory was brought up and was applied immediately.

I was dubious and buried my face in Carlos’s shoulder and muttered.

“The execution of the command takes place now, immediately.”

“….”

“Abandon all the memories of those who remember your ability. Thoroughly, so that this will never be mentioned again. Of course, even the memories you have.”

Because only I will remember this event.

When he finished his command, behind a slight nod, the white light that had been seen before filled the banquet hall again.

The feeling of something flashing and disappearing.

Fortunately, it was as stated in the forbidden book.

The erasure of the memories that Carlos had ordered was progressing in front of everyone.

I slowly turned my back away, removing the face that had been buried in him.

As I was about to get out of his arms, my wrist was held by him, but I shook them off without a hitch.

“Are you crazy?”

Nervously, I turned around and looked at him.

I won’t remember him because of the authority of the order anyway.

I spoke from the bottom of my heart at this moment.

“At least if a person has common sense, he won’t do this! Do you have any idea what you almost did?”

“….”

“That was obviously treason, you idiot!”

Treason.

Even a prince of this country would be guilty of a deserving crime even if he had his head cut off if he considered the loss of life caused by the riot.

The people of this kingdom should be  responsible for the consequences of their ability that they were born with.

But Carlos must have done this on impulse even though he knew about it.

I don’t know exactly what the story was, but since he was a prince who had been neglected for more than 10 years, there should have been a reason for anger and impulses.

But this is obvious like the death of a dog, if I was given a choice once again in front of me, no matter how many times I went back, I would have to bring out the healing power that had been buried deep.

What I wanted was happiness and freedom as an ordinary person, not the sudden crisis of the main character. And even more if it’s a crisis that’s worth harming!

“If at least one of you is caught for treason and you are sentenced to death, do you think it will make you feel comfortable saying that it has nothing to do with me?”

In an instant, something came up and filled the inside of my throat.

The tears I had been holding back for a long time were about to burst.

I suppressed my cries and raised my finger toward the man who stood like a straw.

“Are you comfortable? No. You’re wrong! How much I care about the main characters here, does it make sense that this is the only thing that can change the future?”

Carlos is going to die in a riot. It can never be.

Anyway, the original was twisted, so I’m alive.

If you think that even the main characters in romance novels die early or can’t meet at all…

What a terrible horror it’s gonna be!

As I always say, no more genre destruction.

I didn’t want to increase my guilt about the original.

“Don’t die, Carlos.”

“….”

“You must live for this world.”

I decided to love all the reasons and peace except for my death like a dog.

“Even if it’s too hard, don’t do anything stupid.”

He continued, rubbing the corner of his wet eyes.

“I can’t die recklessly from now on. Now that life is mine. It’s like you’ve lost your authority to do-it-your life.”

“….”

“You understand? You have to live like this until you meet your destiny. By all means or by all methods, surely.”

He may not remember all the words I said, but I added, facing each other again and again, even though he was arrogant.

And to be honest, I wondered when would I have the guts to ever speak informally to a prince.

In many ways, something became a complex and subtle feeling and brought out the hearts that were inside.

I was the only one talking in the middle of the banquet hall, probably because everyone, including Carlos, who had been deprived of reason from the riot, had lost their minds.

The lights on the chandelier that was out for a moment were gradually lighting up again, and somehow stopped.

An empty silence and a faint light that filled the gap.

As the hot heat that had been circling around until a while ago disappeared, a chill came in and filled the empty spot with coolness.

In the aftermath of the chaos earlier, a cold wind leaked through several broken windows.

Naturally, the hair that was hanging over his shoulder blew away to block his view. The moment I tried to reach my ear.

A man in a navy uniform walked slowly in front of his eyes, unable to blink.

“I’m tired of those words.”

“…?”

My waist was pulled.

“There’s no turning back.”

I can breathe.

The lips that fell apart overlapped again.

As a result of the side effects, all the heat that had been too hot had disappeared, and his breath came into contact with my upper lip again.

A nod that scans every nook and cranny of the teeth that kept me from escaping, entangles the tongue with the tongue.

The more I tried to escape, the tighter he held my waist.

“Uh uhm…”

I tried to push him down, but in the end I failed and put my arm around his neck.

Did I give meaning to what I just said?

Even though I may not remember anything by tomorrow, he did his best and moved passionately.

He brushed away the flowing hair. He is constantly caressing my cheeks and burying his lips on my neck.

(TL: …. Erm… I’m not complaining but… Ahh too much sweetness…)

I could not recklessly refuse a young animal that seemed to crave for love, but I comforted him and accepted the pouring warmth.

When I slowly opened my eyes and felt his warm kiss, I was no longer in the banquet hall.

The event that only I can remember, was over.

***

“What?”

Have you [all] ever heard the barking of a dog as soon as you wake up to a pleasant morning?

“I beg your pardon… ? What did you say to me now?”

I couldn’t even close my wide open mouth, becoming a honey-eaten dumbass and staring at my opponent.

How should I express my feelings?

Oh, yeah. It cut off in the middle of ‘that’ , so I felt like I was going crazy.

I couldn’t bear to admit it, so I grabbed the hem of the blanket and just stared intently at the person who gave it to me.

Really absurd stuff. At the end of the day, my teeth were sharpened.

What the hell is this, this crazy future?

Velos Estate Security, 806.

Please deliver it to Rose Lutiens.

It is acknowledged that we have made a hasty decision on your disqualification, so we will discuss it again after a grace period of about 27 days.

The work will continue without change.

*This notice has been prepared urgently by express mail.

A profitable gain

“Really, should I kill them.”

Because I couldn’t kill my temper, I tore the paper to pieces without even reading it.

I heard that people can’t do what they want. How can life go so wrong?

It was very haunted.

Apparently, after ‘that happened’ the night before, when I went back into the banquet hall, everything was back in place.

Meichel, who blushed without knowing what occurred.

Ishid smiling brightly at me with a glass in his hand.

Even security staff from various territories huddled in front of the dance floor to chat.

It was strange.

What I ordered was to erase memory, to the point where I wondered if there was an error in the middle.

It felt as if someone had turned back time.