He Loves You Since He Was A Teenager - Chapter 106
There may be nothing to believe, Zhao Xue does not blame his father, he does not even want to blame anyone, a person has a person’s life, this, he admitted.
“You with the protection of your mother, when small I can still occasionally play with you, and then ah, see you so towards your mother, I do not dare to approach you, I am afraid you blame me, blame me for not treating your mother well, blame me for the family in pieces, I would rather hope that you think I am an insensitive father.”
Zhao Xue looked at the man who was already in his forties and no longer young, and it was rare that he could hear this somewhat fragile tone from his own father’s mouth “So, you let them both leave just to talk to me about this?”
“Nor, Xu Ya took that girl away, I was also very surprised, but also can know her thoughts, you feel ridiculous or not, as a father, I can really improve our relationship as well.” Speaking of which, Zhao You sighed “I do not know, in my invisible, you have to endure so many things, as a child to take care of your aunt told me some time ago, you often hurt as a child, surprisingly, because …… I do not know why your mother became that way, I also do not understand, you Why as a child, nothing to say to me. It’s also my fault that I didn’t pay enough attention to you.”
Not to talk to him? Zhao Xue thought for a long time before remembering why he was reluctant to tell his father at that time “At that time, one is my father, whom I do not see much, and one is my mother, who is with me every day, and every time I see you, I am always hurt, so why should I tell you?”
“Grandpa told me many times why I was so protective of my mother, I always felt that if my mother didn’t even care about me, I would really be left on my own. Now well, I don’t seem to be afraid of those anymore, and you don’t have to try to undo anything, and you don’t owe me the best material conditions, and I am supposed to be grateful.”
There is no time like the present to make Zhao You realize more clearly that Zhao Xue really does not need the Zhao family anymore, he really wants to leave, more than ten years of disappointment accumulated to the extreme, he finally gave up.
Zhao You don’t know what you have to defend, silent for a long time “I’m sorry, Dad, really sorry.”
This meal, in the end, did not eat to the end, ice cream just get in hand, you see the father and son two people walked down, Zhao Xue slightly lowered his head, can not see what expression, Uncle Zhao went forward light smile and Xu Linlin said “the two of you well together, the young people should take advantage of the time to temper their temperament, in order to go long term, but you girl so understanding, I do not have to worry about this. I don’t have to worry about this.”
Before leaving, Zhao You also slipped Xu Linlin a business card “What need to contact me, Zhao Xue’s grandparents are very fond of you, if you have the opportunity to come home again, we will be very welcome.”
Xu Linlin nodded with pursed lips “Thank you uncle.”
After watching the car leave his sight, Xu Linlin took Zhao Xu’s hand carefully “Let’s go back now, I don’t want to go play.”
Zhao Xu replied with a mute voice, “Okay.”
The moment we got back to the B&B, Zhao Xu was like having his whole body strength removed, sitting on the carpet in front of the sofa, the whole person curled up and buried his head in his knees.
Xu Linlin embraced him and told him not to hold himself up, letting him lean into his arms.
Zhao Xue let Xu Linlin half hug himself, and even unconsciously shrunk into her arms “Linlin, Linlin ……”
The first thing you need to do is to get a good idea of what you’re doing.
“My father …… he apologized to me, he said he did not not love me, Lin Lin, you know, I waited for so many years, in fact, he wanted to be good to me, Lin Lin, I do not blame him, I never blame him, but he, he still apologized to me, he said he wanted me to go back, he said he was sorry, I just today found that he is not young at all, not his fault, how he took the fault ……”
Xu Linlin did not speak, and he did not need her answer, she gently patted his back, like coaxing a sad child.
“It’s okay, it’s all okay, it’s all going to be okay, Zhao Xue, there’s me, it’s all going to be okay.”
That night, it was raining heavily, Zhao You looked at the photos in the phone, one by one, carefully looking through them, Xu Ya some helpless “What time is it, you quickly go to sleep, and not tomorrow can not see.”
Zhao You seemed not to hear the same, suddenly laughed out, pointing to the phone “Look, Zhao Xue elementary school was forced by the class teacher to participate in sports, you see how reluctant he was, that also ran the first.”
Xu Ya looked at the photo grabbing the chest medal and two other children standing together, full of reluctance Zhao Xu “I heard that this time learning is also one of the best.”
“No, later not tuned inside, to the high school to rework, and then on the A University, just two years, is also the bottom good ah!”
The tone of voice is proud, just like those parents who brag to others about how good their children are.
The phone rang out of time, it was Li Mingying who called, the opening was hysterical anger “Zhao You! Why do you want to divorce me, just for that woman, you want to divorce! Are you still human!”