Head Over Heels - Chapter 468 My Love For You Has Become A Shackle To Me

After calming down in the company for a day, Heidy knew that the problem couldn’t be solved if the two continued to have a quarrel with each other. Therefore, she decided to go home and have a good talk with Hearst. This matter had to be solved in the end. But she didn’t expect that when she returned home, there was another scene waiting for her.

In the evening, she returned home with mixed feelings. Seeing that the children had already finished their meal and returned to their rooms, she was about to go upstairs to talk about Hearst, but she saw that he was just about to go downstairs. The two looked at each other across the stairs.

After a long time, Heidy said first, “Hearst, I have something to tell you.”

“Well, I happen to have something to tell you.” Hearst said calmly, turned around and walked towards the study. Seeing this, Heidy trotted to keep up with him. Thinking of his words, she thought maybe he also wanted to end the quarrels.

In the study, Heidy looked at the man walking in front of her. Seeing him halt, Heidy also stopped. The two looked at each other, and time seemed to stop at this moment. Seeing that he didn’t say anything, Heidy smiled and said, “Hearst, I don’t think we should keep on fighting like this. We have gone through so many things and it’s not easy for us to get together. So I think we should sit down and discuss it when there is a problem.”

Looking into her eyes, Hearst said in a low voice, “Heidy, let’s separate for some time.”

Looking at him in surprise, Heidy widened her eyes in disbelief. Her face turned pale and she looked at the man in front of her in astonishment. Her ears were buzzing. “What are you talking about? Hearst, I don’t understand.”

“I said we should be apart from each other for a while.” Said Hearst calmly.

With her heart frozen, Heidy stunned. Walking up to him, Heidy shook her head and asked, “Hearst, what’s wrong with you? Separate? Are you sick and talking nonsense today?” As she spoke, she raised her hand and wanted to touch his face. But because of his words, she froze in midair.

“Heidy, I’m tired of you.” Hearst said indifferently, “I thought I wouldn’t get tired of it. But recently, I found that I don’t like my current life. I love you, but I’m tired of living with you. All of a sudden, I yearned for the life when I lived alone, unrestrained and didn’t need to consider other people’s feelings. At that time, I was in my best condition.”

Grasping her dress tightly, Heidy couldn’t help but burst into tears. Staring at him, Heidy shook her head, “No, No. you can’t be tired of me. We have experienced so much, and we still love each other deeply.”

“Yes, I love you so much, and then? I can’t let you interfere and decide my life just because I love you. Heidy, such a life makes me feel tired. So if we separate, ma

you suddenly did that. I can only think that something had happened to you. I can’t convince myself with other reasons.”

Looking at her, Hearst said calmly, “Love will encounter some difficulties sometimes. I still love you. It is not that I have no feelings for you now. Heidy, I love you, but I want to be free now. Your love for me has become a shackle to me. Let go of your feelings and try to live a relaxed life.”

“Do you feel depressed living with me?” Said Heidy bitterly, grasping the key point of his words.

Although it was cruel, Hearst replied resolutely, “Yes.”

Hearing this answer, Heidy slowly lowered her eyes. With a bitter smile on her lips, Heidy slowly lowered her hand that was holding him. With sadness in her eyes, she said, “It turns out that living with me makes you feel depressed.”

Hearst wanted to say something, but finally looked away. He then lowered his head and continued packing. Pushing his suitcase, Hearst said in a hoarse voice, “We need to separate and calm down to see what we need at present.”

“I need you.” Heidy blurted out, “Can you satisfy me?”

Hearst looked sideways and put his hand above her head. Although it was the same as usual, Heidy couldn’t feel the familiar temperature. Maybe it was because she couldn’t find the familiar love in his eyes. Thinking of this, she couldn’t tell how she felt.

“Heidy, give me some space to clear my mind.” Then he left with his luggage.

Standing still, Heidy watched him leave steadily. She stood there blankly and listened to the car noise downstairs. She knew that he had left. In just one day, the whole world seemed to have undergone tremendous changes. The two people who loved deeply had to suffer a separation. It seemed that they were going in different directions.

“Hearst, why did you suddenly change?” Murmured Heidy. Until now, she still couldn’t accept this fact.