Hellish Deep Love - Chapter 285

“After you’ve made up the story that you don’t love me, do you want to make up the story that I don’t love you?”

Looking at this stubborn and invulnerable man in front of me, I couldn’t hold the fire rising in my stomach, but I still stopped for a moment and tried to suppress it. I stayed for a moment. I threw away the towel in my hand and walked forward. I wrapped my arms around Li Yan’s neck from behind him. My lips fell from the back of his head and turned to his cheek, all the way downstream Yizhe, tearing.

His body became extremely tense. Li Yan was stunned for a while. He stretched out his hand and pulled me away. He said, “Chen Shi, stop making trouble.”

The more frustrated and courageous I was, I flew up like a teddy. This time, I held Li Yan’s face and kept tearing it. I freed my other hand and was about to swim to his body. However, Li Yan stopped my hand before I occupied the highland. He was extremely tired and said, “Chen Shi, I’m sorry for you. I’m not sure that the most real feelings in my heart brought you into this marriage. In fact, I’m more guilty of you than I’ve been deceiving myself for a while. I dare not face you directly. Tonight, after I tell you all the truth, my heart is filled with more shame to you, but I also have a lot of relief. Emotionally, I can’t give you forever. This is something I can’t control. I can only compensate you more financially. In two days, I will ask Wu Haian to give you an agreement. I will transfer half of the equity of Baolun I hold to your name. You can rest assured that I will issue the agreement after giving full consideration to the lawyer’s opinions. I will do my best to bear the risk at my own expense, and you will only enjoy the dividends you deserve ”

before he finished his words, a sharp telephone ring rang through his ears, and Li Yan turned his eyes to the mobile phone screen at random.

Following his eye traction, I also looked at the square screen, the word “Jia Mei” clearly disappeared.

He quickly picks up his mobile phone, and Li Yan puts it in his ear for less than ten seconds. He jumps up like a bow and arrow. He grabs a coat and rushes out.

Li Yan didn’t come back all night.

While I was drawing pictures in the middle of the night with my computer on, for the remaining three hours of night, I sometimes stood on the windowsill and looked out, sometimes standing on the photo wall that Li Yan had carefully erected before. Finally, I watched with my eyes open in the abnormal spirit of staying up all night. After a short time, Li Yan dragged two suitcases down the stairs.

This time, I pasted it all on the door.

Even if I was so energetic as to be able to twist Yangko Errenzhuan, I could stay up all night, and my eyes were still red with birth reason, which made my eyes hot. I raised my face and stared at Li Yan: “Li Yan, I don’t care what abacus you are playing, I don’t care what abacus you are playing. I just want to tell you, as long as If you insist on going your own way at this moment and step out of this door, then you and I will have no way to deal with each other. ”

“I just want you to let me go. Pretending to love someone I don’t love makes me tired to the extreme. I’ve had enough. I’m fed up with the one who needs to pretend to love you, and I’m fed up with the one who thinks I still love you. All in all, I’m fed up with it. I’ve got the understanding. I don’t want to continue. ”

Li Yan’s face was between guilt and relief: “Chen Shi, I’m sorry, I was especially afraid that I would become a person like my father, and I would become an irresponsible scum man. In fact, when I follow my heart, I feel more happy. I still said that, I will compensate you for your emotional debt in the form of money. I can only compensate you in the form of money. As for your worry that the change of your relationship with me will affect the growth of Nian en, my idea is that while you and I are still struggling to maintain the superficial peace of our marriage, I will fully fulfill my responsibilities, and I will try to cooperate with you to play a good role in front of my son. In addition, I will no longer do anything for you. Because even if I treat you a little bit, my soul is protesting, tearing As for the custody of nian’en, I haven’t made up my mind yet. It’s not too late to discuss this matter when the relationship between us is finally settled ”

or because Li Yan mentioned Nian en, my mind was like someone with a stick rolling, stirring up a string of bubbles, which became more and more chaotic. For a moment, I couldn’t control my hand, so I put out my hand and beat it on Li Yan’s chest:” you’re a jerk! Li Yan, you are a motherfucker! How many lifetimes have I been so moldy that I will meet such a jerk as you! You’re an asshole! What an asshole

In the end, the more I scolded, the more I broke my voice, and I couldn’t control the astringency in my eyes. My tears were like a torrential rain coming in a hurry, falling everywhere.

In the face of my beating and tears, Li Yan was like a wooden man without any emotional ups and downs. Even the little wrinkle between his eyebrows was wiped away by his expressionless face. He looked at me faintly: “if I continue to cheat you and make you think how much I love you, then I’m a more jerk. I’m going

When I pushed aside, Li Yan broke the door bolt and twisted it down. The wheel of the suitcase he was pulling was slipping with the floor. The creaking made my ears ache to the extreme.His departure is like taking away the thunder clouds that make me gloomy. The tears that I want to flow out of my eyes seem to be ironic and funny. No matter how I want to release them wantonly, they seem to be stuck and solidified by glue. They sink in my eyes and tears and make my vision blurred.

As a result, I can’t see Li Yan’s figure more and more clearly, and how he is in a hurry.

Of course, I didn’t catch up with him and begged him not to leave.

Scrawled make-up, I finally took the car key, turned back to Tianjian.

Deeply immersed in the whirlpool of drawing, I gradually digested the improvisation brought by Li Yan through my busy work, and I soon rescued myself from the predicament.

Since Li Yan thinks that it is the most suitable process for him to leave me first, I will cooperate with him.

Yes, up to this moment, I still firmly believe that Li Yan can no longer love me.

Call me narcissistic or conceited. Li Jianguo is right. Sometimes when our eyes and ears can’t make a judgment, we need our hearts to carefully identify whether the road ahead is blurred.

And my heart keeps telling me that Li Yan is cheating me.

After that, busy and busy.

I have been busy for three days. I rely on my work to drive me to change day and night. During this period, I took advantage of Tan Xing to accompany Gao Gao to go out and run with the client. I sneaked to take out the recorder on the pretext of looking up information, and I replaced the one with full power.

I moved the overtime venue back from Tianjian to my home, and I drew pictures upside down day and night. During that time, I also took earplugs to listen to the tape recorder I got back. I spent several hours continuously pulling the audio files, but I got nothing.

Alone in that office, Tan Xing did make a lot of calls, but she called some friends who could only gather together to eat and drink. She did not call Zhao Xianxing, and Zhao Xianxing did not find her.

I think so. Let alone that office is still used by Gao Gao and Tan Xing. Even if Gao Gao leaves, Tan Xing can enjoy the spacious office space alone, and she may not choose to call Zhao Xianxing in the office. I think I need to be reliable again.

So I cut the leather and sewed the stitches all night. I rushed to sew a unique car key cover. The next day I gave it to Gao Gao. All kinds of rhetoric advised her to put this cover on the car key she was about to transfer to tan Xing.

Holding the key cover, Gao Gao fumbled for a while with her finger belly. She should have realized that I added materials to the cover, but she didn’t say much. She just casually said that she would have to drive the car for Tan Xing soon, so it would be cheaper for Tan Xing and so on.

Then, I asked Gao Gao to have another meal.

At last, Gao Gao finished her last day in Tianjian.

After she handed over the professional card and access card, she carried a small box and went out. She refused to be accompanied by me to the elevator, so she walked out of the gate of Tianjian in silence.

The word “human walking tea cool” really seems to be tailor-made for the workplace. As soon as Gao Gao walks away, the administration can’t wait to take the rest of her business card to the shredder and smash it. When I pass by with a water cup, I see a card accidentally falling on the ground and being trampled by people coming and going.

Pick it up, I put it in my pocket as if nothing had happened, and then go back to my own territory to continue the darkness.

It’s time to get off work again.

With a lot of information, I drive into the crowded road. When I drive between stops, a sudden heavy rain falls from the sky. I feel more and more that Shenzhen will start a cold winter.

In the middle of the journey, I stopped and bought three vegetarian buns. I put them in the passenger seat to accompany me through the colder and dark night. When I got home, I pretended to be in a good mood and made a video call with Nian en. Then I told him how his father was busy working late into the night. I calmed the child down completely, and then I chewed the buns and drew pictures with the computer.

But tonight is bound to be an unusual night.

The steamed stuffed bun I ate was still choking in my throat, and I needed a bottle of milk urgently. Before I could tear the straw wrapped in the transparent plastic bag, sister Meng called me.

Although sister Meng and I have been exchanging phone calls, and we have also said that we would like to go shopping together in the future, but because we are both in the rising period of work, the workload is extremely heavy, so we have no contact except to rub against Li Yan to organize dinner and drink.

At this moment, sister Meng called. I was a little surprised. Maybe it was because I had been silent for a long time these days. My heart was trembling. I made a phone call in a hurry.

“Sister Chen, don’t blame sister Meng for her gossip.”

As soon as she opened her mouth, she said first and then kept on saying, “well, I left the team a few days ago and just came back today. I heard from the thin monkey that Li Yan carried two large luggage boxes to the club. He either stayed at the nearest hotel or stayed at the club all night these days. As soon as I heard it, I began to murmur. Did you quarrel with Li Yan or something? Why did he get the one of running away from home? “It turns out that Li Yan has been staying in the club these days.

The hanging thing in my heart dropped an inch. I rubbed my temple with my hand, and the tone was flat: “no, I can’t have time to quarrel with him. I’m so busy all day. So is Li Yan. He’s very busy recently. Maybe he went to the club to save time and improve work efficiency.”

“Are you all right?”

She hesitated for a long time, and then she said, “well, sister Chen Shizi, I heard from some young people in the club. It’s very refreshing to buy a set meal these days. Miss Zhao Jia comes to the club every day to find Li Yan. Li Yan gives her membership course in person. After class, they go out to eat together. When they come back, he will come back They were locked up in the office for an hour or two Sister Chen Shizi, your dream sister said this to you, not hoping to stir up the relationship between you and Li Yan, but I just want to mention you. Now in this world, some women stare at some men, and they don’t care whether the man is married or not, whether he has a wife or children, they seduce him according to their own ideas, and there is no moral bottom line. Although Li Yan is a man of good character, it can be said that a man has three legs. Even if he can manage two of them, the other leg is the most difficult. No matter how busy you are, why don’t you come to the club? Call Li Yan back? He has a wife and children. He lives here every day. It’s nothing

Brain shell suddenly pain to no good, I some perfunctory um voice, said: “OK, dream elder sister you said I know, let me see, I’ll take time again, when I have time, will go to see.”

“Fart, you’re waiting for a fart when you’re free.”

More anxious than me, sister Meng said: “Chen Shi, if you don’t have a hundred thousand urgent things now, come here as soon as possible. Just before I called you, that Zhao Jia came again. What a cold day, wearing a pair of shorts, low bottoming, perfume sprayed, twisting and twisting, it was not a serious commodity at all. She twisted into Li Yan’s office again, and you hurried over. If you don’t come here, I’ll do it myself. I’ll go in and stir it up. Don’t let her hook Li Yan so smoothly. You call me elder sister. It’s ok if I can’t see you. I can’t afford you to call me elder sister when I see you. ”

Thinking that Zhao Jia is the kind of person who is too cold to haggle over every penny, and Mengjie is the kind of very careless character. If Mengjie is really irritated by breaking into Li Yan’s office, Zhao Jia may not come up with any harmful measures to arrange Mengjie. I have to raise my strength and say, “don’t, why are you involved in this matter? Don’t act rashly. I’ll go and have a look now. I’m always happy It’s done. ”

Stepping on the continuous night rain, I went to the unknown road again.

Li Yan founded this club, there is an introductory course for tour pal, just tonight, I came out of the lift, and I had a series of students waiting for the lift. There were many gold collar and white collar workers. I passed through the pile. The perfume of most of the women who had delicate makeup mixed up on me, rendering them cold. When I reached the long corridor, I could feel the little cold when the expensive perfume evaporated.

I quickly walked to Li Yan’s office.

Although the size and high-end level of the office on this side of the club are not good, compared with Baolun, the sound insulation effect of this door is very good. I am very close, and I can’t hear even a little sound from the office for the time being.

Fingers curl up, I use the other hand to stand not far away dream sister waved and waved, I wait until she walked away, just let go to knock on the door.

Li Yan’s voice came out.

With a slightly displeased coldness, he said, “please come in.”

Naturally, I pushed the door in cleanly.

Zhao Jia was there.

She’s probably the most fashionable person I’ve ever seen who can wear the color of dog dung yellow. She’s wearing a ball tonight, and the cherry lip shadow makes her look young and playful.

She is holding a glass of red wine in her hand. Seeing the shallow confusion in her eyes, she has drunk a lot.

As for Li Yan, he did not drink less.

His cheeks on both sides of those faint blush, are swaying and shouting to me, this is my husband’s man, he is with other women gradually into the process of hangover.

But calm and free, I gently knock on the door, and then I walk steadily forward, I first respectfully toward Zhao Jia said: “Zhao Zonghao.”

Later, I stretched out my hand to entangle Li Yan’s arm as freely as a vine conforming to the laws of nature. Just as I wanted to say something, Li Yan pulled away my hand and threw it away as if he wanted to avoid floods and beasts, as well as snakes, insects, rats and ants. He glared at me without expression: “what are you doing here?”

“I’m afraid you can’t eat well and wear warm outside. I’ll call you home.”

In my heart, although I feel very boring, now that I’m here, I have to round up the scene even if I’m hard headed. I repressed the shallow and light sense of embarrassment in my heart and continued: “Li Yan, let’s go home. We need to have a good chat between you and me.”Li Yan’s eyes suddenly stopped, showing a sharp rise and fall in the pupil, and then he threw it out, like a bomb, blowing me upside down.