Hellish Deep Love - Chapter 286
I slept with Xiaojia.
A total of seven words, a word is a blow, blow out is a pit, I fell down, almost was not around the explosion of dust buried to the ground, can’t escape.
I couldn’t turn my head around for a long time. I hooked Li Yan’s eyes: “what are you talking about?”
“I mean, Xiaojia and I have broken through the most intimate relationship. She gave her to me and I’m responsible for her. ”
His face was slightly crooked. Li Yan didn’t even know how to avoid my eyes. He was like running naked in my world. His voice seemed to be mixed with a handful of sand, hoarse and torn: “Chen Shi, I can only say sorry to you. My life has been wasted for many years, and I have repressed my feelings for too many years. Now I want to give the rest of my life to someone I want to join hands with. I want to go down with me, not you. Even if you give me a child, the person I want to go with me most is not you. ”
Following Li Yan’s words, I put a half light and looked at Zhao Jia. She was calm and sat upright. She raised her goblet and touched the air in my direction. Then she put the goblet to her lips and drank it. She stood up slowly and came over. She was too drunk to care about other things. She held Li Yan’s arm in her arms in an angry and delicate tone “Brother Yan, I’m too drunk. I want you to take me to the lounge and lie down for a while. I feel like my head is so heavy that I can fall down at any time. ”
“I hurt my hand when I explained how to use the safety rope to the students today, for fear of falling you. I’ll help you through. ”
Bearing Zhao Jia’s arm, Li Yan didn’t mean to continue to talk to me. He helped Zhao Jia turn and enter the lounge.
There quickly came Zhao Jia’s smile.
With these charming laughter, Zhao Jiajiao gasped slightly. She put on an affected tone: “brother Yan, don’t touch others. It’s too numb and shy. You make me bad. Brother Yan, don’t touch me. Please let me go. You were so fierce last night that I was afraid. ”
In my ears, it’s lonely.
Zhao Jia’s blatant words finally stopped.
Then, I heard Li Yan gasping and saying, “Xiao Jia, lie down first and have a rest. I’ll go out and send that woman away.”
As if I were dead, Zhao Jia giggled twice and said, “who’s brother Yan? I was a little dizzy just now. I didn’t see clearly. I only have you in my eyes. ”
Let’s put it this way. Although Li Yan helped Zhao Jia, it made me feel a little frustrated. But the more he did, the more convinced I was that my judgment was correct.
Li Yan is about enlightened, he chose the fastest path to set Zhao Jia.
I don’t need to believe that he has slept with Zhao Jia.
I know him too well what kind of person Li Yan is.
A man who has been in love with Lu Xiaoran for four years and even proposed marriage, but he has never met Lu Xiaoran. Is he so easy to indulge himself?
When my mind turned to the conclusion, Li Yan came out.
However, after just a few days, Li Yan seems to have changed his script. He has better control over his expression and tone, and his lines are not as inexplicably stiff as before. He is completely addicted to the gentle hometown of Xinhuan, and gradually abandons his inner guilt and shame. He straightens his chest and faces me: “let’s go out and talk Don’t affect Xiaojia’s rest. ”
But I see Li Yan in the eyes of Ming Mie, he clearly want to pestle in situ and I started a deep chat.
As a result, my feet were stuck with glue, and I didn’t move: “I don’t want it, I’m going to say it here! Li Yan, please make it clear to me again. Please tell me that you were just talking nonsense
“Chen Shi! I think that you have followed me for many years and given birth to children for me. I am so patient to talk with you so much! What I have to say is very clear, I don’t want to repeat it! You have dignity, you also have your self-esteem. Please accept the reality! You have to make the ending between us look ferocious, don’t you! Can’t we get together and get together? ”
Taking into account Zhao Jia’s presence, Li Yan said: “maybe I should take all the ugly words out and say that if you’re OK, just look in the mirror more. Only when you look in the mirror more, can you understand the gap between you and Xiao Jia! In my opinion, she is a princess, and you are not as good as a maid in waiting. I used to think that I enjoyed being taken care of more. In fact, I was more willing to take care of others. Xiaojia is different from you. No matter how big her career is, she is willing to show the softness of a little woman in front of me. But you are incoherent when you succeed. You completely bring those stereotypes and strengths in your work into your life. Every time I live with you every day, I want to escape! Anyway, the relationship between you and me is no longer good. Now I can tell you more frankly why I want to send nian’en out to live with my grandmother. That’s because I don’t want to pretend love with you because I have to take care of my children’s feelings! You also don’t think I suddenly become don’t love you, this is all my fault! You also need to review, you are not feminine at all, I have no impulse to you, I am still in the age of blood, I don’t want to live with you that kind of flat life that can be seen at a glance! If you don’t come to me for divorce, don’t disturb me again. I come out too far, I have no way to embarrass myself, I am trapped by your side, I hope you don’t make a cocoon of yourself, and don’t try to bind me! “Under normal condition, if my husband cheated me, he would force me to talk about how good other women are, how weak I am, and why he went out to steal, how should I react?
I’m sure I can’t do nothing there! So many scripts are not conducive to the promotion of Li Yan’s script!
Angry, I used all my strength to raise my voice. As embarrassed as I was, I squeezed out a few tears and yelled at Li Yan: “Li Yan, do you want to go too far! You just held me last month and said how much you love me! Even a few days ago, before you moved out of the house, you told me that you didn’t love me any more. I still had doubts. I was like watching many Korean dramas. I thought if Li Yan had some incurable disease and didn’t want to drag me down, you had to find an excuse to leave me! But now, you let me see such a terrible scene! I said, no wonder you always excuse the heavy workload recently. When you get home, you go to the study. You don’t want to lie in the same bed with me for many days. I take the initiative to hug you. You also excuse that you have sweat on your body and don’t let me touch you. I’m so naive. I really think you Li Yan said that you won’t let me down, so you really won’t let me down! However, our marriage is only a few months, you seem to be fascinated by the ghost! Zhao Jiaxian seduced you, didn’t he? I’m going to tear her up now! She’s a great customer! If she’s a client, she can seduce my husband?! I’m going to tear her up
In order to strengthen the sense of conflict, I deliberately shrugged my shoulders and crossed Li Yan’s side, and hit him hard.
is as like as two peas in my prediction. Li Yan quickly grabbed my wrist. He didn’t really exert much power. I deliberately cried out, “Li Yan, are you crazy?” Do you want to break my hand
“I’m looking for Xiaojia! It was I unable to resist sustain the blows of my dozen flowers, which were bombarded by her bracelet necklace, ring, perfume, skirt and bag every day. She could not resist the temptation to break the moral bottom line with me in the test.
When he pulled me back, Li Yan said coldly: “Chen Shi, since I have a good communication with you, you can’t listen to me, and you have to involve Xiaojia in it, I’ll put the cruel words to the front of you. If you continue to make trouble like a shrew, after our divorce, I will not only ask for the custody of Nian en, but also try my best to limit it Control your right to visit your children! If you don’t want to see the children in the future, I advise you to keep your mouth clean! ”
The collapse converged on my feet, and I kicked Li Yan. How could I kick Li Yan when I was in such a mood collapse? The sole of my foot was finally raised on the side table. After several times of pain, I pedaled with pain, and the clean ashtray was kicked to the ground by me. It rolled forward for a short distance, but stumbled back to my home Under my feet.
Hard to break Li Yan’s hand, I quickly squatted down to pick up the ashtray, I grabbed it close to my forehead, I poured all my acting skills, my eyes full-bodied, staring at Li Yan, I pretended to tremble: “Li Yan, I asked you for the last time, do you really don’t love me? Even if I die in front of you, you won’t be moved, will you? ”
Facing me with all eyes, Li Yan’s face didn’t add any more. He said in a calm voice, “you are in my club. Don’t make trouble for me.”
“Good, I know your answer.”
Raising my hand, I grabbed the ashtray and smashed it on my forehead. I just smashed out a faint smell of blood, so I stopped: “this time, I’ll return you. From this moment on, all your kindness to me will be written off. But Li Yan, don’t relax too early. Even if you don’t love me, I’ll spend you. I can’t get a divorce. I’ll see if some people can afford it as much as I can! ”
No longer intertwined with Li Yan’s eyes, I was dejected and dejected. I let the bloody ashtray roll down again, and I rushed out of Li Yan’s office.
I didn’t leave all the time. As soon as I stepped out of the door, sister Meng met me. She saw the bloodstain on my forehead, and her face became very severe. She dragged me to her office. She rushed out of the medicine box, took the powder and sprinkled it on my forehead. When the slowly oozing blood was covered back, the pain spread quickly.
I stopped sister Meng’s hand.
I told the story that I accidentally knocked on the wall. I persuaded sister Meng to leave work earlier without anything. I also dragged her to give her a ride.
Around from sister Meng’s home, I drove slowly in the heavy rain, and soon I was stopped by a super long red light.
Holding a silent mobile phone, I urgently need to find someone to chat with and expel those unspeakable depression. As soon as I opened the address book, Wu Haian called me.
About an hour later, I saw Wu Hai’an at the gate of the deep cloud.
Without saying a word, she dragged me to the nearby hospital to hang up an emergency. She had to get a doctor’s bill to wrap a pile of gauze around my head.
Back and forth until one o’clock in the morning, we finally came out of the hospital hall. Wu Haian looked at me several times and said, “you silly woman, what kind of weed bags are in your head. You can hit yourself with things. You can hit Li Yan if you have the ability. Really, I don’t know what’s in your head. You usually look at a person who is not very smart, how to drop the chain at the critical moment. “Noncommittal smile, I sniffed: “Li Yan asked you to find me?”
“Yes.”
First of all, Wu Hai’an gave me a simple answer. She put on her compassionate eyes and closed her hands unconsciously. Her apology was planted between her eyebrows: “but Chen Shi, don’t hold too much hope for Li Yan. He called me to come and see you. He was just afraid that something might happen to you. He couldn’t turn around and explain it to Xiao Nian en. In fact, as soon as you walked away from the club, he asked me to help you book a room nearby. He went with Zhao Jia. Actually (cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough. I’ve tried to give you some advice several times, but Li Yan is my boss after all. If I can’t keep my mouth open and talk about the boss’s right and wrong, I’m not breaking my professional rules. I can’t say it openly. I can only tell you in secret. You are also a stupid woman. Your trust in Li Yan makes me smack my tongue. I can’t say anything more. ”
After a pause, Wu Haian sighed: “it’s dog day, too. At the beginning, I was very optimistic about Li Yan. I think he is at least a hundred times stronger than Li chunqiang. I think he is the only man in Lao Li’s family who doesn’t grow crooked. But as expected, what kind of root he has can only bear what kind of fruit. With a dad who has a rotten private life and no bottom line, where can he be better. I’m also blind. At the beginning, I thought he was good. I feel ashamed when I think of the good words I said for him. And Chen Shi, you really don’t have any expectations for that man. A man who derails is like a runaway wild horse. Don’t say you want to tie him up again. It’s unknown whether you can catch up with him or not. My idea is that this man is going to eat excrement, you just let him go, you take the money to your own hands, it’s the proper thing to do. You don’t have a new year. Even if you don’t plan for yourself, you have to plan for your children. For your children, you have to ask Li Yan for money. If you don’t want anything, you have to die for money. You want as much as you can. ”
For fear that I would continue to die in my stubbornness, Wu Haian tried his best to do that: “yes, men and women who cheat have their own mistakes. It’s a normal way of thinking to tear up cheap men and cheap women. But Chen Shi, Zhao Jia is definitely not a lamp to save oil. Don’t try to be tough with her. Generally, the more cheap women, the less the bottom line. She has no father, no mother, no brother and so on, only an old bone grandfather, she has no exposed weakness, you have a son, a brother, a sister-in-law, there are too many people who care about, you want to stick with her, you are afraid that she will play a trick. You still listen to me, grab money, pick money. In this world, any man who still has a breath may be unreliable. Only money is true love, and money should be the most important partner in your life. Look at me. I liked Li Chun so much at that time. In the end, I didn’t sell him to Li Yan completely. I just got a house by selling Li Chun. Now I can live a comfortable life. All men are useless. People who are loyal to money can’t live too hard. ”
After I made friends with Wu Haian, she really put down her cold frame in front of me, and could tell me a lot about anything. But Wu Haian, who talked to me this evening, clearly expressed a deliberate feeling of “if there is nothing” in her tone. What she said seems to have more profound meaning that I should ponder and ponder.
Thinking for a while, I pretended to gnash my teeth: “I know, I will not be as stupid as before. When I am abandoned by Li Yan, I have to throw away all my money to him. All in all, I have to skin him this time. ”
“Ah, Chen Shi, don’t give up too much. Now there are more men with two legs. If you try to get more money, you are a real rich woman. You are still blocking such a big project now. As long as this project comes to an end perfectly, that is, when you become famous, you will sit at home and cross your legs. Naturally, a large number of customers will come forward to beg you, and you will reach the peak of your life every minute. How many excellent men are there. You have to think in the direction of Le’s point of view. Then a man who is ten million times better than Li Yan will line up from Futian to my Mumian Bay. ”
After constantly brainwashing me, Wu Haian reached out to help me on the shoulder: “Chen Shi, I’m still in the position of assistant Li Yan. I can’t avoid meeting Zhao Jia. I can’t share a common hatred with her. I hope you can understand my position. Let’s scold her twice in private. What I say comes from the bottom of my heart. But when I stand in the position of assistant to the general manager of Baolun, I have to show my professional quality. Now you are still the main creator of the alliance stack project. They are all contracts signed in black and white, and the amount of benefits involved is two billion. You should never be too emotional. You should never do less work. You know what. If you’re in the mood, you’re tied up, and you’re in the mood of a cheap girl. ”
My mind seems to be crammed with a lot of stones, heavy pressure, I need special efforts to support, nodded: “know.”
Looking at the dark, I said: “coast, you go back, I also go home, sleep. I haven’t slept well these days. If I suddenly die, it will be terrible. In the future, some dogs and women will beat my children. “I think my tone of saying this is very good, but Wu Haian’s face is not very good-looking, she slightly difficult to pick the eyebrow: “OK, you go away.”
In fact, Wu Haian plays the role of a big sister. She has to send me to the door to make sure I’m in before she waves away.
When I came out of the bath, Wu Haian’s message was already lying on my mobile phone. She said, “Wang Tan has come to pick me up. Don’t worry.”
Holding the mobile phone, my heart is like soaking in cold water, ups and downs.
After seven or eight minutes, I was about to drop my cell phone when the screen suddenly danced in the dark.
In fact, some of my brain is full of something. I stare at the strange number for two or three seconds, and I press the answer button unconsciously.
As soon as I heard the voice from the other side, I was stunned again.