Hellish Deep Love - Chapter 288

My voice was muffled and I said, “no, I’ll drive by myself ”

” don’t assume that I’m very happy to be with you. ”

Cut me off, Li Yan’s voice has these sticky impatience: “I’m afraid that children and grandfather think more. As long as you don’t want to put divorce on the agenda for a day, you have to do enough

No mood of Oh, I said: “OK, then you come.”

The night in winter always comes quickly. Before seven o’clock, the darkness has gradually attacked the city, which is wallowing in the glitz. I look out of the window. Under the dazzling street lights, Li Yan drives his car into the platform. He takes out his mobile phone to make a phone call.

I subconsciously took out my cell phone and waited.

However, six minutes later, my mobile screen was as lonely as a widow who had been guarding for 50 years.

After another four minutes, Li Yan spread his mobile phone back to his palm and stirred in his heart. This time, my mobile phone finally rang.

In my heart, if there were bursts of open air, I grabbed the screen and cut off the first ring.

After that, I got into the still crowded elevator, and I saw a new girl from the administration department and a project leader from the marketing department secretly holding hands together in the crowd. They looked at each other and laughed across many tired faces. The simple, pure and natural sweetness and happiness almost knocked me down.

I wish I could have such pure feelings.

In fact, most of the way I walked with Li Yan, I crawled all the way, through mountains and rivers, through hot and cold ice. Of course, I also had sweetness, but that little bit of sweetness seemed unable to fill and neutralize the bitterness I once swallowed.

And now, my heart is only a lonely tired, fragmented.

Caught in the crowd, I walked slowly to Li Yan.

Raise eyelid son to lightly describe of sweep me one eye, Li Yan a silent pull open the door of the cab.

I put my hand on the co driver’s seat and hesitated for two seconds, then I turned to the back.

As soon as the car started, Li Yan played music.

He turned the volume very high, which saved me and him from being in a tight spot.

During the driving, Nian en called several times to ask where we were. He was also very excited and said that his father would bring him robots and paintbrushes. He also said that he would sleep with his parents tonight. He was very happy and so on. I answered him word by word.

After getting off the highway, Li Yan turned off the music. His voice was flat: “don’t lose a face later. It’s like I bullied you.”

To keep my face calm, I said, “OK.”

It’s a silent confrontation again.

As soon as Li Yan turned the car to the path to the farm, I saw Nian en standing more than ten meters away accompanied by Li Jianguo. As soon as Nian en saw the flashing lights, he jumped several heights happily.

My eyes, began to be defeated by acid.

After driving into the designated parking lot, Li Yan first lifted nian’en up and said that for a while, he didn’t see the baby as strong as a calf. Then he put down the baby and opened the trunk of the car. The gifts he prepared made nian’en smile again and developed bursts of joy.

All this carnival, I stand beside, like an outsider.

Looking at the weather has become more and more cold, Li Jianguo let aunt Xi prepare hot pot, and he asked us to take our seats together.

With a sense of bewilderment that I no longer know how to get along with Li Yan, I was yelled by Li Jianguo and sat next to Li Yan, holding a bowl and chopsticks.

Li Yan and I are both good at acting. Even though we have little communication in the whole process, Li Jianguo can’t see that there is a gap between us that people can’t cross. Li Jianguo warmly said, “Xiao Yan, you’re a lump in wood. You have to let me push you to know, don’t you? You don’t give your daughter-in-law beef slices or something

His face is all right. Li Yan has a smile that doesn’t show abruptness at all. He uses a clip to clip a bunch of snowflakes into the scalding fat cow. He shakes a few times to watch the fat cow change color. He quickly picks it up and puts it in the bowl in front of me. He is calm: “wife, you eat more, you haven’t had a good meal recently, you are thin.”

In fact, Li Yan is farting.

When Gao Gao was about to leave Tianjian and switch to Baolun, I went out to eat and drink with Gao Gao the next day. The meat I ate at that time accumulated. Even if I ate very little these days, the meat has not been consumed. My face is even more round than before.

Even at this moment, my heart has been extremely firm, and I am also extremely sure that Li Yan is not temporarily lost in the gentle countryside. He is playing Zhao Jia’s routine in a way that he also feels disgusted. The pressure he needs to bear is even a hundred times. In fact, there are contradictions in my heart.

There are always bloodstains where you drag with thorns.

I will also have a slight complaint, is the person I choose to travel or how, why I want to get happy and peaceful feelings, always run counter to reality.As a result, I, together with the pieces of fat cattle that Li Yan brought to me, also had a sense of contradiction.

Until the end of the meal, they were always left at the bottom of the bowl by me. They were covered with white oil by the colder and colder temperature. I was so bored that I couldn’t speak. I finally felt at ease and had to let aunt Xi dig them out of the bowl and feed them to the chickens.

After dinner, Li Yan accompanies Nian en to work on the new robot, while I accompany Li Jianguo to play chess. Let alone, when there is no excess of wishful thinking, the picture is harmonious and touching.

At 10:30, Li Jianguo began to yawn. He was going to take a bath and sleep.

He is used to taking care of all aspects of Nian en. Even if Nian en’s parents are here, when Li Jianguo walks into the bedroom, he also urges Nian en to take a bath.

It may be that he got up too early today. Not long after Nian en washed out, he snored slightly when he touched the bed. His face was close to the mesh of the guardrail, and the meat on his face was squeezed out of a small shape.

Li Yan wants to hold him to sleep in the middle. He pokes Li Yan’s hand vaguely and says, “Nian en sleeps on the side, mom sleeps in the middle, Dad sleeps on the other side.”

In the end, Li Yan stopped for fear of waking up the child.

Then I was fighting with him in silence, and then Li Yan took his clothes to take a bath.

When I washed it out, he lay on the other side of the bed. He deliberately moved closer to the edge of the bed, so there was a large space in the middle of the bed.

Well, I checked it with my eyes. That place can sleep at least three me.

Avoiding Li Yan’s feet, I slowly climbed up and lay down.

Nian engai’s quilt is a bed that Li Jianguo specially asked someone to sew for him. It’s small and warm, just enough to wrap the cute girl. On the bed, there is only a new pattern quilt, loose, soft and wide.

I had just put my body flat, and I had to sit up and pull over the quilt to cover myself.

Li Yan quickly pulled half of the quilt.

There was a distance of 30cm to 40cm in the middle. Even if the quilt was close enough to the body, I could feel the cool wind pouring in. I unconsciously turned over, facing Nian en and huddled with him.

The tiredness brought by the reversal of day and night in recent days was finally put to use at this moment. I closed my eyes for a while, and my eyelids began to fight. I gradually entered a semi sleep state.

Confused, I suddenly heard a rustle, I suddenly woke up, I did not immediately turn over, I just held my breath.

Li Yan, moving, came to me.

He gradually filled the distance, his hand moved gently, touched my arm in a small range, but he stopped at this time.

After a moment’s hesitation, I suddenly turned around. I put my hand around his neck and wrapped him like a hungry wolf. I was greedy to enjoy the long vacant heat of the cold night, but Li Yan took me off like a dream. His throat murmured for a while. His voice was cold: “just now I thought you were Xiaojia.”

ＯＫ。

Goodbye.

Turning around again, I held my pillow and bit my lip very tightly. I snuffed several times again to digest the cold performance.

For a long time, Li Yan dragged a heavy tone: “if you want to hate me, I can’t help it. I can’t control my feelings.”

I’ve heard too much of his nonsense. I’m listening to these bullshit words now. It’s just normal.

There was no sound. I pulled the quilt to cover my head. I closed my eyes hard. It’s hard for me to be sleepless. I soon fell asleep at dawn.

When I opened my eyes in the morning, the two men had got up earlier than me.

I got out of bed and walked to the window sill. The two men were picking chicken, tomatoes and cucumbers in the vegetable garden opposite the window. Nian en picked a fruit bigger than his palm. He held it in front of Li Yan and presented it as a treasure. The sun hit his face and showed his innocence. Li Yan took the dust off his hand Rub it off, and then he reaches for Nian en’s head.

It’s a beautiful side.

I took my mobile phone to take pictures, but my hand was shaking badly. I pressed several times to take pictures, and each time the picture was blurred badly.

When I finished washing and went downstairs, Nian en came back with a basket full of vegetables. He asked me if I could make breakfast for him with these. I rolled up my sleeves and went to the kitchen.

After a while, Li Yan was also rushed to the kitchen by Li Jianguo to help me.

Maybe after waking up after a sleep, Li Jianguo still smelled the lukewarm atmosphere between Li Yan and me. We just lined up to cut melons and wash vegetables. Li Jianguo stood at the door with crutches. He said, “Xiaoyan, why don’t you chat with Xiaoshi so much? Who can stand you when you are so boring every day. If you have nothing to do, just open your mouth more and say two more words. It will kill you. If you carry this pair of words every day, what do you look like? ”

Tired of bothering Li Yan to make excuses, I pointed to my throat and said, “grandfather, it’s because I’ve had a cold and a sore throat these two days and I don’t want to talk. It’s not the reason for Li Yan.””If you are not feeling well, he should be more concerned.”

Beckoning to me, Li Jianguo said: “since you are not comfortable, you can leave the work to the little rabbit. You come out to have tea with your grandfather.”

“No, Grandpa. Nian en said, “I’m going to have my breakfast.”

Holding a ball of chicken feather vegetable in my hand, I picked it and washed it under the tap. I buried my eyes slightly and said, “now I can only get some food and drink for my children on weekends. It’s good for my children. Usually, we can only rely on the video to show the useless care. I’d better get something for Nian en. ”

I don’t know how to tie Li Yan, he took the cucumber peeled in his hand and fell on the ground, bone Lu Lu beat a few rolls.

Li Yan quickly bent down to pick it up, but his body was obviously skewed a lot, and his face was facing the direction where I couldn’t even see the side outline. The atmosphere was dead.

At this time, Nian en kept calling grandma to play with Xiaobao in the hall outside, and Li Jianguo went out.

Li Yan and I are shrouded in a strange tug of war.

I made a stir fried chicken feather dish, and then took some shredded meat and cucumbers to stir fry with sesame. I knocked those tomatoes dizzy and made them into egg noodles. It was so clear and light that Nian en ate happily.

About tired of the fixed style of breakfast tea in the hotel, Li Jianguo praised such a light breakfast, while Li Yan just tasted it.

After breakfast, Li Jianguo urged us to take Nian en out for a walk. Li Yan took us to the ancestral temple for a walk.

We bought some food and drink for nian’en, and several Lego building blocks. We went to the fourth floor of the shopping mall to have dinner. Li Yan answered the phone without us. When he came back, he touched nian’en’s head and said, “let’s go home. Your aunt Xiaojia has come. She has brought a lot of gifts for nian’en. Let’s go home and greet aunt Xiaojia.”

No matter how Li Yan’s routine is, Zhao Jia is good. I don’t care if he’ll go too far in this routine. But I can’t let him get involved in Nian en.

I frowned when I took nianen’s hand: “otherwise, you go back first, and I’ll take nianen to the playground for a while.”

Raising his face, Li Yan glanced at his watch with a faint look. He said, “it’s almost a little bit, and Nian en has to take a nap. Go back together. ”

I didn’t see Li Yan last week. Nian en is particularly sticky with Li Yan this week. Once he hangs on Li Yan, he can’t get down. He holds Li Yan’s neck and keeps arching. He looks at me again: “Mom, I want to go with dad.”

Helpless trapped in the bone tingling, I have some far fetched nodded: “then come back together.”

Li Yan’s car didn’t drive fast. It was already half past two when we went back to the farm. The winter sun had already reached a high point, and the heat forced the cold to one side, which made Zhao Jiana’s deliberately awkward shape not so abrupt.

Apart from the difference between her accent and ours, Zhao Jia really has a lot of differences in her dressing style. She doesn’t even know how to pull her low cut skirt in front of Li Jianguo. She sits on the sofa with her legs side by side and twists her waist casually. The two groups of white in front of her chest are about to come out like that. Zhao Jia doesn’t like it, and she has been smoothing her hair for many times.

Li Jianguo, who treats Zhao Jia as a granddaughter, is not comfortable with Zhao Jia’s more and more bold and explicit style. As soon as he sees us coming back, the heavy burden hanging on his cheek never disperses.

I don’t know whether Zhao Jia’s arrival is her insistence or whether she has reached a consensus with Li Yan. Several people gathered around to chat. Zhao Jia called brother Yan 16 times.

In the end, Li Jianguo’s face, which he managed to soften down, was a little ugly.

I sent Nian en upstairs to sleep in my bedroom, and then went downstairs. I happened to meet Li Jianguo, who poked his crutch and called Li Yan to follow him to his study. In a twinkling of an eye, I had to accept the ending of being alone with Zhao Jia.

Holding her face with her hand, Zhao Jia gazed at me for a while. She stood up abruptly. She could not walk a few steps, but also walked out of the swaying style. Her mouth was almost all on my ears. She spoke slowly like a snail who had a terminal disease. She said one word at a time: “I have told you that as long as I want to rob, there will be no one I can’t do without The man who came to me. ”

After a pause, she breathed out a breath of disgusting heat, and her tone was full of Lust: “his kung fu in bed is good, much better than my last term.”

The evil cold glue is not up and down in my throat. My brain empties for a few seconds. I move my face away from her body contact as far as possible. I keep a straight face: “Mr. Zhao, I hope you can respect yourself.”

“For me, do you have to work hard? You hate me so much, you are so unhappy with me. Just now in front of grandfather Li, you have to pretend to be indifferent. You have to endure very hard, right

Her delicate face is filled with the freedom of winning. Zhao Jia’s eyebrows and eyes are naturally filled with bursts of pride. She raises her white neck and holds her head on the side of her hand. She can be said to grasp the essence of her superior, and then she opens her lips and smiles: “I’ve trampled on you who have no ability and can’t be proud every day At the foot, looking at you like a dog to endure grievances and dare not say something aloud, my heart is really very happy. Don’t you want to stick to Li Yan and refuse to let go? Such things will gradually become the norm of your life. No matter how busy I am, I will spare no time to do my best to disgust you. I have been disgusted by you for many days and nights at the thought of your aggressive and irreconcilable manner at the first meeting between Meng stack and Baolun Tianjian, and the affectation that you almost have to raise your tail and let Li Yan take things at Baolun downstairs. Now it’s my turn to play at home, so you can bear it for me. “At this moment, I have a clear understanding of my position. Even if I have the chance to create a big situation, the resources Zhao Jia has are also overwhelming. I can’t pull the progress bar even when I perform to her. I’m also in Lao Li’s territory now. I don’t need to make a special effort to get out of it, so I make a direct gesture Despite Zhao Jia’s provocations, I stood up and said, “Mr. Zhao, I’m a little sleepy. Please help yourself … ”

but she stood up in a loud voice. Zhao Jia whirled her body three or two times to get in front of me. She came up again and almost bit my lip. She pressed her voice and said a word one by one. Every word she said was like a fire, which made my brain stagnate and my heart almost lack of oxygen.