Hellish Deep Love - Chapter 289

Yes, Zhao Jia’s words were like a poisonous snake. She said, “your play is much better than Li Yan’s. Looking at him trying so hard to deceive me, he working so hard with my left love, I am very embarrassed for him

My whole body’s blood keeps boiling and rolling to my brain. They accumulate in my brain, but they solidify into a piece of cold ice in vain. I seem to be frozen by ice and snow for a while. After I react, I really can’t find the right lines that I am particularly satisfied with for a moment, so I make a suspicious appearance.

Standing straight, Zhao Jia gathered her hair in all kinds of amorous feelings. She slanted her eyes and looked at the direction of the study. After she was sure that there was no movement there, she sneered coldly: “although Li Yan designed a special sense of hierarchy before he tried to cheat me, he did make the whole process very natural, and there was no sudden from the beginning to the end, but ha ha, if I was that kind of casual You fool who can be fooled. Why do you think I should climb to such a high position. At the beginning, I like him very much. I think he is mature and stable, his ability is OK, and his appearance is very attractive. But when his means are so mean, he is only ridiculous in front of me. ”

He hooked his lips with his thumb, and Zhao Jia’s disdain lingered: “however, although I saw his acting embarrassed, I still like to see him coax me and hold me like a dog. Anyway, I always want to find a man to sleep. This kind of person who comes to the door on his own initiative can put down the bottom line and figure, and the technique is good. I’ll play for a while first. After all, watching Baolun Yushulinfeng’s chief decision-maker play like a monkey in front of me also brings me a lot of happiness. ”

Lengbuding stretched out her hand. Zhao Jia grabbed my neck and tore me back to her side. She pressed her lips on my ear again. Her cold voice added a threat: “of course, you can convey what I said to Li Yan, but if you want to affect my happiness, I will let you compensate me with tens of thousands of sadness. Your son is very handsome. It would be very sad for him to fall short when he was young. ”

Pushing me away, Zhao Jia raised her hand to cover my face. She patted me a few times: “as long as you play the role of clown in front of me like Li Yan, and do a good job as a loser, I will let you live a good life for a few days.”

After two steps back, Zhao Jia took out her mobile phone to stir up trouble for a while. She put it to her ear and said, “brother Yan, would you like to go for a ride with Xiao Jia over there?”

Two minutes later, there was news from the study. Li Yan came out first.

When I was so transparent, Li Yan gave Zhao Jia a look hint, and they walked side by side.

My heart seems to be blocked by hydrochloric acid, acid blistering, also burning nausea.

Holding the mobile phone back and forth, I edit it back and forth and delete it. Finally, I didn’t send the words “she doesn’t believe you” to Li Yan’s mobile phone.

Now that Li Yan has excluded me, I’ll entangle myself with sentimentality. Maybe I’ll do more and make more mistakes.

Back in the bedroom, I lay flat on the sofa and looked at the ceiling. My inner suffering was still like a spring breeze and weeds.

Of course, I don’t believe that Li Yan and Zhao Jiazhen have done it. The point that I feel uncomfortable is not here. What I feel most uncomfortable about is the man who is almost admired by me in the altar. He is a funny monkey in Zhao Jia’s eyes.

At about nine o’clock in the evening, Li Yan asked his valet driver to come back. He seemed to have drunk a lot. He stumbled up to the second floor with the guardrail. He fell on the bed and fell asleep.

During the period, Nian en covered him with quilts several times, but he didn’t respond at all.

As for Zhao Jia, she didn’t come back with her. I don’t know where she died.

When Li Yan was drunk, Li Jianguo complained. He scolded Li Yan in front of me, and asked me to persuade Li Yan more in the future. It’s no use drinking so much alcohol when I have a job to talk about.

Along with the bitterness, I nodded in response to Li Jianguo’s advice.

The next day when Li Yan woke up, he took his wife and me out to play again. During that time, he was as indifferent to me as ever. Anyway, he didn’t speak to me unless it was necessary, and I saved a lot of energy.

The weekend is coming to an end.

After dinner, at about eight o’clock, we came out of the farm. Before we got to the intersection of the highway, it began to rain cats and dogs, thunder and lightning.

Li Yan then drove into the underground parking lot of a nearby shopping mall to prevent lightning.

This shopping mall has a long history. The environment of the underground parking lot is also very ordinary. In addition, it’s extremely stuffy in rainy days. Li Yan walks out with his car key. Naturally, I keep up with him.

Keeping a distance of more than two meters from him, I could step on his shadow with a little step up. The more I step on my feet, the more I feel that Li Yan walking in front of me is somewhat indescribable lonely. I hesitated in my suffering. I finally caught up with him and stood side by side. I thought for a moment, and I said, “Li Yan, let me tell you a story.”

With no expression on his face, Li Yan downplayed: “it’s boring anyway, you talk about it.”After clearing my voice, I said in a flat tone: “once upon a time, there was a couple of monkeys in the forest. There was a little monkey between them. They lived a good life. One day, another female monkey came to the forest. The male monkey went up to please the new female monkey. The female monkey took all the orders ”

gradually frowning, Li Yan glared at me:” this story is as boring as you are. ”

“You don’t know it’s boring until you’ve heard it all.”

Not satisfied, I continued: “but in fact, the female monkey is not the kind of sweet white fool who can be dazzled by a little bit of sweetness. Her mind is far deeper than that of the male monkey. She has an early insight that the male monkey is fighting for the territory and home. She deliberately hangs the male monkey, just to see the joke of the male monkey.”

“Your story is full of subjective consciousness. You are neither the male monkey nor the female monkey who is flattered by the male monkey. How can you define them. It’s a story of special failure. ”

The wrinkles between the eyebrows dilated slowly, and Li Yan continued absentmindedly: “don’t be a male monkey, a child monkey and a female monkey. I shouldn’t expect too much from a boring person like you. I’ll go there and have a look. ”

This time, Li Yan walked away.

About an hour later, he came back with a few bags full. He said the thunderstorm was light and he had to go.

On the way, Zhao Jia called. She seemed to know that I was in Li Yan’s car. She insisted that Li Yan drive Bluetooth hands-free to chat with her. She said everything with two smiles. Her state was not as forced as when she bit my ear earlier. Now she is more like a cat in a hurry!

Diaphragmatic should be to the extreme, I rely on from the bag out of an earplug to wear, just from this devastation of suffering.

Put me at the gate of Yunshen community, Li Yan left as if in a hurry to be reincarnated.

Walking home alone at night, I felt strange and subtle.

Maybe this is the feedback of years.

If I were five years ago, if I were the one who regarded love as the most important thing in life, if I could not rub sand in my eyes, if I could not hide thorns in my heart, if I was so fragile that I was worried about gain and loss and lacked courage, if I had been in the situation with Li Yan that I met now, I would have been in the sky.

Now, even if I embrace countless complicated and disordered emotions in my heart, my reason will make me calm as if I had just been lifted out of the refrigerator.

I don’t know whether I’m good or not.

But I’m absolutely sure that it will be dark and bright, that what should come will always come, and that what should pass will also go on and on.

But, I have no sign of insomnia, to the second half of the night, I lay in bed tossing and turning, whirling.

However, a new day still comes as scheduled.

The League stack project has gradually become white hot. When all the frameworks have to be determined, I can no longer determine the dynamics of all aspects through the network conference. I can only organize all the members together again and discuss together for more than ten days, change the map and make chaos.

During this period, I can’t spare the weekend to accompany Nian en. I can only go home from work late at night and open the video that Nian en sent me during the day. He was holding hands by Li Yan, and he was holding bread. The smile on his face was as bright as the sun. He said with a smile that he liked to be with his parents best. Li Yan’s face just ran to the screen, and there was a trace of sadness hidden in his brow that I couldn’t understand.

After a bubble noodle, I turned on the video again with the rising heat. I finally fixed the picture at the moment when Li Yan grabbed the camera. The more I watched it, the more I felt that he was not right. I couldn’t sleep well all night. I got up early in the morning and called Wu Haian and Gao Gaolun.

The two women who worked for Li Chun wholeheartedly and then turned to Li Yan’s women had the same answer. They said that Li Yan was going back to his youth recently. He had to engage in entertainment activities late at night. He didn’t play until three in the morning and didn’t sleep. He was not haggard. They were sorry for the nights he stayed up.

Gao Gao, who has experienced Tang Zhi’s betrayal, scoffs at Li Yan, who looks like he is sinking. There is a faint regret in her words. She regrets that she went out of Tianjian and met a boss who is not as reliable as she thought.

Listening to these two important friends’ comments on Li Yan, I still have aftershocks after I hang up the phone.

Then, that’s all I can do.

I thought I was flying a kite. Now the kite, which was supposed to be held by a rope in my hand, has its own idea for the moment. It has the direction it particularly wants to explore. I’m just an ordinary person, and I have my own weakness. I would rather go with it than drag the kite to pieces at any time because I have no way to cross it.

After all, I called Li Yan once because of the activities of nian’en kindergarten. He seemed to be a different person, and his attitude towards me was even colder and worse. I said that he was impatient with me, and he finally gave up my call.When I went to Baolun several times to hold project research meetings, Li Yan seemed to know my itinerary and avoid me ahead of time. He tried so hard to cut off contact with me, so why should I cover it up like mud.

Busy circle after circle, I finally couldn’t stand Nian en’s call for me. I went to Foshan to have dinner with him at the weekend, and Li Yan avoided me just the same.

Li Jianguo could clearly smell the irreconcilable relationship between Li Yan and me. When I went back to Shenzhen, he always sent me to the path outside the farm. He was a person with so many reasons. This time, he just said that I was a very good girl. It was Lao Li’s blessing that Lao Li family could get such a granddaughter-in-law as me.

I don’t know if I’m lucky or not. Anyway, I know that the cold in Guangdong has exposed its ugly claws. On the way back to Shenzhen, I just felt that when the car door opened a crack in the window, the cold would rush in one after another, which made my cheek ache. I easily remembered that when I was going to come out, Nian en kept rubbing my thigh Go, he raised his face to me and said that although grandma was very good to him and aunt Xi was also very good to him, he was still eager to be with his parents every day.

No matter how tough I am, no matter how invulnerable I am, no matter how old I am, I have become so rational that I don’t even look like a normal person. However, I can’t ignore my children’s most unsophisticated desire.

So, my tears all the way, flow everywhere.

However, back in Shenzhen, I have to put away my worthless fragility and go back to the fight without gunpowder.

At this time, Zhao Jia spared no effort to show her superiority from Party A. the design draft I put forward was rejected by her again and again. I could only work overtime in every dim night.

At ten o’clock in the evening, when I finally drew the last line, I turned off my computer and was about to leave the cold office of Tianjian. Sister Meng called me.

Last time sister Meng invited me to defend her territory, but I still remember the fact that I finally felt pale. This time, I hesitated for a long time before I dared to answer.

Fortunately, this time, sister Meng didn’t ask me to do such thankless work. She said that she would go to Wusun line in a few days. Before she left, she wanted to find someone who could speak to eat barbecue and drink beer.

Well, I’m not afraid to admit that there are no children around my knees and no night lights waiting for me to return home. In fact, I’m not as attracted as being drunk outside.

Sister Meng and I are about to be in a big stall on the other side of Bagualing. We toast again and again in the uproar. I heard sister Meng talk about all kinds of people and things she had met in her outdoor career in the past ten years. The beer in my hand seems to have turned into horse urine, with a kind of paralyzing ugliness and bitterness.

Yes, I think of the wolf tower where Li Yan and I met for the first time. I think that the lamp he was hanging in the heavy snow once gave me hope. He brought many hot lights to my life, and he also gave me a few pockets of darkness. I used to feel that life was fresh and meaningful because of him, and also because he lamented that people’s life was full of frustrations . He showed me the vastness of the world and closed the window in front of me when I wanted to explore more. When I was about to shovel away the potholes sticking to the bottom of the pot to get him out of my world, he took his life at Aotai in exchange for my sunny day.

Now, what he brings me is more fatigue. A kind of tired feeling that he broke me free and let me wander outside his world.

It’s falling apart.

Drunk confused, I will cup to a very high, I said: “sister dream, nothing else to say, I wish you every trip every trip to lead the team smoothly, as soon as possible rich.”

“I don’t dare to be rich, but I don’t want to die.”

She walked outdoors a lot. Sister Meng is the kind of careless character who can speak anything without taboo. She rarely adds a touch of sadness to her brow: “sister Chen Shizi, I’m going to Wusun next week. It’s not me who leads the team, it’s Li Yan who leads the team. At best, I’m going to make up for it. I can’t get the team leader’s performance pay, I can only get the coolie money of the vice team. ”

Some meaning difficult to distinguish, oh, I said: “it’s OK, anyway, the business of your club is not very prosperous now, so many people are stupid and have a lot of money, and some tired sand sculptures want to pursue a different life path. Your chance to get rich is not far away, and it’s sooner or later to earn money.”

“Indeed, after working with Li Yan, his resources are so good that I can smack my tongue and earn a lot.”

Looking up, sister Meng’s tongue is slipping with alcohol. She completely breaks away from herself in the normal state. She begins to say whatever she wants to say and scold people like that: “ah, I saw Li Yan’s serious mannerism before. He is patient with his son and considerate to his wife. I also sigh with brother Hou that being a man can be so excellent and so extreme. He’s a force Other men have no way to go. But this good man’s person set to collapse on collapse, he met a more beautiful, became a wolf. But I am also very poor. I have to bow my head for the sake of three Dou meters. So I knew that this time he was arranging to take Zhao Jia, the whore woman, to Wusun. In order to take care of all aspects of the whore’s needs, he wanted a woman who could not only recite things but also be useful at the critical moment. Then he called me to go with him, and I couldn’t refuse. Damn, who made me so poor! I have to rely on this to make a living, otherwise I really don’t want to wade in the muddy water. Looking at Zhao Jia’s affectation, we have to take turns to carry her to Wusun. I’m really going to blow it up! I’m going to blow it up! When I think of Li Yan’s good intention to be with Zhao Jia, they also bully you. Although I don’t understand that you can bear them with your character, I still want to blow up! “Sitting opposite sister Meng, I watched her face with wrinkles dominated by anger. My mouth seemed to be stuck by something, and my words were so poor that I spewed out a sentence: “in a word, sister Meng, you should be careful and pay attention to safety.”

When the show ended, sister Meng and I were all drunk. Sister Meng held the tree beside me like a pig. I wanted to call for a substitute driver. She said that I was too beautiful to call for a substitute driver. She insisted on calling for the skinny monkey and brother hou to send one to each of them.

After Li Yan’s career as a donkey friend, Hou Ge really mixed his interest with making money. His whole state was different, and he more or less witnessed Li Yan and Zhao Jia’s various coquettish operations in the club. When Hou Ge faced me again, he seemed to have some subtle guilty feelings, so we had nothing to say all the way.

When he sent me to the gate of Yunshen, brother Hou made sure that I was safe through the guard box, and then he turned and left. With the blessing of alcohol, I wanted to sing.

It’s also inexplicable that I have a big problem. What I hummed out of my mouth was actually Eason Chan’s don’t talk, which Li Yan once performed in front of me.

In fact, I hummed to and fro, only remember a lyric.

Love is the heart? Don’t talk.

Like a psycho, I recited the lyrics over and over again, and finally I came to the path connecting my home.

Then I walked forward a few steps. By the dim street lamp, I suddenly saw a man sitting on the front step of the door holding a bottle of wine. His feet were rolling disorderly. There were at least 11 or 12 flattened wine cans.

I’ll take a few more steps and have a close look. When I see who that person is, I’ll be the first two.