Hellish Deep Love - Chapter 292
There is not even half a word on it.
Li Yan sent me a string of punctuation marks and vertical lines.
First there are five commas, then there is a vertical line to separate them, and then there are two exclamation marks to meet them. After another vertical line, the rest is the full stop package.
5、 Two, zero?!
I love you?
Blood on the brain wantonly collision, I was a panic, Li Yan suddenly sent me this thing, what happened to him?
Worry is chaos, I suddenly forget all taboos, I panic, and even do not know to directly call up Li Yan’s mobile phone number, but one by one, I press out the number that is almost engraved in my mind.
Then the phone rang, but Li Yan was cut off.
At a loss for a moment, I dialed Wu Hai’an.
Wu Hai’an picked up soon.
mentioned Li Yan’s name to others again. My mouth is as sticky as the unripe jackfruit. I deliberately cough several times before I can make my voice sound steady. “Coast, do I want to ask Li Yan in the company?” I have something to ask him
“You’re a little late.”
With the sound of clacking on the keyboard, Wu Haian replied: “Mr. Li is on vacation. He will be at the airport now. He flew to Urumqi, what old tortoise? Well, it’s wrong. It’s old Wusun. You should know where it is. It’s said that it’s a long line that outdoor enthusiasts generally like to challenge. ”
I remember that not long ago, sister Meng came to me for a drink. She mentioned that Li Yan and she would lead Wusun in a few days. I didn’t expect that this day was today.
So before Li Yan went out, he sent me such a puzzling message and didn’t answer my phone. What was his intention?
There was still some panic and confusion in my heart that I couldn’t cross. I held my mind and said, “did you see Li Yan before he went to the airport? Is there anything unusual about him? ”
“See you. He came to give Gao Gao and me a job. It’s quite normal. Let’s do whatever we should be told. Anyway, it’s the face of a typical capitalist. ”
Wu Haian was slightly depressed when he pressed his voice. “However, at such a critical moment of the project, Mr. Li has to enlarge his vacation and go out for eight or nine days. This behavior itself is not quite normal. No, as soon as he leaves, I’m going to be very busy. I have to collect all the documents, and then I have to wait for his video conference to make sure whether these documents should be released first or not. Ah, I’m going to be very busy. ”
I don’t know what that means.
Frustrated, I apologized and said, “then you are busy. When you have time, we can have dinner together.”
“Well, for eight or nine days in a row, I have no time to eat, drink and have fun. I have to wait until the leaders are in place to make an offer.”
Wu Haian sighed, “I’m busy now.”
Will return to the quiet mobile phone group in the palm for a while, I sent a message to dream sister, asked her to take this Wusun route.
However, with the information in my hand, I no longer have the courage to walk alone in Aotai, wolf tower and Wusun.
Because I am not only a wife, but also a mother with a five-year-old child.
Having children again, while I have fresh life again, I have a weakness that I can’t ignore. I can’t walk into those lonely wilderness with the mentality of accepting any result as before.
With the torment of ten thousand saw, I put myself back into the busy work.
I got a call from sister Meng five days after Li Yan’s trip to Wusun.
At that time, I was cutting a new piece of leather. Sister Meng’s phone got into my mobile phone and rang three times. An intern in the proofing Department heard my mobile phone shouting constantly. She was at a loss. She ran to me with my mobile phone and told me that my heart sank again and again when I saw the flashing phone number on the screen.
After receiving the phone call from sister Meng, I stood up, but I was tottering. I needed to support myself with a chair so that I would not fall down.
Holding back tears that were about to burst my eyes, I ran out of the proofing compartment and rushed to the hall. I almost ran into Li Chun.
After a few seconds of eye contact, Li Chun said, “take your ID card and go to the airport first.”
I just reflected that at this moment, I only have a mobile phone on my body. Even if I can fly again, I can’t fly in Shenzhen without my ID card, which was once regarded as a hot land by me. At this moment, I feel more like a cage floating city.
In a hurry, I turned back to the office and picked up my handbag. I finally found my ID card. However, my thighs and legs were as soft as cotton, and I had to kneel at any time. Finally, Li Chun almost dragged me to the parking lot. First, he pushed me into the car, and then he sat next to me and called for driving.
Breathing a little bit, Li Chun snatched the ID card from my hand without saying a word. He presented it to me and made a phone call with his eyes sweeping. He didn’t call his assistant Tan Xing. After he got through the phone, he said: “Gao Gao, take down the ID cards of Chen Shi and me, and help me get two sets of tickets from Shenzhen to Urumqi. The faster the better, the better.”About 20 minutes later, Gao Gao called. I don’t know what she said to Li Chun. But looking at Li Chun’s expression, I know that Gao Gao perfectly solved the problem raised by Li Chun.
In the crowded airport, I followed Li Chun to go through all kinds of procedures. Then I followed the crowd to go inside. My heart was as silent as my mouth. It seemed that I could no longer grow branches.
Finally landed on the land of Urumqi, we walked into the night straight to dream sister said the hospital.
In the First Affiliated Hospital of Urumqi in the middle of the night, people were still floating in an endless stream. I was just following Li Chun like a headless fly. But the more I followed, the more I stepped on the glue, and I was so trapped that I didn’t know how I supported myself all the way to the rescue room.
In the long corridor of the brightly lit emergency room, sister Meng’s face, neck and arms were all hung with colors of large and small. Her excellent quality quick drying clothes were also cut and cut by stone branches. Brother Hou was a little better. He just had a 10 cm hole on his face. He sat on the waiting chair, holding his hands on his chest, or His clothes were cold and his legs were shaking.
As for Zhao Jia, her face without make-up was a little white, which did not match her usual, and her lips were black and dark.
After exploring for a few seconds in these people, Li Chun and I went to dream sister together.
Her eyes were empty and lax. After shaking for a long time, sister Meng began to talk as if she had just awakened from a dream: “there are still 30 kilometers away from Heiying mountain pass. We have been crossing along the river valley backwards. Seeing the exit in sight, everyone’s mood is relatively relaxed and the progress is slowing down. Then we went to a place where ice and snow melt more and the river bed is also very spacious. As long as we pass through this river, the journey behind will become more and more relaxed, and we will be more relaxed. Along the way, Zhao Jia Miss Zhao would stop in front of the single wooden bridge where you fell into the water a few years ago to take a picture. Li Yan was afraid that she would fall down, so he reminded me to be ready for rescue at any time. Sure enough, Li Yan’s worry didn’t last for a few minutes. The more difficult Miss Zhao was, the closer she was to the cliff unconsciously. Her foot slipped. Before she fell down, she instinctively held me. Finally, I had a talk with her He fell into a river valley that flowed too fast. Li Yan immediately jumped down. He stayed at my side for a few seconds and caught me. After wiping out the water vapor in his eyes, he made sure that the person he caught first was me. Then he let me go and swam to Miss Zhao. As soon as he leaned over, Miss Zhao hugged him. He couldn’t make any effort to swim back and forth. He was nailed in the middle of the water by Miss Zhao. Later, Miss Zhao was beaten loose by the waves When Li Yan took Miss Zhao ashore, he was hit head-on by a large stone that I don’t know who stepped on. He fainted in the water on the spot. It was brother Hou and the thin monkey who fished him up in the lower river basin. The place where he flowed was so bloody that the water was dyed red. His vital signs were very weak. Brother Hou and the thin monkey took turns carrying him to the nearby herdsman’s residence to find a car The hospital, when I informed you, he had already gone into the emergency room. It has been more than ten hours, and there is still no movement. ”
Foot is more like pouring lead stone heavy, I still reluctantly support, want to turn around and move to Zhao Jia’s side, I don’t want to tube so much, I just want to fan her that stupid thing!
However, Li Chun was ahead of me. He first flashed in front of Zhao Jia. He gave Zhao Jia a fierce slap on his white and blue face!
With Li Chun’s slap, Zhao jiawai turns her head to cover her face. She rubs the red face with her hand. She just raises her eyes and sweeps Li Chun: “on the other side, do you want to fight?”
Without saying a word, Li Chun quickly walked back to the side where Hou Ge was sitting. He took out his cigarette box and shook it again and again. Finally, he didn’t take out his cigarette. He stuffed it back into his pocket. His hands were interlaced and silent.
And I, too, seemed to have been emptied of all my muscles and bones, sitting on the ground like noodles.
Suffering in the fermentation of silent confrontation, Li Yan was finally pushed out of the emergency room at 4 a.m., and a large number of medical staff moved him to the intensive care unit, and I signed one document after another, which I had no time to think about.
After all, there were too many people besieged outside the intensive care unit, and a nurse came to remind them that this affected the normal use of the medical channel, so sister Meng and brother Hou were reluctantly supported by me, and rationally advised them to stay nearby first.
Li Chun also left.
I don’t know where he went, and I’m not in the mood to care.
In the waiting room, only Zhao Jia and I were left.
There was no emotion in that white face. Zhao Jia was sitting in a corner far away from Li Chun and me. She gradually buried her face. Her slender fingers were hanging on her quick drying clothes cut by gravel. In her side profile, she rarely had the worry and impatience that did not match her cold temperament.
Because of Zhao Jia’s presence, I tried my best to endure the sour swelling in my eyes. I could only control my emotions better by pumping my nose again and again.
For the whole three days, except for Nian en’s video call, I need to avoid adjusting my mood and chat with Nian en for a few minutes as if nothing happened. For the rest of the time, I squatted in the waiting room like a sculpture, motionless, without eating or drinking.So is Zhao Jia.
Her watery and pink lips became dry and cracked, and her skin, which seemed to be able to squeeze water at any time, withered rapidly and fell to the ground in pieces.
I have no time to take into account how many subtle changes in her heart, I only know that I am more embarrassed than her.
It’s just a contest. I don’t know if it’s meaningful.
Li Yan finally woke up.
In front of the intensive care unit where he lived, I pointed to myself and told his attending doctor that I was Li Yan’s wife. The male doctor, who was nearly middle-aged, focused on Zhao Jia. He said in a flat tone, “the patient wants to see Xiao Jia. Who are you?”
Zhao Jia walked in with the doctor in charge, and the door was deeply patted. I covered the small glass window and looked inside. Zhao Jia pulled Li Yan’s finger, and her eyes seemed to be filled with sincere tears.
After that, it turned back to the dull and powerless.
The ICU can only support one person to visit and accompany. Li Yan’s intention is to need Zhao Jia’s presence. I, who claims to be his wife, have become an outsider again.
I have experienced a lot of ups and downs and mixed feelings. I have no words to describe them. I only know that I found a deep alley outside the hospital. I cried one after another. It seems that I have spilled the fatigue and confusion accumulated during this period on this strange land through tears. As this kind land has been smashed out one after another, I feel like I have lost my heart A pit came, I rubbed away the red and swollen tears on the edge of my eyes. I narrowed my eyes and looked at the interweaving of blue sky and white clouds in Urumqi. It seemed that I had left a skin bag that was gradually withered away.
Li Yan was finally discharged from the hospital.
Zhao Jia ran before and after the discharge procedure. She took the discharge medicine list from the hospital and went to the pharmacy patiently to get the medicine. Then she stood in the cashier team of Yongchang and waited. It was as if for the first time, she bent down and got caught in the fireworks.
In order to avoid embarrassment, and to avoid uncontrollable emotions, I hid outside the hospital and watched Li Yan get into the car that Zhao Jia opened for him. I called Wu Haian and asked about the flight that avoided Li Yan. I took off a few hours later than them.
In the night of Urumqi, with the same emptiness as Shenzhen, I am deeply immersed in it. No matter how much I feel lonely, I still feel cold in my arms. I hold my arms in my hands and constantly rub them. I am also in the shivering, and my chaotic brain is even clearer. I feel more and more that what I can do is not only confined to the computer, but also not limited to the Internet If I apply for the appearance patent for my drawings, I may need more exciting blood injection, even if it will bring me many side effects.
My Li Yan is definitely not the kind of scum who is keen to seek pleasure in betrayal. He is definitely not Zhao Jia’s stupid licking dog. He is the kind of spring that can stretch and stretch with the circumstances around him. All his sufferings and tribulations should not be the reason why I hate him.
I should either let go of the foresight that I have developed in recent years, or I should also take up the armor and spear. What’s more, I should become a sharp knife and stab those who are enemies but not friends. It is necessary to leave a bloody pit.
Back in Shenzhen, I first went home to take a bath and changed the clothes that were already able to wring out salt powder. Then I made up a hundred times more than usual and went back to Tianjian wobbly.
With my best efficiency, I went through the trivial things I had accumulated these days. I casually took out a case that allowed me to go to tan Xing and knocked on the door of Tan Xing’s office.
Tan Xing’s life is much better than Gao Gao’s.
In the past, sitting in the position of general manager, she really earned every cent with blood and sweat. Now, Tan Xing has a double salary, and she can make time for DIY manicure during her working hours. When I push the door, she casts a lazy glance at me, and then buries her face to continue painting flowers on her nails.
Putting the document in front of her, I said, “Mr. Tan, please sign for me in the lower right corner.”
While Tan Xing picked up the document to browse, I looked around. I finally saw her throw the car key with a greasy shell on the tea table. I pretended to be surprised: “how can I give Gao Gao the car key shell, here you are?”
There is no doubt that there is him, Tan Xing some light displeasure rolled a white eye, she said: “don’t say how rare I am, you make worthless things, it is Gaogao before leaving me, it is you, then you take.”
Naturally, I took the first two steps and quickly took them off. I also made a full set of them. I patted the scattered dust on them with my hands and said, “this is my leaving gift for Gao Gao. I made two all night. That Gao Gao is also really, regard my sincerity as what thing
At this time has read the document and signed, Tan Xing some not energetic: “OK, you quickly take out, don’t delay me to get nails.”
Face is not red, heart is not beating, I so quietly took back his placement to tan Xing side of the recorder.After so many days, the recorder has no power, and I’m not in a hurry to cut it out. I put it directly in my bag, thinking about waiting for me to come home from work. Even if I stay up all night, I have to extract the audio information stored in it as soon as possible.
Thinking that I haven’t eaten seriously recently, I can’t endure the day of becoming a knife if I go on like this. I came out of the sample workshop at more than 11 o’clock. After washing my hands, I was about to get something to eat first, and Wu Haian’s phone call came over.
She said, “Chen Shi, don’t worry about whether you are free or not. You can come to Li Yan’s office in Baolun right away to get rid of all difficulties and use the fastest means of transportation.”
I was a little confused: “to Li Yan’s office? What are you doing? “