Hellish Deep Love - Chapter 300
Salty liquid poured into my mouth, I still couldn’t believe it: “what do you mean, you mean grandfather ”
” yes, my grandfather was in a car accident, the car body burned up and no one was left. ”
Through the phone wave, Li Yan’s voice was still constantly shaking: “we haven’t been completely divorced yet, so it’s reasonable that you want to come out, you come back to Foshan old house, right away.”
I know that I should not be so selfish at this time, but I am completely out of instinct: “where’s Nian en? How about Nian en? ”
“Nian en is OK. Grandfather was on his way back to kindergarten to send Nian en
The voice was full of haze, and Li Yan said: “come back immediately, find a feng shui master, and say today is the most suitable day. I will send my grandfather away in the afternoon.”
When I hung up, I cried.
I don’t want to say how deep my feelings are with Li Jianguo, but after all, after my marriage with Li Yan, these days, he has really given me the love from an elder generation that I have never experienced before, as well as his patience and enthusiasm for Nien en and his kindness to children, which have become the root of my sadness.
It’s less than two days.
Dozens of hours ago, even if his spirit was not very revitalized, he was still alive. He sat in front of me and had a cordial conversation with me. The kind of expectation of nian’en’s future between his lines made my heart warm. He made me deeply feel his sincere love for nian’en. He is the only backbone of Lao Li’s family now. He just left.
Driving all the way, I was blinded by tears many times. I used a lot of paper towels to block it. Finally, tears and snot came together. I couldn’t resist them. I had to let these tears run wild. I finally returned to Lao Li’s farm.
A few days ago, the farm was full of all kinds of vitality. Now it has been covered with all kinds of decorations needed by the daily life. My swollen eyes need to be opened to see Lao Li’s house clearly.
In the end, there are many strange faces I don’t know, some of them are the same age as Li Jianguo, some of them are young and green, and some of them are children.
A lot of people came to Baolun, including Zhou mingxiong, Wu Haian, Gao Gao, and the top and second leaders of various departments. They were also trapped in the white.
There are also Dajin, Meng Xiaoxiao, and some of the predestined faces I met at Dajin’s party earlier.
Zhao Xianxing and Zhao Jia, of course, also came.
They were all black. The fit of the clothes they were wearing made me wonder if they had thought that Li Jianguo would leave these days. They had prepared in advance.
I learned from the mouths of my uncles, aunts, aunts and so on. Li Jianguo sent Nian en to the kindergarten, and something happened on the way back to the middle school. At that time, aunt Xi got out of the car to buy vegetables, so he sat alone in the car waiting. At this time, a mudhead car came and hit the car he was sitting in. It didn’t take long for the mudhead car to escape, and the car ignited. When the fire engine arrived, everything was already irreparable.
I hide in the crowd to listen to those arguments, tears again.
Because the appearance is so frightening, the master who presided over the white matter here suggested that the procedure of looking at the appearance should be removed, and no longer cast an indelible shadow on family members and friends.
Li Yan agreed.
This funeral left me a lot of sharp bones with barbs in my heart, and also made me gradually confused.
Sure enough, no matter how beautiful people are in the world, and no matter how much heavy brush and ink he once painted in the world and how many things he left behind, when he left, he really couldn’t take anything away, even a heartfelt mourning.
In the eyes of the old Li family’s uncles, even if Li Jianguo died of an accident, it was a happy funeral for him. From the beginning to the end, they gathered together to play cards, and even discussed the dishes of the decontamination banquet. The bustling scenery made me very confused.
As for Li Zengqian, he may still resent Li Jianguo for being mean to him in the distribution of property. He only showed his face for a short time, and no one was affected.
Li Chun has been smoking all the time. His face is shrouded in mist. I can’t tell if there is sadness on his face.
Li Yan, his eyes were more or less red. Later, his emotions were wiped away by trifles. Gradually, he was only numb to follow the arrangement of the white master.
Only Nian en, who is just a few years old, has been crying and crying as if there was no one else. His cry resounded through the whole space and was hit back and poured into my eardrum, with bursts of pain.
It was already three o’clock in the morning to see Li Jianguo off.
Put Nian en, who has been crying and sleeping soundly, on the bed. Li Yan slowly pulled the collar of his clothes. He said with a slightly hoarse voice, “I want to talk to you.”
Holding a hot towel, my hand became cold. I gently wiped the tears from Nian en’s eyes. Then I raised my head: “you say.”
“Grandpa’s gone.”The expression on his face didn’t change much, and Li Yan’s tone was flat: “we are not suitable to take Nian en with us in our present state, so I decided to send him abroad. I have a friend in Canada
the towel in my hand seemed to turn into ice. I quickly took it away from Nian en’s face. I held Li Yan still and said, “Li Yan, you’d better not let me hate you any more. Otherwise, I can do anything. ”
I don’t want to cooperate with my channel at all. Li Yan, as if he had not been interrupted by me, continued his insipid tone: “what I arranged for Nian en is tomorrow afternoon’s flight. Let’s get up early tomorrow, go out with the children, have some dinner or something
“Li Yan, that’s enough! Grandfather’s bones are not cold, although I have a short fate with him, but I’m really very sad! Can you give me a breath and let me go first? ”
For fear of waking up the child, I even tried to suppress my uncontrollable excitement. I said, “what do you mean? It’s not convenient for me to take the child with you. You have a friend in Canada, so you’re going to send Nian en out? Your so-called friend is a man or a woman. How old is he? I don’t know what he does. You let me rest assured at this time. Are you in a hurry to send nian’en out? I disagree! I’m taking the baby! I’ll take him with me! I’ve had enough. I’m panicking. I’m scared! I can’t let you decide where the child is going! That’s the child I gave birth to with all my life. It’s not something you can easily place for Li Yan! I won’t let you send the child away so inexplicably! If you dare to do so, I will fight with you
“My friend, you and he are not the same level of people, not to mention you and I have now reached the point of water and fire, I do not need to introduce my friend to you in detail.”
The tone gradually moved towards the ice and frost, Li Yan slightly moved his face and looked away: “I’m not discussing with you, I’m informing you. And I think you need to be psychologically prepared. As for the custody of nian’en, I’m a must. You’d better have a mental preparation in advance. Don’t cry when things come to an end. Don’t think that grandfather’s will is good for you. A long time ago, I gave you the money with a fever in my head. But grandfather’s, that’s the basic business that Lao Li’s family has accumulated for hundreds of years. Grandfather is just muddleheaded. I’m not muddleheaded. I won’t let you take what he has accumulated through hard work. It’s not your thing. You’d better not have extravagant hopes. You’d better think about whether you really have so much money to enjoy. As soon as the deadline comes, I will take back all the things that grandfather has temporarily stored in your hands. You’d better control your desire. You don’t want to squander the property that Lao Li’s family has temporarily stored in your hands, or I’ll make you feel like you can’t eat it. ”
Dropping these words like sharp stabs, Li Yan grabs his coat and puts it on his body at will. He goes straight out.
The foot seems to be glued, I am powerless to stand in place, half a day can not jump out of a ring.
I stayed up all night.
No matter whether someone has stayed in yesterday forever and never come back, today’s dawn will still attack this land again in various forms. I stand up with a headache and want to crack. Just as I’m going to pull the curtains which are disordered by the wind, Li Yan suddenly opens the door and comes in.
Glancing at the expensive watch hanging on his wrist, he understated: “it’s time to shout nian’en. After breakfast, I’ll take you to Xiqiao Mountain to pay homage to Guanyin. I’ll take him to the airport.”
Before I could grasp the curtain, it became ice and frost again. It seemed that it could sting me. My hand was hanging there for a long time. I looked up at Li Yan: “I want to take my child with me. Even if I don’t do anything, eat or drink, I will guarantee the healthy growth of my child
“don’t pretend that Chen Shiwu loves his children so much. Don’t pretend that you can’t do without children. A few months ago, you agreed to let your grandfather come to Foshan with his children, which shows that you can live without your children
His eyes seemed to be covered with a thin layer of water vapor. Li Yan caught my sight and said: “you want to hold the child by your side at this moment. You just want to hold the billions of legacy that grandfather added to Nian en. As I said, it’s not up to you to spy on the foundation of Lao Li’s family. Don’t refute me, saying that Chen Shi is not the kind of person who sees money with open eyes. I once thought that you are really different from ordinary women. Your passion for pursuing dreams is far more than money. But when you don’t care whether you live or die, whether I live or die, you step on the door to ask for the sum of money that I’ve been fighting for, I’m absolutely sure that it doesn’t seem to matter It’s the most expensive to pursue a woman who doesn’t seem to be moved by money, because when she opens her mouth, no one can leave even a drop of blood. ”
After a pause, Li Yan’s eyes fell on my face: “it seems that I am too kind to spare time for you to say goodbye to your children. Good. I’m going to wake up the baby now. I’m going to take him away now. ”
Leaving me numb, Li Yan passed me. He quickly went to the edge of the bed. He held Nian en’s shoulder and pushed it, saying: “Nian en, get up, get up quickly.”Yesterday, with such a toss, Nian en cried and howled. He was still exhausted in the early morning and now just in his early 8 o’clock. His five or six hours of sleep was not enough. He rubbed his eyes vaguely in Li Yan’s call. He said, “don’t disturb me. I dream about grandma. I miss grandma so much. I want to stay with grandma for a while in my dream.”
It’s like being tied in the same place. My eyes are smeared with chili oil. I keep sniffing, but I’m still red and wet with the spicy fragrance of life.
Looking at Li Yan’s posturing to continue pushing nian’en, I threw myself at him and hugged his arm. There was a bomb about to explode in my throat. But in front of the child, I could only confine these thunderous voices in my body. I tried my best to hold my voice and said, “don’t you see the child is still so sleepy? Let him sleep for a while.”
Li Yan took Nian en out of bed this time. He was holding Nian en’s small body. After a few steps, he released his hand to hook Nian en’s schoolbag. As he walked quickly forward, he said to Nian en, “Nian en, we won’t sleep. We’ll go to the airport and then Nian En will sleep.”
No matter how sleepy he was, Nian en rubbed his bleary eyes for a while. He finally woke up. He was shocked by the coldness on Li Yan’s face. He was stunned for a few seconds, and suddenly he started: “Dad, put me down, I want to be with my mother. I want my mother! ”
Li Yan is moving forward with emotion, he put the small bag straight into Nian en’s arms: “mom is busy with work, Dad first sent Nian en to an uncle’s home to stay for a while, and then went to pick up Nian en after mom and dad are busy.”
Completely frightened, Nian en kept waving and kicking. He suddenly cried sharply: “I don’t want my father. My father is too bad. My father hurts me. I want my mother. I want to be with my mother. My father promised me that I would live with my grandmother for a while and be with my mother. I want my mother. ”
My heart was broken. I rushed up with my maternal instinct. I tried to snatch the child back from Li Yan’s arms. But the power gap between men and women made me lose. Li Yan almost effortlessly blocked my outstretched hand back. He went out from the door holding the still noisy child. The schoolbag in Nian EN’s arms was bumped up and down, which made me feel sad A little plane, which was given to him by Yang Siwen’s mother, fell out of his schoolbag. Nian en cried even more: “Dad, my little plane fell off. I’m going to pick it up
“when you go to Canada, dad will buy you whatever you want. That kind of inferior stuff is bad for your health. Don’t worry about it. ”
Li Yan came downstairs with Nian en in his arms. He said to Zhao Jia, “Xiao Jia, go and drive the car.”
I also want to rush up and stop me with more than a dozen people who live on this farm. Even if I have chicken blood in my head, I can’t break out of the wall of human flesh.
In the battle of trapped animals, I saw Li Chun come out from the other side of the study. It was like I saw a life-saving straw in despair. Regardless of it, I yelled to Li Chun: “Li Chun, help me quickly. That bastard Li Yan wants to send Nian en abroad. How can a child who is five years old have no family around him. Li Chun, please help me ”
his eyes were cold. Li Chun seemed to be a different person. He gave me an absent-minded glance and said,” if you want me to help you, you can let the old man live. You can use your eloquence to persuade him to transfer his legacy to me. I will help you as you want. ”
The resentment and ferocity in his tone made me feel like I was hit hard.
Li Yan finally put Nian en in the car. He went in and slammed the door. I could still hear Nian en crying like a thorn: “Dad, I cut my finger. It hurts. I bleed. I want mom. Dad, I beg you. I want mom. I want to be with mom. I said I want to protect mom. Dad, I beg you. My finger hurts. I want mom Mom put a band aid on me, Dad, I beg you After that, I didn’t even have the chance to explore the reality, so the car went away.
As the sound of the car was gradually buried in the noise of Foshan, the three aunts and six aunts who stood in my way finally broke up, but their eyes looked at me as if I was so dirty and could not see how I cheated most of Li Jianguo’s legacy.
I know I can’t catch up with the car that has gone far now, but I feel like I’m losing my heart. I run out barefoot. I run out through the gravel path, and the gravel keeps sticking into my feet. As I run, I yell: “don’t be afraid, don’t cry, mother is coming, mother is coming soon, don’t be afraid, Nian en, don’t be afraid. Mom will be here soon. ”
I run too panicked, I run too panicked, I run more and more legs shaking badly, I didn’t react to it, I stumbled forward, I stumbled in the stampede, quickly fell on the small path.
At this time, a car galloping over from the fork road came through me. Before I could react, I ate some ashes.I was choked, choking and coughing. The more I coughed, the more my heart, liver and lung seemed to cough out.
Rubbing my mouth with my hand, the more I want to stop these ridiculous coughing, the more dust I get into my throat, which makes me sore and hoarse.
I can no longer stand up, no longer be able to chase the car that has already disappeared.
Standing up, I patted off the ashes on my body. Then I rubbed the gravel deeply embedded in my trousers with my hands. Then I wrapped up my open coat and walked back with some slope feet.
I didn’t walk two steps before I was stopped by Li Chun.
I’m not in the mood to play with him any more. I just want to cross over, but Li Chun seems to be fighting against me. He’ll block the way I go.
So repeatedly several times, my already fragmented mood completely collapsed, I coagulated him, the tone is full of tired accumulation of lonely feeling: “what do you want? Li Chun, I feel very uncomfortable and irritable now. I advise you not to provoke me. “