Hellish Deep Love - Chapter 303

There was a sense of alienation in his tone. Li Yan said coldly, “come back first.”

Tired and surging from the heart, I looked at the emergency room is still jumping indicator, I thought about it, said: “the phone said the same, I can’t leave now.”

“Whatever you want.”

His voice became colder and more arrogant, and Li Yan’s speaking speed was as slow as a single word: “my friend flew to Shanghai temporarily for business. Nian en is now in Shanghai. He is not used to it. He is crying for you. I promised him to let him talk to you in an hour. You can choose whether you want to help the child yearn for his mother.”

He put the phone down.

Up to now, if someone asked me whether I would like to put my trust and enthusiasm polished by the reshuffle of life on Li Yan, my answer is still yes.

I am always willing to believe that this brings me a lot of crawling, but also let me harvest the most precious man in my life. His body still contains kindness and warmth, but this does not prevent me from having mixed feelings about the following events. I will travel around in optimism and pessimism, and I will block me from his world even more because he has experienced so many things Outside, I feel desolate.

In other words, when the dust settles and calms down again, I’m not sure if the things that have been broken once and are hard to repair have changed beyond recognition and are hard to turn back.

I was defeated by the children after all.

Put the mobile phone back, I said to Wu Haian: “Haian, I want to go back. I’ll come out as soon as I’m busy. Please work hard here first. No matter what medicine the doctor says to use or how expensive it is, I agree. I’ll pay for it. ”

Wu Haian nodded repeatedly: “you go, pay attention to safety. So late, don’t walk, fight, fight a reliable

However, I just walked out of the hospital hall when I met Xiao Guo.

It turned out that he had a snack near here. He felt that he had made a little effort. He was embarrassed to finish all my 1000 yuan, so he took the remaining 500 yuan and wanted to bring it back to me.

After several refusals, I couldn’t beat him and took it back.

Finally, I got back to the deep cloud with Xiao Guo.

This young man is very worldly, but he wants to send me to the door and make sure my door is open before he leaves.

Li Yan, I’ve been waiting in the hall.

He turned out a bottle of wine from the tavern. He had drunk half a bottle in just 20 minutes.

Sitting opposite him, I drew a wet towel and wiped the blood scab on my palm. I said in a voice, “don’t you mean to talk to Nian en for me? Call him.”

He raised his watch and glanced at it. Li Yan’s face was expressionless: “it’s not time yet. Let’s talk about something else first. ”

Without waiting for me to respond, Li Yan changed his words: “it will be the end of the year soon. You now hold the equity of Baolun, and you need to attend in principle. But I hope that after you receive the invitation letter, you can find any excuse, such as you are ill, inconvenient and so on, and refuse to attend. In addition, you’d better not move the above bonus, and you should not listen to Li Chun’s instigation to do some thankless stupid things, otherwise ”

” otherwise what? Do you want me to never see the child? ”

I looked up at Li Yan and said, “since you don’t want me to attend, you can solve the problem directly from the source. If you can’t solve the problem, you can solve the whole problem. As for Baolun’s bonus, to tell you the truth, I have no interest at all. In a word, Li Yan, you can do whatever you want. Well, I’m tired, and I don’t have so much strength to confront you and weave conflicts with you. Li Yan, I’m tired. Now I just want to have a few words with Nian en, and I want to have a few words with my children, OK? ”

There were some wrinkles in his eyebrows. Li Yan threw his mobile phone over: “the first call in the call record, I’ll give you five minutes.”

Standing up, Li Yan took his cigarette case and lighter and turned to the other side of the courtyard.

Following him to the other side, I thought that I had pressed peanuts and rice into the soil of the yard. Those full seeds with such special fertile soil only grew thin and thin. I suddenly thought of myself.

It seems that some things and some people are born with a cheap life. With such high luck as I have, I married into the so-called small rich family. What I got was only a small piece of sweetness that I didn’t even know how to taste, and then the bitterness that I fell all the way.

So people, really don’t think it’s so easy to get happiness and peace by climbing high.

And I need to swallow the needle, it will continue to stab me all the way home.

Wry smile choked in the throat brewing vinegar, my eyes fell back on Li Yan this time throw to my mobile phone.

I dial the lock and turn to the call record. The number one is indeed a fixed line phone from Shanghai.

The bell rang three or four times. Finally, the other end answered the phone.

As soon as I opened my voice, I became inexplicably hoarse. I trembled and asked, “Nian en?”The silence for more than ten seconds, I heard the tears of Nian en.

He cried for about half a minute before he could hold down the crying and sobbed, “Mom, I don’t want to be here, I don’t want to go abroad. Nian en’s English is not very good. I can’t find children to play with me when I go out. I want to be with my mother. ”

Holding the mobile phone, I kept sniffling, but I still cried when I spoke again: “is Nian en good? Dad is going to take Nian en abroad for further study. When Nian En comes back from staying abroad for two years, and then goes to study, he will definitely get more little red flowers…”

“I don’t want little safflower, I want my mother! I don’t want my father anymore. My father is a villain. I don’t want my father anymore. Wuwuwu, I want my mother. Mom, I want mom. ”

There was a lingering choking in the crisp voice, and Nian en was whispering: “Mom, I can take care of myself, I can take a ride to kindergarten, I can go home by subway, I can cook noodles by myself, I can take a bath for myself, I can do my homework by myself, my mother has no time to accompany me, I promise to be obedient, I will never give it to mom Mom, please. Mom, I want to be with you. ”

I owe too much to this child.

So at this moment, I was very sentimental and wailed.

But I was shocked by the collapse of the cry, Nian en in that quiet for a while, he tried his best to suppress the meaning of his voice: “Mom, don’t cry. It’s all because Nian en is not good. It’s because Nian en is not good. It’s because Nian en doesn’t listen to arrangements. Nianen will not be angry any more. My parents want nianen to go abroad. Nianen will go abroad. Don’t cry

listening attentively to Nian en’s words, I didn’t know that Li Yan had come back at this time. He reached out behind me and grabbed his mobile phone. He put it to his mouth and said, “Nian en, go to bed. Mom and dad have something else to talk about.”

Watching him skillfully cut off the call, and then put the mobile phone back in my pocket, I sat there, I didn’t have the strength and courage to ask him to call Nian en.

My weakness has made Nian en’s childhood ups and downs. I think I should seize the time to do something I think is worth doing. I just want this scuffle to end as soon as possible.

Heart fog together into a film, I insisted: “you said those, I remember, I will do according to what you said. But I have to contact nian’en once a week for no less than half an hour. I’m not satisfied with just talking to him. I want to video with him. I have to see the child’s appearance. ”

Li Yan put a cigarette between his fingers again. He said, “yes.”

Then he threw the remaining half bottle of wine into the dustbin, and he turned and walked out.

I followed him and walked out.

Keeping a distance of about ten meters from Li Yan, we finally got on two taxis at the gate of the community and went our separate ways.

When I returned to the hospital, Lu Weijun had come out of the emergency room. What surprised me most was that he was not placed in the ordinary ward, but was sent to the intensive care unit as soon as he came out.

I went to see his doctor in charge, and I learned that there was suspected botulinum toxin on the long knife Huang Ninan was holding. This poison can cause wound poisoning. Lu Weijun’s wound area was too large, and many of his nerve lines were blocked for a time. He could cause wound deterioration and organ failure at any time because of these venoms.

After listening to the doctor’s words, I can’t recover for a long time. I can only ask the hospital to rescue Lu Weijun with the greatest strength.

But Lu Weijun’s situation is worse than I expected.

As soon as dawn came out, he began to tremble. The doctor suggested that I transfer him to Peking University Hospital with better medical resources.

However, Wu Haian has just done a good job in all aspects with the help of his contacts. Lu Weijun’s situation is getting worse and worse. After he was rescued for more than five hours, the doctor came to tell us that Lu Weijun’s immune system has been severely damaged by the toxin. He may cause various complications due to wound infection and inflammation at any time. He will leave at any time. We should do a good job Be prepared and listen to his last words at any time.

Lu Weijun is struggling for three days, was judged by the hospital Huili no day.

At that time, I had been looking after Lu Weijun in the hospital. The doctor told me that Lu Weijun was in danger. He would leave at any time. It was hard for me to deal with this thunderbolt alone. I called Wu Haian and begged her to come and accompany me if she could spare some time.

I didn’t expect Li Chun to come besides Wu Hai’an.

No smoking is allowed here in the hospital. Li Chun smashed a cigarette and pinched it in his hand. The foam he pinched was broken on the ground, and there were layers of cold light. He walked back and forth. His footsteps expanded in the air, and then turned back to my ears. Some of them were cold and deafening.

Another group of medical staff rushed into Lu Weijun’s ward. About an hour later, the attending doctor came out and said to me with special regret, “Miss Chen, I’m sorry. I’ve tried my best. The patient has a weak consciousness. He expresses his willingness not to waste medical resources any more. As a doctor, I must make a decision based on the comprehensive consideration of all factors and the needs of patients. If I continue to deliver oxygen to the patient, it will be more painful for him. He called to see you for the last time. After the nurse cleans up the scene, I’ll ask you to see the patient for the last time, and then pull out the tube. “My tears welled up all of a sudden.

Time, time.

In my teenage years, when I was entangled by Lu Weijun, I used to hate Lu Weijun’s idleness. I hate him driving his locomotive around the school. I hate him stopping to whistle at me. I hate him organizing a lot of people to surround me, and then he’s very special here Say out loud that he likes me.

The moment when I hated him the most was when he rushed up and pushed away Chen Zhiqiang after he took off my pants. He touched my dignity and my innocence with the extremely dirty parts of his body. All these things in the past made me want to get rid of him. How did I ever think that I would be today.

I will shed tears for Lu Weijun today.

Ten minutes later, I met Lu Weijun.

He’s so weak that he’s deformed.

His eyes have not opened, his hand spread on the edge of the bed, he feeble aimless groping.

I see is very sad, I did not consciously put out a hand to seize Lu Weijun’s hand.

Lu Weijun’s voice was as weak as a cicada that had just broken out of the ground. He said, “Chen “Ten?”

Heavy, I should: “well, it’s me.”

“Chen 10 You . and . yes It’s very . ask for I’m tired of . I . do you want to

Just a few crosses, Lu Weijun said very hard, he kept pumping, after a while, he seemed to penetrate into the reincarnation, his eyes suddenly opened wide, he was particularly hard to crook his face, he was covered with pale face rarely appeared a ray of streamer, he continued: “let me . look at . you I want to I want to Remember you . look like Next life I want to touch . meet . you Hope Next life I don’t want to Don’t be a coward . soft I can . become . become … a … a Stand up to the world . yes . yes . man . I’ll stand on Standing by your side … protect … to protect you I’m not going to Like All my life By By a lot of things . trapped in I want to . with you . stand at . opposite . go. Chen Shi No matter No matter you look at me How is it I mean it In fact I like . I’ve seen you. It’s just It’s just My love . too much Too many enemies It’s too late. I chose . chose something else . can’t . choose you again ”

I always believe that people can face their heart most directly before death, so although I was confused by Lu Weijun’s words, I still held his hand tightly, and I nodded desperately:” Lu Weijun, I know, I know, how can you be so stupid, let Huang Ninan cut you in the front … ”

” I also . owe I owe you . yellow . Ninan . yes Live up to How much Year. She . need to Redemption Chen 10 . you must . don’t . don’t Because I . dying Hate you . kill me ．。 Good morning . just . don’t want to . don’t want to . but For the rest of my life. Chen Shi I used to . to you Make a confession I said I like you . it’s true Because I was . by you Refuse From shame to anger . it’s also true But I’m from . come on There is no external Spread Spread . slander you My comments Those are . it’s Huang Ninan . she I don’t want to . again She’s gone. I . time . not much. ”

The fingers suddenly curled up and buckled in the palm of my hand. Lu Weijun’s pupils gradually showed a state of diffusion, and his face gradually choked with a touch of light red. His intermittent voice choked even more: “Chen 10 In those days I . no need to . select . if I don’t . do not participate in . rape . rape you . you may . to die I can’t bear to . you die I don’t want to Let Chen . Chen . Zhiqiang That asshole . asshole . defile . you ．．。 Zhang Zhang Zhang Shichi . yes The next three abuse . tricks Can only . destroy you . innocent . but . that time … and In addition . people . want to . let you . in death I . no . participate in . if I’m afraid Chen Zhiqiang Will . death You I I’ll call . phone . for . to Chen Chen Yi Chen Yi Chen Yihe. It’s Zhao Zhao . want to Frame Li . frame . frame ”

the words completely stop here. Lu Weijun’s face tilts in the opposite direction. His eyes first close and then open in vain. I keep turning over Bai Ren. I am scared out of my wits. I press the nurse’s bell in a hurry, and soon a group of medical staff rush in. I am pushed out and the door is tightly closed.

After another ten minutes of suffering, the doctor came out and said with regret, “the patient has passed away. Please forgive me.”

Fall down, I kneel down, tears but half a day can no longer flow out.At this time, Li Chun threw the cigarette which had been pinched to pieces by him on the ground. He took a bite of hatred: “another fool is dead, which can be regarded as the benefit of the earth.”

Glared at Li Chun, Wu Hai’an scolded: “if you don’t know how to talk, you’d better shut up.”

“When Lu Weijun dies, Huang Ninan is the murderer. No matter who is hiding behind her, the person in charge is also a murderer. Anyway, Lu Weijun feels that it’s boring to live, and that’s the right place to die. ”

Glancing at me, Li Chun said with some ulterior meaning: “ha ha, he always wanted to have the opportunity to seek the understanding of some stupid women. Now he just took his life as the price and got a cold-blooded woman who would not give him half a little look. He shed a few tears for him.”

As if there were thunder in the vocal cord, Wu Haian raised his voice: “you are not as good as a pig or a dog, you’d better shut your mouth!”

Li Chun didn’t make any more noise.

Maybe it’s about Lu Weijun who worked for him before he died. Li Chun was responsible for Lu Weijun’s death. He didn’t know whether he was the one who paid for it or what. In a word, Lu Weijun’s memorial service was full of people and excitement.

Originally, I wanted to pay Lu Weijun to buy a cemetery, but Li Chun insisted on refusing. At last, with Li Chun’s insistence, Lu Weijun was sent to his hometown and planted in the suburb of our former high school. He would be gradually buried by weeds and turned into a handful of loess.

After Lu Weijun came out, I was really depressed for a while.

I picked up Lu Weijun’s last words again. I corresponded to what Chen Yihe had said to me before. On the night when my college entrance examination was finished, Chen Yihe really received a strange phone call. Then he rushed to the school like crazy and saved me from danger.

In this way, the credibility of what Lu Weijun said became clear. He said “Zhao. Zhao” twice at that time. Did he mean Zhao Xianxing? He said that Zhao Xianxing wanted to kill me, and then married my death to Li Yan, causing Li Yan to hate me and kill me?

If so, the world is really crazy and terrible!

I thought that Zhang Shichi’s Secret manipulation was terrible enough, but I didn’t expect that there were still a steady stream of people who used to act as cold-blooded executioners in my life!

How can people be so terrible?

However, in just a few months, I have seen so many people I know leave one after another, yuan na, Li Jianguo, and Lu Weijun. The death of each of them has brought me a violent shock, and my flesh and blood seem to be more and more sparse by these impermanence.

However, the dead are gone, the living are so, I still have to go on the road ahead.

After adjustment, I went back to Tianjian.

As soon as I sat down, a strange phone got into my cell phone.

After staring at it for a while, I became haggard.

Li Zengqian’s voice came into my ears. He said, “daughter in law, where are you busy? Come out and have dinner with dad.”

Looking at his intimacy, he seems to have completely forgotten how he mocked me on the night of Li Jianguo’s will, and how he made aunt Xi stare at me after Li Jianguo’s hundred years. My brow could not help wrinkling, and my voice was cold: “what’s the matter with you? I said directly on the phone that I’ve been very busy recently and I don’t have time.”

Li Zengqian said: “daughter in law, if you haven’t divorced Xiaoyan one day, you have to call me dad. Are you busy, can you have dinner with your dad? That’s all right. I’ll give you the place to eat. You must be there before 12 o’clock. ”

My brain was so excited that I thought of something. I tried to ease my tone. I said, “I’m sorry, I’m really busy recently. I have a lot of work to do drawing. I usually order takeout for breakfast, lunch and dinner directly. It’s easy to solve in the office. Dad, you don’t always say that you treat me as a half grain girl. Can you show me compassion this time? If you have anything to tell me, please come to my office? I really can’t spare time. I’m in a hurry every day and I’m chased by my work. ”

Li Zengqian didn’t come forward all the time. When Li Jianguo’s legacy was ripe and attached to me, he suddenly found me. What good can he do!

It must be the idea that he wants to dig some gold and silver from me. Li Zengqian readily agreed: “just tell my daughter-in-law that you call me dad as gentle as water. As an elder, can I not understand you. In this way, you should be busy. At about 12 o’clock, you almost have to get off work. Dad will bring some delicious food and drink and come to see you. ”

After cutting off the phone, I turned and knocked on the door of Tan Xing’s office.

It’s another idle day. Tan Xing is absent-minded, holding a small scissors to trim the sporadic branches on her hair. When she sees me coming in, she says, “why?”

I closed the door tightly: “don’t you always want to see Li Zengqian? I can help you

Immediately dropped the scissors, Tan Xing eyes starlight suddenly appeared: “really? You were not an excuse on the left, an excuse on the right, saying you couldn’t make it? What’s going on now? I can understand that you have nothing to do, either to cheat or to steal? “”No cheating, no stealing.”

I coagulated Tan Xing: “I want to make a deal with you.”