Hellish Deep Love - Chapter 322

“Don’t cry any more, shame.”

This sentence is enough to hover in my mind a thousand times, ten thousand times, and then turn into an explosive magazine to blow me to pieces!

Look at Li Yan again. He hits his cheeks with displeasure. There is a lot of impatience in the corner of his eyebrows. His eyebrows are shaking. The corner of his mouth is half open with a slight relaxation. He is clearly in the state of preparing for war at any time. Is he preventing me from hitting him back?

This man, he just doesn’t know what to do.

In desperation, I rubbed the tears from both sides of my eyes, and I coldly pressed my voice: “Mr. Li, you know, I’m not your mother now. I don’t want to cry in the cinema. Even if I jump off my clothes on the street, I can’t get in your way. Let me remind you that you begged me just like your grandson, and I came to see this movie with you. Even if you can’t be loyal to love, you can’t be consistent even in such a short period of time. You are really disgusting. ”

Well, he’s silent again.

And I, of course, continue to love myself, but it’s also very wonderful. After I hate Li Yan like this, my lacrimal gland seems to be stopped. If I want to squeeze out tears again, it becomes extremely difficult.

Behind the curtain of the movie, Li Yan and I kept a distance of half a meter from the sparse crowd. At this time, the shopping mall was closed, and the lights and shadows were dancing in the spare passage of the cinema. The weak light scattered Li Yan’s shadow on the steps, which was full of potholes. I took back my sight and was about to step forward quickly. Li Yan said coldly: “walk around the shopping mall 200 meters from here Mi has a florist. It usually opens very late. I’ll buy you a bunch of flowers. ”

What, is there nothing wrong with my ears?

A man who begged for my divorce, he’s going to spend money to buy me flowers now?

Life is not the most trough, there are more trough.

Absent minded, I coldly: “you have the money, you might as well buy me a rat poison to try, maybe it can cure my blindness, then I thank you.”

Li Yan didn’t take my disappearance seriously. He just stuck to his channel very well. His voice was shallow and he didn’t change his mood: “act like it, or you’ll go back empty handed, and the old man will blame me for not coming.”

OK, someone is rushing to spend money on me. If I continue to refuse, I will be beaten by the thunder.

After walking for a few minutes, I saw a flower shop next to the South Gate of the shopping mall. The flowers displayed on the shelf in front of the shop are full of fragrance.

Li Yan walked forward and looked around. He pointed to the bunch of yellow roses in the middle with stars all over the sky. He said, “I want this one.”

This bunch of flowers is the most expensive one in the shop.

Listen to that busy flower shop girl say, this bunch of flowers are all imported super flowers. My eyes are wide open, and I don’t see how special it is.

In the end, Li Yan spent nearly 2000 yuan to accomplish what he saw in Li Jianguo.

After buying the list, Li Yan presented the flower to me with one hand: “take it.”

I didn’t answer.

He didn’t obstinately push it to me again. Instead, he took out his mobile phone to stir up trouble for a while. He coldly put his face to my face and patted it with his mobile phone for more than ten seconds. Then he quickly moved away from me. He buried his face to stir up trouble with his mobile phone: “I sent it to nian’en’s mobile phone, so that my grandfather could see it too, lest he would take the initiative to check the post.”

No, I’m expressionless and silent.

Well, the atmosphere was killed again. Li Yan and I walked all the way back to the depths of the clouds in such an awkward atmosphere.

On the way home, Li Yan broke the shackles of silence and said, “I’ll go to the car and get two sets of clothes to change. Grandfather is here. I have to stay here for a few days. But I promise you, I won’t affect your normal life, when I sleep on the sofa, you sleep on the bed, our well water doesn’t make the river water

In the face of his way of communication, which he even omitted, I felt nothing. I said coldly: “I’m waiting for you in the pavilion. You should seize the time. My patience is limited.”

Nian en has fallen asleep, and Li Jianguo feels sleepy, but he still has to wait for us to come back. He sees Li Yan holding a delicate bouquet and carrying a bag in his hand. After all, his old ginger is still put in by our amazing tricks. Li Jianguo is very satisfied with Li Yan’s performance, and he urges us to go back to our room to have a rest.

Watching Li Yan calmly put his laundry on the sofa, he tossed for a while and went to take a bath first, which made me angry. I thought about adjusting the air conditioner to 28 degrees, and then I rummaged through the cases to find out the sexiest pajamas. I plan to shake them in front of his eyes in a moment. I want to see what he looks like.

Li Yan is familiar with all kinds of daily necessities at home. After washing, he pulls out a quilt from a large locker. He holds it and spreads it out on the sofa. He goes out all alone. He uses his cold expression to delimit the Han boundary of Chu River with me.Without looking him in the eye, I took my clothes and towel and walked into the bathroom. Half an hour later, I dressed cool as if I were walking into a place of no one. The slight wind I took when I sat down on the dresser also lifted up my skirt with few pieces of gauze.

not to regard it as right, I am lazy and let my skirt drift. I am putting on the lotion of various kinds of affectation. I smeared almost the same. I stood up immediately. I almost sped up all the gentle words in my life. I stepped on the small steps to go to the bed. I walked for a long time, and I hadn’t walked across the sofa.

Li Yan can’t help it.

His eyes kept turning away, and his tone was wrinkled and shallow: “can you dress well in such a cold day? We’re divorced. How would you dress like this in front of me? ”

“I ask you to make it clear that you left this house to me before the divorce.”

slightly holds the half fist, and I lightly rub my hands in rubbing rubbing the lotion. I smile lightly: “Mr. Li, I am in my own house, I am in my bedroom, I am not wearing a sexy pajamas, I even walk away from the light, I can not get in what you are.” You’d better always remember your identity under the eaves. You’re a dependant. What qualifications do you have to beep me? If you scream again, I’ll take off all my clothes. I’m fine. I’m at home. I’m thick skinned and open-minded. Who’s embarrassed and who can’t stand it? Who knows

Li Yan looked at me pitifully with his eyes caring for patients with neuropathy for a while, and the corners of his mouth twitched violently: “you are already a child’s mother. I hope you can be more careful and set a good example for your children.”

“Well, you’re so awesome. You open your mouth and shut your mouth every day for the good of your children. Why don’t you know that letting your children grow up in an unsound family is the worst thing for them?”

Ah, this shameless face choked Li Yan. Suddenly, I can understand why Li Chun likes to be absent-minded every day. After all, this feeling is not so refreshing!

The more I fight, the more courageous I am. I deliberately use my hand to lift my hair. I bite my lips again. I throw all kinds of eyes at Li Yan. I smile vaguely: “what’s the matter, do you think I’m wearing this kind of clothes? If you want to do something about it, it’s just a wild bubble. If you don’t have that marriage certificate to tie you up, and if you don’t have love to base you on, just take it as an appointment. Maybe you’ll have a head. ”

Li Yan’s face turned green with this. He gritted his teeth and said, “Chen Shi, you’re almost OK. Don’t go too far. These days, if you keep your peace, I’ll do myself well and make peace with you! ”

I’ve wasted six or seven years of my youth, and I can’t keep the man in front of me for the rest of my life. If my love is gone, will I care if I have face in front of him?

It’s true that people are shameless and invincible in the world. In a word, I’ve tasted the sweetness of shamelessness at the moment. The more I play with it, the lighter my hands are on my chest, and it seems that I knead them. I let go of my lips, and it’s more insidious: “I want to Mr. Li, please help me. I’ve just been divorced and my boudoir is lonely. ”

The more I looked at Li Yan’s face, which was almost black and blue, the more happy I was. I leaned slowly towards the sofa. While he was staring at me with his eyes, I quickly pulled open the quilt and got in. I hugged him.

His body was as hot as a fire. I restrained my inner happiness and covered his chest like extravagance. I circled all the way down. I put another arm around his neck and put it close to his ear. I spoke slowly: “marriage is not benevolence. It’s better to be familiar with life than to be familiar with it.”

It was stiff for ten seconds. Li Yan held my bad hand hard. His voice was slightly trembling because he was gnashing his teeth: “Chen Shi, don’t do this again! You should respect yourself! Otherwise

“I’m a fool who was dragged to the Civil Affairs Bureau for divorce and forced to divorce. My IQ has been rubbed on the ground. What do I want from those so-called self-respect who are not hungry or thirsty? I can’t respect such a fool as myself. Anyway, I just want to break the pot, I just want to be frivolous, I just want to scratch, what do you want to do with me? ”

Whatever he does, he grabs my hand and doesn’t do anything wrong for me. This time, I just lean over my body and keep rubbing against Li Yan’s body. I keep blowing in his ear: “do you want to teach me a lesson? Then I’ll trouble you to show me a man’s way. I’ll let you go if I’m satisfied with my sleeping clothes and making them

His body is extremely hot. Li Yan seems to be on fire all over the world. His eyes are flooded with lust and only send out surging scarlet. He suddenly turns away from me, hooks my body and puts me on the sofa. His voice is as cold as ice: “since you have provoked me three times and four times, I don’t need to be polite to you any more.”

I was originally dressed in cool clothes. It was just a pajama made of several pieces of cloth. Li Yan soon turned into a mess in his hands. He rolled up his nightgown and threw it out. Soon we were exposed to each other.

Li Yan didn’t give me enough time to react, so he rushed in. He moved more than ten times in a row, and I was still in a trance. When I tried to push him away, he continued to suppress me like steel. His action was wild and violent, and I soon found it difficult to distinguish East, West, North and South in these constant collisions.Until he is about to release, his habitual slow things give me breathing space, I can completely open my eyes to see his face.

It’s still a familiar face.

It’s just the man who once pushed me to life and death in front of this face, the man who told him that he loved me so much when I was dying, the man who broke through all kinds of obstacles and came to me, the man who gave me a lot of ups and downs and wanted to help me block them, he hurt me the most.

Even at this moment he and I do, he is so skillful in my body action, he only gives me a lonely emptiness, and endless loneliness.

I’m ashamed of myself at this moment.

Yes, I finally pick up my lost self-esteem at this moment. I feel that I am lying on him and being entered by him. How cheap I am!

As soon as the feeling of hate came up, it choked into my eyes, so no matter how I twitched my nose to vent my emotion, I still had inevitable tears.

The vast expanse of white on my belly, Li Yan’s mouth slightly hook up, he seems to be high above the Wang’s language, revealing the meaning of ridicule: “just now you are not very active, how, the real sword real gun, you can’t afford to play? What are you crying for? ”

“I’m crying, can’t I?”

I didn’t even bother to do this. I turned my back to Li Yan in silence and sneered coldly: “you’ve done a good job. I’ll take it as if you’ve paid the rent for the next few days.”

After the sloppy washing, I casually took a loose Pajama suit from the wardrobe and put it on. I went back to bed and covered the quilt. I constantly heard the subtle sound of Li Yan’s bathing and walking. Even the slightest sound hit my heart. I subconsciously covered the quilt more tightly, because I was suffering from insomnia all night because of lack of oxygen.

Near seven o’clock, I was sure I couldn’t sleep any more. I lifted the quilt and got out of bed. I swept to the sofa. It was empty there, but the quilt was folded neatly.

Li Yan is in the kitchen.

Dingdingdang, he made dumplings, wonton and soybean milk.

I didn’t plan to accept his favor again. I made some millet to boil over and over again.

In the early eight o’clock, my grandfather and nian’en wake up one after another. Two generations later, they make an appointment to wash out as if they have forgotten their old age. We sit around the dining table.

After scooping up the dumplings and putting the soy milk in front of us, Li Yan said to Nian en with an air of complacency: “Dad will arrange for you to go back to the kindergarten before, and you will be in the same class with Yang Siwen again. How about that?”

No matter how happy he lived in Foshan before, and no matter how comfortable he was living abroad these days, nian’en always liked those young classmates he had just met most. As soon as he heard this, he jumped to Laogao. He rarely expressed his happiness to Li Yan very warmly. He moved over and pecked on Li Yan’s cheek: “Dad is great. Nian en likes dad very much. I’m going back to kindergarten today. ”

My resentment towards Li Yan suddenly became shallow and then became thick.

Of course, no matter how I experienced emotional changes in my heart, I didn’t show much. I skipped the breakfast made by Li Yan, and I drank rice porridge spoon by spoon with my face buried.

After touching Nian en’s head with his hand, Li Yan motioned for him to sit back and have a good breakfast. Then he spoke quickly and said, “grandfather, I received a call from a customer from other places. He is interested in strategic cooperation with Baolun. I’ve been investigating and following up this customer for a long time, but now I’m a little proud. I’m not good at pretending to others. I’ve already asked Wu Haian to book a plane ticket. After breakfast, I’m leaving. ”

It’s a good play. Li Yan looked at me again. He said tenderly, “Chen Shi, I’ve been working hard these days to take care of your children.”

Go away! Scum man!

Aversion to cold in the heart fermented into sauce, I due to the presence of Li Jianguo, I had to be passive with: “OK.”

After breakfast, Li Yan held the image of a world-class good man. He sent Nian en to the kindergarten and took us home. He just went away like a man with a lot of money.

Think about Li Yan’s business trip as a pretext to slip away, he clearly does not want to entangle with me, I keep Li Jianguo at home, it’s like how I like to take his grandfather to contain him, but Li Jianguo said before he would live for a few days, if I immediately speak, it’s boring.

So I tried to cheer up, I said: “grandfather, otherwise you take a rest at home, I go out to buy all the dishes of the day, and it’s almost time to cook lunch.”

“It’s not urgent to buy vegetables and cook. If it’s too late, we’ll go out to eat.”

Li Jianguo’s eyes were bright, and he motioned: “little ten, come and sit down. My grandfather has something to ask you.”

I always have a premonition that something big is not good, but I can’t stand Li Jianguo’s pressing momentum, so I have to sit opposite him weakly.

His eyes still fell straight on my face. Li Jianguo seemed to weigh it up and said, “Xiaoshi, tell me the truth. What’s wrong with you and Xiaoyan? Grandfather has been dealing with all kinds of people for most of his life. He has professional problems and his eyes are poisonous. I think you and Xiaoyan are in a strange state of getting along with each other. Tell me the truth, what’s the matter with you? “I’ve swallowed the grievance. If no one grabs it and keeps digging, I’m sure it will gradually precipitate and evaporate. But I haven’t fully digested it yet. Li Jianguo just hit the bull’s-eye and pried it out. I almost couldn’t resist red nose and red eyes.

For fear that Li Jianguo might catch sight of my abnormality again, I turned my face away. I laughed so hard that I pretended to be relaxed: “it’s nothing. No matter how good a couple is, there are times when they bicker and quarrel. Don’t worry about this. Just wait for Li Yan and I to calm down. If there are too many people involved, they will turn small things into big things. ”

“Don’t deceive your grandfather any more.”

Li Jianguo is even more powerful: “grandfather has eaten more salt and rice than you for more than 50 years. If I’m cheated by you, I’ll eat for nothing for more than 50 years. Xiaoshi, if you really quarrel with Xiaoyan, the state between you will never be like this. You are contradictions of principle and irreconcilable. If you trust your grandfather, you will say to him, if it is Xiaoyan who bullies you, my old man will never be partial to him because he is my grandson. It’s up to you and him to have a close relationship with me. That boy is my grandson, that’s right. But you can give me such a sensible and considerate grandson. If you have any grievances, please tell me. I’m sure I’m not soft hearted to that boy. ”

“It’s enough to have a grandfather.”

My nose was a little sour, but I still insisted: “there are some contradictions between Li Yan and me in the direction of life planning. I have agreed with him for half a year. If we can keep pace in the half a year, we will continue to move forward. If these differences still exist in the half a year, we will bless each other. Grandfather, I know you are good to me, you are good to me, often let me flattered. But there is no right or wrong in the matter of emotion, and no one can interfere with it. Just look at it and leave some space for me and Li Yan, OK

“Is it because of Zhao Jia?”

Oh, not to mention, I didn’t even show off the fact that Li Yan and I had divorced. Li Jianguo was too anxious just to hear this. He didn’t have so many rules and regulations at the moment. He was in a hurry to plead for Li Yan: “Xiao Shi, I’m not sure about anything else, but I’ve brought Xiao Yan up. I know his character best He has always been disgusted with his father’s way of doing things. He thinks that his father has not done enough loyalty and responsibility to his family, and he will not make the same mistake again. Before he and Zhao Jia together, he was to protect your mother and son, you know? He is such a proud man, he disdains to be a leftist. In order not to let Zhao Xianxing and Zhao Jia fight against your mother and son, he has to go against his usual way of doing things. Xiaoshi, if Xiaoyan had anything to do with Zhao Jia, they would have done it long ago. A few years ago, Zhao Xianxing basically wanted him to have a blind date with Zhao Jia every once in a while, but he didn’t nod his head .

“it’s not that.”

I feel that I can’t hold on any longer. I pretend to be sad and frown deeply. I raise my eyes and look at Li Jianguo: “grandfather, I can’t tell you the reason for the contradiction between Li Yan and me. Will you give us more time and space? ”

There was a little more gloom between the eyebrows, and Li Jianguo nodded reluctantly: “OK. I am old. Sometimes I really don’t understand what your younger generation thinks, so I have to take care of them. But Xiaoshi, no matter how the relationship between you and Xiaoyan changes, I always treat you as my granddaughter. If you need help in the future, just let me know. As long as my grandfather is still breathing, I won’t hurt you. ”

After I gave a reply, Li Jianguo stood up on crutches and said, “you and Xiaoyan don’t know what’s the matter. It’s not good for me to disturb you when I live here. I’ll call ah Xi and ask her to help clean up. I’ll go back to the Royal Bay apartment for a while.”

“Isn’t Aunt Xi going back to Shanghai soon? Grandfather, you go back to the Royal Bay apartment. Who will take care of you? ”

Teng also stood up. I thought about it. I told Li Jianguo what I said. He probably wouldn’t stare at Li Yan’s saying that he would not go home. So I turned the conversation and said, “grandfather, if you don’t dislike that the permeability here is not as good as Royal Bay apartment, otherwise you will live here. This way, when Nian En comes back from school or on weekends, you can play with him. Now I leave my studio at home. I have to cook at home every day. If you live here together, I can cook for two during the day. Otherwise, if I eat by myself, I’ll cook a dish and a half at random, and I’m afraid I can’t finish it. ”

Should be more willing to live with Nian en, Li Jianguo’s face rarely showed a little hesitation and hesitation: “this is not good?”

“What’s wrong with that. I call you grandfather, Nian en call you grandma, you live with me, what’s wrong? ”

After a pause, in order to make Li Jianguo feel at ease, I also went to great pains: “Li Yan is estimated to have no time to go home for several days and a half months. Sometimes I get inspiration at night. I have to work. I also need someone to help me look after my children. Grandfather, you should help me? If you can’t get used to the food I cook, I’ll find another aunt and let her do it to your taste. It’s nothing

Li Jianguo couldn’t resist my repeated persuading. The folds on his face relaxed a lot: “then I’ll stay for a few more days. The food you make is delicious, but you can’t spend so much effort on cooking. Auntie is looking for it. Don’t worry about it. I asked ah Xi to find someone to recommend. I’ll find someone to cook and clean the house. You don’t have to worry about picking up the children. I’ll transfer the driver from Foshan to Shenzhen. I ask him to take me to pick up the children every day. You can relax and keep busy with your work. “This executive power is not generally strong. After Li Jianguo finished his speech, he made several phone calls and said that everything was done properly.

At noon, he had to persuade me to go out to eat. He chose the place.

The food in that restaurant is really expensive and touching. However, Li Jianguo constantly urged me to order casually. I couldn’t stand it and was fed up.

Send Li Jianguo home for lunch break, I just walk around the neighborhood aimlessly to eat.

Calm down, I suddenly think of Zhong Quan. I think that Zhao Xianxing and Zhao Jia are finished now. I should go back to my hometown to pick up Zhong Quan. After all, people have to keep their word. I can’t take advantage of him, who has never done any harm to me. When it’s over, I’ll just throw him away.

I can also see Lu Weijun.

When I think of Lu Weijun, my heart becomes very heavy again. I can no longer support myself and continue to walk blindly. So I find a chair to sit down. I look at the lush bushes in front of me, and my brain seems to be washed away.

When I was confused, my mobile phone suddenly rang.

Looking at the phone number on the screen, I picked it up absently: “coast, what can I do for you?”

Don’t want to, Wu Haian tone quickly asked: “Chen Shi, can you contact Li Yan?”

Some choked, I frowned: “how do you say that? What’s your urgent need to find him?”