Hellish Deep Love - Chapter 328
Soon, he will suddenly encounter my surprise, and Li Yan recovers his expression as usual. He understates: “I can’t be here?”
What are you talking about!
Choked by him, my eyes turned white. I pulled the corner of my clothes with my hand. I said, “you’re closer to the main road. Move it. I’ll go there.”
Eyebrow some light Cu get up, Li Yan stagnates a few seconds, his tone is a little uneasy: “what are you doing here?”
“I can’t come here?”
Finally, I seized the opportunity to give him back the thorn he choked on me. I picked my eyebrow and said, “one day husband and wife will be happy for a hundred days. Mr. Li, I’d better make way for me.”
Some hesitating state, Li Yan and I deadlocked for more than ten seconds, he still backed back, give me a way out.
I just carefully dribbled through these mud fields, and I saw Zhu Xuezhen coming with a smile about to squeeze out wrinkles on her face. In her hand, she was carrying the nutrition express line that sold the most in the village.
In her eyes, she can only fill in Li Yan. Zhu Xuezhen’s eyes are so big that she doesn’t cluster me into her field of vision. She pestles the water in front of Li Yan with great interest. She says in a loud voice: “Xiao Li, I know you have money and benevolence from the first time I see you. I’m sure I won’t let Chen Shihe do it if you give me money to build a new house with my sister Her elder brother knows, and you give the bank card that big money arrives on time every month. I’m sure it’s well received. I don’t know anyone
ZHU Xuezhen’s speaking speed is too fast. She said a lot in just a few seconds. It’s too late for Li Yan to react. His expression is as ugly as being bitten by a dog, but he still stops Zhu Xuezhen: “stop.”
I heard everything. Li Yan paid Zhu Xuezhen and Zhu Meilian to build their own new houses and paid them monthly.
What is he doing?
Doubts in the heart, hoarding fermentation, I shut up, temporarily did not express any opinion.
Although Li Yan only said one word, Zhu Xuezhen’s mouth seemed to be sealed by something. She looked around blankly and finally saw me.
Her eyes touched my face. Zhu Xuezhen’s face was colorful and embarrassed. She pulled the clothes handle with her hand for a while. She seemed to be trying to save the delicate atmosphere. She laughed at me more uglier than crying: “when did you come back, little girl? Before you came back, you didn’t know how to tell your family?”
My eyes glanced from Li Yan’s face again, and then I turned to Zhu Xuezhen’s face. My lip color was light: “I’ll correct it, this is not my home. I’m here to take a picture of Chen Yihe and me for an hour. I’ll leave when I get the things. ”
After a pause, I gazed at Zhu Xuezhen deeply: “if you are worried that I will take other things from you, you are welcome to supervise.”
Her face was as stiff as usual. Zhu Xuezhen’s eyes were entangled with Li Yan and me. She was in a tight circle, and she had to reluctantly support to ease the atmosphere. She said: “you little girl, you know that your mouth is hard. My aunt was wrong before. My aunt knows that she is wrong. She never dares to trouble you or your brother again. You and your brother will come to play when they like to go home. I will build this new house. I will surely decorate a large ventilated room for you and your brother respectively. If you are busy and have no time to come back, it will be OK. This will always be your home. Take whatever you want. Don’t talk about two families. ”
Seeing Zhu Xuezhen winking at Li Yan with her flattering eyes while she said some fake words to me, I felt dejected.
Instead of talking with her again, I quickly walked through the high threshold that I used to feel when I was a child, and now I was pressed by time. I kicked Zhu Xuezhen again, playing cards, rarely cleaning, and all kinds of dust and gadgets piled up on the ground. I went to the room where I used to live.
It’s a room, but it’s just a small space with a bed and a desk that Zhu Xuezhen bought from the balcony.
After 20 years of accumulation, the wooden board that Zhu Xuezhen bought in those years, which claimed that it would not be bad in five years and ten years, but also be passed on to the next generation, has been mottled and pitted by years of corrosion. When my hand touched it carelessly, some powdery things fell on my palm.
I remember when I was a child, whenever I was upset by Zhu Xuezhen, she would lock me here like Zhu Meilian locked me. She would not allow me to eat or drink one day. Chen Yihe dug a hole from the board and stuffed me with a piece of sweet potato baked by him. He also took a repaired bamboo festival as a straw to drink water for me.
Time went by in a flash.
The pit that Chen Yihe dug out for me in those days has been eaten and corroded by insects, and I will never see you again.
So here, nothing let me have nostalgia.
Even after a long time, I clearly remember that I would take a group photo with Chen Yihe in the old drawer.
I quickly felt it out.
Although these photos have been inflated by moisture bubbles, it is not difficult to repair them with the integrity of their interfaces.
That’s it.
In the future, I should not be involved in this piece of land.Carefully put the photos into the middle of the bag is not easy to wrinkle the sandwich, I walked out with great strides.
The heart was silent.
Outside, Li Yan and Zhu Xuezhen are standing under the mango tree that has been growing for more than 20 years. Zhu Xuezhen is pressing her voice to say something. Li Yan’s face is tight and stiff.
Maybe even though Li Yan and I have no marriage, I still can’t get rid of him from the bottom of my heart. So even if he gives Zhu Xuezhen or Zhu Meilian the money he doesn’t have any legal relationship with me, I still feel unhappy.
After racking my brains, I found a special reason to be accountable to Li Yan.
So I went up and said to Li Yan, “are you free now? Let’s have a chat?”
Rare Li Yan with high degree, he nodded: “can.”
In order to get rid of Zhu Xuezhen and not to meet Zhu Meilian, I said hello to Xiao Guo and asked him to wait for a while. Then I went straight to the east of the village, which was gradually deserted. Li Yan kept up with me.
Walking shoulder to shoulder with him to a dilapidated and collapsed tile house, I stopped and frowned: “why do you want to build a new house for Zhu Xuezhen and Zhu Meilian? Why do you want to pay them monthly? Although your money is yours, how do you like to spend it? I’m not qualified to manage it. But Li Yan, don’t forget that nian’en is your son. He has the right to inherit your property. You are wasting money blindly. Have you ever thought about nian’en … ”
well, when I first came up with this reason with my mind, I really didn’t think that when I put it out of my mouth, how could it make people feel so unreasonable and wrong? The more I talked about it, the more embarrassed I was to say it again. I had to lengthen the ending of my words and try to weaken the awkward atmosphere.
Maybe it’s because I haven’t been entangled with him for a while. Instead, I’m very forbearing and cooperating with him in acting. Li Yan felt guilty for me first. His face softened and his voice was slow. He said, “Chen Shi, listen to me. Yes, I did give Zhu Xuezhen and Zhu Meilian 250000 yuan each to build a building with at least one and a half floors on their own. I also did promise to give Zhu Xuezhen and Zhu Meilian 2000 yuan of living expenses every month. I didn’t want to fight against you. I just think that for me, people who want money are the best solution. I just need to spend some money to make them safe It’s the easiest thing. I feel ashamed of you, so I want to do my best for you. I didn’t spend much money to appease Zhu Xuezhen and Zhu Meilian. I also reminded them that if they would bring you or your brother even a little trouble in the future, even if they just made you frown, I would find a bulldozer to raze the new house to the ground and stop giving them money. Only in this way, I could restrain and bless them with interests, and they would be real And don’t disturb your life and your brother’s life any more. That’s all I can do for you. ”
My throat seemed to be choked with something, and I said with half a sound, “you are so self righteous. In fact, I’m no longer afraid of Zhu Xuezhen or any one of Zhu Meilian. You’re really superfluous. But it’s up to you. Anyway, now your money is just your money. It has nothing to do with me. Don’t give it to people like Zhu Xuezhen and Zhu Meilian who are definitely worthless. Even if you take it to support the most vicious people, it’s also your business. ”
Li Yan didn’t continue to pester on this topic. After a while, he said, “you’re here. Where’s Nian en? Granddad with him? ”
“Yes.”
Falling words, I bent down to pick up a wild flower in the palm of my hand, which was knocked down by the rain. I neither spoke nor walked away.
Yes, at this moment, I must admit that I am not promising. It goes deep into the bone marrow and makes me feel embarrassed even for myself. I’m so afraid that this will really be the last time I meet Li Yan. I’m so afraid that I can’t engrave his face into my bones and remember it all my life. So I’m reluctant to move my steps and forget him.
This is not the first time that I have been separated from him, but this is the only time that I feel that if I go away, I will never see you again.
It turns out that I’m still the one who can’t remember even though I’m bruised by him. Even though I know that the end of my self trapped painting is that he will make me more painful, I have to go around by instinct.
The atmosphere was stiff for about two or three minutes. Li Yan’s tone was slightly wrinkled: “after a while, when my grandfather’s body and mood are more stable, I will find an excuse for him to move out. I won’t let him disturb you and Nian en’s life any more.”
“No
Even when I talked with him, I felt that this luxury was suffocating me. I said in my voice, “even if there is no relationship between you and me, your grandfather is also a grandmother. He wants his great grandson to wrap his knees and enjoy his family. It’s nothing. Besides, your grandfather is at home. He can help me to see nian’en occasionally. Sometimes I need to go out for work. No one can look after my children. ”
Li Yan’s long voice, which is far from his usual style, slowed down: “OK.”
Or can’t let the topic completely die here, I rubbed the palm of my hand, the heart sent out a strong smell of wild flowers, I said: “you are a person to come? You’ll be back in Shenzhen in a minute? “”No. I’m not in a hurry. ”
Li Yan answered very quickly: “I have a room in Songyuan Hotel, and I will stay there tonight.”
I’m not promising, I’m humble. In fact, I didn’t touch the door of Songyuan Hotel today. I didn’t even pass by it, but I started to make it up without blushing and beating: “Oh, coincidentally, I also opened a room there. You have a car. No, if not, I can give you a ride. Anyway, my car is empty. I’m in charge of the location. Of course, if you want a car, I don’t think I said that. ”
Unexpectedly, Li Yan’s eyes lit up and he said, “can you give me a ride? That would be great. My driver’s license has expired and I haven’t had time to do it yet. I came here by car this time. You know, it’s remote here. It’s hard to wait for the car. ”
“That’s it.”
Maybe I still can’t be a perfect person to suppress lies. In fact, I’m very ashamed of breaking off for me. Suddenly, my heart is inexplicably throbbing and surging. That kind of feeling is like the most ignorant and pure heart at the first time. I need a deep breath to suppress these surging flow. I gently said, “when are you going?”
“Right now.”
When Li Yan stepped forward, he seemed to feel polite. He said calmly, “it’s almost dinner time. I can’t rub your car for nothing. I’ll treat you to dinner later. You can drive the car wherever you want. Or if you want to go back to your high school to eat, I can
This kind of mutual cooperation with the feeling of whitewashing peace, although it makes people feel a little bit worried, but this is mostly the most comfortable state for Li Yan and I now. I waved the wild flower back to the ground, and I said: “come back to the county, I’m not alone, I have a companion to come, and I’ll ask him what to eat, and then I’ll decide.”
The corners of his mouth were shallow. Li Yan opened his mouth subconsciously and asked, “man?”
“Yes. It’s Xiao Guo. You should know him, right
Slowly becoming more comfortable, I continued: “I heard him say that Baolun bought a security package from him a while ago.”
“Oh, I know Xiao Guo.”
Li Yan completely started: “that’s gone.”
It’s almost eight o’clock when I got back to the county. I’m afraid that Xiao Guo was tired after driving all day. I wanted to eat something nearby. I stopped at Songyuan hotel by the way. Unexpectedly, Xiao Guo told me that he couldn’t have dinner with us. In fact, when he was working in the pet shop, a colleague happened to be Huilai. He didn’t meet his friend last time. He didn’t come here this time I want to go out and get together with his old brother.
Well, I spent so much money and Xiao Guo followed me for such a long time. How can I catch him and not give him any freedom.
No, it’s just me and Li Yan.
Even if I maintain the superficial peaceful coexistence with him, I can’t get rid of the restraint when I am alone with him. Under the cover of the night, I said, “since it’s your treat, let’s eat what you want. The street behind this hotel is basically full of food shops, otherwise go and have a look over there? ”
“Last time No, five years ago. At that time, we came here to get some things. I didn’t go to your high school at that time. I found that the development there was very good. There were many big food stalls in the two streets outside the school. ”
In contrast, Li Yan is much more comfortable than me, he said: “if you are not afraid of trouble, we will go there to eat? I don’t think I’ll come here again. I want to try more authentic local dishes. I don’t want to make do with them. ”
“OK, anyway, you treat. You has the final say.”
Trying to put enough politeness in the tone, I calculated the distance between the school and this side a little, I said: “it takes about 15 minutes to walk from here to the school side, and it takes less than five minutes to take a taxi. Maybe it’s not easy to take a taxi, can you accept it?”
“I can’t get used to it. It’s too bumpy. ”
After straightening his waist, Li Yan buried his face and looked at my sneakers. He said, “go over?”
I nodded, “OK.”
Walking side by side on the road with cold lights and trees, Li Yan deliberately kept a distance of half a meter from me. He seemed to think that the more silent the atmosphere was, the more strange it was. He looked for a new topic of his own: “nianen, that little bunny, are you good these two days?”
“He’s always been very obedient.”
In order not to let this topic end here, I also painstakingly thought: “didn’t you call him?”
“There’s a fight.”
I’m not the only one who’s working hard for this awkward chat. Li Yan is also very hardworking: “that little son of a bitch, he’s easy to stick on me when he sees me. When he makes a phone call, he’s very cold. He looks like he’s ignoring me. He says he’s very busy, and he doesn’t know who he’s following.”
Very good, he made great efforts to press the topic on the ground where I couldn’t get it.
I really don’t know how to answer, so give up.
Well, Li Yan was a little embarrassed by my silence. He coughed a few times, and then he said, “don’t talk about that little boy. Compared with other children, he is very sensible. When he grows up, he will be a warm man and know how to protect you. “Stemming my throat, I was stunned that the sentence “I can also find a reliable man to protect me when I’m still young” burst out from the bottom of my heart, but it’s really easy to affect harmony. I grinned coldly: “if you have time, please contact him more.”
Li Yan let out a cry, no more.
Oh, my God, get me a bucket of water. I’m going to explode.
I’m especially sorry now. I’m so good. I don’t want to give up. First I invited Li Yan to take a ride, and then I promised him to invite him to dinner. In such an embarrassing atmosphere, even if I kill a dragon to eat, I think I’ll get gallstones!
Fortunately, no matter how long the road is, it will come to an end. We finally settled down in a food city about 200 meters away from our school.
Sitting in a yurt surrounded by cold wind, Li Yan still held the menu after ordering. He raised his eyes and asked, “drink some wine?”
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