Hellish Deep Love - Chapter 329
A little alcohol to protect the brain, I’m not so bound hands and feet, so I nodded: “OK, then drink a little.”
Looking back, Li Yan said to the waiter, “half a dozen red wine, the most expensive one.”
Half a dozen red wines That’s six bottles!
What about crouching trough? After my divorce, he was reborn and turned into a wine fairy?
It’s estimated that the Commission here is not bad after selling drinks. The waiter’s eyes are shining, but I still have to be an unpleasant person. I looked at Li Yan: “don’t order so many bottles? How to drink? Order three bottles first, but add more? ”
Li Yan had no choice but to replace the red wine with three bottles. He saved the waiter’s face with one sentence: “hurry up the dishes. I’ll give you an extra 500 yuan when I pay the bill.”
His face bloomed again. The waiter asked us to wait a moment and went out.
After a while, when she brought up the wine, she also sent two extra bowls of fried soybeans and hot and sour kelp. With these dishes, we drank them first.
After a few glasses of wine, the atmosphere was a little bit of alcohol. It gradually became less awkward and tense, and Li Yan’s voice also opened naturally.
He filled the glasses with wine one by one, and he held them up to me to make a clink with me. He really didn’t drink much. He had some alcohol in his mouth. He said: “Chen Shi, in fact, I think that even if we can’t support each other as lovers for the rest of our lives, after all, you and I have been involved for more than ten years, just this heavy burden Time accumulation, we should not so scribble farewell, we should make the farewell picture more grand. Like tonight, it’s good. Despite all the hustle and bustle, we can sit peacefully together, order some wine and vegetables, take a few bottles of wine and have a good meal. This is not a short time away from your previous high school. After this meal, we can go there for a walk, where our story begins and ends. This is also good. At least there is a head and tail echo. You see, that’s fine. It ends where it starts. ”
Thanks to the paralysis of alcohol, my nerve reaction was a little slow, so I was able to avoid the pricking of these words. I can still win like a winner: “right, you are right. Writing a composition also requires a head and tail echo. Ha ha ha, your proposal is good, creative, ha ha ha.”
It’s just that in the prolonged laughter, it’s always like the juice squeezed from the stems and leaves of Coptis chinensis. It’s bitter and has a long history.
Fortunately, Li Yan either didn’t hear it, or he did. He didn’t care much about whether the woman who could no longer conquer him with charm was upset by him.
Li Yan said that if he wanted to give a tip, the effect was that the dishes came up one after another soon, and the whole table was full in a twinkling of an eye.
In the cold winter, all the dishes give off light fog, which fascinates my eyes and makes me be myself.
I just opened a bottle of wine. I poured less for Li Yan and more for myself. Anyway, I rely on alcohol to free myself. I can easily give a reason for cheering. After seven or eight circles, I feel that the whole Huilai County is my world.
In a word, Li Yan was paying the bill at the end of the show. I put most of the remaining bottles of wine in my arms. I think if I drink more, the whole Huilai dog will follow me.
Li Yan put his wallet back in his pocket. He gestured to me to go out. Then he saw that I was holding half a bottle of wine. He said, “what are you doing with that thing? Don’t take it.”
I shook my head more tightly: “I’m going to take it. I’m going to take it to school and go to the playground to drink. I haven’t had a drink in the playground yet. ”
Li Yan pulled out his wallet again. He said to the waiter who had not yet had time to withdraw the money: “take another bottle of this wine. I’ll pack it and take it away.”
From the Food City, I carry half a bottle, Li Yan carries a whole bottle, we walk in the cold wind, just like a pair of madmen.
At this time, the school had been studying in the evening, and there were a lot of people coming and going at the school gate. We were in the crowd, and we didn’t give much questioning to the security guards, so we entered the school.
In the past, the shabby little playground had been planned into a very neat shape. On such a cold day, those teenage boys and girls had no idea. There were many people dancing in the playground. Li Yan and I walked all the way. When we came to the corner near the canal, we put aside the laughter from our youth.
Sitting on the sand pool, I took the wine out of my arms and raised it to Li Yan: “come on, let’s go. Cheers.”
Before Li Yan came over, I was driven by the strength of wine. I made a fuss: “ah, no way. Your bottle of wine is more than mine. It can’t work like this. You have to put some in my bottle. Come on, Li Yan, pour some for me. Let’s have the same wine. Then we can compete to see who can drink fast. “In a word, Li Yan took the wine bottle in my hand without saying much. He turned the bottle mouth to the bottle mouth. For a moment, he turned his hand over. There were more bottles on my side, so he had to go back.
So again and again, when he got two bottles of the same amount, my neck was almost straight.
When I took back the wet bottle that Li Yan handed me, I began to speak freely with alcohol. I jokingly said, “I just took a sip of this wine bottle, and you still put it together with your bottle mouth. Is this indirect kissing?”
It’s a bit of wine. Li Yan also let himself go. He put up his fingers and said, “no, it’s not indirect kissing. It’s only like this.”
During the conversation, Li Yan put his right index finger to his lips. He stretched it out coldly, rubbed my lips like a dragonfly, and then took it back. He said, “in this way, indirect kissing.”
If I was struck by a lightning strike, I felt it for a long time. I licked my lips subconsciously: “Li Yan, let’s kiss goodbye. Is there a song by Jacky Cheung? There’s a line in it that says, I kiss you goodbye, in the street with no one
instead of answering me right away, Li Yan took the initiative to touch the bottle in his hand heavily. He drew back to the mouth of the bottle and drank it fiercely. He drank the last drop of wine all the time. He put the empty bottle on the sand and wiped off the overflowing hops with his fingers and lips His arm stretched out towards my neck, and he suddenly made a hook with the force of imprisonment to send my face to him. Li Yan’s voice line was like a blur of paint washed away by water, but it was clear in my ears.
“Drunk people, no matter how much out of line and indulgence, will be forgiven in the end, right?”
His lips stick to mine.
Maybe we have been blown by the cold wind for too long, even if our lips and teeth are close to our forehead, the cold feeling can’t go away. These chills also make the kiss become scribbled and insipid. We are like strangers for the first time. We just rely on our body’s instinctive palpitations to get close to each other, warm up, and nothing else.
However, Li Yan and I, after all, even heating, but the effect is mediocre.
Finally, when Li Yan released me, there was no embarrassment between us even after we were driven forward by impulse.
Well, this is the end of the story, or the end of my story with him.
I buried my face to sniff. I resisted several deep breaths with the wind, so that I could bear the tear glands which became more and more fragile. I pretended to be calm: “you are too boring, Li Yan. Even if you don’t finally become no longer love me, I may soon get tired of you. Say good drunk into a dog, but you don’t even drink a drink on their own. You leave me to drink alone, which makes me feel like a lonely lunatic. You are so boring. ”
Li Yan clapped his hands and said, “I’ll wash my hands.”
It took him almost ten minutes to come back. The more he walked, the more erratic and staggering he became. It seems that the wine he had poured into his body like a cricket had already been on his head.
Slowly sitting back to me, Li Yan barely straightened his body. His tone was light: “when you finish drinking this bottle of wine, we will withdraw.”
Can I take a sip of this half bottle of wine and boil it slowly until it turns white?
But I have children. I have a brother who I want to be nice to for the rest of my life. I also want to see her sister-in-law who gives birth to a baby. I also have many friends who I want to see with my own eyes. I have mixed too many identities. I can’t just be myself.
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So, I boil this bottle of wine and ponder it for 59 minutes. I put down some hazy wine bottles that I could cover. I stood up and stroked my hair that was blown away by the wind. I tried to keep my voice line from being interrupted by the wind: “Li Yan, the school is almost closed. If we don’t go, we’ll go over the wall. ”
There are street lamps in the sports ground, but the light is not very full, which makes Li Yan’s face buried in a dark, his voice suddenly lowered several degrees: “goodbye, 18-year-old Chen Shi. Goodbye, 23-year-old Chen Shi. Goodbye, 28 year old Chen Shi. Goodbye, no matter what age, I have left an indelible brand of Chen Shi in my memory. Next life, to see if there is a chance to meet you next life, if there is, I will be a good man, I will not provoke you, I will not bring you so many ups and downs, I will not bring you so much harm, I will not let you shed so many tears. That’s it. If I have a chance to see you again in my next life, I’ll be a quiet stranger. Even if I look at you in the crowd again, I can’t forget the palpitation you brought me when I first met you. I’ll choose to laugh with you. This will really be the last time we meet Chen Shi. In the future, I will be more careful and try my best to avoid the coincidence with your activity track. I will not dance wildly in your world any more. You don’t want to be disappointed in men and life just because you don’t have such a happy man. You’re very nice. You’re the best girl I’ve ever met and the one I look at differently. You’ll definitely meet the good man who treats you as always. You’ll be very nice. “To tell you the truth, even though Li Yan and I have been fighting for so many years, in fact, the relationship between me and him is very poor. He seldom attacks my soul with such sentimental words a few times, but I don’t feel abrupt and awkward. On the contrary, it’s very easy for me to be brought into these ups and downs by him.
I brought him such a parallelism sentence, and I raised my voice a little bit: “well, goodbye, 23-year-old Li Yan. Goodbye, 28 year old Li Yan. Goodbye, 33 year old Li Yan. Goodbye, Li Yan, who broke into my world without my permission but wanted to escape from my world without my permission. Next life, next life, if we still have the chance to meet, I will restrain my crazy, I must not because you look at me more, I played a movie in my heart that even our child’s name is good, I will not give you the opportunity to bring you full of thorns and creeping, I will not give you the opportunity to let you bring me wind and rain, I will not Tears for you. I will strive to be the most common and ordinary myself, and I will live a particularly plain life. I may start to talk about my boyfriend when I am 25, or I may go on a blind date when I am 30 years old. I will live the opposite life when I am with you. As for from now on, I will try my best to restrain myself. As long as you don’t contact me, I won’t take the initiative to contact you again. I hope you don’t owe me any more and live the life you want. When you fall in love with others, you don’t need to consider me. Just live your life according to your idea. ”
After a pause, I pointed to the two roads that diverged at the exit of the sports ground, and I said, “let’s go our separate ways here. Out of this intersection, we will go our separate ways completely. ”
The outline was still deep in the night, and Li Yan said in a calm voice, “OK.”
My heart is like a bunch of bright pig grass, which is pulled and sawed by the sickle, and the pain is very sour.
We share the same goal with Li Yan, and finally converge on the road connecting the school gate. We each occupy one side, and finally we go out of these chaos together.
Outside the school gate, there are two cars.
One is the Land Rover Li Yan used to drive, and the other is mine.
As soon as Li Yan got into his car, the car opened quickly, and Xiao Guo’s face came into my view.
He weighed the car key and said to me, “Miss Chen, it’s Mr. Li who called me to pick you up.”
Oh.
This word, in fact, I finally let it rot in my throat.
I didn’t make a sound.
Because I don’t want to choke when I make a sound, it will betray the loneliness that I don’t want to show easily.
was in the hotel tossing and turning all night, and I woke up Wutong myself to make a OK makeup for myself. I asked Guo to take me around the county town, and I looked at what I bought for local products. I wanted to let Xiao Guo go to Foshan to give Chen Yihe some taste, but I called Chen Yihe at high speed, he told me Daikin and Shenzhen Indus. He and his sister-in-law have been transferred back to Shenzhen by Dajin. They are packing their bags now. He expects to get Shenzhen in the evening. Let me stop running around.
Well, I’m disappointed in the love scene. Has my family come to save the scene? In the deep part of
cloud, it is located near the Wutong Mountain tunnel. In other words, Chen Yihe wants to move here. After that, I will take years to go around and walk.
In that case, I went straight home.
That night, I took Nian en to verify that our mother and son really went to Chen Yihe’s staff dormitory without any effort.
In any case, Nian en likes his aunt very much. As soon as he sees her, he makes an effort to arch Dai Xiaohong, which makes Chen Yihe suddenly throw his suitcase on the ground. He makes a fuss and raises his voice: “en en! Don’t lean against your aunt, she has a baby in her stomach
My God, the good news! Chen Yihe is very strict!
After the surprise, I subconsciously pulled nian’en back, and I said, “nian’en, you listen to my uncle. An’an is on my mother’s side. Don’t accidentally touch my aunt’s stomach.”
Nian en was still a little confused. He looked at me and then at Chen Yihe. He was at a loss: “does my aunt have a baby? Where is it? ”
After rubbing his hands, Chen Yihe stepped forward and rubbed Nian en’s head. His voice softened: “the baby is still in my aunt’s stomach. When the baby is ripe, en en can see it.”
Dai Xiaohong glanced at Chen Yihe. She said in a slightly angry tone: “you’re in a hurry. You’re so loud. You scare en en.”
Chen Yihe grinned two times: “I’m not worried. It’s not easy for me to get pregnant. And I did my homework on the Internet yesterday, which means pregnant women can’t touch their children? It’s not good for pregnant women and children. ”
“Well, don’t look at that blindly in the future. There’s no scientific basis at all. I’m not so busy every few days. I’ll come back to you with some parenting books. ”
When Chen Yihe was clearly arranged, Dai Xiaohong held out her hand to take nian’en. Then she took out a small but exquisite model plane and put it into nian’en’s hand. She said, “en likes airplanes very much. My aunt asked her friends to buy them and gave them to her.”I don’t know why I like airplanes so much. As soon as Nian en got it, he began to think about it.
Only in this way can I make room to ask Dai Xiaohong: “Er, sister-in-law, what a big happy event. Why didn’t you tell me when we called a few days ago?”
Dai Xiaohong patted me on the back of the hand and said, “it’s not your brother. He won’t let me tell you. He said you’re busy. If you know, you have to go to Foshan from Shenzhen to see me. He said, “we’ll let you know when we move in and we’re close.”
This is Chen Yihe, really!
I didn’t mean to ask Dai Xiaohong about the exact date of her pregnancy. I remembered that Dai Xiaohong and we were so upset by Wang Kaide a while ago, and I was worried. So I asked, “sister-in-law, have you had a prenatal examination? B ultrasound is necessary to take a picture
“I went to shoot early.”
Dai Xiaohong’s tone clearly showed a thick sweetness: “it’s not your brother. He is so smart, but he doesn’t have common sense. When he reads the website on Baidu, he worries about whether it will be ectopic pregnancy or hydatidiform mole. Anyway, he knows to think in a bad direction. He scares himself. He’s so flustered that he drags me to the doctor on the day I measure it out At the end of the week, he dragged me to the shopping mall over the ancestral temple. He wanted to buy this and that too. He spent more than 6000 yuan to buy things for me. He really was. I said before that thrift is a virtue. When it’s his turn to buy things, I can’t hold his hand at all. ”
It’s hard to smile comfortably. I grabbed Dai Xiaohong’s words and said, “come on, sister-in-law, I’ll put the words here today. You’ll tell my brother not to buy things blindly. He’s a big man who knows what to buy. Like baby’s diaper, milk powder, quilt, small clothes, small cushion, anyway, whether it’s for you or the child to use in the future, it’s all on me. I want to be a loving aunt, ha ha. It’s my first time to be an aunt. I want to be a unique and good aunt in the world. Ha ha, don’t refuse me, or I will be unhappy. ”
As soon as he heard that I was going to spend money, Chen Yihe couldn’t help interrupting: “Xiaoshi, you also have a family and children. You should think more about yourself. Don’t always think about subsidizing us. Don’t make your quality of life decline.”
On the issue of money, I can finally be very tough, I joked: “OK, Chen Yihe, you don’t know how much money I have now. Don’t say you have a baby. Even if you have a football team, I can guarantee everything. I don’t want to say that spending tens of thousands of yuan will affect my quality of life. Even if I accidentally lose 100000 and 200000 yuan, I have nothing to do. Don’t always think about what I’ll do. I know what I can do. ”
“You little stone, look what you say.”
But Chen Yihe said, “you are just a child now, and en en is also clever. You don’t know how to toss you around. If you want to buy this and that for you, you can say it easily. When you have two more children with Xiaoyan, you will know how much pressure it is to raise a group of children. You’d better take your money easy. ”
Ah, how come the topic comes back to Li Yan.
This day, it’s really late.
As a result, I had to casually find a beginning and stagger Chen Yihe’s stubble.
I know Dai Xiaohong’s health is different now, and I didn’t bother them to eat far away. I asked Chen Yihe to put down his luggage first, so we went around the industrial park and found a clean looking restaurant for a meal.
I’m afraid that nian’en still sticks to Dai Xiaohong to play with him, which affects Dai Xiaohong’s rest. As soon as I eat, I quickly pull this bear child home.
Relying on the good news of Dai Xiaohong’s pregnancy, I can keep my mood safe for the next few days.
During this period, I met with Tan Xing. After I worked out the details of the cooperation agreement with her as planned, I naturally conveyed Li Jianguo’s idea to her.
Unexpectedly, Tan Xing did not shy away from telling me. Frankly speaking, from the perspective of selfishness, she has completely lost her heart to Li Zengqian. She no longer expects that this kind of half footed man is about to step into the coffin, but she does not know what kind of dependence and admiration the stable man can give her. She is not willing to let Wen Wen get involved with Lao Li’s family again. She is now working steadily Her income is also stable. She has no pressure to raise a child by herself, but she is a very pessimistic person in her heart. She is afraid that she will be ranked too high in Yama’s book of life and death. She is afraid that she will be left helpless one day. So for the sake of her child’s future, she is willing to let Wenwen try to integrate into Lao Li’s family, and she is willing to help her I give my child the surname Li. She doesn’t ask Li Jianguo to give her children how much money and how much property. She only asks Li Jianguo to put aside the gratitude and resentment between adults and not treat Wen Wen differently. She also made a special statement that if she felt that Li Jianguo had slighted Wen Wen, she would overthrow her and completely cut off the bond between her child and the old Li family.
Of course, I have no ability to tell Li Jianguo every word that Tan Xing said. But by racking my brains, I finally reduced her meaning to 95%. In this way, Li Jianguo was excited.Well, I have completed the task entrusted to me by Li Jianguo.
After that, Tan Xing did come home with Wen Wen one after another to play with Nian en. Li Jianguo was very keen to participate in it. When he watched the two children not snatch toys for them, I could sit in the yard with Tan Xing and have a chat with him. The atmosphere was good.
Later, the cooperation between Tianjian and me completely became a black and white nail in the coffin, and there was another Li Chun who came home at the weekend. Although there are many chopsticks for many people, I have a headache because of Li Chun’s frequent running.
Yes, everyone thinks that the food from private restaurants is delicious. Li Chun thinks that it can’t work. Later, he is more reckless and throws the food materials directly into the kitchen, and then he calls me to do it like an old man. So I can sink down well and spend the weekend in the bustle.
In fact, this is also very good.
In this way, I seldom think of Li Yan. I seldom think of the heavy snow in the wolf tower when I first met him. I seldom think of the way he looked at me from afar. I also don’t think of the car he drove more than 1000 kilometers to celebrate my birthday. I don’t think of the heavy meaning he gave to me by the three words “I love you” for the first time He would never take it back from me.
If I think less, I will avoid being pierced by thousands of arrows.
From the school gate that night, I did not see Li Yan again.
The wedding photo he promised to send me was carried to me by a sunny courier with a shallow smile and the baby I bought for Dai Xiaohong on a rainy day. I demolished seven or eight couriers in a row before I got it. I just pulled out one of them and I was in a daze. After that, I was more and more upset. Finally, I had to take it for granted that I was too busy to arrange Excuse, I used the bag attached to the express to carry all the photos, and I stuffed it into the deepest corner of the cabinet.
As for Nian en, he should often get in touch with Li Yan. From time to time, he talks about where his father has gone on business, where his father has been, and what gifts his father has bought for him.
In order not to spoil the children’s interest, I strongly support and agree with Nian en, but my mouth seems to grow a weed as desolate.
As time goes on, or Li Chun did make some efforts to push me into the rich woman’s circle, or I won the plagiarism case of the industry leader mengtan before, so that more resources can pay attention to me. After that project was put on the agenda, a steady stream of women began to meet with me. Some of them were arrogant, some were quiet, but most of them were lonely One thing they have in common is that most of them are as gorgeous as blooming roses, but they are also as faint and decadent as the roses that are about to open to the end.
I was suddenly a little lucky that I had a craft that could not only pass the time, but also let me find a sense of existence.
I wish I could turn out more than a dozen hands to squeeze him. Li Chun gave me another batch of guests here. I had to rush forward. After a round, the new year was coming.
Nian en was very upset about Li Yan’s inability to go home to spend the new year with him, but after all, he was still a child. After receiving the model plane delivered by Li Yan, he quickly adjusted his mood and had a good time.
The reunion dinner is on my side.
At this time, the fruits and vegetables I planted in the yard have grown very strong, so I put the dining place on the roof.
Because Dai Xiaohong is pregnant, Chen Yihe doesn’t want to take her to work hard. They are in Shenzhen for the new year. Naturally, they are also included in my invitation.
From the beginning to the end, Chen Yihe squatted on Dai Xiaohong’s side and stood by at any time. I went out several times to get things, and I could see all kinds of sticky love. I felt as comfortable as having drunk ginseng tea.
Tan Xing also came with Wen Wen. When he arrived in nianen, the whole person was alive, and the two children soon became a group.
Of course, Li Chun also came.
He came with Li Lilan.
I don’t know when Li Chun began to eat and live Li Lilan. Anyway, with only one look in her eyes, Li Lilan shrugged her head around Li Chun, and she didn’t dare to touch anything.
Because of the colder weather, I prepared hot pot and barbecue for the two children. I also made some snacks and noodles for the two children. Anyway, the guests and the guests enjoyed the meal.
In the past, Nian en wanted to sleep with me after a whole day of Sahuan. He was close to the bed, and then he snored slightly. I looked at his nearly 90% similar face with Li Yan, and my heart began to roll uncontrollably.
Where will Li Yan be at this time? Because he no longer loves me, because he has to avoid me. He is far away from all the troubles, but also away from the fireworks that he should enjoy. Is he alone in such a reunion atmosphere?
Then I realized that I hadn’t seen him for two months.
Or, this is what I want in the dynasty, never meet each other, go to the magnificent.
But even if I have made a grand farewell with a sense of ceremony, even if I say goodbye again and again, my heart is still engaged in an endless tug of war with me. In fact, I don’t agree with him from the bottom of my heart. The story between me and him has come to an end.And I, in the spring, at the wedding of Dajin and Meng Xiaoxiao, once again met Li Yan without accident and suspense.
It’s also this encounter. It’s like a bubbly wine opener. It opens up those repressed years. So the truth that can’t wait to erupt makes me cry all the time even if I try to twitch my nose and press my eyes.
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