Hellish Deep Love - Chapter 333

However, no matter how strong the smoke is, it will eventually disappear. If I am choked by Li Chun’s words, I will go back to reality. I am choked by the inexplicable emotion in my throat for a long time. I cough so hard that my internal organs have to shake up. Only in this way can I restore the function of speaking. I asked with all doubts: “what do you say, Li Chun? Say goodbye to me? Are you going to leave Shenzhen for another place? What happened to jianwanjia and Baolun that day? Do you want to leave them all alone? ”

“I found that I really can’t take it too seriously to say something to you little girl. You only have a straw bag in your head, and you don’t have any interest in being a human being. For a straight girl like you, I can really kill three people with one slap.”

With his face slightly buried, Li Chun deliberately slowed down his speaking speed, and he almost said one word at a time: “Lao Tzu’s farewell to you is not the traditional geographical separation and farewell. Lao Tzu’s farewell to you is to say goodbye to the past, to say goodbye to the disappointment you brought to my world. Forget it, I can’t tell you that you should raise pigs when you study. I’ll have a drink later. I’m in a better mood. I’ll talk to you more. Now that I’m talking to you, I can make you angry at any time. ”

Oh.

I seem to understand Li Chun’s meaning, but I don’t seem to understand it very well. I am so deep in the hazy, indulging with the darkness created.

The wine came up quickly.

The aroma of wine and fruit is wanton and arrogant. It constantly rushes my nose, which makes me sniff a little lower.

His action was rough. When Li Chun poured wine into my glass, he let the wine spill over the table until he poured it to the top of the glass, and then he poured it to himself.

Looking at the tadpole like wine River on the table, I thought that if I pour wine according to Li Chun’s way, I really need to order ten bars. After all, each bar doesn’t have much to drink.

First of all, I’m always embarrassed. In fact, I’ve only used busyness to suppress myself over the past few months. This time I met Li Yan at dajinmeng’s wedding, my mood was like breaking a hole, and his indifference to me was more like a hook, constantly pulling out my worries. That kind of powerlessness has been pressing heavily on my heart I’m not breathing well, and I really need a good drink.

As a result, I didn’t care that the overflowing sweet and sticky wine would stick to my hands. I took the initiative to grab the cup and raised it to make a toast to Li Chun. Then I raised my neck a few times and drank it in one gulp.

But he didn’t drink it. Li Chun just fixed his eyes on my face. He stared at me. I put down my glass and wiped off the wine. He suddenly laughed: “you little girl, other things are a little rusty. When I drink, these sounds come into my ears and roar like thunder. My disordered brain gradually calms down. I’ll try again one by one Looking back at Li Chunfang, I can see that there is a complex emotion in my heart, which is hard to describe.

In my limited memory, Li Chun’s heartfelt expression to me, apart from this time, there are two other times when he is also reckless by drinking, but his previous two times add up to less than one tenth of this time.

I have to admit that the total shock of those two times is less than the half point of this time.

After all, only this time can I really touch Li Chun’s undisguised heart.

Yes, Li Chun, he only once removed all his whitewashed and covered up rambles. He presented his clear and fragile heart like a lake to me. He delivered it to me so calmly that he didn’t even think that I would take it over and lay it down or drop it on the ground, fragmented.

Or, this is his fearlessness after his epiphany.

As if there were ants crawling around, I looked at Li Chun who was drunk. I couldn’t just leave him behind. I finally asked the owner to turn up the air conditioner a little. I sat opposite Li Chun and drank slowly.

Time doesn’t stop.

This drunken exile lasted until early two o’clock in the afternoon when Li Chuncai slowly woke up. He either really forgot what he said to me at the moment of the most alcohol, or he deliberately avoided it. However, he did deliberately open an insurmountable moral gap between me and him. He raised his eyes and put me into the field of vision“ I’ll call you only one, sister-in-law. ”

No matter my first meeting with Li Chun, Li Chun taught me a lesson in society with his unique rude way. No matter whether Li Chun included me again and again for the sake of interests, and no matter how many times he hurt me with extremely hurtful words, I can’t care what kind of prodigal he was. It still can’t change that Li Chun has given me many of the most sincere It’s the truth of the matter.

When all the complicated tides are gone, when the dust is full of the place where it should stay, when the mist is gone, and the clear return, all the things Li Chun has done before seem to become less noisy and complicated, and the naked purity makes my eyes suddenly red.

Like completely abandoning the fact that Li Yan and I were divorced, I accepted Li Chun’s self demarcation with peace of mind. I nodded heavily: “well, brother!”Pause for a few seconds, my tone in the astringent meaning hard to fade: “you still early to find a sister-in-law back, grandfather every day looking forward to see you get married and set up a room.”

“I don’t know what the old man is worried about. He wants to go on a blind date on my condition. Many women break their legs and want to come up and tell me stories. Apart from anything else, my body, my face, and the glittering experience, which is not a fatal attraction to women. ”

Li Chun narrowed her eyes slightly, and her eyes were red and bloody because of alcohol. His tone became more and more indifferent: “but what do I do to be good? Why do I want to be a woman casually. So far, I have met the only person who is a little suitable for me and equal to me, only Wu Haian. It’s a pity that she couldn’t bear the blow of being rejected by Laozi, so she just found a dock to dock. I can’t go to drag the boat that has been parked at other people’s Wharf to make the old man feel at ease. It’s too immoral. ”

In fact, even though Wu Haian and Wang Tan are getting along well now, because I have witnessed Wu Haian’s madness for Li Chun, I still have a lot of doubts about Wu Haian’s choice. Now it’s rare for Li Chun to take the initiative to mention Wu Haian, and my heart is surging. I almost blurted out: “do you regret missing Wu Haian?”

“Never.”

Li Chun holds his hands in front of his chest. He looks like he’s looking at me, but in fact his eyes seem to be looking at the distance where he can reach. He shakes his head solemnly and seriously: “Wu Hai’an is the only one who has ever put the purest and warmest sincerity on me so far. No matter how dreary I am, I won’t be because she is the one The most suitable person to form a family with me, and drag the rest of her life into a meeting. Even if she and that man, er, that man is Wang Tan, even if she and Wang Tan are attracted to each other, and then they come to an end, even if she gets hurt, she can still get up. But she is different to me, as long as I give her a little hope, she will be fully devoted, she will wake up one day, she will find that I give her things as shit, that will crush her. In the love life between adults, there is less mutual support, more wishful thinking, and less response. There are many people who make do with each other to make ends meet. But the most painful part is produced in the latter. I’m not selfish enough to ask Wu Haian to renew this pain. She deserves a fresh life. ”

Li Chun took out a cigarette this time. He was familiar with the way to light it. He slowly blew out a cigarette ring: “say back to Li Yan. I will tell you why he divorced you. Of course, I didn’t prove these reasons to him personally. I came to the conclusion completely based on my own intelligence and intelligence combined with various clues. But I can assure you that these conclusions are inseparable from the truth. ”

At the beginning, I followed Li Chun all the way to Kunming for such a purpose. But after hearing Li Chun’s heart that he dared to reveal to me only by piling it up with alcohol, I was a little embarrassed to show my utilitarian heart that only cares about Li Yan. I tried my best to restrain it and pretended to be light: “OK, then you say, I’ll listen.”

His face dropped a little. Li Chun took a few puffs of smoke. He let the smoke make his face blurred again. Then he grabbed the tissue and threw it in front of me: “be prepared, take the tissue and be ready to cry.”

Although I’m used to and immune to Li Chun’s casual and casual atmosphere, because this time Li Yan is involved, and I have some bad premonitions in my heart, I’m suddenly pricked by him as if I’m sitting on a blanket. Where else can I hide myself with that kind of leisure? I’m directly overreacting “Li Chun, don’t play the game. Tell me, Li Yan. Is he ill? Did he get sick, and he didn’t want me and Nian en to worry and suffer, so that he would leave us so resolutely? ”

His expression was slow, but it did slowly become dignified. Li Chun nodded again. He destroyed my world with only one word.

He said, “well.”

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