Hellish Deep Love - Chapter 334
After dozens of hours of speculation, I finally got the confirmation of authority. Once again, I lost my promise, and my tears fell down.
I can’t understand why plots like this only appear in Korean dramas or novels by marisu should appear in my dusty life, and how many tribulations do Li Yan and I have to go through to get each other out of hell?
Li Yan’s body should have gone wrong since he had nosebleed? And he also has these premonitions, so he would be so taboo not to let me go to the doctor with him, he would also take may not have any effect of Chinese medicine in front of me, pretending to have amazing curative effect of all kinds of stew?
Then he is with sick body, into the struggle with Zhao Xianxing, Zhao Jia and other villains, he has done his best to save all the people he wants to save.
And me, I don’t know anything.
At that time, even though I firmly believed that Li Yan would not betray, my resentment towards him was clear from the bottom of my heart. I also had a confrontation with him because of Nian en. I never let him worry.
So at this moment, I hate myself.
Even if I knew that all my reactions at that time were driven by emotions that ordinary people could not completely control, I hated myself.
Will still fight for the first to rush out of tears forced to hover in the eyes, my voice in an instant hoarse: “what’s his disease? Tell me, I’m completely ready. ”
“I don’t know what’s wrong with him. But I know that his illness is accompanied by a high risk of sudden death. I don’t know whether it’s in the brain or in the blood vessels or in the heart. All I know is that Li Yan has a disease that will make him die suddenly at any time. ”
Facing my eyes hazy with tears, Li Chun rarely controlled his voice on a particularly peaceful channel: “a few months ago, Baolun Tianjian and mengzhan were competing for the vanguard in full swing. Wu Haian asked me to have a meal through a trivial work item. At the dinner table, she used all kinds of tricks to attack me. She mentioned the topic of sudden death at that time, I didn’t take it seriously at that time. After the dinner, I speculated that Wu Haian had something wrong with her. She might have brain infarction, blood vessel blockage or cardiogenic problems. She might be at risk of sudden death. Although I don’t love Wu Haian, I have known her for many years, and I have been sleeping with her for many years. Even if we haven’t broken through the most intimate line of defense between men and women, I have already regarded her as a particularly important existence in my life. I was so scared by this conjecture that I rarely dare to confirm with Wu Haian. I kept adjusting my attitude towards her. I didn’t expect that I misunderstood Wu Haian’s illness. She misunderstood me the same way. She misunderstood me that my body was in trouble. The origin of our two-way misunderstanding is that Wu Haian overheard Li Yan on the phone one day. At that time, she vaguely heard Li Yan call to mention sudden death, and also heard Li Yan mention my name. She began to speculate about it. She realized that she didn’t care about me, so she took such a side by side way to inquire about me, which also made me and her misunderstand each other’s life The symptoms of the disease. ”
His face was gradually covered with austerity, and Li Chun’s speaking speed became slower: “that day, I accidentally broke the secret that you and Li Yan had divorced. The more I thought about it, the more wrong I was. I took the initiative to talk to Wu Haian openly, and we finally solved this reverse misunderstanding. But it also shows that Wu Haian and I are all right. That’s Li Yan’s health problem. He mentioned sudden death on the phone at that time, which means him. He mentioned my name, and he may have thought about pushing me to the position of Baolun since then. ”
At this time, the cigarette was about to burn its butt. Li Chun was burned for a little while without knowing it. His hand trembled slightly and pressed the butt deep into the ashtray. He raised his eyes and looked at me: “I took over the matter of Baolun. I was inspired by that boy. He made all kinds of explicit suggestions that I was inferior to him in working ability. He deliberately made an appearance of competing with me for the decision-making power of Baolun. Anyway, I am a lonely family. I like to find a sense of existence from the shopping malls. My old horse lost his tune. As for the new project that I asked you to cooperate with again, I said that I created it by my own imagination. In fact, the plan book was handed over to me in advance by the boy. He agreed with me that as long as I had the ability to persuade you to sign the project contract with me again, he would no longer struggle with me, and he would deal with Baolun’s final decision-making power in my hands. Three days ago, I had been gloating that I had finally won his game. But now I know that I am in his game and become the chess player he wants to plan a better future for you. That boy is probably afraid that after he leaves, you will have nothing to rely on, and he is also afraid that you will completely neglect the fun of life, so he will drive you through me in silence. ”
It seems that just after a burst, my brain is in a terrible chaos. I feel like I’m temporarily speechless. I try my best to fight with my voice, but it’s still fruitless. At last, I feel like I’ve been poked by something. I finally find my language function again. I seem to say to Li Chun and say to myself: “I’m going to find Li Chun Yan, you can’t leave him alone. I’ll take him to see a doctor and find the best doctor for him. Even if he’s broke, I’ll cure him. It must be OK. Now that medicine is so developed, it must be OK. He must have nothing. He will definitely get better. He can’t throw the child to me alone. Why should he throw the child to me alone. I will cure him even if I lose my property. Why can he give up everything? I can’t connive him like this ..”In fact, how much reality is like a merciless storm, how powerless and weak my language is. The more I talk down, the more guilty I am.
First of all, although Li Chun’s tone means more and more complicated and intriguing in the unpredictable, I can still hear a faint panic.
Compared with me, after all, he is a person who has been connected with Li Yan for more than 30 years. Even though he has had a tug of war and confrontation with Li Yan, I firmly believe that he regards Li Yan as a particularly important relative in his life from beginning to end. Such a firm belief is particularly strong at this moment.
I understand Li Chun’s words. I have to wait for Wu Haian and sister Meng to work together to pave a way for me to Li Yan without any detour.
Even though I had tried my best to restrain the tearing of emotions, the wasteland in my heart was still expanding with a predatory attitude. I sniffed and coughed deliberately. I could only squeeze out a sentence in half a day: “thank you.”
“Don’t tell me that it’s useless and nutritious. I don’t just want to help you. ”
He dropped the cigarette into the ashtray, and Li Chun looked away: “it will take some time for Wu Haian to deal with this matter. You go away, you go to find Xiao Guo, you let him take you to pass the time, he will take you to places you don’t expect.”
Thinking has been imprisoned by panic, I am at a loss: “ah?”
“Xiao Guo is a bodyguard that the boy placed beside your mother and son. That boy, people also play chess, he also plays chess, he plays chess for a long time. When I first asked Xiao Guo to buy a dog, I didn’t realize that it was Li Yan who put it there to look at the door. ”
I can’t bear the stupidity accumulated on my face. Li Chun’s tone gradually became helpless. He rarely said frankly, “that boy Li Yan bought DINGHE, who was on the verge of bankruptcy and worked in Kunming before. He has provided you with help, food and drink for en en, donated money for en’s illness, and went to the hospital to help you EN en lined up to donate blood, they were all left by the boy by all means, still working there. You can ask Xiao Guo to take you back. If you look back at the road you’ve been through from time to time, you won’t forget your roots. ”
After a pause of a few seconds, Li Chun continued: “you go to DINGHE and join in the fun. Don’t go back to the hotel. You contact Liu Qingyu and she will arrange your stay tonight. You stay in Kunming for another night. After one night, it’s estimated that Wu Haibin will be almost finished. Then I’ll let her contact you directly and tell you the actual progress of ticketing. ”
My skull began to pile up again. I frowned and said, “do you want me to find Liu Qingyu? I don’t have nowhere to live. What can I do with her? If I want to stay in Kunming
“if I ask you to find her, you can find her! Don’t talk so much nonsense
Li Chun gave me a fierce look: “go away, don’t shake in front of me any more. Don’t block Lao Tzu’s vision, don’t block Lao Tzu from looking further. ”
Hesitating for a few seconds, I stood up: “Li Chun ”
” call me brother chun. It’s more forceful. ”
Raised his eyes, Li Chun glared at my eyes, there was a cold light: “let’s go.”
Without waiting for me to say anything, Li Chun waved his hand and made a particularly impatient gesture: “you go, you don’t have to buy it. I’ll call some girls out to drink and have fun later. I still have money to pay for it.”
Two steps back, I retreated from this depressing pub.
According to what Li Chun said, my heart is more and more pulling, I maintain the surface of peace, there is no one to take a response to the small Guo, heart like a knife.
, indeed, this is the position of Li Yan. I once started to go with Ding Guo and I used to use my good intentions to pull me together. They used to make complaints about me to be a landlady. They were too eager to show the photos of the year. They also tucked me out of the way, and I forgot them. Why didn’t you tell them, and didn’t you bring your kids here to show them.
And Xiao Guo, who has been playing here for two years, seems to be familiar with these colleagues. He helps me out constantly.
With Li Yan in mind, I really can’t make any effort to organize so many people to have dinner together for the time being. Finally, I gave Xiao Guo Qian to go to a nearby hotel with the highest specification that can provide buffet to buy buffet coupons. Each colleague who once helped me gave five free coupons.
The scene was lively.
From this carnival out, I seem to have been those simple sincere enthusiasm armed, I seem to become no longer afraid of the cold wind.
Let Xiao Guo go back to the hotel for a rest, I once again according to Li Chun’s instructions from the mobile phone to find out Liu Qingyu has fallen dust mobile phone number, called her in the past.
It should be that before I contacted her, Li Chun had already contacted Liu Qingyu. Her wife was not surprised when she received my phone call. She made an appointment with me to meet at the three fork of Zhongli downstairs.Facing me alone, Liu Qingyu was even more cramped. She deliberately avoided my eyes. Her mouth seemed to be glued and extremely silent.
And I was in a depressed mood originally, and I was still in a bad mood. Naturally, I was reticent and cautious.
They were silent and deadlocked for a while, but Liu Qingyu couldn’t stand it first. She said, “sister Chen Shizi, President Li called me two hours ago and asked me to arrange the accommodation for you tonight. You come with me.”
After following Liu Qingyu for a while in the lane with dancing lights, I seemed to realize something: “where are we going? Are you taking me to the house I used to rent? ”
Unexpectedly, Liu Qingyu nodded her head quickly. She said, “yes, there it is.”
I immediately became suspicious: “I have moved away for more than a year, where the lease has expired, the rent has not been paid, and the landlord has not rented it out yet?”
“After you moved to Shenzhen, I renewed the house.”
Relying on the insufficient light, Liu Qingyu gradually put down the formality, and her voice line went in the direction of lighter and shallower: “sometimes I’m depressed and depressed, and my mood needs an outlet. I don’t want to show it to my children, so I can go there to drink some wine and eat a few peanuts, and then I can go home.”
Stop a few seconds, Liu Qingyu cold not Ding throw a few words: “after you leave Kunming, I and that beast divorced, the children belong to me. Even if he’s so bad, I don’t want to let the children know that their usual man like father is so dirty and unbearable. I try to create an illusion for the children that my father is going to work far away for his family. I’m getting more and more disgusted. I can only amuse those bad emotions in this way. ”
I was shocked: “are you divorced? Why? Animals? Do you mean brother Nan did something wrong with you? ”
“Don’t call him brother Nan. Wang Weinan can’t bear your call to him. ”
His voice became more and more gloomy. Liu Qingyu gritted her teeth: “Wang Weinan, he is not a human at all. Before, he was silent every day, pretending to be honest and honest. In fact, he was bad in his bones. Before Zhongli took over the foreign trade orders that need to be reached with the help of Huanguang, in fact, the benefits were already very sluggish, and they were already on the verge of collapse. Wang Weinan at this time, he continued to keep money from me to support the outside of the small three. What I can’t forgive him most is that in order to get the rebate from the supplier, he conspired with the supplier who coveted you for a long time. Wang Weinan even in the courage of this supplier, he also opened the eyes of evil, he also wants to touch you. They’ve arranged everything, and they’re still talking about taking naked photos of you to threaten you, so that you can take whatever you want from them in the future. I’m really blind. I have three children for such scum. ”
Shocked mouth almost closed, I and Liu Qingyu that sporadic little mustard gradually disappeared, I stopped: “did not expect, Wang Weinan is such a person.”
With her shoulders drooping, Liu Qingyu slowly plucked the messy bangs. She raised her face to face me in the dim light. She coldly grabbed my hand and held it tightly: “Chen Shi, forgive me. I know you trust me, but I’ve done a lot of things to hurt you. But life in the world, there are really a lot of involuntarily. Like the original en en incident, Li always found me at that time. He only showed his identity, and I shivered. Although I have a small company, I am also timid when I face big people. Li Chun threatened me. If I didn’t cooperate with him, he would take my most important person for an operation. I have three kids. I can’t afford to bet. I’m selfish, and I also want Li Chun to mention you. When he mentions you, he has a rare gentleness in his eyes. When he takes en en, he will give en a way to live, which is equivalent to giving you a way to live. Later, Li Chun wanted you to return to Shenzhen. He showed me the things you had designed before. Even if I didn’t have any artistic skills, I could see that you shouldn’t stay in Zhongli’s temple and continue to rot. Li Chun also promised that he would take good care of you. At that time, I found out Wang Weinan’s wolf ambition again. Although he didn’t have much money, he was a little bit of a man here. I really love him I’m afraid he’ll do something wrong. I can’t cover you. I can only let you go back to Shenzhen. To tell you the truth, I know that no matter how many customers you bring in, you won’t smash my signboard. If you are here, there will be more vitality for Zhongli. In fact, from the perspective of Zhongli, I’m not willing to let you go. But I’ve seen how you survived, and I hope you can be better. You are really like my sister. I am not willing to delay you because of my selfishness. I told you so much tonight, I dare not ask your forgiveness. I’m just entrusted by Li Chun. He asked me to tell you all this. Li Chun wants you not to be too disappointed with the world and human nature. ”
It’s true. I’m used to Liu Qingyu’s utilitarianism, but I can also see how she tried her best to pull me out of the mire over the past few years. In order to give back the favor she gave me, I also tried my best to give her the only heat I had. In my personal relationship with her, I think I have established a deep enough relationship with her Thick friendship foundation, the more I like it, the more I can’t accept her so-called betrayal to me at that time.
It’s just like I couldn’t digest the slap from he Yujin and Ruan siting.People are like this. The more familiar they are, the more they care about them. The stricter the standards are.
At this moment, Liu Qingyu standing in front of me, I can hear her tone inside the chagrin, I can also see her time squeeze turbid haggard eyes thick apology, I suddenly completely open.
When I think of Li Chun’s last thoughtfulness, my heart is full of mixed feelings. After thinking for a moment, I raise my voice a little: “sister Qing, the past is gone. You also want to be open and try to get rid of those bad emotions.”
Nodding, Liu Qingyu said, “yes. What’s more, Wang Weinan had to walk at night and eventually met a ghost. When I asked for a divorce, he found people to fight with Zhongli. I didn’t get down to that tone at that time. Later, Wang Weinan felt that he was so bullied when he forced me to borrow more than 500000 yuan. He got a foreign trade company and cheated an aunt. Later, Li Yan found a lawyer for the little girl to sue him for rape, one by one Sure, he’s going to jail now. Only in this way can I feel more comfortable, and animals will be punished. This is the result that we should have. ”
Following the politeness and patience, I could hardly wait to blurt out: “you just mentioned Li Yan! Do you have contact with Li Yan? ”
“Well.”
Nodding, Liu Qingyu raised her foot. She motioned to me to follow. She said, “I don’t have a good memory because of Wang Weinan. I only remember that a few months after you went back to Shenzhen, Li Yan came here. He insisted on inviting me to dinner and talking to me about your experience in Kunming in recent years When he heard that, he cried. His fist hit the table and almost didn’t turn it over. Later, he asked me to take him to the place you used to rent. He insisted on giving me money to keep renting the house. He also asked me to take photos of you and en en. I thought he was very infatuated, so he gave him one. Almost a year later, Li Yan came to Kunming to see me again. This time, he asked me to give him the key to the house. He spent three or four days cleaning up the house and living in it himself. ”
During the conversation, Liu Qingyu turned from her bag for a long time. She took out a bunch of keys and swayed in front of me: “it wasn’t long before Li Yan continued to look for me. He gave me the spare key. He insisted on giving me money and asked me to take some time every week to help water the green plants. Every half month, he found a smart aunt to clean them. I think my aunt is more reliable than I am. What’s more, Li Yan’s money for sanitation is 1000 yuan at a time Since you left, the benefits of Zhongli are really half dead. I think 1000 yuan is a lot for me. I’ll do this by myself. No, just two days ago, I came up to do some cleaning, and I met Li Yan. As soon as he saw that I asked me to have dinner with him, he asked me to tell him about the things you had experienced before. He even liked to listen to the incident that you choked yourself once when you drank milk, which was so common that it couldn’t be more common. He really loves you so much. So Chen Shi, although I don’t quite know the whole story between you and Li Yan, I don’t know what misunderstanding you are out of. You should understand each other
this time, I couldn’t wait politely for Liu Qingyu to finish what she said. I almost blurted out: “Li Yan came here a few days ago? Qingjie, tell me, how is he? Are you in a good mental state? Did he show any discomfort? ”
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