Her Majesty’s Modern Harem - Chapter 84
“What did mother say?” Su Yunwu looked at Su Junli expectantly and asked. Now Su Yunwu’s tone of voice has eased, and his eyes have become much softer, and he no longer looks at Su Junli like a poisonous snake.
“She told me to take good care of you.”
Su Junli reached out and untied Su Yunwu’s acupuncture points, “Auntie, we don’t have many relatives left in this world, if you still want to put me to death, then do it.”
Su Yunwu looked at Su Junli without moving, “You help me find Leng Qingfeng!”
“Auntie, don’t be too attached to Leng Qingfeng, okay?”
Su Junli really didn’t know if Su Yunwu would go crazy if she knew that the person Leng Qingfeng loved was not her.
“No. I love him!” Su Yunwu said stubbornly, “He is the meaning of my existence.”
“What if the meaning ceases to exist?”
“Then I will die.”
Su Yunwu spoke without hesitation, with firm and serious eyes.
Seeing her like this, Su Junli sighed secretly in her heart, she suddenly hoped that Leng Qingfeng was dead.
“this is my mobile phone number.”
Su Yunwu reported a series of phone numbers, which surprised Su Junli. She thought that Su Yunwu would be isolated from anyone when he came to this world, but she didn’t expect that she still had a mobile phone.
“Don’t be surprised. I have been here for thirteen years, and I have my own circle, familiar people, and my own business.” Su Yunwu glanced at Su Junli who had a slightly surprised expression.
“Oh.” Su Junli looked at her dressed in black, “You are still young and energetic, why do you dress yourself up as an old witch?”
“I like.”
After Su Yunwu finished speaking, she turned around and left.
Su Junli lowered her head and entered the mobile phone number she mentioned into her mobile phone. When she looked up and turned around, she saw a person standing in front of her.
There was a denim backpack hanging diagonally, a western cowboy hat on his head, most of his face was covered by big sunglasses, and a brown short-sleeved shirt with two top buttons undone, revealing his toned chest muscles. White blue jeans, brown Martin boots. Su Junli tried to see his facial features clearly through the sunglasses, but she couldn’t see through. She just vaguely felt that his bearded lips were very familiar.
“Jun… Li…”
The person’s voice was deep and magnetic, like a matouqin being gently plucked.
Su Junli’s heart skipped a beat, the voice was so familiar.
“Cold… breeze?”
Su Junli asked suspiciously.
“Well, it’s me.”
Leng Qingfeng took off the big sunglasses that covered his face, revealing a mature face that had experienced a lot of wind and sand and years of baptism.
This face is more masculine than the slightly pale face in Dayong before, especially his eyes, as if they have gone through all the vicissitudes and returned to the calmness of a deep pool.
“You were there just now?”
Su Junli knew that he must have heard the conversation between himself and Su Yunwu, so he recognized himself with a completely changed face.
“Um.”
Leng Qingfeng nodded, looking at her with deeper and deeper eyes.
This kind of profundity has a feeling of wanting to drown people.
“My aunt was there at the time, why didn’t you come out?”
Su Junli asked.
“I don’t want to see her. I have failed her all my life, and I don’t want to fail her again.” There was a bit of sadness and guilt in Leng Qingfeng’s tone.
“She is so persistent in her love for you. If you don’t fail, you’ve already failed.”
Su Junli thought of what Su Yunwu said just now, and said helplessly, “If you didn’t love that day, why did you start?”
“If there is regret medicine in this world, I will definitely not start it, which will harm Yunwu and you.” Leng Qingfeng looked at Su Junli and said, “I’m sorry.”
“I’m sorry, you should say it to your aunt.” Su Junli’s tone became cold when he thought of calling Su Yunwu my baby and my kiss again.
“I said, I don’t want to see her anymore, because I really don’t know what face I should use to see her. Just tell her directly that I’m dead.” Leng Qingfeng said.
“If you are dead, she will definitely not have the will to live. Leng Qingfeng, I don’t have many relatives in this world. Since you loved her hypocritically back then, please continue like this.”
“I can not do it.”
Leng Qingfeng looked at Su Junli with a painful expression and said, “The reason why I have always loved her back then is that her chin and nose are very similar to yours. Now, there is no resemblance between her face and yours. How do you tell me to face a face that is almost the same as mine?”
Hearing what he said, Su Junli felt pity for her aunt.
She loves Leng Qingfeng so much, but she is just a substitute for him.
This kind of love is really heartbreaking.
“Leng Qingfeng, I don’t care what you do to me or your aunt. Since you lied at the beginning, then continue this lie until she dies. Otherwise, I will never forgive you.”
The corners of Leng Qingfeng’s lips trembled slightly, and then nodded, “In my life, she is the one I don’t want to hurt the most. I know that in this world, there is no one who can love me like her and forget her for me. She has everything. I am really moved by her love, but the more I am moved, the more I feel guilty, and the less I can face her with a heart of disappointment.”
Su Junli didn’t know what to do either.
In the face of complicated love, can there be right and wrong?
Su Yunwu was not wrong, she just fell in love with someone who didn’t love herself.
There is nothing wrong with Leng Qingfeng, he fell in love with himself.
If she was wrong, she could only be wrong, her heart was too broad, her love was too much, and she couldn’t just give it to one person.
“Jun Li, I don’t ask you to let me stand by your side, but there is something I want to tell you.” Leng Qingfeng said.
“Well. Tell me.”
Leng Qingfeng took out a cute baby clothes from his denim backpack hanging diagonally and handed it to Su Junli.
Su Junli took it in doubt, thinking to herself: Could this be the clothes I wore when I was a baby? He wouldn’t even keep this, would he?
From the fine stitching and the lily pattern of this dress, this is undoubtedly a cool and breezy handicraft.
“I gave birth to your baby, a baby girl—”
Leng Qingfeng looked at the baby clothes with sadness in his eyes, “This is what I sewed for her when she was born. She is very cute and has the same pair of red and green eyes as you used to.”
Su Junli knew that he was talking about Azai, but she didn’t understand why he said it so sadly.
“Her birth is my greatest happiness. I hug her and call your name every day.” Leng Qingfeng said.
This Okamoto told Su Junli.
“only-“
Tears suddenly overflowed from Leng Qingfeng’s eyes, “She was lost later. I have been looking for it for many years, but I have been unable to find her. Junli, I’m sorry, I didn’t protect our daughter well.”
“How did she get lost?” Su Junli was puzzled.
“The isolated island I was on became two disputed territories. Every day, artillery bombarded it from time to time, which frightened our child and made her cry day and night. I had to leave by boat, but unexpectedly, the boat was bombarded by artillery fire. , I was shot, fell into the sea and lost consciousness. When I woke up, I was already on a strange coast, but the baby was gone. I have traveled all over the world over the years, but I can’t find it. Jun Li, I’m really sorry.” Leng Qingfeng’s tone was a little choked up, and his eyes became more and more painful.
“Leng Qingfeng, don’t be sad, I’ve already found that child.” Su Junli hesitated for a moment.
Leng Qingfeng reached out to hold her arms in surprise, and asked anxiously, “Really? Where did you find it? Where is she now? Can you take me to meet her? I miss her so much!”
Pity the motherly hearts of the world!
Seeing Leng Qingfeng like this, Su Junli really couldn’t feel disgusted, nodded and said: “Yes, she is here in Xinjiang.”
Leng Qingfeng couldn’t care less anymore, and excitedly reached out to hug Su Junli into his arms, and murmured: “Thank you, Junli, thank you.”
Leng Qingfeng’s embrace has the gentleness unique to a mature man, and it also has a bit more mellowness that has gone through vicissitudes and is full of sadness.
Most importantly, this kind of embrace is too familiar.
Many people’s love memories often come from childhood memories.
Su Junli’s father was afraid of her demon-like eyes, so he rarely hugged her intimately. In her childhood, the person who held her like a father and brother and held her high on her shoulders was the man in front of her.
Yes, it was undeniable that she was attached to the embrace of the man in front of her.
This kind of embrace made her feel safe and dependent.
However, only for a moment, Leng Qingfeng quickly let go of her hands, like a child who has done something wrong, and said with a bit of guilt and sadness, “I’m sorry, I was in a hurry, I know , you hate me for hugging you.”
His words brought back Su Junli’s memories.
The night before Leng Qingfeng and Su Yunwu got married, he was drunk and found her in the back mountain. He reached out to hug her, but she pushed her away forcefully, and said with disgust in his eyes: “Leng Qingfeng , let go of your dirty hands, I hate it when you hug me, don’t touch me in the future!”
She said that at that time because she was very sad, sad that he betrayed her and married Su Yunwu.
Hearing her saying that she hates him hugging her, Leng Qingfeng’s cheeks that were flushed from being drunk immediately turned pale, he staggered back a few steps, and fell to the ground.
And she walked away without even looking at him.
Su Junli really wanted to tell him that in fact, not only did she not hate his hugs, on the contrary, she liked his hugs very much, and his hugs gave her so many good memories.
It’s just that, being selfish and possessive, she couldn’t bear these hands and hugged other women.
“Junli, I have never hugged Yunwu before.”
Leng Qingfeng said with tenderness and sincerity in his eyes, “Yunwu and I have never been married. After we got married, we also slept in our own rooms.”
ah?
Su Junli looked at Leng Qingfeng in puzzlement and shock, “How is this possible?”
“Although Yunwu looks a bit like you, she is not you after all. Many times, I tried to hug her, but I had psychological resistance. I could only tell her that I am still in cultivation and cannot contact her. And she also respected me!” Leng Qingfeng bowed his head.
Su Junli blinked.
Does Leng Qingfeng love herself so deeply?
“Then why did you help her rebel and put me to death?” Su Junli asked with deep eyes.
“I just want to prove that I also have the qualifications to be a queen, I can stand side by side with you, and I want you to look at me more.” Leng Qingfeng said.
Su Junli knew that Leng Qingfeng’s skill was a bit stronger than his own that day. If he hadn’t given up resisting, he would never have cut off his right leg by himself, nor would he have been pushed off the black cliff by himself.
It turned out that he did so much not to support his aunt’s ambition, but to make himself look at him more.
In order to realize his wish of becoming a queen, his aunt did not hesitate to plot against him.
Both of them are very affectionate people!
And the person who caused their tragedies was himself!
Su Junli suddenly felt that it was difficult for her to breathe!
She would rather everything is as she imagined before: the aunt is ambitious, the wife sings and the husband follows.
That way, she could justifiably loathe them, kill them, trample them.
As a result, all this is not like this, and the root of all is from the deepest love!
“Junli, do you know? That day you were drunk in the back mountain, you pinned me down and made me sleep, I was so happy that I was trembling. That night was the happiest night of my life.” Leng Qingfeng’s voice filled the distance The longing, the happiness of memories in the eyes.
What happened to that night, because Su Junli was drunk, she didn’t have much memory. She just remembered that she overwhelmed someone and thought it was a concubine in the harem, but she didn’t expect that it would be a cold breeze.
And this night, with Azai.
“Leng Qingfeng, I am moved by your deep affection for me, but you have gone wrong. If your heart is only for me, you should not agree to your aunt. However, I want to tell you that I have never hated you Your hug, on the contrary, your hug has given me too many memories, it is the warmth of my childhood, and I will never forget it.” Su Junli shook her head slightly and said, “But, unless my aunt untie her knot, let go For your obsession, otherwise, you still can’t stand by my side and become my man, because I promised my grandma that I will take good care of my aunt.”
A hint of frustration appeared on Leng Qingfeng’s face, but soon he smiled slightly and said: “Okay, I will always be watching you from a distance.”
These words made Su Junli’s soft heart move again.
This man, since he was a child, has been looking at him, and he is determined, this can’t help but move me.
She glanced at his right leg and found that the leg in the trousers was still straight, she couldn’t help but asked in doubt: “How is this leg better?”
Leng Qingfeng bent over and lifted up the leg of the jeans, it turned out that he had replaced with a mechanical prosthetic leg.
“I was so cruel to you that day, didn’t you resent me?”
Su Junli asked with a bit of sadness.
Leng Qingfeng shook his head, looked at her and smiled softly, “Actually, I hope you can pierce my heart with a sword and let me die in your hands. That is also my happiness.”
“You are so stupid!”
“Junli, perhaps, I am the same type of person as Yunwu, and I am too paranoid about love. Even if you stab me ten or eight times, I don’t think it will be more painful than you say you hate my hug. I also I know, you are not very ruthless to me, you clearly had the opportunity to pierce my heart, but you moved the sword down, only cut off my leg, and kicked me off the black cliff, but because the life of the night guard was affected It’s just a threat from Yunwu. Compared to me, Ye Na has a deeper meaning to you. Of course, he also knows how to love you more than I do, and walk on you with all his body, but I, even though I love you, also love you. I love myself more, that’s why I did such an act of anger to agree to Yun Wu’s marriage proposal, and that’s why I wanted you to look at me one more time…”
Leng Qingfeng murmured, that posture, that tone, as if he wanted to express all his emotions for so many years.
Su Junli listened quietly to his narration, and couldn’t help reaching out to touch his cheek with prickly beard, and said guiltily: “I’m sorry, I really don’t know, it turns out that loving someone can still be like this I have always been selfish, and I have always taken it for granted that others love me, but I really don’t know how to love, whether it is to Ye or to you. “
“Jun Li—”
Touched by her slender and gentle hand on the cheek, a warm current surged in the cold wind’s heart, he stretched out his hands excitedly, and grabbed her hand that caressed his cheek, his eyes were as tender as water, and he called out in a hoarse voice, “Can I hug you again?”
Even a person whose heart is as hard as iron, it is impossible to refuse such a request from someone who is so devoted to him at this time. What’s more, Su Junli is also a very affectionate and sexual person.
She threw herself into Leng Qingfeng’s arms.
Leng Qingfeng excitedly stretched out his hands to hug her tightly, put one hand on her slender waist, and the other around her neck, so that her head was close to his heart.
If possible, how much he wanted to embed her in his body, never to be separated.
He really regretted that he was so stupid before, even if he couldn’t become her queen, so what? At least he can hug her openly every day, undress her and go to bed for her!
Lying on his strong chest, listening to the powerful beating of his heart, Su Junli knew that it was the heart beating for herself.
“Junli Junli Junli, I love you so much and miss you!”
Leng Qingfeng put his chin against the top of her hair and murmured.
Su Junli raised her head, her soft lips just touched his bearded chin—
A strange emotion flowed between the two of them.
Leng Qingfeng’s lips were dry, he couldn’t help sticking out his tongue, and gently licked his dry lips.
To Su Junli, this inadvertent action of his had a certain kind of **** allure, which aroused her lustful impulse.
She tiptoed slightly, stuck out her tongue, and gently licked his lips.
“Yup…”
This sudden stimulation caused a groan of ecstasy to overflow from the corners of Leng Qingfeng’s lips, making him unable to believe that the happiness in front of him was real. Therefore, he never dared to move, letting her nimble tongue domineeringly pry Opened his lips, and burrowed into his mouth like a snake.
Huge is that the tingling sensation began on the tip of his sensitive tongue and spread all over his body.
He closed his eyes, enjoying the tide-like kiss, and his tongue began to respond…
Kissing and kissing, he suddenly burst into tears, hitting Su Junli’s face drop by drop.
Su Junli was a little taken aback by the sudden coolness, opened his eyes, and saw a pair of pupils full of tears and thin lips trembling with excitement.
She has hugged and kissed many men, she has never encountered such a situation, and never knew that there would be someone who would shed tears like this in the lingering love.
When the day and night reunited, he also shed tears, but it was just a drop.
Looking at his tearful eyes, Su Junli felt very heartbroken.
She pulled his head down, her soft lips wanted to kiss away the tears from the corners of his eyes, who knew, the more she kissed, the more tears she would shed.
This man looks so thick on the outside, but he looks like he’s made of water. How come there are so many tears?
“Uncle Qingfeng, don’t cry, okay? Your tears fell on my heart.”
Su Junli called out the name she had been calling him since she was a child. Ever since he was going to marry Su Yunwu, she has been calling him Leng Qingfeng coldly.
Hearing this address, Leng Qingfeng changed from weeping silently to crying loudly, hugging Su Junli tightly, crying extremely terribly, like a child without parents.
He cried until Su Junli’s heart trembled.
“Jun Li, call me one more time, okay?” Leng Qingfeng said in a crying voice.
“Uncle Qingfeng, Uncle Qingfeng, Uncle Qingfeng, don’t cry, Junli actually likes you very much.”
Su Junli finally said this sentence.
Leng Qingfeng looked at her for a while with dim eyes of tears, and then hugged her tightly again, as if she would disappear as soon as he let go.
“I love you, Junli, I love you, I love you, I don’t just want to be your uncle, I want to be your man, you let me be your man, okay? I don’t want anything, I don’t want anything I’m not afraid anymore, I just want to stand beside you openly, and when I want to hug you, I hug you.”
The cold wind murmured.
“it is good!”
Su Junli agreed without thinking.
At this time, she could no longer care about her aunt’s emotions.
She just wants to catch him!
Hearing her promise, Leng Qingfeng laughed again through tears.
Leng Qingfeng only had one dimple, and when he smiled, he was so charming that it made Jean want to drown in his rippling dimple.
But now, on that mature and handsome face that has experienced all the vicissitudes of life, the happy and joyful smile with tears on it makes his whole body come alive——
Su Junli looked a little crazy.
When she was a child, whenever she was discriminated against and was unhappy, she forced him to laugh.
Every time she sees his smiling face that blooms layer by layer like an epiphyllum, no matter how gloomy the sky is, she feels like the sun is shining, the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming, and the gloomy mood is swept away.
She stood on tiptoe and kissed his smiling face that warmed her whole childhood, kissed his stubble, kissed his nose, kissed his tear-filled eyes, kissed his vicissitudes The forehead, and finally positioned on the lips, intersecting with his lips and tongue, just want to kiss until the end of time…
Leng Qingfeng was no longer passive, and poured out all his emotions for her into this lingering kiss.
If the sky is loving, the sky is also old!