Hera’s Modern Life - Chapter 27

Once the resentment in the heart is ignited, it is difficult to extinguish that terrible force again. I was not a goddess of tolerance and kindness, and I never understood what forgiveness is. Patience and forgiveness time and time again are nothing more than the power of love. However, once again reviewing the scene that embarrassed me so much, all sorts of humiliating and painful memories have rushed to my mind. Even if it is an old scar, it was thought to have been healed temporarily, but it was torn apart, and the severe pain forced you to look invisible.

“Hera, Hera! Wait a minute, don’t pull me, I’m about to fall!”

Demeter was staggered and walked on the grass in a state of embarrassment, peeking at my expression from time to time. I can imagine without looking in the mirror. At this moment, I am definitely a grimace that wants to kill.

Demeter, who has n’t had a chance to admire me, must have been terrified. Yeah, in her eyes, I ’m just a wayward, bad-tempered sister, although her mouth always looks bad, and she feels privately. well. I want to sneer a little. At that time, Demeter was not a good and kind sister in my eyes. So I was so angry when I saw her and Zeus mixing together and even the children were born. Not only the betrayal of her husband, but also the kind of resentment deceived by Demeter. She talked to me in a nonchalant manner, snuggling with my sister’s affection while snuggling beside me, while hooking up with my husband. Have they laughed at me together, arrogantly proud of me, but stupid enough to see nothing? The entire Mount Olympus, I am the last **** to know this thing, I still refuse to believe the previous gossip, think it is shameless slandering. In the end, I gave myself an extremely loud slap.

Is it because of this thing that it caused me to be extremely sensitive / feeling of all betrayals? Originally, I just had a bad temper, and after that incident, I quickly slipped to the extreme of suspicious suspicion. I do n’t believe everything. As long as there is a little trouble, I suspect that Zeus is derailed. The gods are laughing at me. I have maintained such an unusually high level of tension for millions of years. I am really not tired.

“Shut up, less nonsense, don’t provoke me, be careful I’m welcome to you!”

Demeter’s hand is like a constantly struggling fish, desperately trying to break free of her palm, I was made even more fierce by her, and was caught now, why she can still show it A pair of pure and flawless faces? Or is it that everything in the past is a lie, and she is just like other goddesses who spy on the throne of the queen, just talking about nonsense to stabilize me?

Pulling her hard to an uninhabited place, I took a few deep breaths and was amazed by the instinct that I could not be seen by anyone. This is just a dream world that belongs to memories. In the dream, I don’t want to be seen as a shameful side? It seems that I have been distorted long ago. The pride and terrible self-esteem will one day kill myself.

“Hera, you hurt my hand so badly, really, when did you become so rude.”

She rubbed her hand and looked extremely grieved. I hugged her chest with both hands and stared at her coldly until she slowly put away the extra expression on her face and carefully raised her head.

“You … what’s wrong with you? Why is it so terrible. Hera, what am I doing wrong?”

I couldn’t help it anymore, I pushed it **** her shoulder with a palm, almost roaring, and my manners and manners were left behind my head: “Do I need to repeat what I just did! Since I ’ve done everything, and there ’s nothing to pretend. ”

Tolerating anger, in order to suppress my heart and trying to strangle her heart, I started to walk back and forth in the same place: “How long have you been with each other? What did he promise to you? Do you know if he was with me or agreed to his courtship? Okay, great, it ’s so good. We really deserve to be the descendants of Cronus, and there is prostitution / disorder and filth in the blood, and the two sisters are committed to a man, what is it! Even those humans, a little bit I do n’t even bother to do this kind of work! What are we? Are we lowly elves that relieve Zeus! We are goddesses on Mount Olympus! Not all the banshees who only know to seduce men! ”

“But, Hera, whether you believe it or not, I really do n’t remember anything. I can swear to Styx that I had nothing to do with Zeus before that, and I did n’t meet in private to say what to seduce. of……”

“To shut up!”

Hearing this brazen answer, I almost rushed up and poked her eyes. The fingers are constantly cramping, and I am crazy thinking what will happen if I kill her here. Of course, in reality, she will be good, even a hair will not fall. Suddenly I wished that this was the reality so that I could actually kill her. There was a voice in my heart shouting to stay awake and sane, but I was really difficult to control. The enmity and resentment rolled over my body, maybe only to see who sprayed the blood to calm down.

“Her, Hera … I, I really don’t remember anything. Believe me, I never thought of robbing Zeus with you! He wouldn’t even look at me more than once! And, like As I said before, I’m afraid of him, how can I approach him initiatively! There must be something wrong, not what you think, I don’t, I really don’t! ”

Gradually, a look of panic and fear appeared on her face, shrinking back, and from her eyes, I saw my terrible and vicious face.

Suddenly stopped, I stood staring blankly, and a feeling of impending collapse quickly attacked me.

What is this doing? The girl in front of me has long been gone. Even if I actually killed her, nothing happened would change. And, speaking of it, should n’t it be Zeus himself? Even if Demeter seduced him, how could he respond to her if he was loyal enough?

From the beginning, he never thought of being loyal to me.

The body collapsed and I waved weakly towards Demeter: “Go away.”

She shook her head and looked at me in disbelief, probably guessing why my emotions changed so quickly, and whether she would suddenly attack after she turned around. Once upon a time, in the era of Cronus, it was common for gods to devour and kill each other. We were born and raised in this terrible environment, so she would have such suspicions. I am not surprised.

“I said go away!”

She screamed and stumbled away, looking at her back, I felt very tired.

Maybe Hades created this dream and wanted to tell me that if you make a different choice, you will probably have a different ending. But the goddess of destiny is so cruel, even in illusion will destroy my little hope of burning again. I do n’t want to be like Zeus anymore, but for the sister who has n’t said a word for tens of thousands of years, I do n’t like that. At the beginning, it was extremely angry, but time could dilute everything. Later, I was so lonely and lonely. I just wanted to have an object that could tell everything. Originally, Demeter and I were so close, almost inseparable, but in the end it was more cold than the enemy. Even me and those who were hostile maintained their apparent politeness.

I have experienced betrayal once again in illusion, I should not feel sad and painful, but what is the kind of broken feeling in my heart? Originally thinking that if faced with the confrontation, would that feeling of being deceived be lessened, she didn’t expect to deny it.

“Hades, Hades, come out! You must hide somewhere to watch silently! How is it, satisfied? Seeing me in such a sad and ridiculous way, do you feel completely satisfied! Because you have to If you are a woman you like, do you have to look at other people to suffer the same? Really deserve to be you, the ruthless Pluto, the country of the dead can’t be more suitable for you! ”

I talked to the void sky by myself, this bet, I don’t want to continue. Even if I am resented or cursed to say that I am indifferent, I do n’t want to stay for another second in this terrible dream.

“Let me go, have you heard! Let me go!”

With a hoarse voice, I ran blind in a crazy direction. This is not a reality, even if I make a pitiful and humble gesture, no one will see it, and if I do n’t vent the pain in my heart for many years, maybe I am really going crazy.

It seems to hear someone calling me, but I can’t stop, just running forward crazy, I want to leave here, leave this world woven by lies and betrayal, escape away, until I am fully armed again To prevent anyone from seeing through the emptiness and torture. I thought I already had a heart like stone, no matter what, it would not shake me. But I ’m wrong, I do n’t care no matter how the other people are hurt, but the only person who cares only needs a light push, and my heart is easily broken. What ’s more ridiculous is that I still placed my heart religiously. In his hands, he pretended not to see him dismissive of this.

“Hera!”

One hand grabbed me who had run away and circulated his hair. The cursed object just stood in front of me with frowns on his face, disapproving.

“The cliff is in front of you. Do you want to jump down and commit suicide? Even a **** who falls from there will die …”

It was impossible to tell whether it was the Pluto after tens of thousands of years or it was still an illusory illusion. I grabbed his shirt like a life-saving straw.

“I admit defeat, can I admit defeat? Won’t you win, whatever you like, you can always stay in Hades as a dead man! Just let me leave here, leave Zeus, leave everything! I will There is no way to endure looking at him more! When I think of having to live with him in the future, I ca n’t wait to die! ”

“Hera, what are you talking about, are you crazy?”

Hades grabbed my shoulder and forced me to look up at him, only then did I notice the long mopping robe on his body, the long-chaotic brain trance thought that it seemed not quite right, but it was unable to distinguish .

“Do you think I really bet on you for that human soul? It’s not like that at all, alas, why didn’t you understand it at all–”

“No, thank you, Hades, she didn’t understand, but I understand enough!”

There was a cold voice behind me, and I looked around numbly, and saw that the Zeus, who still maintained the appearance of the youth, looked at me with a blue face, and the corner of my mouth was twisted strangely. That expression, that tone, made me suddenly understand what.

“You are real.”

I said softly.

He sneered.

“You will always be like that. You only want to see what you want to see, you can only hear what you want to hear. At first, you have doubted again but refused to admit it. Hera, in fact, you guessed it already, this It ’s not your dream memories at all, it ’s mine. ”

He glared at me. I flinched but still held my head unwilling to show weakness. He stared at me for a few seconds, and suddenly laughed, his expression was a bit lonely.

“So, that’s it. Hera, whatever you like, love and marry humans, and I want to stay in the world, I don’t care. The human soul is returned to you, take him immediately Disappeared in front of my eyes! Don’t let me see in my lifetime! ”

He threw a thing under my feet, and disappeared with a clatter.