Hera’s Modern Life - Chapter 52

Is there everlasting love in the world?

I used to think yes.

So it is so desperate and bleak, unable to escape but unable to face.

In the end I made a stupid choice.

“No more deliberate concealment and deception, I remember it all.” I said to Dementel and Hephaestus at a loss, “As early as when Discordia was born , I’m already dead. The reason why I wasn’t dragged into the underworld is because Zeus used my divine power to fix my soul in the body. And you, my dear sister, use the power of the earth It keeps me from corruption and decay, and is as full of life as living people. It’s really hard for you. ”

“I don’t believe it, I don’t believe it. What does it mean you are dead! Are you always there? Ah? You have been alive all the time, and even went to the world! If you are really dead, Even Zeus can’t force you to stay, and even God can’t violate death! ”

Ares screamed like crazy and caught my hand sore. I patted his hand comfortably.

“Yeah, no one can violate the law of death, and must go to Hades after death. But what if the dead person doesn’t think she is dead? She was deceived to forget the fact that she has died?”

“How could there be such a thing …”

Ares shook his head in disbelief.

“I won’t believe it, I won’t believe it!”

“Yeah, of course you won’t believe it. Actually, I didn’t even believe it at first … but in the end I believed it, because only in this way can explain everything. Hephaestus, I’m so sorry, you also Be present. Let you see my terrible look and have to cover up everything with all my heart. I have worked hard for you for so many years. ”

I am sorry to say that there was a smirk on Hephaestus’ face.

“Why do you have to think about it and pretend you don’t know if it’s good? Even being an unhappy **** is better than being a queen who has to fall into the kingdom of the dead. Hera, God’s The power has begun to weaken, and humans no longer need us. If you fall into the underworld, you will never be able to restore the identity of God, and you will always reincarnate as a human being, and finally wear away your own divinity and become a true mortal. As your son, how could I just watch this happen? ”

“Herra, it’s okay, rest assured, we won’t let you into Hades!” Demeter’s face was full of tears, sobbing, “It doesn’t matter if Zeus is dead, I’ll ask Hades, he will If you are soft-hearted, he will let you go, as long as we— ”

“Just let me forget this fact again, right?”

I asked in a undulating voice.

“This is the first time? Every time when I find something wrong and finally think of the fact that you are dead, you will unite and let me forget this fact. If I didn’t think wrong, this time I was thrown into the world. , Forged a body with the power of the earth, confused my memory, and made me think that I was reincarnated as a human being, but I just want to temporarily transfer my soul, which has long been a dead soul, to repair my body that has long been unusable. Right. ”

Demeter stirred his hands in pain, unable to say a word. My heart twitched, but I continued indifferently.

“What is this? Do you feel guilty? Do you compensate? Are you ashamed that you want to make yourself feel better because I snatched my husband? No, no, thank you. I made a stupid choice myself, so I also It ’s time to face all the consequences. I do n’t need the mercy of you and Zeus, and I do n’t want to live like this falsely! ”

“It’s not like that, Hera! Zeus, he can’t help it! He is so painful, so regretful, if possible, he can even exchange his life with you. Even the omnipotent **** Wang, people who are going to die can’t be resurrected … He doesn’t want to lose you, so he came up with such a method, although he knows that you hate him, but to make you not think of everything, he— ”

Demeter said excitedly that perhaps this heavy secret backlog was too long to bear in her heart, and she finally told the truth in desperation.

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When the messenger woke up in the middle of the night and said that the **** king had something urgent to call her, Demeter had a bad hunch in his heart. Since that time a long time ago, she has almost never stepped into Olympus. Zeus did not know this, but he was at this time-

There is only one reason, that is Hera.

Thinking of this, Demeter hurriedly went to Olympus with the messenger. Although she had conceived various possibilities, when she walked alone into the quiet and empty palace without any waiters, she pushed open the door of the bedroom. She was shocked by what she saw, almost standing unsteady.

“how come……”

She covered her mouth and took a step back, almost screaming.

On that magnificent big bed, Hera fell asleep quietly, but anyone who saw her would not think that she was really asleep. The pale skin and stiff and twisted limbs were not in any way seen. There should be a living goddess.

“How could she be like this! Didn’t you say that she would be fine and live well! Did you do something that made her sad before she despaired to commit suicide for the second time? Isn’t it enough to kill her once!” ”

Demeter bluntly rushed to the man beside the bed, grabbed his clothes fiercely, and questioned hiss.

The man who is always in high spirits seems to be much older instantly, and even his blond hair is bleak, let Demeter seize the constant shaking.

“… She remembered it, she remembered what she had died … My divine power, to put it bluntly, was only an illusion, as long as she remembered what she had died, it would never be maintained … ”

“How could she think of it, impossible! That was the water of the Forget River that I personally asked Hades for, she couldn’t think of it at all!”

Demeter grasped Hera’s cold and stiff hands, her heart twisted like a knife, her tears swayed like rain, and wet Hera’s white skirt. How regretful she was, because the moment of vanity listened to Aphrodite’s instigation, and used her belt to tease Zeus, trying to prove that she was more qualified than Hera to be a queen. It was just a temporary vanity. She was jealous that Hera could become the future god, but Hades, her favorite, could not give those powers and glory. She is even more reluctant to join Hades in the country of the dead without light, to be a pair of Hades and Empresses who will never see the sun.

She really just wanted to prove that she also has that charm. She did n’t want to replace Hera. At that time, she just thought that Hera did n’t seem to like Zeus so much. No matter how crazy Zeus pursued, she always kept her Cold, never showing inner feelings. Perhaps, she would not care about Zeus being with other goddesses.

However, when she and the drunken Zeus were hugged and met by Hera, just a short moment, Hera’s desperate eyes let Demeter know that she was wrong. It turned out that Hera loved Zeus so much that she could not accept any betrayal, not to mention that even the object of the betrayal was a loved one whom she deeply trusted and loved.

After all Demeter’s reluctance to remember, Hera’s love for Zeus changed overnight, and perhaps more became hatred and crazy monopolistic desire. She finally forgave Zeus and still married him, but she had to take half of his power and divine power as proof. In the days that followed, she stared at Zeus violently, not allowing him to go private with anyone. But how could Zeus endure this kind of thing. They kept arguing and reconciling. Even deep feelings can’t stand this kind of pass, coupled with so much temptation and prying eyes. Zeus finally ran into the arms of other goddesses, so soon, there was a second, third … Hera finally no longer had hope for Zeus, she accused him, hated him, even crazily wanted Kill the child he gave birth in revenge.

Under the torment of jealousy and hatred, Hera finally collapsed completely, and she ended her life as the final end. Demeter thought of the blood-splattered scene, and he still couldn’t help trembling so far.

She killed her sister and completely destroyed the happiness she could have had. She and Zeus were both murderers who killed Hera.

“She won’t remember … it’s all you, it’s you, right, Zeus! It’s you who continue to play with those women, so she will—”

Incoherent accusations, Demeter yelled hoarsely, no matter if anyone would hear it.

“I don’t! I can swear with my life, I absolutely don’t! Do you think my heart is made of marble? Watching her commit suicide in front of her, watching her soul dyed black by pain, I can still be in her Continue to do those things after resurrection? Demeter, I love Hera no less than anyone! If I do n’t love her, if I really want her to die, why did it take so much effort in exchange for it? Her false life! In order not to let her body collapse, I dare not even touch her even a hair! ”

Zeus called back in a louder voice than hers, grabbing his hair in pain, and then Demeter found out that he was not crying, and his eyes had long lost that brilliant light, There was no glory like a dry well, obviously there was no more tears to shed.

“The memory of the deceased can only stay before she dies, so she just remembers that I betrayed and hurt her, and remembered the things I did … I want to repent, I want to forget everything in the past, and start over with her Life … but useless, she only remembers things that are sad and angry … The more I want to be different from before, the sooner she will find something wrong, and reality and memory do not match … ”

Zeus knelt in front of the bed and said in a low voice.

“She remembered everything, the hurt she had suffered, the fact that she was … dead. You know, Demeter, even if I am the King of God, even if I have unparalleled divine power, I do n’t have Way to make a soul who realizes that he has died come alive again … ”

The room was quiet and speechless, Hera’s body fell asleep motionlessly, and her soul should have left immediately where she should go. Perhaps Zeus forcibly imprisoned the soul that had left the body with her own strength. In the room, several small spheres of light circling continuously, striking hard against the golden halo, trying to fly out of the window.

“I don’t want her to leave, I don’t want to see her go to Hades, I don’t want to make her human and finally forget everything … You said, what should I do, Demeter?”

Zeus buried his face in Hera’s chest, grabbed her hair, and asked hoarsely.

“Even if she hates me, even if she is just a dead body, I don’t want to lose her … I did something wrong, don’t even have a chance to compensate? Our children are so young … she hates I hate it to the point that I do n’t even need a child? Tell me, Demeter! ”

Demeter stood quietly for a while.

“There is a way, Zeus. As long as you can do it, she can continue to live without thinking of everything.”

“What way?” Zeus immediately raised his head, and asked anxiously, he hugged Hera still, as if fearing that the body in his arms would be taken away by Hades.

“The deceased has only memories of her life. Since she died with resentment, as long as she keeps her resentment against you? You know what to do, Zeus.”

Demeter’s eyes shone coldly and ruthlessly, and only then did she look like a Titan who had the same blood as Zeus.

Zeus froze for a while and understood what she meant.

“No, I don’t want to do that! Just because then I even let her die. I want to make up for it all, so that she will no longer grieve and weep, let me repeat the same mistakes, what is this!”

“But you have said it yourself, as long as she is alive, even if she continues to hate you.” Demeter said indifferently, for the man who made Hera sad to the end of her life, she had nothing in her heart. mercy. If he repented earlier, if he did not accept those temptations, would Hera not die?

“Keep everything and repeat the things in her memory, so that she does n’t think so much, just continue to resent, jealous, and crazy to keep your heart. You know, as long as she is aware of reality and memory Contradictions, she will remember the fact that she has died … ”

“But didn’t this make her continue to suffer!”

“So, is it your choice to live a painful life, or to die sadly and quietly, Zeus.”

Zeus seemed to be punched hard, twisting his face in pain. Demeter’s heart was equally painful. She knew that if she did so, Hera would be alive, but she would never forgive her with her resentment. The moment she forgives is when she truly dies. She and Zeus are murderers, and they killed Hera together, so they deserve such punishment.

Zeus still hugged the corpse and said his remorse, Demeter wanted to cry loudly, but no tears could flow. Why is it always so stupid? Why do we always know remorse and sorrow after losing? If you do n’t do those things at first, will everything be different?

However, even God, there is no way to modify what has already happened.

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“Zeus once again made you ‘resurrected’, he was careful, he was afraid to be too good for you or too bad for you, fearing that you would think of everything wrong. You continue to quarrel, as before … At the end, you will still despair for his indifference and affection, and finally think of everything and end your life again … this kind of thing has been repeated many times for millions of years … ”

Demeter covered his face and said sadly.

“After repeating it countless times, I can’t stand it anymore. I beg Zeus and let him let you go. At least in this way, you and him can be relieved … but he doesn’t want to. At the end, he seems to have completely Forget about things you are gone, believe that as long as you repeat the same thing and keep everything unchanged, you will come alive … ”

“So he hates Hades so much? He just broke into that dream … that’s not a dream at all, it’s my twisted memory. Because I don’t want to believe that I’m dead, so I arbitrarily in the dream. The details have changed … it’s sad. ”

I interrupted Demeter. Ares has been silly already.

“But this time, Hera, why are you killing Zeus? He is gone, and maintaining your divine power will not be able to support it for long … I have countless times prayed that you and him can be released from this nightmare-like cycle. But this I really do n’t want to see the ending! ”

Demeter took my hand and cried loudly.

“Sorry, Demeter, you have been in pain for so long. Maybe it was your fault at first, but I was not right, I should not maliciously frame you, knowing that Poseidon was wrong with you Help, and deliberately push your daughter to the underworld … In general, I made more mistakes. ”

I wiped the tears off her face and said calmly.

“It’s time to end everything.”

“Wait a minute, Hera, what do you want to do! You–”

Demeter seized me nervously, maybe she felt something strange in my tone. I pushed her away and was about to fly away, but I was hit back by a huge force. The scepter also flew out, rolled a few times on the ground, and was stepped on by one foot.

“It turns out that, Hera, you have been dead for millions of years.”

Poseidon’s figure slowly appeared in the air, with a sinister smile on his face.

“I feel strange, my lovely brother, although he is still trying to be merciful, but God knows whether he is really like those little lovers. For example, Persephone is obviously my daughter, I really do n’t want to Understand why he wants to give me a black pot. It turned out so, I can’t think of him as an infatuated guy. Ah ha ha ha, it’s really funny, he, Hades, you, and my lovely sister Demeter Well, the esteemable sister Hestia is all a group of idiots who are silly about love. I seem to be a strange family. ”

“Poseidon, you shameless and cruel bastard, I said I never want to see you again!”

Demeter screamed, but he smiled cruelly.

“Don’t be so ruthless, my sister, we have given birth to several children anyway, and I still want to let you be a queen after becoming a **** king. What good is the cold face of Hades, who is dead.”

He picked up the scepter and pointed it at me.

“Let the dead go back to where they should stay, stupid woman, you killed Zeus with your own hands, don’t lament your own destiny. But for you, there is no destiny at all.”

Ares and Hephaestus coincidedly wanted to be stopped in front of me. I couldn’t help but feel a little comfort, even if they knew that their mother had already become a dead soul distorted by hatred and jealousy, they did not hesitate. Do you want to protect me?

“This sentence will be given back to you, Poseidon.”

Waving his hand blocked the roaring thunder from the lasing, and shook his hand again, the terrible light that seemed to destroy the entire world suddenly disappeared, and I stood intact and smiled at Poseidon.

“It’s ridiculous to use this to knock me down. Don’t forget that at this moment Olympus’ master is still Zeus, and his power can’t hurt me. And, do you really think he is dead?”

“what?”

Poseidon’s face changed, as if he had thought of something. This time, instead of using his scepter, he replaced his trident, and the power of the sea overwhelmed us. After all, it is the sea emperor, and the power cannot be underestimated. Seeing that the blue light will swallow us up, but a figure suddenly emerged out of thin air and stood in front of him. With a huge crash, Poseidon was bounced away. Almost standing unsteady and fell to the ground.

“Are you … Zeus? How is it possible! Why are you standing here! Are you already dead!”

Seeing clearly the person in front, Poseidon shouted hysterically. I guess he must have inspected the body of Zeus in the temple and determined that it was really Zeus and had died, so he would be so fearless.

Apart from me, the other three gods were also very surprised, looking at the Zeus who suddenly appeared in front of him.

“Are you dead?”

Zeus didn’t answer their question. He looked back at me with a complicated expression, and finally struggled to say: “When did you find out?”

I wanted to smile at him, but in the end I did not know why I shed tears: “Acting is not your strong point, you shouldn’t say that, I should have discovered long ago, except for you in the world May fall in love with another man, because he is desperate. Zeus, or should I call you … He Jingdong? ”

Yeah, I should have known for a long time. I once vowed to Styx that I would never betray Zeus or even fall in love with other men. I hesitated to struggle to give up everything for He Jingdong. Looking back now, it was an incredible strange thing. Moreover, everything He Jingdong showed was what I had hoped Zeus could have. He was too kind to me, too gentle and perfect to be false. Recalling He Jingdong’s words and deeds, nothing is impossible for Zeus.

“You shouldn’t say that sentence because I suddenly realized that it was wrong. Maybe there will be many men in the world who say that to their women, but I don’t think there will be a second person who looks exactly the same Confessed to me. ”

I shook my head gently.

“Zeus, you are such a fool.”

Zeus looked pale and opened his mouth to say something, but Poseidon didn’t give him that opportunity, and the two began to crack, and I pulled back the three already stunned gods. Ares kept saying, “How could that idiot human be Zeus! Zeus looked down on humans most, how could he tolerate himself being held in a human body!”

“Probably, he can’t tolerate any men around me.” I said, “When it comes to strange exclusivity, he is no worse than me.”

“What the **** is going on? The Zeus who was killed, the Zeus standing here, and Poseidon … so many gods were killed …”

Demeter asked murmured.

“It’s very simple. The Zeus I killed was just a body. His soul had long been transferred to He Jingdong, or He Jingdong was him. Because we gave up the relationship of the body, we didn’t notice it. After I destroyed his body, of course, he can restore his personality. After all, there can be only one body in the **** king. Well, for Poseidon, Olympus has been quiet for too long, I do n’t know how many gods are fighting privately. The idea of ​​the throne. Isn’t this the best time to tell who is loyal and cunning? ”

I said calmly.

“I played a bit with my hands and feet when I opened the channel. I believe that the people brought by Poseidon have already begun to soften. You go to the temple to release the captured gods. However, I think Zeus may not need help. Now. ”

Yes, I think, Ares may be the first time he saw Zeus fighting. Only at this time will he radiate amazing prestige and power. Golden thunder and blue electric light surround him. Rin, I looked at him and couldn’t help thinking of the scene of the first meeting.

I just like him like this, no matter what it looks like, I can’t forget it.

Needless to say afterwards, Poseidon is not an opponent of Zeus at all, and the released gods also started to chase the rebellious demon demon one by one. The whole Olympus was once again caught in fighting and fighting, but the gods who had been comfortable for too long after this blood baptism would probably not sink into pleasure as before. And those who betrayed Zeus and surrendered to Poseidon may not stay in Olympus anymore.

That’s fine, I finally did my duty as a queen. It is estimated that in the next few million years, no one will dare to betray Zeus and challenge his throne.

I looked at the blue sky, and suddenly felt that my body was starting to chill, and I was shaking unsteadily. At this time, a hand stretched out from behind and hugged me.

The hug was too tight, which made my breathing difficult-ah, no, I forgot that I no longer need to breathe.

“Sorry, Hera.”

As if I was afraid that I would see the expression on his face as soon as I turned my head back, he covered my eyes hard and did not allow me to look back.

“Sorry for everything I did.”

Suddenly I was relieved, maybe, what I wanted was just a sorry sentence.

“My original–”

“No, don’t say it.”

He not only covered my eyes, but also covered my mouth, his body was as stiff as a stone.

“Don’t forgive me, you always resent me, curse me, hate me …”

“But I’m tired, Zeus.”

I interrupted him.

“How long are you going to torture each other in this infinite loop? I’m dead. That’s my own mistake. It’s time to face this mistake. Don’t feel sad, don’t feel guilty. Maybe you started It ’s wrong, but after that, I ca n’t say that I ’m not responsible. Do n’t go on like this, at least, in the time I lived as Han Xiaole, I lived happily. This is enough. ”

“No, this won’t work! I can’t make you human, I can’t make you–”

“It’s over. The time I agreed with Hades has come. You are not yet a complete God. There is no way to forcefully seize my soul.”

The body began to decay, and countless small spots scattered in the air. At the moment, my heart was quiet, neither nostalgia nor resentment. In any case, Zeus did at least one thing. He promised to make me the happiest woman in the world. As a god, he did not do it, but as a human being, he did. I will not forget those happy days, and my love for He Jingdong is also not false.

He tried in vain to fix me with his divine power and not to dissipate, but that was just in vain. The battle with Poseidon cost him too much power, he has no extra energy.

“I stole your scepter, do you think I wanted to kill you this time?” I didn’t look back and said quietly, “Actually, I promised Poseidon, maybe it’s really just to kill you once … But in the end I decided to forgive you … ”

“Hera! No, I don’t want your forgiveness, and continue to hate me! Think about how awful things I have done to you! I–” He wanted to say something, but his voice choked. This is the first time I heard him cry.

“Goodbye-no, farewell, Zeus. I forgive you, so please forgive me, forgive everything.”

The body floated gently, and I felt that I had begun to dissipate, leaving only an illusory spirit body. In a trance, I saw the gate of the underworld open to me. I used to do so many bad things, and I don’t know how much punishment is waiting for me. When I lowered my non-existent head, I saw two tears on Zeus’s face, and my hands were still embracing each other. Finally I couldn’t help but print the last kiss on his forehead.

“I will find you, no matter where you go, I will find you!”

I heard him shouting in the hazy, I just put a smile on it.

“I will love you forever.”

This sentence is the last thing I did not say, but he will not hear it.

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After a long, long time, the concept of God has long been forgotten by mankind, and there is no trace of God on the earth.

“Chrissy, it’s time to go to class, what are you doing?”

“Well, I turned to a good old book in the attic of the house and looked at it casually. It was quite interesting.”

The blonde girl raised the broken book in her hand.

“It seems weird intentional, **** and strange.”

“You just like these inexplicable things.”

The companion said, helplessly.

“Okay, it’s late for class, let’s go quickly.”

The girl named Kris jumped into her suspension car and started the engine with a smile.

The two came to the school located in the K-7 district with a smile. Before they entered the gate, they saw a large crowd gathered there. Chris asked her companion curiously, “Why?”

“It seems that there are some well-known scholars to give lectures, I don’t know.” The companion was busy querying today’s course on the electronic board, and answered without looking up.

“Oh, that’s right.” Chris was not interested in this kind of thing. He got out of the car and pulled his companion through the noisy crowd quickly, trying to enter the school quickly.

“Please wait, this lady.”

Suddenly, a voice stopped her, and Kris looked back strangely, and found that the well-known scholar surrounded by her looked at herself with a smile, her blond hair and blue eyes, and she looked handsome, but I didn’t know why she saw it. I feel annoying.

“Why? Want to date me? Sorry, Ms. Ben’s suitors have gone too much, so wait in line.”

Chris said unkindly and turned away.

“Wait a minute, I want to ask a word.”

The man caught up.

“Now, are you happy?”

“what?”

Kris was on fire and was about to answer something about you, but she saw tears in the man’s eyes, although he was trying hard to smile. Or was it the first time I saw a big man crying in front of her, and scared her, wondering if this guy had a brain problem?

“What is your name?”

But she did not know why, and asked this sentence.

“… Zeus.”

The man replied, inexplicably causing her heart to feel a cramp, which is really strange. Is it something strange?

“My name is Chris.”

In the end, she miraculously introduced herself.

“Good name, Chris.”

The man smiled softly.

(FIN)

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So this article is over, I am very satisfied with this ending, but it is estimated that there will be a lot of sisters yelling pit father angry, come on, beat me! (Open arms)

I want to solemnly declare that this is definitely not a random end, but I am seriously thinking about the results of repeated revisions many times. Thinking about the previous plot, I hinted many times.

Regarding the ending, most people like the so-called closed ending. For example, for example, is the protagonist dead or not, is she and the protagonist good? What’s wrong with the surrounding supporting dragon suits one two three four …

If you don’t make it clear, there will be a sense of pitfall. I can fully understand this mood.

But, I’m a guy who loves open endings. The most annoying thing is to write everything down and explain everything clearly. The ending I like is usually the protagonist moving forward, I do n’t know what the consequences will be in the future, but at this moment she is calm and happy. The story is over, but in my heart, this character created by me, her or his life is not over. I hope they can continue to move forward in a fantasy world, rather than give a “concrete and detailed” ending. The reader thinks she will be happy, so she is happy in the reader’s perception-this is not very good, ha ha ha ha.

I also casually said irresponsible words, please understand and bow.

Recently, I have been guilty because the work and family relationships are not updating as fast as before. I will try to write more while ensuring quality. Most of the readers who read articles on this website are women. I think many of them are married people. They should understand the troubles of writing when they go home to work families. But, I really like to write things, I like to show you the world created in my fantasy, so I will not give up writing anyway, and I will work harder to write more, progress more, the more The better you write, in return for the readers who have always supported me like me.

It would be nice if I could be a full-time writer. This is my dream. I hope it can be achieved before the age of thirty-five. Although many people say that full-time work is very hard, but I think it is okay, because writing is a very happy thing for me. Inspiring and exhausting, I still worry about too many things I want to write. Even if I write 50,000 words a day, it is estimated that I have to be 50 years old to finish it. Who calls me a guy who likes delusions.

This story is over, but I got new inspiration from it, pure love and hate, and I will not hesitate to sell my soul to the devil or something for revenge. I want to make a story like this. What a terrible taste … You do n’t have to doubt my outlook on life. In fact, I am a lifeless and non-negative guy, because I am so upright, so I like all kinds of twisted protagonists when writing things. …

If you are not careful, Rory said so much, thank you, bow deeply.