Hold My Hand Dont Let Me Go - Chapter 26

When Samantha woke up the next morning, her heart wasn’t in as much pain as it did last night. It’s still painful but it’s no longer something that she can’t endure. Meaning, her abnormal heart’s pain would subside with time as long as she has a high tolerance.

With this knowledge, Samantha felt relief knowing that she doesn’t have to be so desperate when she and Jonathan separates a year later. Hopefully her heart wouldn’t be as abnormal as it is right now, however she feels a little comfort knowing that if it didn’t work out in the end, she wouldn’t die.

With this good news, Samantha stood up from her bed and starts getting ready to go out. She plans to go to Zhou Company today. In the novel, their family gone through bankruptcy because of a anomaly with the person that her father trusted.

In the end, her father got jailed, her brother died in an a car crash and her mother got in an accident while trying to find the money to bail her father out. This is the main reason why Samantha killed herself, after losing the last of her dignity when she begged to Jonathan and Yasmin. She felt like she couldn’t raise her head in public anymore so she made the harshest decision.

Remembering the scene from her dreams made Samantha shiver. She vowed to herself and to the previous her that she’ll never end up like that. That is why, she’ll have to find the snake in their company now, before it even cause harm for them.

Once again, she dressed herself up glamorously. She wore a rose colored fitting dress and a black high stilettos. She spared no mind with her accessories and put bold make-up in her face. As usual, she look as pretty as a goddess.

Samantha in the novel, tried to change herself to look like Yasmin. She wore clothes that are plain and put less make-up on her face to look pure. She kept her hair long because she knew that Jonathan loves to run his finger’s down her hair. However, that of course has to change.

She has already cut the hair that Samantha treasures. Now, she’s also shedding the facade that she tried to uphold. She grabbed the plain dresses that are pilled in her closet and then called for two of her house maids.

Samantha ordered them to keep the old clothes that she discarded for themselves and to put the new clothes that she bought yesterday in her closet. When the two house maids heard this, they we’re elated because they know how expensive Samantha’s clothes are. Even if it might look plain, everything is still bought from luxurious branded names.

They enthusiastically starts to do their job, while Samantha checked herself one more time in the mirror. Seeing how gorgeous the girl is in front of her, she smiled with satisfaction and then went out of her way, but before leaving, her house’s butler gave her a card.

“Miss Samantha, Sir Jonathan left this last night before leaving. He said that you should make an appointment with the man in this card for a check up.” the butler politely informed Samantha.

‘Jonathan probably got worried when I passed out the other day’ Samantha thought. Knowing that her situation cannot be fixed by doctors, she just casually put the card in her purse and then left her mansion to go to Zhou Company.