Holding You Into My Arms - Chapter 34

“Because I want to confess to you,” he said.

Lin Jiayin’s heart was pulled, and she didn’t froze for the first time.

She should smile happily.

But at this moment, she wanted to escape.

There is no reason, no reason.

The soreness of the backlog of chest cavity came up instantly and got stuck in her throat, causing her lips to flick and she could not speak for a long while.

Shen Zhan saw the movement of turning around and hooked her arm.

“Don’t want to listen?” The long and narrow eyes raised slightly, and his voice was low and dumb.

Without waiting for Lin Jiayin’s answer, he exerted some force with his hands, and then said: “You have to listen if you don’t want to listen.”

“I was in a bad mood that day.” After he paused for a moment, he flattened his voice: “To be precise, it wasn’t bad, it was particularly bad.”

“I stood in front of Ming Lake and blew the wind all night, thinking about a lot of things, and smoking while thinking.”

“I bought two packs of cigarettes, thinking, if I don’t figure it out after smoking, then forget it.”

Lin Jiayin pursed the corner of her mouth.

Above his head was a crescent moon hanging high in the night sky, and the cold moonlight was shining down. He carried the light on his back and his expression was a little unclear.

But those amber eyes were very bright, like hiding a few lonely stars.

At a certain moment, she seemed to be back that day and saw him smoking silently in front of Minghu.

“There are two puffs left on the last cigarette. I am going to leave.” He looked into her eyes: “Then you came.”

She ran over and said a lot without breaking the sentence. After speaking, she gasped and looked at him, her cheeks flushed with tension.

She had bright eyes, and she mustered up the courage to confess to him—”I like you so much, I like you anyway.”

He extinguished the smoke and asked her, “I like it anyway?”

She nodded vigorously, and answered in a loud voice: “Yes!”

Later, Shen Zhan recalled this scene.

It’s like a person locked in a dark prison, suddenly seeing a ray of sunlight, and eagerly trying to reach out and grab it, holding it in his hand.

Even if it disappeared in an instant.

Even if it will be assimilated by darkness soon.

He also owns it selfishly.

“I admit, I really didn’t like you very much at the beginning. I thought you were stupid. I even wanted to knock your head off to see what kind of waste is inside.” He said.

Lin Jiayin looked at him, her throat was blocked, and she made a sound from her chest, “I know.”

That’s why she was so careful, for fear that he would not want her someday.

“But I can’t let go.” He lowered his eyes, and his eyes fell on his slightly opened hands with five fingers.

Lin Jiayin choked with a low “um”

“So,” he paused, raised his eyebrows slowly, and returned to that careless Shen Zhan, but when he saw tears overflowing from the corner of Lin Jiayin’s eyes, he frowned, “Don’t cry.”

Tears couldn’t understand people’s words, and fell down his cheeks and hit the ground.

He stretched out his hand and gently wiped the teardrops hanging on her chin: “You can easily make others think that I am bullying you.”

“You bullied me.” Lin Jiayin sniffed sharply and screamed with red eyes.

She was so aggrieved.

This five-year relationship finally blossomed.

“Stop crying.” He whispered.

“I’m going to cry.” Lin Jiayin looked at the ground, with her hands hanging on her side, not wiping tears, letting it flow down by itself.

Shen Zhan smiled and said softly, “Now crying and waiting for a while, there will be no tears, I haven’t officially confessed yet.”

“…”

“It’s too much of you!” Lin Jiayin raised her head and waved him with a punch.

With a lot of strength, Shen Zhan held up his chest and let out a muffled snort.

He held her hand against his chest and wrapped it in his big palm.

“Lin Jiayin, I like you.”

He looked into her eyes and said word by word.

“If you ask me how much I like you.” He stroked her cheek.

Asked and answered honestly: “I quit smoking and had a dream last night.”

“What did you dream of?” Lin Jiayin choked with her shoulders trembling because of crying.

“Dreaming—” He took a step closer, lowered his head slightly, breathed warm breath into her ears, and chuckled softly: “I’m pressing on you, you cried not to.”

The air was quiet for two seconds.

“Shen! Cham!”

Lin Jiayin sold small pornographic films, and instantly realized what was going on.

She broke away from his hand, squeezed into a fist, and waved it again, drawing an arc in the air.

Lin Jiayin was anxious and angry to confess what he was doing.

“Isn’t this the goddess in the dream?” He caught his fist again and curled his lower lip.

“You–you–!” Lin Jiayin bit her lip, tears still hanging on her face, and she couldn’t speak with a smile.

“Shhh.” Shen Zhan raised his index finger to her lips: “Although I am not ashamed, I can’t show off your boyfriend like this.”

“It’s undeniable,” he said.

“…”

Lin Jiayin burst into tears, and kept hitting him with fists in angrily.

This time, Shen Zhan didn’t hold her hand, allowing her to beat her chest angrily.

“There is another thing I am afraid you will misunderstand, I have to explain.” He said: “There are many people who have confessed to me. They can probably be queued to Joy City from here.”

“But I just nodded to you.” He continued.

Lin Jiayin suddenly stopped and looked at him.

“Could it be that you think I’m casual?” he asked, raising an eyebrow.

Lin Jiayin tightened her lips.

I can’t say it’s casual, what if the ray of sunshine just happened to be not her?

“I know what you are thinking.” He covered her head backhand. “No need, my little sun.”

“It can only be you, not others,” he said.

After finishing this sentence, Shen Zhan said a few more passages.

Lin Jiayin’s brain speed is not fast enough, some can understand, some seem to understand but not understand, and he makes him cry and laugh.

It happened that Shen Zhan still didn’t let her go.

Gently hooked her chin and asked in a lazy voice: “Cry and laugh, are you a little yellow dog?”

Lin Jiayin pushed his hand away, snorted, and turned his head away, but the corners of his mouth rose again.

“Call twice to listen.” He continued to tease her.

Lin Jiayin’s head tilted to the right again. If her neck could turn 180 degrees, she would use the back of her head to face him.

“It’s okay to take two bites.” Shen Zhan broke her face, hooked her head, his eyes were level with her.

The shallow breath fell on her lips.

“How about taking a bite?” The scorching gaze fell on her lips, and Lin Jiayin felt that not only her lips, but her whole body was hot and feverish.

He leaned over and slowly approached her.

Lin Jiayin’s brain was blank, and only his thin lips moisturized in the cold white moonlight remained in sight.

Just a second before he touched, a soprano voice came from behind him.

“The door is locked, hurry in if you want to get in, knock on the door and won’t open it!” Aunt Suguan shouted as she looked over.

The meaning is obvious, they are talking about.

Lin Jiayin pushed him away: “The door is locked.”

Shen Zhan said.

“I’m going up.” Lin Jiayin said.

Shen Zhan glanced at Aunt Su Guan, said with his eyes that give me two more minutes, and then retracted his gaze.

“From the beginning of this relationship, you took the initiative.” Shen Zhan said: “If you feel wronged, we can start again.”

Lin Jiayin asked: “How did you come again?”

“Change me to take the initiative and chase you again.” Shen Zhan replied.

The little idiot would definitely shake his head and said pitifully no.

Unexpectedly, Lin Jiayin nodded: “Okay.”

“…”

Shen Zhan pretended to be very embarrassed and said, “In this case, we have to be friends with boys and girls first.”

“Meaning to break up first?” Lin Jiayin understood what he meant.

Shen Zhan nodded meaningfully.

“That’s it.” Lin Jiayin scratched her cheek and said with deep eyebrows, “That’s it.”

“All right?” Shen Zhan raised his eyebrows, and his voice floated.

“You made me cry once in the afternoon today, and again in the evening, and you bullied me with all kinds of jokes.” Lin Jiayin counted his sins with his fingers. After counting, he raised his head and announced in a very serious and free tone. : “Shen Zhan, let’s break up.”

“I’m going to dump you.” She said.

Shen Zhan shook his lower lips.

“It’s useless if you don’t agree. From now on, you won’t be my boyfriend.” Lin Jiayin looked serious.

“Have I kissed me enough?! It’s about to close!” Auntie Guan shouted.

“Immediately!” Lin Jiayin responded. Before turning around, he added: “You have to chase me well, otherwise I won’t agree!”

Shen Zhan grabbed his hair, his voice a little bit slumped: “Okay, I will chase you well.”

“Goodbye.” Without looking back, Lin Jiayin ran towards the door of the dormitory.

Seeing her back trotting past, Shen Zhan felt that she was stupid.

There shouldn’t be anyone in the world who confessed that he lost his girlfriend…

The author has something to say: Shen Gougou has reached an iron block, sister Lin is about to die!

But these words are from Shen Gou’s heart, it’s really not easy to be able to say it from the mouth of someone like him who is so sloppy and dogged!

I had to think about a few plots, but I have to write a lot of words, so I will come back tomorrow. Also, the next chapter is really the copywriting, with a little change, dad don’t say I lied to you, oh oh, Over!