Holding You Into My Arms - Chapter 53
She didn’t seem to remember what Li Xiuqiong said again, her mind buzzed.
The brain went forward blankly and walked to the intersection. The black car parked on the opposite side flashed double.
The red light is off and the green light is on.
Pedestrians waiting by their side walked forward one after another, Lin Jiayin stunned.
Can’t save you? Murder intentionally?
Even if you die without saving, it can’t be equated with intentional killing. Moreover, this is only Li Xiuqiong’s words.
She believed in Shen Zhan. Although Shen Zhan always looked cold at everything, she knew that he was very warm and gentle inside.
It is impossible to die without saving.
Lin Qingxuan frantically pressed his horn across the street.
The harsh whistle sound pulled back the thoughts that had drifted into the distance. Lin Jiayin recovered and waved at Lin Qingxuan.
The next green light came on and she walked along with the crowd.
“What’s the daze?” Lin Qingxuan stepped on the accelerator after seeing her fasten her seat belt.
Lin Jiayin looked out the car window, “Nothing.”
Lin Qingxuan glanced at her, shrugged, and the car drove forward gently.
“Did you not buy it? I came here so soon.” Lin Qingxuan asked.
Lin Jiayin said softly.
When it comes to the office building, SZ is located on the eighteenth floor.
The company just started, Shen Zhan only rented a small place, less than 100 square meters.
But the decoration is very beautiful, simple and bright, standing in front of the huge glass wall, you can overlook the traffic-like road, densely packed pedestrians as small as ants, and the warm orange light fainted by the sunset.
Lin Qingxuan put the key in front of Shen Zhan’s desk, and said casually, “What’s wrong with your sister Lin, she doesn’t keep her mind.”
Shen Zhan closed the document, moved his fingertips forward, stood up and walked towards the glass wall.
Lin Jiayin turned her back to him, as if looking at the street scene below.
“The kid is disobedient again?” Shen Zhan asked.
Lin Jiayin turned her head too far, “No, they are very well-behaved.”
“If you feel tired, don’t go to class.” Shen Zhan said.
Lin Jiayin shook her head, “Not tired.”
“What to eat tonight?” Shen Zhan frowned when she saw her worrying and not telling herself.
Lin Jiayin smiled at him, “Go home and eat, you do.”
“Okay, I will do it.” Shen Zhan turned to him, and after a deal with Lin Qingxuan and Lu Zhi, he took Lin Jiayin to the supermarket to buy groceries.
Go home.
As always, Shen Zhan was in charge, and Lin Jiayin lay hands down.
With two dishes and one soup, Lin Jiayin felt that they had lived together for many years.
After eating, Lin Jiayin hugged a pillow and nestled on the sofa to watch TV.
Shen Zhan came over and sat down, stretched out his hand to embrace her in his arms.
“Do you want to eat it?” Lin Jiayin reached out and picked up the strawberry-flavored chocolate on the table.
Shen Zhan nodded lightly.
Lin Jiayin handed him a piece.
Shen Zhan didn’t answer, his eyebrows hung slightly, “Feed me.”
“You don’t have long hands.” Lin Jiayin gave him a white look.
“Tsk, our little sun is getting more and more fierce.” Shen Zhan’s hands around her waist tightened, “Isn’t your hand empty? I want to hold you.”
Lin Jiayin smiled, crossed her legs and peeled off the candy wrapper before feeding it to his mouth.
Shen Zhan also bit her finger like punishment.
“Let’s talk about it, what annoyance Little Sun has encountered today.” Shen Zhan cast his eyes on the TV screen.
The recent normalizing youth idol drama is staged a scene of the separation of the male and female protagonists.
Lin Jiayin was silent for a while, then turned her head and asked, “You won’t die, will you?”
“Why do you ask?” Shen Zhan still stared at the screen.
The air fell silent instantly.
Lin Jiayin took out the remote control from behind his **** and turned off the TV.
“I’m sorry,” she said.
Shen Zhan smiled, “How come I am suddenly sorry, did I make you upset by what I did? Your boyfriend has a strong desire to survive.”
“I met that aunt today.” Lin Jiayin said.
“Auntie? Which auntie?” Shen Zhan asked.
After hesitating for a moment, Lin Jiayin decided to say, “Zhao Ye’s mother.”
She believed that Shen Zhan and Zhao Ye’s unfortunate death was definitely a misunderstanding. She finally found a solution to the uncomfortable feeling that she could not find a breakthrough when she saw Shen Zhan fall into gloomy depression before.
The shadow that hung over him, and the broken relationship between him and his father.
“Oh, what did she tell you.” Shen Zhan looked very calm.
Lin Jiayin lowered his head, wrapped his four fingers with distinct joints with cold joints with her little hands, and squeezed them hard, “I asked them first.”
“What then?” Shen Zhan finally retracted his gaze.
Lin Jiayin raised her face and looked directly at him, “She said you didn’t save you and killed someone on purpose.”
“Killing someone on purpose?” Shen Zhan smiled, “She can really say it.”
“I believe you!” Shen Zhan’s chuckle made Lin Jiayin unconsciously afraid.
Shen Zhan also looked at her, with some unexplainable emotions hidden in his eyes, a little dim, even if the light above his head was extremely bright, his amber pupils still cast a shadow. “Trust me?”
Shen Zhan released her hand and faced her from his arms, two fists between the two.
The air is still quiet, so quiet that you can hear yourself and the other person’s breathing.
Lin Jiayin’s breathing was a bit rapid, and her teeth bit her lips unconsciously.
“Don’t you believe it if you die?” Shen Zhan asked.
Lin Jiayin shook her head slowly, “I don’t believe it.”
After a while, Shen Zhancai said: “She was quite right, I really couldn’t save it.”
“There is a reason, right?” Lin Jiayin asked cautiously.
Shen Zhan wanted to smoke now, but he had quit smoking. The only chewing gum in the house that he used to chew when he was addicted to cigarettes was Lin Jiayin’s favorite strawberry flavor.
“Have you heard the story of the wolf coming?” Shen Zhan asked.
Lin Jiayin nodded.
“When I finish speaking, if you want to blame me, blame me, don’t hide it.” Shen Zhan paused, and said, “After all, both my mom and dad think it’s my fault.”
After returning to China, no one knew what happened at MIT except for my parents and Dean Cheng.
Dad has stuffed a lot of money with his rights, and blocked many people’s mouths.
When something happened, it happened. This page may be turned, but it will always exist. Even if it is torn off violently, it will leave a broken page.
He didn’t think of hiding it from Little Sun, but Little Sun has always been innocent and kind, and he was afraid that she could not accept it.
I wanted to take the initiative to mention it to her many times, but when I saw her holding him coquettishly and laughing at him, I choked back silently when the words came to my lips.
“I was forced to drop out of school by MIT. Hundreds of people sent emails to the principal advocating expelling me.” Shen Zhan lowered his head, resting his hands on his thighs and clasping his fingers against his forehead.
Realistic wolf is coming.
Zhao Ye is Shen Zhan’s Chinese roommate at MIT, and the relationship between the two is not bad.
Shen Zhan is accustomed to being alone, and doesn’t like to have a close relationship with people.
Zhao Ye’s grades were very good, and he kept on par with Shen Zhan in the study abroad circle, but after he went abroad to study, he contracted a bad luxury-alcoholism.
Seven days a week, there are at least four nights to go out to drink, two days to have a party with foreign students, two days to have a clubbing with the gilded second-generation little ones from the school next door in the study abroad circle.
It is Zhao Ye’s business that has nothing to do with him. Shen Zhan only cares about one thing. Zhao Ye often goes out without his keys.
This made him very irritable. Whether studying in the dormitory or playing games, Shen Zhan hated being interrupted.
He reminded him many times to remember the key before going out. Zhao Ye always put his left ear in and out of his right ear. He said that he would bring it. He came back in the middle of the night and knocked frantically.
At the age of eighteen, Shen Zhan was as grumpy as an ordinary teenager.
Warn him to go to sleep on the road next time.
Zhao Ye smiled and said that he knew it, but the dog couldn’t change eating shit.
The first time I said that my bladder was about to burst and I was going to urinate, and the second time I said that I had a terrible headache and was so painful.
The application for off-campus renting has not yet come down.
Shen Zhan restrained the anger that beat him, and went to open the door for him with a gloomy expression.
As soon as he opened the door, Zhao Ye jumped in. Seeing that his face was ugly and drunk, he smiled happily, “In the end, he is not going to open the door for me.”
It was Saturday, Carnival Day.
Shen Zhan played games in the bedroom alone, knocking on the door sounded, he continued to play the game… The knock on the door became louder and louder, and Shen Zhan pulled the mouse and hit the door.
It was suddenly quiet outside the door.
After a few more seconds, Zhao Ye weakly shouted outside: “Open the door, Shen Zhan opens the door… Open the door… My chest hurts.”
Shen Zhan put on the headphones and turned to the maximum volume.
After the playlist loop was over, Shen Zhan took off the earphones, and silence was restored outside the door.
Eight songs are nearly half an hour.
The surveillance showed that after Zhao Ye knocked on the first door, he knocked for a total of seven minutes. His strength was getting weaker and weaker. He squatted on the ground and grabbed the neckline in pain.
Drunk, he thought of something and touched his pocket.
It was later confirmed that his mobile phone was left in the bar.
All the coincidences collided, and only Shen Zhan was on the whole floor.
From picking on the door to slowly falling to the ground, Zhao Ye kept knocking, knocking and shouting. After a long twenty-seven minutes passed, he gave up in despair, fell to the ground, and struggled to climb downstairs. .
Twitching all over, foaming at the mouth.
It was winter, it was cold to the bones.
Zhao Ye died at the entrance of the corridor, head down, with his feet apart, stiffly maintaining a posture of crawling down desperately.
“This is just an accident.” Lin Jiayin hugged him, eyes panic.
“But he’s dead,” Shen Zhan raised his head and shook her hand. “If he is rushed to the hospital after he is sick, his life will not be in danger.”
Lin Jiayin shook her head, “Who knows, doesn’t a heart attack mean that if it is not saved, it is not saved.”
“The doctor said.” Shen Zhan was a little weak and his voice was very soft.
“Even if you are wrong, it is Zhao Ye who deceived people five times before.” Lin Jiayin said with red eyes.
Shen Zhan paused, then continued: “I tried to explain, but people only believe in what they hear and see with their own eyes.”
Nothing hits the hearts of the people more directly than the 30-minute surveillance video. They all said that Zhao Ye should be more desperate, so that a good person died like this, obviously saved… But Shen Zhan’s rhetoric was seen in their eyes It’s like a joke to justify yourself.
“But I believe you.” Lin Jiayin said.
She was crying so hard, Shen Zhan patted her back to comfort her, “I know you believe me.”
“Why don’t your parents believe you?” Lin Jiayin asked.
Shen Zhan said: “It’s not unbelief. It is a fact that Zhao Ye is dead. I heard him say that chest pain is a fact, and that the door is not opened. It is even more true that Zhao Ye’s parents have no son.”
Lin Jiayin buried her face in his chest, she was so sad, why did her Shen Zhan suffer this.
“In front of a human life, the result is more convincing than the process.” Shen Zhan glanced outside the balcony, and his voice was low.
“Don’t be sad anymore, things are over, right?” Lin Jiayin raised her head and looked at him with tears, “I will always stand by your side.”
Shen Zhan sighed lightly: “The matter has passed.”
“Let the past pass, now it’s fine.” Lin Jiayin wiped away tears and smiled at him.
Shen Zhan rubbed her head comfortingly and smiled.
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