Holding You Into My Arms - Chapter 66

Without a response, her hands tightened tighter and tighter.

Constantly crying, shouting, screaming, on the verge of collapse.

“Shen Zhan, Shen Zhan, you speak,” Lin Jiayin rubbed his face against his chest, screaming slurredly. “Say quickly, say something quickly, anything is fine, don’t stop talking ! Speak quickly! Say it! Talk to Shen Zhan! ”

Shen Zhan sighed slightly, scratching his throat pain.

After a while, he slowly raised his hand and stopped abruptly when his fingertips touched her back.

You can’t let her watch you breathe.

You can’t let her strap to you.

You can’t let her hold you all the time.

…

I beg you, Shen Zhan, have a hard time.

Shen Zhan closed his eyes, put down his hands, and took a deep breath.

Not only is the pain from the twitching of the temples, but also the breathing, and the pain is so painful that the entire stomach is cramping.

Without responding for a long time, Lin Jiayin finally collapsed.

She pushed Shen Zhan away, stared at him with tears for a while, crying bitterly, and slowly squatted down with her hands on her face.

“Let’s talk.” Shen Zhan said softly.

Lin Jiayin buried her face in her knees, crying louder and louder, her shoulders trembling constantly.

Shen Zhan reached out to pull Lin Jiayin, she stood still.

“If you don’t want to break up, just listen to me.” Shen Zhan let go, and the tone was deliberately cold.

Lin Jiayin immediately raised her face, looking at him with flushed eyes.

“Sit and say.” Shen Zhan pulled her up, this time he did not resist.

Lin Jiayin was led by him to walk around the coffee table to the sofa.

Shen Zhan sat down. During the whole process, she did not release her hand and held it all the time. This made Lin Jiayin’s empty heart suddenly feel at ease. He sucked his nose and didn’t cry aloud, but kept crying.

As long as Shen Zhan doesn’t let her go, don’t break up with her.

Talk about anything.

Really.

She listens to everything.

“Wipe your tears first.” Shen Zhan took the paper on the coffee table and handed it to her.

Lin Jiayin pulled a paper towel and crumpled it up, wiped it randomly and looked at him.

She panicked and frightened Shen Zhan’s heart again, like being caught, rubbed, squeezed, and then slammed to the ground.

“Lin Jiayin, do you remember what I said, you are my little sun, my light, as long as I am happy, I will be happy too,” Shen Zhan paused, and his voice went softer, “but you I am sick now and become unhappy because I…”

He looked at her watery eyes, “This is the last thing I want to see.”

Lin Jiayin opened her lips.

She lied to Shen Zhan’s illness because she was afraid of this day.

“So what?” After crying, his throat was dumb, mixed with thick nasal sounds.

“So…” Shen Zhan squeezed her hand, “Can you love yourself before you love me? You are not only my light, but also your own light.”

Lin Jiayin bit her lip.

“Did you give up the opportunity to exchange abroad?” Shen Zhan asked her.

Although she didn’t want to admit it, Lin Jiayin nodded in choked up.

Shen Zhan wanted to release her hand, but Lin Jiayin clung to it.

“You let go first,” he said.

Lin Jiayin shook her head.

“Let go.” Shen Zhan lowered his voice and repeated it again.

Lin Jiayin shook her head.

Shen Zhan looked at her and sighed lightly.

Perhaps it was the sigh that made Lin Jiayin panic again, and she nodded quickly, loosening finger after finger.

Shen Zhan reached out to her, rolled his wrists, and spread his fingers.

“Look.” His gaze fell on his palm.

“What are you looking at?” Lin Jiayin didn’t understand.

Shen Zhan raised his eyes and asked her: “Don’t you remember?”

“I…” Lin Jiayin looked at him.

Shen Zhan grabbed her right hand, and took her index finger to draw a lot on the palm, as if she was writing something.

Lin Jiayin felt that she was writing her name stroke by stroke.

“You don’t remember the signature on the palm of my hand,” Shen Zhan let go, paused for a moment and then continued: “Similarly, you are about to forget your dreams.” If this continues, you will lose yourself.

Lin Jiayin froze.

“I’m waiting to see your first performance.”

“Others can say you can’t, but you have to believe in yourself.”

Shen Zhan stretched out his hands and closed his eyebrows, with a smile in his voice.

“Although this is a bit Mary Su chicken soup… the future Chief Lin, how about signing in advance?”

…

After a long while, he came back to his senses, and his eyes met Shen Zhan.

“Little Sun, can you seize this opportunity? Don’t lose your dream because of me, you will regret it, and I will blame myself.” Shen Zhan covered her head with a big palm and rubbed it comfortingly, “What I like is You who shine, not you who shine only for me.”

Lin Jiayin suddenly understood something at this moment.

Although she couldn’t think about it clearly, she nodded her head heavily, “Okay…”

…

This night, it was an unprecedented one, and Lin Jiayin fell asleep as soon as he closed his eyes.

Maybe it was because of crying too tired, or maybe it was the worry and fear that I had put in my heart before, and they all went out after Shen Zhan talked with her.

Shen Zhan had three chapters with her.

Don’t hide anything from him, and you can’t secretly bear it behind your back; think about yourself before considering him, don’t put all your attention on his affairs; you can’t give up the opportunity to communicate in Australia, you should go Fight with the teacher…

When he woke up early the next morning, Lin Jiayin rubbed her eyes with some swelling, and when she opened it, she found no one around her.

He jumped out of the bed, opened the door and ran out of the bedroom barefoot, “Shen Zhan?”

Shen Zhan just finished washing, and heard her screaming out of the bathroom quickly, with a few crystal drops on her white face.

When Lin Jiayin found him at home, he let out a long sigh of relief.

“Why don’t you wear shoes?” Shen Zhan’s eyes fell on her feet, frowning slightly.

“I’ll wear it right away!” Lin Jiayin turned and ran back to the bedroom.

Wearing pink slippers, Lin Jiayin went to the bathroom to brush her teeth and wash her face. After washing, she walked to the living room. Shen Zhan sat on the sofa and looked at the cup and medicine on the coffee table. “Take the medicine first.”

Lin Jiayin walked over and picked up the water glass. The touch of warm water made her pause.

But soon she recovered, picked up the two white pills poured on the medicine cap, raised her head and threw it in her throat, sulking again, and sent the medicine in.

After supervising her to take the medicine, Shen Zhan stood up, and slammed his chin on the dining table, “Let’s eat, I bought your favorite lotus root bag.”

Lin Jiayin looked over. There were a few paper boxes on the table and two cups of soy milk.

Shen Zhan got up so early that he had gone out to buy breakfast.

Lin Jiayin slowly walked over and sat down.

“It’s still hot.” Shen Zhan inserted the straw into the lid hole of the soymilk cup and reached out to her.

Lin Jiayin took it and took a sip, “It’s so sweet.”

“Don’t you like to drink sweets?” Shen Zhan handed the buns to her again.

Lin Jiayin picked up the buns, took a bite, and it really was the lotus root.

Lin Jiayin took another one after eating. Her appetite hasn’t been better recently, and her mental state is not good. One reason is that she has just started taking medicine in the past two days. The side effects are obvious and her appetite is lost.

I didn’t expect to have the desire to move the chopsticks again this morning, even though I had eaten halfway through, I still felt sick.

But obviously, the lotus root bag is not sold by the one outside the community.

The steamed bun shop outside the community is not very tasty, it can be said that it is awful. They usually go to school for breakfast.

“Where did you buy it?” Lin Jiayin put down his chopsticks and asked

Shen Zhan raised his eyelids: “You care where I bought it.”

“You are so fierce.” Lin Jiayin frowned.

“I’m not fierce, can you listen to me?” Shen Zhan said.

Lin Jiayin frowned again, “Why am I disobedient again?”

Shen Zhan glanced at her and smiled, “He is quite obedient now.”

Lin Jiayin snorted.

“Stop eating?”

“Stop eating,” Lin Jiayin shook her head, “I can’t eat.”

Shen Zhan is not reluctant. He has read the drug instructions. The most common side effect is loss of appetite. After a period of time, the symptoms will be reduced.

“Forget it if you can’t eat, go and change your clothes.” Shen Zhan also put down his chopsticks.

Shen Zhan rode her to school.

With half an hour before class, Lin Jiayin went to Wang Yizhen’s office.

Before getting off the bus, Shen Zhan asked her: “Should I accompany you?”

Lin Jiayin shook her head, “No, I’ll go by myself, you go to the laboratory.”

“Really don’t want me to go?” Shen Zhan raised his eyebrows.

“No.” Lin Jiayin still shook her head.

It would be very strange for Shen Zhan to go there. Does your boyfriend help out? And if Wang Yezhen knew that she was giving up this opportunity for him, she would definitely scold him bloody.

“Tell the teacher well, it really doesn’t work…” Shen Zhan kicked on the tripod, “Call me.”

“Good.” Lin Jiayin answered.

“Then I’m leaving, and I will pick you up after class.” Shen Zhan said.

“You don’t need to pick it up, I will come to you by myself. I am not without feet.”

Shen Zhan thought for a while, “OK.”

He also couldn’t be too careful, which would put Lin Jiayin under pressure.

It wasn’t until Shen Zhan disappeared to the end of the green shade on the bike that Lin Jiayin retracted his gaze, turned around, and walked to the office.

The door of the office was locked, and Lin Jiayin waited at the door for a while before hearing footsteps.

Wang Yizhen carried the bag in one hand and early in the other hand, walking down and touching the keys in her pocket.

No one stood at the door.

“Ms. Wang.” Lin Jiayin shouted.

Wang Yizhen looked up, the key in her hand fell to the ground, making a ding-dong sound of metal hitting the tiles.

Lin Jiayin walked over and picked it up.

Wang Yizhen took it, inserted it into the keyhole and turned it twice, hitting her knees, and the door opened.

“Come in,” she said.

Lin Jiayin walked in behind her.

“Regret it?” Wang Yizhen sat down and pushed aside the things on the table, putting the bag and early on.

Lin Jiayin pursed her lips and nodded.

Wang Yizhen sighed and looked up at her: “Fortunately, you are here to tell me that if you are later, it will be useless for you to find the principal.”

“Teacher Wang, I…” Lin Jiayin bit her lip.

Wang Yizhen waved his hand and glanced at the clock hanging on the wall, “Don’t say it, the first period is Teacher Liu’s class, you are going to be late.”

Lin Jiayin was stunned, and bowed to her, “Thank you, Teacher Wang.”

“No,” Wang Yizhen said vaguely when she got up early to eat, “Just wake up. Next time, remember not to be dazzled by love again.”

Lin Jiayin was taken aback again.

How does Teacher Wang know the reason?

“Go to class, don’t be late.” Wang Yizhen drove her away.

After Lin Jiayin thanked him again, he walked out of the office.

On the way to the dance room, Lin Jiayin took out the phone and sent Shen Zhan a WeChat.

-Caught.

Shen Zhan returned to her soon.

-Little Sun is awesome

Lin Jiayin continued to type with her head down

-Almost never had a chance. Teacher Wang said that he would not have to go to the principal later

Shen Zhan seconds back.

-I don’t want this, just go

Well, Lin Jiayin paused, then typed.

-Almost getting better

Shen Zhan said.

-I’m getting better.

Yeah, everything is getting better.

I fell asleep all of a sudden last night. Today, my feet are not like stepping on cotton. I suddenly gained strength.

There are fewer and fewer people discussing about Zhao Ye’s posts on school forums.

After a while, everyone gets tired, the posts will sink, and those on Weibo will be attracted by other events.

Everything is fine, everything is fine.

Lin Jiayin kicked the phone back into her pocket and looked up at the sky.

The sun had just risen, and the sun was dazzling.

Lin Jiayin squinted her eyes and suddenly heard someone calling her behind her.

Tao Mo ran over and saw her unswollen eyes. He hesitated and asked, “You…have quarreled with Shen Zhan?”

“No.” Lin Jiayin shook her head, raised her hand to touch her eyes, “Drank too much water last night.”

Tao Mo opened her lips, and finally only made a prolonged “Oh” sound.

She didn’t know whether it was right to find Shen Zhan and Wang Yizhen.

But she really couldn’t just watch it like this, watch and do nothing.

Walked a little further.

Tao Mo suddenly turned her head and asked her, “You really don’t plan to go to Australia?”

Lin Jiayin said: “Go, I just came out of Teacher Wang’s office.”

Tao Mo sighed and smiled at her.

“Thank you.” Lin Jiayin said.

Tao Mo touched her hair, “Thank me for what…”

“Thank you anyway.” Lin Jiayin interrupted her.

Whether or not Tao Mo told Teacher Wang, she wanted to thank her.

Tao Mo was stunned for a moment, remembering about the psychological consultation, “I will accompany you to see a psychiatrist the day after tomorrow.”

“No, Shen Zhan will accompany me.” Lin Jiayin said.

Tao Mo looked at her, “Shen Zhan knows?”

Lin Jiayin nodded.

Tao Mo said thoughtfully, “It’s best for him to accompany you.”

Although she didn’t know about Tilin Jiayin’s illness, according to Shen Zhan’s IQ and EQ, she found it was normal.

She looked at Lin Jiayin’s slightly swollen upper eyelids again, hoping that the words to Shen Zhan would not bother her.

When approaching the entrance of the dance studio, Tao Mo wanted to say something, “Sister Lin.”

Lin Jiayin stopped, “You said.”

“Shen Zhan has a strong psychological quality, those public opinions will not affect him much, but you, the psychological quality is inferior to him, so…” Tao Mo seriously said, “Don’t get trapped by the horns.”

Lin Jiayin hummed and said sincerely: “I know, I already understand.”

Two days later, Lin Jiayin was accompanied by Shen Zhan to the Fourth People’s Hospital.

The counseling room is in the back building, because the back of the building is facing the sun, the whole building looks a bit cold.

Although it was accompanied by someone, the psychologist only let Lin Jiayin in alone.

Shen Zhan sat on the blue chair outside and waited.

Did not play on the phone, and did not move around.

I kept watching the off-white door that was closed tightly with the sign of the counseling room.

Shen Zhan waited for forty minutes before the door opened.

As soon as Lin Jiayin came out, Shen Zhan stood up immediately.

The doctor held the folder and said, “I won’t use it next time, just take medicine.”

“Aren’t you here?” Shen Zhan asked.

“There is no need to come again,” the doctor looked at Lin Jiayin: “She has no problem in her heart. It’s just that she has been anxious for too long. It has never caused insomnia. Poor sleep can lead to poor spirits, so she will lose appetite, general weakness, and even nausea and vomiting. .”

Shen Zhan was startled.

Nausea and vomiting?

He remembered the last time someone put a courier box with dead mice at the door.

After taking it apart, Lin Jiayin vomited directly.

Turns out more than once, not all because of nausea.

Shen Zhan’s face darkened.

The psychiatrist thought he was too worried, and comforted: “Generally speaking, people have anxiety, depression, and when they are in a bad mood. These are normal negative emotions. The loss will be relieved after a day or two. Negative emotions last for a long time, so it will take some time to get over.”

“Drug adjustment coupled with self-regulation will soon get better.” The doctor added.

Shen Zhan lightly tapped his chin, “Thank you doctor.”

The doctor smiled and went to the waiting room to call for the next patient.

Walking out of the gate of the hospital, Lin Jiayin stood at the entrance of the small noodle shop across the street, waiting for Shen Zhan to drive the car out of the parking lot.

After getting in the car, Shen Zhan turned sideways to help her fasten her seat belt.

“How many times have you vomited?” Shen Zhan asked abruptly after he was tied up.

Lin Jiayin pursed her lips, “I vomited that night.”

Shen Zhan didn’t speak any more, lit the fire, stepped on the accelerator, and the car drove forward gently.

“The doctor said I’m fine, and I’ll get better if I take the medicine on time.” Lin Jiayin secretly glanced at him.

Shen Zhan caught her sight and hummed softly.

“The weather is good today.” Lin Jiayin looked at the fast streetscape outside the window, and the sun shone on her face.

Shen Zhan stretched out his hand and pulled the visor down for her.

The sunlight on her face suddenly disappeared, Lin Jiayin turned her head, raised her hand and pulled the visor back.

“Don’t you sun?” Shen Zhan asked her.

“I am the little sun,” Lin Jiayin said with a smile, “the little sun is not afraid of the sun.”

The shining sun also fell on his shoulders, and the warm temperature made Shen Zhan’s mood suddenly clear, and he also smiled.

He didn’t care about it before. From now on, she will do well.

The time for overseas exchanges was set in early November, and the time was adjusted from three months to two months.

When Lin Jiayin heard the news, she almost jumped to the ceiling to hang herself.

Shen Zhan watched and smiled, “Others hate to stay for a few months, how come you get here…”

“What’s the matter?” Lin Jiayin asked him with her waist in her waist.

“It’s nothing.” Shen Zhan raised his eyebrows and closed his mouth in a jealous manner.

“The dance department is different. If you really want to learn something, you have to learn it from the beginning. Staying there all year round. This exchange is to look at the dance culture of other countries, cultivate dance literacy, and let your own vision. Take it to the next level.”

Shen Zhan smiled, just about to praise her improved logical thinking ability.

As a result, Lin Jiayin said to him, “Teacher Wang told me.”

“…” Shen Zhan raised his leg on the coffee table, leaned lazily on the back of the sofa, folded his hands on the back of his head, smiled as she watched her lap around there, “Your teacher Wang is pretty straightforward. ”

“Teacher Wang is fine, although everyone is afraid of her.” Lin Jiayin jumped over and threw directly on Shen Zhan.

Shen Zhan let out a cry of pain when she was so violently pressed.

“What’s wrong?” Lin Jiayin got up from him.

Shen Zhan pushed her back, and said in a low voice, “I was almost crushed by you.”

“What’s broken?” Lin Jiayin blinked unclearly.

Shen Zhan bit her ear, held her hand and touched it down, “What do you mean?”

“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!” Lin Jiayin broke free of his hand and turned to run.

Shen Zhan took her arm, and Lin Jiayin planted back on him.

One turned over and pressed her, Shen Zhan lifted his lips and smiled: “Just rascal to you.”

Once you open your eyes and close your eyes again, one day is over.

Time ran too fast, and it hadn’t slowed down. The day to go to Australia to exchange and study is just around the corner.

Lin Jiayin always thinks there are still a few days left.

When she lay down on the bed and watched Shen Zhan packing her suitcase, she found out that she was going to Australia tomorrow morning.

“Do you want to bring this?” Shen Zhan picked up the T-shirt.

Lin Jiayin cupped her face, and nodded like a chicken pecking at rice.

“Why don’t you change one?” Shen Zhan felt that this one was a bit short.

“That’s it.” Lin Jiayin reached out and grabbed the clothes, and threw them directly into the suitcase spread out on the floor.

Shen Zhan glanced at her, picked it up again, folded it, and put it in again.

Lin Jiayin quietly watched him pack his luggage.

The action is not hurried or slow.

It’s not like her, every time she collects something, she is in a mess, either she didn’t bring this thing or she forgot to put it in.

“I put the medicine in the mezzanine.” Shen Zhan put the medicine box in and looked up at her.

Lin Jiayin shook her calf twice and nodded.

My sleep condition continued to improve. I opened my eyes all night at the beginning, fell asleep at 2 or 3 in the morning, and now I can fall asleep in less than half an hour with my eyes closed. It’s much better.

When I went to get the medicine yesterday, the doctor also reduced her dosage.

Side effects are gradually reduced.

She still remembers the first few days when she started taking magnesium valproate sustained-release tablets. She seemed to have no emotions, neither happy nor sad. She looked the same on sunny and cloudy days, and she was not interested in anything. Her heart occasionally returned. It will twitch violently.

Just like a puppet with no emotions.

The doctor said that magnesium valproate sustained-release tablets are emotional stabilizers, and the initial medication will also cause a decrease in libido.

When Lin Jiayin heard the second half of the sentence, her face didn’t blush, but she was rather depressed.

However, after using the medicine for two weeks, Shen Zhan pressed her on her body, at least her heartbeat accelerated and her face flushed.

Lin Jiayin kept staring at Shen Zhan who was squatting on the ground.

“Be sure to remember to eat,” Shen Zhan folded his clothes, put the important documents such as visa information into a transparent plastic bag and stuffed it at the bottom, “I will call you every day to remind you.”

Lin Jiayin nodded again.

“The plane will take nearly 12 hours. I have downloaded a few movies for you on the phone, so I can choose to watch.” Shen Zhan walked to the bedside table and gave her the phone.

Lin Jiayin flicked a few times, besides browsing the movies he had downloaded, I have to say that it suits her appetite.

She also found several language translation software on the phone screen.

“It’s best to sleep on the plane.” Shen Zhan said again.

“Got it.” Lin Jiayin rolled over and lay on her back on the bed.

After a while, Shen Zhan walked out of the bedroom, and Lin Jiayin swept away.

After a few seconds she heard the door closing.

Shen Zhan is out?

Lin Jiayin jumped out of bed and ran to the French window to look.

Shen Zhan just came out of the building, as if telepathically, he looked back.

“Buy something and come back soon.” As it was at the bottom level, she could hear Shen Zhan. Lin Jiayin nodded and ran back to the bed.

Within five minutes, Shen Zhan came back.

He pushed open the bedroom door.

Lin Jiayin sat up, “What did you buy?”

Shen Zhan threw the contents of his hand onto the bed and closed the door with his backhand.

After Lin Jiayin saw clearly what it was, she blushed and raised her head.

“Hurry up and do it a few more times.” A pair of squiggly peach eyes were slightly raised, and his voice was biased and a little dumb.

Shen Zhan always seemed very serious when he said this, making Lin Jiayin stunned in bed every time.

Shen Zhan took the phone away from her hand and put it on the cabinet on the side.

Lin Jiayin came back to her senses and turned over to run. As soon as the person leaped forward, Shen Zhan quickly grabbed her wrist.

He dragged it back, using both hands and feet, pressing her knees on her thighs, and holding her wrists.

Lin Jiayin was so crushed by him that he could not move, staring straight into his eyes, her chest rising and falling and panting.

“Long flesh.” Shen Zhan lowered his eyes and glanced at her undulating waves.

“No, no, I’m not long.” Lin Jiayin was irritated to talk nonsense.

Shen Zhan leaned over and took a peck at her lips, lowered his voice and said, “I will know by touching it.”

…

The next morning, Shen Zhan drove Lin Jiayin to the airport.

Lin Jiayin didn’t speak all the way, her head drooping dullly.

Shen Zhan turned the steering wheel half a circle, and the car slowly drove into the parking lot.

“Here.” Shen Zhan turned off and pulled out the key, opened the door and got out of the car.

Lin Jiayin sat on the co-pilot and didn’t move. Shen Zhan sighed softly and walked around to open the co-pilot’s door.

“Come down.” He held out his hand.

Lin Jiayin raised her head and gave him a hand, very reluctant to step out of the car.

Senhe is an hour’s drive from the airport.

But how did she feel that at most ten minutes, she came down as soon as she went up.

Shen Zhan walked to the back of the car, opened the trunk, took out the trunk, and held her with one hand on the lever.

The flight was already checked in when I entered.

Because it is an international flight, not only has to go through the security check but also the border check. After the baggage check is completed, there is not much time left for them to stay warm.

It can be said that only a few minutes.

Lin Jiayin hugged Shen Zhan’s waist, her nose was sore, her eyes were sore, and her throat was sore.

She dared not speak, for fear that she would cry with one mouth.

Shen Zhan patted her on the back, “Just two months, I will come to see you when I am free.”

Lin Jiayin sniffed and didn’t speak.

“Did I remember what I told you this morning?” Shen Zhan asked her.

Lin Jiayin nodded in his arms.

“After the past, if there is anything you don’t know, don’t understand, remember to call me,” Shen Zhan paused, because he found that the tip of his nose was also beginning to sour, “I have been there all the time.”

Lin Jiayin’s hands around his waist tightened, and the overflowing tears rubbed against his clothes.

Wet a large piece.

Both of them did not speak any more, and were silent at the same time.

After a while, Shen Zhan pulled her away, “Let’s board the plane.”

Lin Jiayin raised her hand to touch her tears, sniffed her nose, and took the bag in his hand, crying with a nasal sound: “…Then I’m leaving.”

“Yeah.” Shen Zhan touched her hair.

“I’m leaving now.” Lin Jiayin bit her lip and turned around, but dropped her bag at the moment she turned around, plunged into Shen Zhan’s arms, and burst into tears.

Shen Zhan kept patting her back.

“I don’t want to go anymore.” Lin Jiayin cried.

Shen Zhan didn’t speak, but silently patted her to be comforted.

After Lin Jiayin cried enough, she said, “Go and board the plane, it’s too late.”

Lin Jiayin lifted her head from his arms, raised her hand to wipe away the tears, biting her lip to suppress the cry.

“Then I’m leaving,” she said.

“Yeah.” Shen Zhan said.

“I’m leaving.” Lin Jiayin bent over to pick up the bag that was thrown on the ground, picking it up a little hard.

“Don’t look back.” Shen Zhan said.

Lin Jiayin bit her lower lip and turned around without looking at Shen Zhan after straightening her waist.

She listened to Shen Zhan’s words and did not look back.

From queuing to board the plane to entering the security gate, she never looked back.

She wanted to look back countless times, but she pinched her palms to endure it.

After turning around, I don’t want to go.

Turning back, she will run to Shen Zhan.

…

Can’t look back, Lin Jiayin.

Can’t look back.

Shen Zhan turned around after watching her enter the security checkpoint.

After walking two steps forward, he stopped suddenly.

Raised his hand and wiped the corner of his eye.

Fuck…

Why is he crying.

Shen Zhan chuckled, opened his legs and continued to walk forward.

It was already ten thirty in the morning when I returned to the laboratory, and everyone was there.

Seeing him walk in with a bleak expression, everyone unanimously did not speak.

Except for Lin Qingxuan.

He tilted Erlang’s legs and shook, and saw Shen Zhan sitting on his seat without saying a word, turning on the computer, entering the password, and a series of actions like a robot without emotion.

“Sister Lin is gone?” Although he knew he was asking nonsense, he still wanted to ask.

Shen Zhan said.

“Although it’s only two months, it’s considered a long-distance relationship, and a long-distance relationship is the easiest…” Lin Qingxuan was interrupted by Shen Zhan before she finished speaking with her legs shaking.

“Do you want people to be overturned with the bench?”

Lin Qingxuan put his legs down, sat up straight, and shook his head in fear.

“If you want to force you to go outside, don’t open your mouth in front of me.” Shen Zhan glanced at him.

Lin Qingxuan narrowed her mouth and made an ok gesture.

Shen Zhan quickly tapped the keyboard, and Lin Qingxuan looked at him from time to time and observed the expression on his face.

The eye sockets were not red, and the corners of his eyes were not wet, Lin Qingxuan stuck out his tongue and retracted his gaze, took out the phone, bowed his head and pressed the keyboard frantically, harassing Qi Zheng.

After Qi Zheng replied his first two sentences, he did not reply again, as if he had died.

Lin Qingxuan browsed Weibo boredly.

As soon as the hot search rankings were swiped, Zhao Ye’s name was actually in the top three.

Lin Qingxuan’s eyes widened, and he clicked in.

After a few glances, he shouted, “Fuck me.”

The voice was too loud, everyone looked over, except Shen Zhan.

Lin Qingxuan waved his mobile phone and shouted at Shen Zhan: “Zhao Yeqiang|has been a hot search.”

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