How Should I Tell the Boss That I Want a Divorce? - Chapter 25

This question is difficult to answer no matter when it is placed. It is even an unbearable memory for Zhao Xiaotong. Her best friend in college is not only jealous of her good songwriting, but even jealous of Gu Jinhan’s feelings for her.

Tan Xueqi not only finds someone to give her medicine, but even wants people to take a video. She wants to destroy her completely. This is what Zhao Xiaotong cannot accept. The relationship between the two of them for the past three years, they eat and sleep together every day. It is not an exaggeration to say that she is as close as a sister, but she wants to ruin her completely.

Gu Jinhan knew that the past would cause her pain, and said in a deep voice, “No matter how she harmed you, the matter has already passed. You will only be sad when you know it, so that’s it for today, okay?”

Seeing that he was unwilling to confess, Zhao Xiaotong grabbed his hair and felt even worse: “How can I stop here? That’s what happened to me. I have the right to know the truth. You can’t hide anything just because it will cause me pain. With me, Gu Jinhan, you have no right to decide my life.”

Gu Jinhan fell silent.

Yes, he has no right to decide, but if he tells her everything, he is afraid that she can’t bear it, she finally walked out.

Even if it is clear that there are some things that cannot be wrapped up in paper, she will know sooner or later. Rather than let her know from the outside, it is better for him to tell her, but he cannot bear the consequences after she knows it. After all, Tan Xueqi’s matter is just the one.

Zhao Xiaotong bit her lip and looked directly into his eyes stubbornly for the first time. There was a posture that he wouldn’t say anything, she would never give up.

Gu Jinhan’s eyes were full of struggle. After a while, he said, “Tongtong, I’m not going to interfere with you. Haven’t you been curious about why you won’t contact your friends for a few years? Well, I can tell you that you were shocked. I don’t want to contact anyone. In severe cases, you may even suffer from severe depression. If you don’t miss Haohao, you might not be able to get out at all.”

Zhao Xiaotong is a little confused, depression? How could she have depression? When she was a child, she remembered a neighbor who was suffering from depression and jumped off the fifteenth floor, and his brain fell out.

Zhao Xiaotong has grown up, although her academic performance is very average, her mentality is always the best. She seldom thinks about anything in her heart. She always believes that there is no hurdle, how can she suffer from depression because of a blow disease?

He must be joking, right? He made up a terrible condition because he didn’t want to tell her. Zhao Xiaotong didn’t believe it. When she wanted to refute, she met his eyes.

The man’s eyes were as deep as ever, but there was something more in his eyes. The complex, sad, and tired emotions were intertwined, making people breathless. He obviously didn’t speak, but his eyes were extremely heartbreaking.

Zhao Xiaotong has never seen him look like this. In her heart, he has always been strong, and the word fragile has nothing to do with him, but at this moment, he is particularly distressed.

Her heart suddenly twitched, and she stared at him blankly, without speaking.

Gu Jinhan rubbed his eyebrows wearily, and then whispered: “I don’t want you to experience those pains again. If you can, I hope you don’t ask any more questions? Just for me and Haohao, the years of your depression. , Haohao worries about his mother not wanting him every day.”

Having said that, Gu Jinhan’s eyes were a little sore. He closed his eyes and said in a low voice: “Do you remember how Hao Hao lost his temper to you after waking up? He didn’t lose his temper for no reason, he thought You fell on purpose.”

Gu Jinhan twitched his lips, pretending to be relaxed and said, “Even if you were cured by then, the appearance of your illness left a deep impression on him. After he learned from the nanny that depression would have suicidal tendencies, he was always afraid. When you left him, how fierce he was on the surface that day, he was afraid in his heart.”

Zhao Xiaotong’s tears fell one by one, and Hao Hao’s face was full of sullen expressions in his mind.

She didn’t know what was going on. Suddenly, her heart was so painful that she couldn’t help it. Her heart twitched and she had no choice but to press her hand on her chest: “Don’t say it, I won’t ask, I really won’t ask.”

Even if he clearly said that, she would definitely feel uncomfortable, and seeing her cry like this, Gu Jinhan felt uncomfortable. He reached out and touched her head, and put her in his arms.

Zhao Xiaotong didn’t struggle, clutching his shirt and crying almost uncontrollably, even if she didn’t understand how she could be so fragile and depressed, she couldn’t help crying as long as she thought of Haohao’s lonely little figure.

No wonder she always feels a sense of guilt inexplicably when facing Gu Jinhan and Haohao. It must be her before, do you feel sorry for them?

Haohao is so young. She always thought he was a bear kid before. What qualifications does she have to fault his bad temper? Zhao Xiaotong couldn’t control her tears at all.

“Baby, don’t cry.” Gu Jinhan lowered his head and kissed her hair.

Obviously he shouted so ambiguously, Zhao Xiaotong couldn’t accept such a greasy name before, but at this moment, she only felt sad, she couldn’t imagine how he and Haohao got here during the years when she was sick.

Her tears fell on his shirt. Gu Jinhan stroked her back and coaxed her loudly. Zhao Xiaotong cried for a long time before he managed to control his emotions.

With red eyes, she lifted her small head from his arms, and saw that his shirt was not only wet from her crying, but also a little wrinkled, she was even more embarrassed: “I’m sorry.”

“Apologize to me?”

Gu Jinhan wiped away her tears with his thumb.

His hand has distinct joints. Because he holds a pen all the year round and wears a thin layer of calluses, it hurts him when his thumb slides across her cheek. Even if his movements are not gentle, Zhao Xiaotong feels that he is very gentle at this moment.

She sniffed, and was slightly embarrassed when she met his dark eyes.

Her eyelashes were all wet from crying, her white tender face was full of tears, and she looked pitiful and unspeakable.

Gu Jinhan stretched out her hand again to wipe her tears, and said in a low voice, “Go and wash your face. It’s noon. Haohao will be back in a while, don’t let him see that it’s wrong.”

Zhao Xiaotong nodded. When she got up and stood up, she couldn’t help but whispered: “I must have been a terrible mother in the past?”

Gu Jinhan said without hesitation: “Naturally not. Your love for Haohao is not less than that of any mother. The reason why you can come out is because you love him. You have always been a good mother. You took him there two days ago. When he was in the amusement park, he was very happy, and he showed off to me on purpose.”

Zhao Xiaotong was taken aback for a moment. The Haohao in her impression was always a little sullen, so cool that she couldn’t be cooler, except that she had a bad temper, she even felt that he was not like a child at all, and he would even look for Gu Jinhan. show off?

Zhao Xiaotong’s heartbeat was slightly fast, and his eyes were full of disbelief.

Gu Jinhan took out his mobile phone and sent Haohao to his WeChat. Zhao Xiaotong took a look at it. On WeChat, she couldn’t help but feel sore when she saw the words Dad and Mom took me to the amusement park.

She quickly wiped her eyes, looked up at the ceiling again, and then muttered to Gu Jinhan: “He has never called mother in front of me, and he works smoothly when typing.”

The girl pursed her lips slightly, her expression is lively and cute.

Gu Jinhan put a smile in his eyes and whispered: “He is such an individual who twists his temper. He must have yelled soon, but you, since I lost my memory, my husband hasn’t yelled at all. Should I complain too? ”

Zhao Xiaotong’s face flushed, she quickly turned around, and left as if to escape: “Wash your face.”

When her back disappeared at the corner of the stairs, Gu Jinhan’s expression was a little startled. He took advantage of her softheartedness after all.

After Zhao Xiaotong returned to the room, she quickly washed her face. Seeing that her eyes were still red, she dampened a towel and put it on her eyes. It took a while to take off the towel, and it was much better.

Gu Jinhan stayed in the living room for a while before going upstairs: “It’s half past eleven, I’m going to pick up Haohao in a while, do you want to be together?”

He walked quietly, and Zhao Xiaotong was focusing on patting the water again. She didn’t even know that he was coming up. When she heard what he said, she was shocked. Thinking of what he meant just now, her face burned fiercely again.

She wanted to say who would be with him, but thinking of how Hao Hao couldn’t help showing off even going to an amusement park with her, she couldn’t say anything to refuse.

These words of Gu Jinhan made her feel even more distressed for Haohao. At this time, she just wanted to treat him better. Guessed that if she went, he would be happy. Zhao Xiaotong couldn’t help but feel a little happy.

Zhao Xiaotong tried his best not to look at his figure, and while patted the water, he said, “Then wait for me. I need a four or five minutes. It’s only more than ten minutes to get to their school. There is not enough time.”

This was the first time that the two of them had picked up Haohao from school together. When the little guy saw that his parents were there after he left the school gate, he was slightly taken aback, his **** eyes widened.

The other children saw that their parents leaped into their arms, but Hao Hao still had that calm appearance. He walked up to Zhao Xiaotong and saw that his mother had indeed come, so the corners of his mouth cocked slightly and raised. Little head: “Didn’t you go to the interview? Why are you willing to come and pick me up?”

Zhao Xiaotong smiled and touched his little head: “Don’t you want your mother to pick you up? But mother misses you, and wants to see you sooner.”

Hao Hao had a feeling of indescribable words in his eyes, frowning and humming: “Why are you so nauseous today?”

Having said that, the smile at the corner of his mouth couldn’t be suppressed.

Zhao Xiaotong saw his happy little appearance for the first time, and almost shed tears sadly. She blinked and rubbed Haohao’s head again: “Go, get in the car, tell mom what you want to eat, and take you out to eat today. .”

Zhao Xiaotong remembers that when she was young, every time her parents took her out to dinner, she was extremely happy. At this moment, she wanted to make Haohao happier.

Haohao’s eyes lit up: “Whatever you can eat?”

After he finished speaking, he glanced at Gu Jinhan again. He obviously felt that his father was there, and he would definitely not follow him.

Zhao Xiaotong couldn’t help but glance at Gu Jinhan, afraid that he would refuse, she quickly said: “I rarely propose to take him out for food, you must not hold back.”

“Well, don’t procrastinate.”

His words were as concise as always, but with indescribable pampering, as if he would agree no matter what she said. Zhao Xiaotong’s face became a little hot uncontrollably, she quickly moved her eyes away and pulled Haohao up. vehicle.

After getting in the car, Hao Hao said that he wanted to go to Pizza Hut, Gu Jinhan said that he had the answer. Naturally, he wouldn’t regret it now and took them directly to Pizza Hut.

Hao Hao was very satisfied with this lunch.

After eating and approaching home, he couldn’t help but glance at his mother. He always felt that her mother was extraordinarily gentle today, and she was a little different from her before. He couldn’t help but said, “You passed the interview?”

That’s why I feel so good?

Naturally, the interview failed. Seeing which pot he opened and which pot to mention, Zhao Xiaotong squeezed his little face dejectedly: “Hey! Mom warns you that interviews are not allowed within three days, unless I find another company. ”

He said that when he changed his face, he changed his face. The problem with his hands and feet has not changed. It is indeed his mother. Haohao slapped her hand away, but felt relieved in his heart.

Zhao Xiaotong not only wants to treat him well today, but also wants to treat him well in the future. She wants to make up for the maternal love he has lacked in recent years. At night before Haohao goes to bed, she not only offered him milk, but also from Haohao’s bookcase. I turned out a fairy tale book and wanted to tell Hao Hao a story.

Haohao has changed into pajamas. The little guy is in a pure white pajamas today. There is a cartoon character printed on the clothes. He heard his mother tell him a bedtime story. He sat on the bed without moving. He was dark. But his eyes were a little confused.

“Why this look? Don’t you want your mother to tell you?”

Today, Zhao Xiaotong deliberately gave a Baidu about how to give more care to the baby. It is all about not only saying that mom loves you from time to time, but also developing the habit of telling stories to the baby every night. Storytelling is not only to convey knowledge to him, It is also a way to express maternal love.

Only then did Zhao Xiaotong pull out his fairy tale book.

These fairy tale books were bought by Gu Jinhan two years ago. When Haohao was three years old, he would tell him bedtime stories for a while. As Zhao Xiaotong’s illness worsened, he put more energy on her. The bedtime story gradually stopped.

Haohao’s eyes were a little bit sour, how could he not want his mother to speak? No one knows that every time he listens to Hanghang’s complaints, he wants to hear a bedtime story from a mother.

He got into the bed, closed his eyes quickly, and made a listening posture: “Let’s talk about one.”

He was very happy in his heart, but his tone was reluctant. Zhao Xiaotong wouldn’t want to tell him if he didn’t know that he was such a twisted temper.

She told this bedtime story for 20 minutes. She waited until Haohao fell asleep before she leaned over and kissed his little cheek. Gu Jinhan leaned on the door and looked at her quietly.

It wasn’t until Zhao Xiaotong helped Haohao to cover the quilt and walked to the door, he whispered: “I only have my son in my heart? What about my husband? Don’t you kiss?”

His facial features were still cold and hard, looking at him who didn’t seem to be able to say such things at all. He was indeed not like this when he was a teenager.

At that time, she took the initiative to speak to him, but he might not be willing to respond. He was not just a taciturn type, but his words were almost abnormal. Even the teacher would try not to ask him questions.

Now, although he is not talking too much, he can always block her speechless from time to time. Zhao Xiaotong always feels that he is intentional. She wrinkles her nose and suddenly has bad thoughts.

She smiled playfully: “You bow your head and stay closer.”

Gu Jinhan held his breath uncontrollably, even if it was clear that she would not be obedient, he still bowed his head obediently and moved closer to her.

The next moment, the girl stretched out her hand and patted him on the face. Although she was not hitting hard, she smiled like a little fox who had no choice but to do so, with curvy eyebrows and very beautiful.

After the beating, she withdrew her hand and wanted to slip away from him, but the man stretched out his hand to hook her waist and fished him into his arms.

The man put his arms around her from behind, his breath hit her white earlobes, his voice was low and sweet, and inexplicably sultry: “I want to run if I take advantage of it? How can there be such a good thing?”

Zhao Xiaotong’s body froze uncontrollably, where did she take advantage? Don’t you just shoot him? Who made him lower his head stupidly, not waiting to be photographed?

He didn’t care about the defamation in her heart, and the dominance in her bones showed up a little bit. He leaned over and kissed her small and delicate earlobe. The man’s lips were soft, as if carrying electricity, from the earlobe. spine.

Zhao Xiaotong’s heart trembled uncontrollably, nervously without knowing where to put his hands and feet, and his cheeks were flushed and almost bleeding.

She was embarrassed and said: “You let go.”