How To Become A Great White Moonlight - Chapter 87
Ji Luoqing originally wanted to catch up with the discussion meeting, but he didn’t expect to see a scene he didn’t expect.
He actually saw Yan Shiying a long time ago, and he hadn’t seen Yan Shiying for several days since he was separated from her in the hospital that day.
Not long after the phone call, he was taken back to his home, and he was taken around by his grandfather for several days, so that he did not even catch up with the day when she was discharged from the hospital.
It’s strange to say that he has always had difficulty identifying people, but only Yan Shiying, he can always find her strangely and accurately in the crowd, and his eyes are attracted to her unconsciously.
He saw her walking out of the classroom holding a pile of materials. Before he could stop her, he ran into the scene between her and Geng Wen’an.
At that moment, there was an irresistible sense of distorted pleasure in my heart.
He always thought that she had chosen Yue Xiuning, but the fact is that no one chose to belong to her. There seemed to be hope in the future when she could not see the opportunity. He even darkly hoped that she would never make a choice, so she would never. Will belong to anyone, he can also deceive himself and tell himself that he still has a chance.
Of course, it was not that he had never thought of monopolizing her. He had fully experienced the feeling of having power after he dialed that phone call before.
Although Uncle Wen also serves the Ji family, he and his grandfather take two completely different roads. He even feels that Ji Luoqing’s call was too late…In his heart, Ji Luoqing could have done it long ago. Use his sharp weapon to overcome obstacles for him.
Although he didn’t say it, he has always disagreed that Grandpa taught him too honestly.
In those few days, Uncle Wen took him a lot of insights. The feeling of turning from an ordinary student Ji Luoqing into a grandson of Ji’s parents was like suddenly wearing a brilliant crown. Everyone rushed to come to favor him and please him. Some people don’t even ask for anything else, just ask to make a good impression in front of him.
In front of those who fawn on him, the Yan family can’t even count as an ant.
His identity allows him to do many things, and he can easily own Yan Shiying, as long as he wants to.
But he can’t.
Betraying his own principles and bottom line for her, just to stay by her side, is already the limit of what he can do.
He didn’t want to do anything that might hurt her, even if it was a little bit.
As long as she will not abandon him, as long as she is willing to let him stay by her side, he will never persecute her.
Looking at Yan Shiying who was a little surprised, Ji Luoqing quickly showed a shy smile.
At first, he would feel deeply guilty for this inconsistency, but now he can cover up his emotions freely.
He has passed the stage of being overwhelmed by this kind of Qiao, because he knows that Yan Shiying will not be suspicious of him who smiles like this.
Sure enough, Yan Shiying smiled at him naturally, “Why didn’t you see you in the discussion meeting just now?”
“Well, something was delayed at home.”
Ji Luoqing helped her glasses and stared at her with clear eyes.
See, as long as she smiles to herself like this, he is enough.
Ji Luoqing didn’t seem to see Yan Shiying’s ruddy complexion, but leaned forward to caress the wrinkles in her hand.
“Your information seems to be crumpled.”
He looked at her seriously and said.
The closer he got to her, the more he could see her moist eyes that almost dripped water, and the smell of other men he had imagined.
She was as beautiful as a rose that had been watered with dew, the more damp, the more beautiful she was.
He knew she was poisonous, but he couldn’t help but approach her.
Yan Shiying was a little surprised at his sudden approach. Ji Luoqing was a self-denying and conservative person, and would never take the initiative to approach her in front of others. This was the first time he had treated her like this in a large public.
Yue Xiuning, who had just gotten rid of the entanglement of a few girls in the distance, immediately tightened his hand silently when he saw this scene.
In the next second, Yue Xiuning immediately put on a nonchalant smile, smiling behind Yan Shiying and saying: “Yan Shiying, why are you still here? I have been waiting for you for a long time.”
Hearing Yue Xiuning’s voice, Yan Shiying immediately apologized and said goodbye to Chao Ji Luoqing.
Looking at the backs of Yan Shiying and Yue Xiuning walking side by side, Ji Luoqing held the frame in silence.
In the past, he would still be jealous of why Yue Xiuning could monopolize her, but after seeing the scene before, he darkly expected Yue Xiuning to taste the pain.
If by then he wants to hurt her because he can’t accept it… then it would be logical for him to attack Yue Xiuning?
As soon as she reached a corner that Ji Luoqing could not see, Yue Xiuning could hardly wait to hug her into the secluded walkway.
Yan Shiying wanted to speak, but she could only make a fragmented voice just as she spoke…
All struggles, sobs, and rejections were suppressed one by one. He just occupied her silently and hotly, as if the day-long desire suddenly found the pouring mouth, and the long and suffocating kisses…
Under such almost dumping demands, all means and words have lost their meaning.
Yan Shiying was dizzy and was hugged by Yue Xiuning, his feet were so soft that he could barely stand, and he could only breathe on his chest as soft as cotton…
Yue Xiuning likes Yan Shiying in this state most, and like his possessions, he can only let him play around.
After a short time of gratification, heavier stickiness and bitterness came up.
Thinking of the way she and Ji Luoqing were talking with a smile just now, the more Xiuning she almost felt mad and depressed.
As long as you see Ji Luoqing, there is a voice constantly reminding him that he is just a stand-in for this person. He is not even a lover by Yan Shiying’s side, or even a plaything inferior to a lover.
But he could only watch her and Ji Luoqing chat and laugh, watch her chat and laugh with different men, but he couldn’t do anything.
He never thought that he would fall into this situation. With his appearance and status, when would he need such a humble desire for the pity of others?
He also tried to find other women, and even followed Yan Shiying’s template to find a substitute who looked similar to her, but the more he looked for him, the more he found that she was irreplaceable.
Reason tells him to immediately cut off contact with this **** woman, but no matter how he struggles, as long as he sees her text messages or is asked to meet on the initiative of her, he is like a loyal dog who has failed in withdrawal, letting go of his pride and pride. Accept her manipulation obediently.
“Yingying…” He called her name, and wanted to hear her response every time he got close, but she never wanted him to share.
Let him behave like a real male lover, he can’t do it, but even if he dares to seduce her, he can only get her gaze to stay for a while.
He struggled in this **** every day, couldn’t see when the end was the end, and didn’t know what to do to end this pain.
When there is no one like this, you can not suppress yourself and touch her presumptuously. I don’t know how many times it happened. Even this secluded place was where she often secretly became intimate with Qin Shuyao when she was a substitute for Qin Shuyao. At that time, although he was scrupulous about being discovered, he could kiss her unscrupulously and possess her from beginning to end.
Thinking about it now, it seems like a world away.
He asks himself every day, how many days will this kind of life go through, when will it end, what will he do to fully possess her, and if Ji Luoqing disappears, she will obediently fall into his embrace? …
The gloomy thirst in his heart that he couldn’t ask for was tortured and was going crazy, but he could only plead cautiously: “Can you stop seeing him?”
Yan Shiying was still half-prone on his chest panting, only to glance at him lazily.
The more Xiuning couldn’t help but lowered his head and kissed the earlobe of her hair softly, he heard Yan Shiying’s faint voice:
“Remember what you promised me before?”
Just this sentence cut off all his thoughts of temptation requirements.
Yue Xiuning silently tightened his arm around her.
Yes, this woman will always cut off the relationship to force him to be obedient. As long as he dared to take one step beyond the thunder pond, she would abandon his relationship without mercy.
But what can he do? It was he who needed her, and he liked her. In addition to forcing himself to compromise and restrain, he could only watch her talking and laughing with other men, and then once again became crazy because of jealousy and unwilling pain.
It would be great if she could only be her own.
It would be great if she could only be with him forever.
Feeling the tightening of the hand on the waist, the force was so strong that it almost crushed her, Yan Shiying struggled and reprimanded a few times. Yue Xiuning didn’t respond. He just stared at her with deep and fixed eyes, his eyes rolling. Complex emotions that even she can’t understand.
Yan Shiying frowned.
“I gotta go.”
Seeing Yue Xiuning startled at this sentence, Yan Shiying found the right time to get out of his arms immediately.
“The more Xiuning, remember your duty, I don’t need a disobedient lover.”
Yan Shiying’s voice was cold. She glanced at the phone and turned around, “It’s been too long, I should go, otherwise everyone should be suspicious.”
Before he stepped out of his legs, Yan Shiying was hugged by Yue Xiuning from behind.
“do not go!”
Yue Xiuning hugged her tightly, partly because he was afraid of her leaving, partly because he was going too fast and he couldn’t implement his plan.
He gritted his teeth, almost embarrassingly forcing himself to keep her in a low voice: “Yingying…can’t you stay with me for a while? You won’t let me see you for a long time, stay by my side for a while… can’t you?”
After a pause, he greedily sniffed the breath on her body, and whispered almost inaudible: “I really think you are going crazy…”
In the last few words, he said that his mouth was slightly bitter, but his heart-wrenching words were not able to move Yan Shiying.
She was indifferent like a machine with no emotions. She just rewarded him with a candy and was ready to go after comforting him. She stroked him away halfway without any muddle: “Don’t let me say what I said just now, I’m leaving. .”
“Yan Shiying——”
Yue Xiuning almost gritted her teeth and shouted out her name, and dragged her into her arms tightly, “Don’t leave, you know how long I have been waiting for this moment…”
Yan Shiying was pressed against the wall with unmatched force, his face and ears kept being kissed closely by him, “I just want you to stay for a while…Don’t go, don’t think about how to leave me, Otherwise… I’m afraid I can’t help but ruin Ji Luoqing.”
Yue Xiuning bit her lips half threateningly and half eagerly, and said in a low voice, “Stay, or I will destroy him.”
Yan Shiying, who had been indifferent in her arms, finally spoke.
“What does this have to do with Ji Luoqing?”
Hearing Yan Shiying’s words, Yue Xiuning’s heart was half bitter and half painful.
Sure enough…Only when it concerns him, she will have different emotions.
“I already know… you use me as his substitute.”
As soon as the words were spoken, the more Xiuning felt an embarrassment almost ashamed.
In terms of appearance and family background, is there anything he can’t compare to Ji Luoqing? But she approached him from the beginning because of Ji Luoqing, and now she actively speaks because of Ji Luoqing…
Yue Xiuning tried to make herself ignore her showing that she cared for another man in front of him, but just hearing those three words spit out from her mouth, he felt an unbearable tingling, this pain. Keep reminding him that he was stepped on by someone who was inferior to him in every respect.
He even longed for her to stay with him so hard, but Ji Luoqing won her favor so effortlessly.
Yue Xiuning stared at Yan Shiying in his arms, faintly expecting that she would turn his face against him, so that he could uprightly eradicate Ji Luoqing.
The author has something to say: Let us revisit the words of Chapter 16: Now you are indifferent to me, and you will be played by me in the future.
Gouning: Yan Shiying, I hate you for being like a stone——
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