HP Dear Miss Freak - Chapter 196
“I love you, Nymphadora Tonks.”
“Harry is watching Draco?” Sylvia looked at Hermione’s letter, shook her head and sighed.
Okay.
It doesn’t matter anyway.
Sylvia rubbed her temples helplessly.
But it’s a good thing that Ron is back on the track to pursue Hermione, but it’s a pity for Lavender.
It’s time for Harry to go after Ginny.
Wait—
Am I forgetting something?
The Half-Blood Prince!
Sylvia sat up straight from her workstation.
Harry used Snape’s Potions Book this year! Counting the time, it seemed like it was about time for Draco to be in the bathroom with the Unshakable Spell.
Shen Feng has no shadow.
Sylvia spreads back on the chair.
I have to think about how to prevent George from being cut off by Shenfeng Wuying.
“You should be happy, guess who Andy caught?” Dora said, passing behind Sylvia, “Mundungus, that guy pretended to be the infernal robbery. It’s now to Azkaban.”
“Really. It would be nice to be able to catch him with your own hands.” Sylvia shrugged and turned her head, “You said—Damn it! Why do you look so bad?”
Dora waved her hand, but did not turn her thin face to face her sister: “I’m going to Hogwarts to patrol. If the training is over, I’ll go home early and don’t turn around.”
“Hey you…” Sylvia watched her sister walk out of the office and rolled her eyes in frustration.
“What a pity—it’s so well protected—Miss Warrior—” Leonie leaned over with a smile, “I’m going to patrol Hogwarts at night, I’ll help you see Look at your school.”
“Go away.” Sylvia pushed her angrily, “Do you think Dora has lost a lot of weight?”
“You don’t know, right?” Leoni shook her head, “She used the magic of Disguise Mags to maintain a fairly normal appearance in front of you. Especially in front of you.”
“Are you serious?” Sylvia sat up again.
“Of course! I think she can’t hold it anymore.” Leonie glared, “and warned us not to tell you that if you knew, you would be stupid. thing.”
“Do it right away.” Sylvia waved her wand and cleared the table, “See you tomorrow.”
It’s ridiculous to say that, telling the twins Dora can only be left to her as if it was only yesterday, and now Sylvia has found Remus. It was also hard to catch this guy at Twelve Grimmauld Place.
But she didn’t say anything, just stared.
“Hey, it will be cold if you don’t eat.” Sirius gestured for the dishes in front of Sylvia with his fork.
“Do you have something to say to me? Searle?” Remus obviously also felt the unfriendly gaze.
The scene at this time is exactly the same as in the past, and the three of them sat at the dining table without a trace of happiness.
“Do you like my sister?” Sylvia put down her knife and fork.
Even Kreacher could feel that the atmosphere was down to zero.
Sirius gave Sylvia a look, but the girl didn’t seem to see it: “This is what I want to say, do you like my sister?”
“Why don’t you open the pot and lift it?” Sirius complained, cast a glance at his good brother, and gave Sylvia another look.
“Is it so difficult?” Sylvia narrowed her eyes, “Is it so difficult to be honest about your feelings?”
“Searle…” Remus spoke with difficulty, but didn’t say a third word for a long time.
“You already knew Dora’s mind, but what about yours?” she asked, in an aggressive tone.
“Ehhh, what kind of medicine did you take today?” Sirius frowned, “Everyone eats and eats—” He leaned closer and whispered, “I’m here with the moon face. , what are you worried about? You should be in Dora…”
Little Sirius was stunned for a while before returning to his former expression: “Stinky girl, what do you know, you know.”
“I talked to her.” Remus spoke slowly, as if he didn’t dare to say his name, “You know the current situation, and you know that we all have our own jobs and…”
“What does that have to do with whether you like Nymphadora Tonks?” Sylvia stood up, resting her hands on the table, “Don’t run away from my question, Lime s.”
“I…”
“Just say you like it or not!”
“I told her about this…” His words came to an abrupt end, as if some unpleasant memory had invaded his brain.
“Okay.” Sylvia slapped the table, “Is it a situation? Is it a job? Is it a task? You told her that you couldn’t accept her because of all this mess-” She looked like a torch He stared at the haggard man in front of him, “Do you dare to tell her directly that you don’t love her and let her die?”
“What…” Remus raised his head in surprise.
“What are you talking about? Syr?” Sirius also stood up.
“Do you dare? You dare to tell her that you can’t accept her kindness because you don’t want to accept it before every conversation without any premise or excuse?” Sylvia bit every word clearly, “Do you dare? You dare not!”
Remus just stared at her with a little fire in his eyes.
“You are hanging her! You are looking forward to her!” Sylvia raised her voice, “She loves you and she can wait until the day when everything is good! There is no war No death! No gossip! Because she loves you! And that’s what love is supposed to be!”
“Almost there…” Sirius pulled La Sylvia’s sleeve.
“If you love someone and don’t even have the courage to bear the pain with her, what’s the point?” Sylvia’s fist slammed on the table, and the porcelain plate and knife and fork were released With a bang, “That’s not love at all! That’s your weak and incompetent side!”
“Stop talking!” Sirius grabbed Sylvia’s arm, “What do you know?”
“Remus Lupin! Do you dare to grab something for yourself? I beg you!” Sylvia shouted hoarsely, as if to scold the costume Deaf guy.
Remus just sat, eyes down, silent like the bright eyes he faced the girl he loved every time.
Sirius was stunned, let go of Sylvia’s arm, pursed his lips and looked at his good brother.
For a long time, no one said a word.
There was a sound in the aisle, and a familiar figure entered the restaurant.
“Everything is there?” Norman also calmed his good-looking face, ignoring the depressed atmosphere in the restaurant, poured himself a cup of coffee, “Where’s Hoddle?”
“Locked up in the room all day to make potions.” Sirius pointed upwards with a sigh of relief, “He may have been through the time difference in China recently.”
“Forget it, no one is better than anyone else.” Norman waved his hand and sighed.
“St Mungo’s not going well?” Sirius asked.
“A child was bitten by a werewolf.”
As soon as these words came out, everyone looked at Norman.
“Fenrir Greyback?” Remus’ eyes turned with disgust.
“Yes.” Norman frowned.
“If you don’t have enough people, you can call Hoddle.” Sirius said.
Norman waved his hand: “Dead.”
“Dead?!”
The other three stared at each other and said in unison.
“I tried my best,” Norman said regretfully. “We called almost all the healers in St. Mungo’s, to no avail. The werewolf had a dead hand.” He He pinched his brows sadly, “That child is so young.”
“I’ll kill him sooner or later.” Sylvia murmured viciously, and it was estimated that no one could hear it in grief.
“Do you understand? Searle? This is a werewolf.” Remus said slowly, “Do you really want your sister to suffer like this with me?”
“So, if you meet another child who has become a werewolf like you, you will also tell him, is this the case for his life? You will tell him, because of that evil So he doesn’t deserve happiness in this life?” Sylvia said sternly, “Really? Professor Lupin?”
The professor in her mouth was a little surprised because she hadn’t heard the title for a long time, and she understood the pressure the girl put on him.
“And I tell you, with Dora’s skills, it’s really not easy for you to hurt her!” She snorted coldly.
Norman just listened quietly, without the complicated emotions on his face like Sirius.
“Then why did you ask me what I thought in vain?” Sylvia finished drinking the last juice in the glass, “I’ll tell you what I think now, one can only Guys who run away don’t deserve my sister’s love.”
“Ciel!” Sirius stopped her, for fear that she would say something more exaggerated.
“Don’t you really want me to persuade her? Well, then I will persuade.” Sylvia ignored Sirius, “I will persuade her to stop being sad for you, I will persuade her Don’t waste her feelings anymore.”
“Hey! You—where are you going?” Sirius jumped in a hurry at the moment, he obviously didn’t expect this one, and he was not good at handling it.
“Go home!” Sylvia left without looking back.
“You went to Remus?”
Sylvia thought about facing Dora’s questioning, but didn’t expect it to come so soon. After she came out of Sirius, she deliberately went to Fred’s for the night, but she didn’t expect to meet him early in the morning when she went home for breakfast.
Fortunately, Fred didn’t follow me when he was busy going to the new store.
“Sirius told you?” Sylvia guessed and wanted to sit down, but was stopped by her sister.
“Why?” Dora asked, she probably didn’t know that her own face was Sylvia’s answer.
“Why are you pretending to be okay in front of me?” Sylvia asked rhetorically.
“You dare to ask me?” Dora smiled, so tired and desperate, “Isn’t it just afraid of you doing such a stupid thing! Asshole!”
Sylvia’s neckline was grabbed by Dora and pulled in front of her, without a trace of concession in her eyes.
“What’s the matter? Let go of your sister, Dora.” Andromeda came out of the kitchen when she heard the sound, and hurriedly stepped forward to separate the two daughters.
“Why are you going to tell him that! Don’t you think it’s bad enough now?” Dora pushed her sister away before her mother came, causing Andromeda She hurried to support Sylvia first, “Mom, you should really hear what she did!”
“What is this arguing about?” Ted also came over and stood between the two daughters who were **** for tat, “Calm me all.”
“You say it! Aren’t you very good? Didn’t you scolded Remus so much that you didn’t dare to say a word?” Dora cried, tears streaming down her cheeks unconsciously, “Why are you dumb now?”
“Because he made you look like this ghost! You look in the mirror for me! Idiot!” Sylvia stared and shouted, “Because I have known each other since the moment I was born. Until now, I have never seen you lose your soul and become such a ghost!”
“How can it have nothing to do with me? As long as you are my sister, you have something to do with me!” Sylvia did not expect that she would say such a thing, it sounds very It’s not like words that would come out of her mouth.
“Why do you tell Remus he doesn’t deserve my love? Why do you say that?”
This Sirius retelling is so detailed.
“Because he’s not worth it! He’s not worth what you became for him!”
“He deserves it!”
In an instant, Dora rushed towards Sylvia, and the two fell to the ground, obviously being completely suppressed by the former.
“Stop!”
Their parents are clearly at a loss.
“None of you move!” Dora shouted, “It’s me and herself!”
The wands drawn by the Tonks gestured in the air, but in the end no spell was cast.
“No one is worth it! Do you understand?” Sylvia’s hands were tightly bound by Dora and unable to move, “He’s not worth it! I’m not worth it! Mom and Dad are not worth it! You You shouldn’t consume your body because of anyone! You shouldn’t be stuck in place!” She widened her eyes as if she had found a flashpoint, “You are in a cocoon! You are both stupid!”
Sylvia stared, feeling like a sting in her throat.
“You’re self-righteous! Nosy! If he-“
She couldn’t go on, the anger in her eyes was dissipating, gradually filled with grief, and then turned into tears.
She let go, and Sylvia fell to the ground again, her elbows hurting.
“I hate you.” Dora repeated as if unwilling, “You have been like this since you were a child. You have always relied on yourself as a sister and you are not afraid of any consequences.”
“What are you talking about?” Seeing this, Andromeda hurriedly stepped forward to surround her eldest daughter.
“Searle, you better explain what’s going on.” Ted stood in the middle to do justice, “Dora, don’t say stupid things when you’re angry.”
“I’m telling the truth!” Dora wiped her tears violently and pointed at Sylvia, “You’ve been a trouble since you were a child! You’ve been tossing all of us since you were a child! It’s never too big of a deal!”
Sylvia stood up slowly and calmly looked at her out-of-control sister.
“What nonsense are you talking about?” Andromeda hurriedly shook her shoulder, as if to refresh her.
“You’ve been arrogant and conceited since you were a child! You always think you’re amazing, don’t you? You always think you’re funny and funny, and you always think everyone will like you!” Dora sneered, ” Yeah, you were a blockbuster when you first hit the court, you’re a prefect, a student leader, or a Hogwarts warrior! You’re amazing! The boy you liked hurts you and rushed back to ask you to change your mind! There’s no such thing as It’s getting you down, isn’t it? So you don’t get stuck! You’re awesome! Sylvia!”
There’s never been anything that made you feel bad, was it?
Sylvia smiled in disbelief.
“Don’t you know who’s covering up for you when you’re doing those little things? Don’t you know who’s bragging about how cute she has a sister before you go to school? Don’t you know who is in the Auror office greeting and taking care of the new Sylvia?” She said, covering her face with trembling hands and quickly putting it down, “You have always been protected. Very good! Mom and Dad have loved you since you were a child! Sirius loves you to the extreme! That’s why your life is so smooth! So you think you can do whatever you want!”
Sylvia seems to overestimate herself and underestimate Dora. She had known for a long time that there would be such a quarrel, but she never imagined that it would be so stinging.
“Don’t talk, don’t talk…” Andromeda gently wiped the tears from Dora’s face, rested her head on her eldest daughter’s shoulder, and rubbed her head soothingly .
“Who secretly lent you a wand to play with, taught you spells behind your parents’ backs, and made you praised by Professor Flitwick for your talent in the first grade? Shiri’s story, over and over, never perfunctory? Who taught you to fight first? Who taught you to ride a broom and teach you Quidditch? If it wasn’t for me, would there be you?” Dora shouted hysterically, she She finally saw tears on Sylvia’s face, but she didn’t feel the slightest joy, instead her heart cramped even more.
“You disobeyed the professor, ignored the school rules, beat up your classmates, you were like a fool to cause trouble everywhere, but you never really suffered! So you went even harder!” Dora seemed to finally vent what was in her heart Taking a deep breath like that, “So you dare to point fingers at me and think you’re amazing, don’t you?”
“I don’t.”
Sylvia finally spoke. She seemed to be frightened by such a ferocious aura, but only she knew that she was unable to open her mouth due to her depression.
“You didn’t?” Dora laughed angrily, her facial features twisted together.
Just as the drama was about to end, the doorbell rang. Andromeda and Ted looked at each other, and the host of the house set off to open the door. With the sound of “Remus?”, everyone exclaimed briefly.
“What?” Dora was stunned and ran to the door suddenly.
Sylvia first looked at her wounded mother before slowly walking out of the restaurant.
“Hey.” Remus looked worse than Dora. Sylvia stood at the door of the restaurant looking at their figures.
“I thought about it all night and couldn’t sleep.” Remus said, looking a little excited, “I think I have to tell you something.”
“What are you going to say?” Dora asked anxiously, looking at her father who was standing aside with a serious look.
Sylvia just leaned against the wall wearily, waiting for a result with her belated mother.
“I want to say to you and your family—” Remus said, holding Dora’s hand, “I’ve always loved you, and I’ve always been grateful to those who have you. The days with me, if possible, can you make these days a little longer?”
“You’re talking about…”
“I want to be with you, Nymphadora Tonks.” Remus smiled, with such a good-looking smile that Sylvia suddenly saw the same person who belonged to Bright teenager in Gryffindor, “I’m cowardly, I’m withdrawn, I’ve been tortured by the full moon for so many years, only this time I want to be brave, I want to fight for my own happiness.”
Dora cried again, she covered her mouth in disbelief.
“I’m stupid, I hurt my beloved girl because of my inferiority.” Remus said and reached out his hand, trying to help Dora wipe her tears, but he didn’t wait for him to ask. With one sentence, his girl rushed into his arms, “So…”
“I do! You finally figured it out!” Dora shouted, her tone of joy was never before.
Sylvia smiled lightly and lowered her eyes.
Fortunately, it finally worked.
No big mistake.
Fortunately, Dora won’t hate me anymore.
“Cyle… oh, Ciel, no…” Dora turned around suddenly and ran to Sylvia and hugged her sister tightly, “I’m so stupid, How can I say that, sorry.”
“I know.” Sylvia hugged her sister and whispered softly, “I never knew how good you were to me.”
“I’m the idiot, I don’t want to hurt you.” Dora’s arms tightened and hugged tighter.
“Merlin testifies, I love you, Dora.” Sylvia said softly, showing a faint smile, “I only hope that my strong sister can be happy and happy.”
She said and buried her head in her sister’s shoulders: “I just can’t see you being hurt… I’m angry when I think about you being sad. When I’m angry, I can’t speak my mind… I’m sorry…”
The author has something to say:
To be honest, I re-read the original book, and I am actually a little dissatisfied with the moon face. I understand him, but once I think from Searle’s point of view, that is, from my sister’s standpoint, I think she is in too much pain. Ciel is Dora’s younger sister, so she can’t stand it, right?
Remus’ emotional cowardice stemmed from his unnecessary inferiority complex, and what made him miserable was because of the werewolf incident. So my family, I will definitely let those villains die miserably. Believe me, Searle’s impulsiveness and decisiveness will be attributed to my viciousness!
Searle is indeed not a good boy in the traditional sense, but it does not prevent me from loving her. If she has a bad character, she will suffer too, right? In short, she has been growing.
In short, Dora and Remus are together!