HP Dear Miss Freak - Chapter 220

    This fanfiction ended in the middle of the night.

    “Dear Miss Freak”, also known as “Mydearfreak”, thank you for your love and support for so long.

    When I typed the word “End” in my input method, I felt dazed and lost.

    I feel like I can’t bear Searle.

    Unconsciously, Sylvia accompanied me for more than a year. It is long and long, and it is not long. I always call her daughter, first of all, she is really my own, right (hahahaha!) And secondly, she really spent a lot of time with me. Those who are happy and those who are not happy will become a little bit of inspiration to gather in Searle’s story. And Searle’s world is also giving me comfort.

    Not many people watched it at first, but slowly, more and more friends clicked on the collection, participated in the comments and sent nutrient solution. From someone telling me that they like Searle, to someone telling me that Searle is their favorite heroine, to someone telling me that Searle’s story can give them strength. For that, I’m really, really grateful. I am grateful that you like her and my work, and I am grateful that you told me that I can do so much more than I imagined.

    This is my first fanfiction, and I actually finished it. And from the beginning to the end, I have not stopped or stopped once. Thinking about it now, it’s incredible. I have stumbled and stumbled along the way, I am often not satisfied, and my brain is often exhausted, and I often don’t know how to save people hahahahaha! But I still finished it, and with the love for them, I finished this fanfiction.

    This is my first fanfic, so it means a lot to me. I said from the beginning that I would give everyone a happy ending, because my original intention was to make up for my uneasy feeling. There will be a more ideal plot, which is my partiality. Searle, to me, was more like showing the Hogwarts life I wanted most.

    This is my first fanfiction, and there are many shortcomings. Thank you for your inclusion. My language is not very good, to be honest, so everyone will see some inappropriate words and misuse of punctuation hahahaha. Sorry, it’s a bit clumsy. I like to write dialogues, because I’m not very good at other things, and I only have the advantage of being a **** hahahaha. I know this book is immature and there is a lot of room for improvement. I don’t plan to renovate it all, just because maybe keeping her in the original state is more of a memory for me. I’m also very happy, I can see my own progress as I flip through the pages

    I am grateful to everyone and myself for making this decision. I think I fell in love with writing fanfiction, and I’ll keep doing it.

    Let’s talk about Sylvia Tonks first. She’s not a good kid in the traditional sense, but I like her. Searle has a bad temper, like me. I get **** when someone mentions Searle as a lunatic or something. Her impulsiveness, extremeness and temper are mostly with me, which I have always admitted are shortcomings. I have always accepted everyone’s advice to me, but anyone would be angry when they say that the child is not good in front of the child’s mother? As a person, I never expected everyone to like me, not even most of them. like me. Searle is the same. She doesn’t need everyone to like her, it’s enough that she is loved by you. Searle was created by me, and she naturally carried my thoughts. Those who are outrageous or impulsive, I asked her to do it. Dissatisfied, I feel that there are too many excellent wives, and they can completely avoid reading the articles I wrote.

    Talk about me again, I am not a person with a very good personality, I am grateful that many people love me very much, and I am grateful for their tolerance and support for me. A person’s edges and corners may be smoothed, we call that growth, but at least for me, I often miss the sharp-edged self. I can never be as brave as that time. Of course, I also feel that it is equally gratifying to become mature gradually. I just said, I will miss those unbridled teenage years. So maybe that’s why I like Gemini so much. Their passion will never change, nothing can change them, and they can rely on their charm to shine wherever they go. You will never worry about the teenager in their hearts getting old. If possible, I also want to live like them, so I have the same bright Sylvia.

    In the text, Searle herself felt that she had done a lot of things that she regretted, didn’t she? No one is immune to regrets, and no one is immune to mistakes. The world is too cruel for anyone to go back on it. So I am tolerant to her, and I ask everyone to be tolerant to her. Because I hope that when I make mistakes, there is also a “Fred” who cares more about how I feel than about why I do it myself. This is actually one of the reasons why I always say that Searle and Hoddle are not as good as Searle and Fred. I hope that everyone around you can meet such a person, who will shield you from the wind and rain when you want to escape for a while, and then cheer you up and start again with you.

    I feel that my private setting is relatively large is the relationship between Seale and Sirius. Sirius and Andromeda are on good terms, but not so good. I know, but I just want to make them better. I don’t think it’s particularly ooc, and it can make them rely on each other more, why not do it, right?

    Then I want to mention that my heroine will be 160 height settings hahahaha! In addition to my preference for poor body size, I am 160cm, and I admit that I often wear a shoe to 165 to make myself better dressed. But I just want to say, what if the girl is not very tall? The label shorty has been with me for a long time, although I think 160 is not particularly short for girls! (No!) I’ve been told that I’m short since I was a kid, and I haven’t grown taller since I was a freshman. But so what? Although Searle is not tall, average-looking, and does not have a good figure, none of these can hide her charm. I feel like every girl can have her way of shining, every girl can! Of course, I understand that everyone likes cps with good looks. I will write a beauty in the next book, hahahaha!

    I dare not say what I want to express, my pen is not strong enough to write any profound truth. But I just want to share some of my views, so I love to communicate with you in the comments section. Friends who have been following it longer know that based on the comments, I’m really going to implement some plots and take some advice.

    I also like to chat with some fans of the plot. It is really inspiring to see different viewpoints. But everyone has different preferences, and my writing cannot satisfy everyone.

    Tell me about Fred and George. I love them, no doubt about it. I’ll write about Fred first, but I prefer George. What is the reason? Because I just wanted to write one at first. Then writing the article will definitely be abusive, I can’t bear George to suffer (?) Hahahahahaha! Anyway! I’ll be driving George next! That was just my first thought.

    And I think Fred and Gryffindor girls are a good fit. Give the lion snake to George. I feel that a more delicate George would be more suitable to be with the Snake Yard girl. (It’s all sweet, everyone, don’t argue with me, I’m just saying I feel!) Anyway, Fred and Seale are a good match!

    Fred’s character also has bad points, I feel that it will be obvious when reading the original book. The chapter I was writing about Fred’s outbreak was actually very tangled. I changed it many times, and that was almost the part I changed the most. Fred, especially at that age, is still too immature. Of course, that’s not to say he’s bad. I think it’s normal for young people to be impulsive, too normal. Thinking about it now, a lot of impulses happen in adolescence, and as you get older, you have lost a lot of the momentum of the past. Like I mentioned earlier, I felt like my energy was shrinking all the time and I lost a lot of the qualities I had before. But the light of Fred and George never faded, and they have brought laughter and beauty to the world from beginning to end. So, I couldn’t help but fall in love with them.

    They really are always teenagers.

    Talk about Hoddle again. I even think that the first hurdle to persuade me to quit reading my article is Xiao Huo. I get nervous every time I see a new comment about Xiao Huo. I’m even more nervous when I see the long comments, hahaha, I hold my breath every time. Hoddle is my own son anyway, and I definitely like it very much. He has a bad personality, is arrogant and conceited, and has a cheap mouth. I know he’s cheap, he’s not a vicious tongue anymore, he’s really cheap sometimes. But maybe because it’s an original character, I can take charge of his growth. It should be very good to treat Brother Huo as a cultivation department, right?

    Xiao Huo’s family led to his character. I have always believed that family education plays a major role in a person’s character and three views. And the environment of the day after tomorrow is another aspect. Xiao Huo’s concentration and stubbornness came from his family, and his father’s high demands made him perfect. And into Ravenclaw, through reading, through learning, he found his own direction, and he had the future he longed for.

    There are many elements of adolescence I want to express between Seale and Xiao Huo. For example, indecision under secret love, such as misunderstanding of each other’s feelings and high optimism about yourself, such as how to deal with feelings. Their ending may also be ideal, so it’s still my selfishness. I was writing before saying that I have encountered the same thing, it is true, my family, it is not made up. I’ve known him for a lot longer than Huo Xi Ke, we still have mutual friends, and Huo Xi has too many troubles. Searle’s view of love represents my view of love. When I faced that friend at the time, I knew that I didn’t like it, so I wouldn’t accept it. I think, don’t try it. Of course, this is just my opinion.

    It’s hard to go both ways, and I hope everyone can meet that person.

    Another controversial point is the fight with Draco. I really didn’t expect so many people there to hate me. I didn’t feel anything wrong with Syr hitting Draco from start to finish. Of course it’s not that fighting is right, it’s wrong. It’s just that those comments don’t mean that in the original book, Ron let Draco eat slugs, that’s all? Or is it ok for Hermione to hit Draco? Then Syr hits Draco, that’s a lunatic? Why? Why? Who can give me an explanation? Because Ron didn’t make it? But the position is the same! Searle is a Gryffindor and Hermione is her friend! I don’t know what’s so controversial here.

    When we talk about this, we have to talk about Draco’s transformation plan. Yes, part of Syr’s fight against Draco is that he hates iron. Why should I transform Draco? Because I feel sorry for him. No one ever told how to get along with people, and he had a miserable life. In a sense, he didn’t understand love like Voldemort. He is bad, but he still has a conscience in his heart, so I thought if someone came to tell him what to do, how good. Especially when I watched the movie, I saw him crying in the bathroom in the sixth film, and I was really worried. It was really cruel for him to bear all those things at his age. But he didn’t have a choice, and a lot of Slytherins didn’t.

    There are also questions about where to cross. I’ll explain my setup explicitly here. My rule is not to change too much from the original. That Sylvia Tonks is extra, so I’m assuming the original didn’t mention it because the character died at a young age. And Searle’s soul pierced her body and continued the life of her body.

    There are comments that Searle robbed the original owner’s body. But, but, isn’t the soul wear all possessing the body that already exists? I didn’t think about it so much at first, I didn’t want to rob other people’s bodies or anything. Let’s just say this isn’t a home grab. Isn’t wearing a book to wear a person in this story? If the whole person came here, there would be one more person in this world out of thin air, and it would not be a soul piercing! That’s the tire wear! Some say I am cruel. But Searle didn’t do it on purpose! It’s not the body she chose, she ordered this, and then forced the person away. I admit that maybe I didn’t write clearly, but I didn’t expect such a big misunderstanding. Then it may be that I read a little bit more about wearing books and so on, so I may not have considered that some people don’t like it.

    I don’t think it’s that easy to travel. And it’s easy for little wizards to riot with magic, right? Searle came through as a Muggle and couldn’t adapt to the wizard’s body, so he needed to run in. I guess this is my interpretation.

    Let me think about other original supporting roles. Norman represents another life for a class of people, descendants of the Death Eaters. It seems that they can’t escape. In the wizarding world, the name of the father’s generation will accompany them for a lifetime. Norman is lucky because he is strong enough in thought and action. I think in those days, someone must be a Death Eater reluctantly but forced. So Norman as a perspective, let me write a little bit of the Slytherin scene.

    I would love to try and see if I can write the complexity of Slytherin, and hopefully next time I can do it.

    Leonie is the kind of sassy lady I like very much. Setting her up was really for Grindelwald in the first place. I’m really wondering what happened to these people who followed a generation of Dark Lords. In fact, it is the truth of winning the king and losing the bandit. Their uprising was not successful, but their thoughts will not be extinguished. This group of people must have a very strong heart and courage. Perhaps after many years, someone will dare to stand up and say that they want to protect the interests of the wizard.

    Rebecca, the prototype is a little badger friend of mine. Thanks to her for taking me to see Harry Potter, all because she took me into the pit hahahaha. She’s not very standout, but she’s likable. Rebecca is quite decent, not particularly bright, but I set her up as Searle’s best best friend. I don’t know if you have the same experience, my girlfriends aren’t really shining people to be honest, but to me they are the best. That’s what Rebecca represents. And she’s honest and loyal, and she’s got my favorite Hufflepuff spirit in her. Who can say no to a little badger friend? ! Be friends with them now!

    Andy is my ideal senior. When I watch Japanese dramas, I like this kind of uncle very much! Very cute, very personal, vicious, and very capable. He would be a particularly good teacher for Searle. And he represents the same Neville, the hero’s child, the victim of the war. I am willing to believe that after the hero, there will be heroes who stand up one after another.

    Diarra’s role is not much, I assume she is not only to find a wife for Norman! I didn’t write much about Slytherin, in this one. But I think there must be girls like that in Slytherin. Do things seriously, have your own judgment and will not go with the flow. A very important quality of Slytherin is to judge the situation and be shrewd! And I feel like they give me a “take care of yourself” feeling. To be honest, I really like it hahaha! Discipline yourself first and then others. Of course some Slytherins are really bad, although every house has had bad people. Diarra is very measured and a little arrogant in her personality, but she is actually very cute.

    Finally, I want to say thank you again. Searle’s story never ends, she and Fred live in another time and place, and their children will continue to tell the story. If you have time, you are welcome to come back and see Ciel, she will miss you. And maybe, it will fall out again, right?

    After writing this book, I listened to “And the Meaning of Their Creation” again. This is a song written for fanartists. It mentioned the sentence: They let romance come back from the dead and all lovers are alive, let the old stars not be dusty and warm and always brilliant, let the heroes never grow old to cruise the golden age, let the separation be only a short river, and everyone can level the mountains and seas. “

    I will continue to write and bring you more stories.

    In the end, I would like to give you a bow. I’m a fellow humanist Matsuko, and I look forward to meeting you in the next parallel time and space.