Hua Xu Yin: City of Desperate Love - Chapter 51

The narrow space where the Furong tents are combined is overwhelmingly red. My fingertips trembled, and my fingers touched my chest, feeling violently beating there. It must be an illusion. I closed my eyes tightly and wondered how it was possible. In the dimness, he was pulled down to reach his chest, and the cold voice rang in his ears, implying a familiar joke: “Being shy is a little late, I will hold you through the four archways of filial piety, loyalty, loyalty and forgiveness, and bowed to heaven and earth. After a hundred years, you must be buried in the ancestral grave of my Mu family.”

I still closed my eyes, but my face was close to his chest, and I heard my trembling voice: “But, but…”

He repeated: “But?”

I reached out and hugged him for a long time: “Why?”

He was silent for a while and whispered: “I can’t do anything.”

I didn’t quite understand, I looked up and asked him: “What?”

He frowned and said lightly: “A man, even if he is incompetent, he must at least protect two things, the ground under his feet, and the woman in his arms.” After a pause, he said slowly, “At that time you lay silently. In front of me, I can’t do anything.”

I thought for a while, propped up a little, and looked at his eyes seriously: “You are omnipotent.”

He and I looked at each other for a while, a smile appeared in his eyes: “Oh, I am indeed omnipotent.”

I was stunned: “You are not modest. At this time, everyone will generally be humble, saying that I am not so versatile, and I can’t control many things…”

He said clearly: “What do you want to do again?”

I lay down on his chest in frustration: “Then I can comfort you gently…”

He smiled softly: “Like when I first saw him, he grows so old, but he still looks like a child.”

I tensed my face: “Are you despising me?”:

He has no shame. Yun Danfeng glanced at me lightly: “It’s okay.”

I solemnly said: “If you dare to dislike me, I will dislike you too.”

He was very interested: “Tell me, how would you dislike me?”

I thought for a long time, I really didn’t know how to dislike him, glared at him, but there was no deterrent. Thinking about not to care about him, I was about to advise everyone to go to bed first, and let the business go until tomorrow, but his hand grabbed it. I leisurely stopped at my waist, hugged me easily and leaned close to him.

The low and soft voice like wind blowing catkins slowly rang in the ears: “At that time, I told you that I was there for those things. You just need to work hard to live before I find a way. You remember this sentence. do not remember?”

I don’t know why he asked this, but he still said: “At that time I promised you.”

He smiled, and put a hand on my chest: “Keep it in this place. Before I find a way, live well. You are my wife. This is my wife’s responsibility and obligation. It must not be the same as before, just mouth. Talk about it.”

I lay on his chest and nodded vigorously, but after thinking about it, I didn’t think it was right. I always said what I said. When did I just talk about it? But I don’t know how he understands the matter of being alive. He probably always thought that I had no breathing or sensation, and that all the differences between me and the living were caused by the practice of Huaxu.

I can’t tell him that I am actually dead, and even if I am so alive and kicking in front of him, it is only a blessing to the shark beads. Sometimes I hope he knows, but sometimes, I hope he never knows.

I lay down like this for a while, and I was going to fall asleep. He stretched out his hand to pull the hair that fell to my forehead to the back of his ear. He stopped his finger at the tip of the hair beside his ear, and whispered, “There are some things that I have never asked. You, it’s not that I don’t want to know.”

As soon as I heard this topic, I was half awake from doze, and suddenly felt nervous. There are so many things hidden from him, but none of these things can be told to him as if nothing happened. I whispered: “It’s so late, I’m going to fall asleep…”

If I said this, he would generally follow me, but this time he didn’t seem to hear my weak resistance at all, but lifted my chin so that I could see him clearly. For a long time, he whispered: “I am from Chen Guo, you are from Wei Guo, Chen Guo destroyed Wei Guo, Afu, would you hate me?”

I suddenly breathed a sigh of relief. It turned out to be this matter, which was fine.

Jun Wei used to worry about me in this way, but there is really nothing to worry about. If I had never been martyred to the country, or a subjugated princess, I should be worthy of the good son Lang who died in the war for the country. Befriend Chen Guoren again.

Princess Kewei Ye Zhen is dead.

I never regretted flying down from the city wall that day, nor did I feel how noble it was. The Ye family ruled the country for 86 years and died in the father’s generation. She Ji died so peacefully, and the royal family accumulated eight. The sixteen years of majesty collapsed instantly, and the Ye family should no longer have the face to live in the world.

Although I don’t know why everyone except me seems to be alive and well. Later, I also wanted to understand. I thought that the things that are supposed to be important to others are not necessarily that I am wrong to them, but that everyone lives in the world and has their own principles in their hearts.

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Master Jun rescued me and gave me the name Jun Fu, hoping that I would forget the past. Those bad things and the responsibilities that you don’t have to bear should naturally be forgotten, but why should we forget those good memories and those persistent feelings?

If you become Jun Fu, you have to forget your words and live like a piece of white paper, just like a charm reunited, then there is no point in living again. Thinking of this, I suddenly understood Gong Yixun’s feelings. Those good things should be remembered for a lifetime.

Mu Yan asked if I would hate him, his expression was still so serious, and I was surprised after thinking about it, and I slapped him in his arms: “Do you care about Chen Guo’s destruction of Weiguo?”

He didn’t speak.

I pondered for a while and said: “In fact, if Weiguo is strong enough and Chen Guo is weak and poor, then Weiguo will definitely find the time to annex Chen Guo. Although I have little insight, I also know whether the country is not in the same position. As simple as the world thinks, the state of Wei cannot survive, not because of the innocence of the heavens, but because of the inhumanity of the royal family, not Chen Guo, but also other countries to engulf it. All destruction is caused from within, and external causes are in the final analysis. It’s just a thrust. Although the subjugation of the country is sad, there is nothing to blame Chen Guo. Such a chaotic world with wolves can not become a wolf, destruction is doomed, and King Wei did not see clearly. In its place, conspiracy As for the matter, you are the general of Chen Guo. You are the general of the country of Chen. All you can do is to serve your family and the country. To defend the country, those good men who die are to defend your family and the country. Everyone has the responsibility of everyone. It’s not that whoever does what is right, whoever does what is wrong.”

After saying these words, I felt uncomfortable lying down in that position. I just wanted to hold him up a little bit, and I raised my head and hit his eyes looking at me: “Who did you just say, who am I?”

I still climbed up a little bit, took a peek at his expression, and thought about it: “Qin Ziyan said that you are the general who overthrew the enemy, killed the general and broke the city. I know that there is a well-known general in Chen State with the surname Mu, who is Ⅱq Mu Sui. Wind, is that you?”

I embraced his neck boldly, “But I still like your name Mu Yan, this is the name you told me.”

His fingers ran across my shoulders and hair: “What about Chen’s elder son Su Yu, you don’t hate his generals or his soldiers. Then do you hate him who started the war?”

I was silent for a while: “The people who defended the country had a bad life, but they would rather use their shields to stop Chen Guo from attacking the cavalry, because they knew that the most miserable was the subjugated slave. Although in the end it was Su Yusheng, how will he come? It is his freedom to deal with the country, but I personally hope that the people of the country can live better under his rule. But it is mostly wishful thinking. There has never been such a precedent in history. All bullying and humiliation are better than the national dwarves of this country.”

After I finished speaking, I felt a little bored. I thought about it, “Why do we discuss national affairs on the wedding night? Although I have never been married, I have never heard that the bridal chamber has to do such a thing on the night of the wedding. Don’t do it because of me. Just come and fool me if you don’t understand anything.” I remembered that I finally got married. When I walked through those ceremonies, I was unconscious, and said with a bitter face, “And I didn’t see those grand and grand rituals. I’m in bed, and I haven’t experienced the addiction of the newlyweds.”

It is rare that he did not refute me. He kissed my forehead uncharacteristically and answered the question:

“Look for one day, I will supply you with it.”

I hugged him and nodded comfortably: “Well, you owe it first.”

The candlelight dwindled, thinking that Xizhu was about to burn out, and he heard him whisper in the vaguely: “I heard that if Longfeng Xizhu burns smoothly on the night of marriage, the couple will be able to grow old peacefully.”

I was stunned for a moment, and immediately got up.

He caught me: “Well, what’s wrong?”

I still got up desperately to raise the curtains of the bed. I turned around and glared at him: “Go guard the candlelight, why didn’t you say it earlier, what if you accidentally extinguish it, let me go.”

But he firmly fixed me: “It’s almost burned out, it will go out with no more than ten sounds, don’t believe you count.”

Sure enough, the room was dark. I didn’t believe these so-called legends, but I thought with peace of mind that the dragon and phoenix candle burned to the end, no matter how difficult it is in the future, this will be a good sign, and it will be a good sign in those bad times. Give people courage and comfort.

I put my arms around Mu Yan’s neck and felt very happy again, and asked him: “Hey, frankly speaking, since when did you like me?”

He paused for a while: “Frankly speaking, I don’t want to say.”

I got up to get out of bed: “I don’t confess at all, I don’t want to be this kiss anymore.”

He didn’t want to stay at all, and said slowly: “The kiss is already done, now it’s the bridal chamber, you can go back to sleep, so I don’t have to sleep well tonight.”

I threw my head back and rushed on him, still rubbing hard: “Then I won’t go, so you can’t sleep well.”

He didn’t answer. I curiously continued rubbing twice, and heard his suppressed voice from above my head:

“Come down.”

I thought about it for a long time, and suddenly thought of something, I felt red on my face and lightly came down from him. The heavens and humans fought for a while, and then leaned in to kiss him on the eyes, and tried to lick them, expressing disrespectful comfort.

He originally planned to go to the corner to sleep after the kiss, but he grabbed it, and watched the thin lips pursed in an arc of a smile. I came over slowly like that, but with full strength, I tossed me severely. After the tossing, I was still cold and said: “You dare.”

I just woke up, my health is not good, he must be no good, I don’t dare to wait any more at this time, but looking at his cool eyes, he covered his lips and rolled to the corner.

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