Hybrid x Heart Magias Academy Ataraxia - Vol 13 Chapter 0 Prologue
I have an interest in the birth of life.
But it’s not an interest in the manner of simple biology.
It’s an interest towards emotions that spring forth incidentally.
Since I was born, I have never harbored any special feelings towards life other than myself.
A human is just a life-form.
The system called a human body that is created from cells and genetics. They think, move, and carry out information transfer with other individuals as their function.
I recognized them as an elaborate and exquisite system from that.
But, they aren’t a special existence.
Any speech that explains the importance of life is illogical.
Consciousness and emotion are nothing more than a result that is outputted by information transfer from cellular and electrical signals.
There isn’t anything special there.
The thing called a heart, or emotions, or life aren’t things that have high value like human thought.
What is called a soul doesn’t exist.
But, I know that there are a lot of cases where change of awareness happens due to creating a new life using one’s own body.
The emotion of loving a child as a parent becomes strong and the maternal instinct also gets stimulated strongly.
Will such phenomenon also happen to this me?
Perhaps a change of awareness will occur by making a child using this body.
It’s something that is hard to imagine, but interest is welling up inside me.
And then I carried out an experiment.
I made two attempts.
Nothing changed.
Even my child is no different from other specimen.
I cannot even feel the emotions called affection or motherhood.
Why does no emotion well up inside me?
Am I lacking some kind of function?
Perhaps,
Other humans are the ones not behaving normally in the first place?
Or perhaps,
Am I the form of an even more evolved living thing──