I Am a Master of Light Novels in Japan - Chapter 953
Li Yan was taken aback for a moment. He looked at the beer cans in this place. In the end, he chose to sit in the old position he had sat in a few years ago.
After a few years, things are not human…
Two people who were pursuing their dreams sat here again, under this sky.
“Cough cough cough!”
Sawamura Yinglili took a sip of beer, and was immediately stimulated by the pungent malt alcohol. Her face was as white and smooth as an egg crust and blushed slightly. She looked at the beer in her hand with disgust, and said, ” Sure enough… No matter how many times I drink, I still can’t stand the smell…”
The girl next to her still can’t drink beer.
“So, drink less…” Li Yan looked at her and persuaded her.
“Stupid… If you can drink less, if there are other ways to forget the pressure and forget the failure, I would have tried it a long time ago…Isn’t it, otaku Lee?”
Sawamura Ying Riri’s eyes looked as beautiful as stars and looked at Li Yan with a grin and asked.
“…”
Li Yan looked at her, always feeling that she had been by his side for several years.
“Do you have any troubles, can you tell me?”
Li Yan thought about it for a long time, but there was still no other words that dared to ask, just this one.
However, this sentence is wrong, it hurts the girl hiding here. After she heard it, she looked at Li Yan. This young man sitting in the dark, carrying her on his back, has been walking in danger, whether it is the hard work, predicament that she can see, or the very understandable resident who is eager to move around… until now, Li Yan hasn’t I complained to someone, just like a wandering knight, I only know how to ask one question after another [I’ll help you].
“Worries… there are some.”
Ying Lili shrank her body, wrapped her hands around her knees, buried her face in her hands, and said sadly.
“Sorry, otaku Lee…I’m sorry…”
Suddenly, Ying Lili quietly said to Li Yan.
“?” Li Yan was taken aback.
“You did a lot of things that were too forceful for me…”
Ying Lili faced the moonlight, closed her eyes, and said softly.
“So, after thinking about everything, I always… always can’t forgive myself.”
Ying Lili, who had been holding her hands on her knees, raised her face high in melancholy, and Li Yan beside her could not see Ying Lili’s look at this moment.
Ying Lili looked up at the starry sky and said to Li Yan: “Why, when I feel the weakest, I always rely on the otaku Li, time after time, time after time…”
“Even when I want to escape, I always think of this place, the bitterness of beer, and this mood, as if the otaku Li is by my side, I can be redeemed, and I…have been unable to change. The strength of Li, an otaku, I hate myself like this…”
In Li Yan’s silence, he looked at Ying Lili, who turned his face and raised his head, and stretched out his hand, wanting to touch Ying Lili.
But staying in the air, he did not move anymore.
Does he think he is qualified to understand her at this time?
However, when Li Yan was in a complicated mood, Ying Lili’s hands had already grabbed his collar.
“but……”
“But ah!”
Ying Lili finally looked at Li Yan’s face. She looked at Li Yan’s eyes. Gradually, those still calm eyes gradually burst into tears of fear.
“Stupid?”
She stretched out her hands, grabbed Li Yan’s collar, and leaned her head against Li Yan’s chest, as if her soul had been torn apart, she cried and asked.
Li Yan couldn’t say a word, he was scolded by Ying Lili with a complicated expression.
“Finally… I almost sacrificed yourself… If one day, I wake up and the otaku Li is not there, I don’t know anything, I don’t know how to live my life, I shouldn’t forget the experience, even if it becomes a ghost , I will remember sooner or later, at that time, how should I find you, otaku Li…”
“How many times have you said it, no matter what it is, it doesn’t matter if you tell me!”
“Otaku Lee, as a result… you don’t understand anything…”
Ying Lili clutched Li Yan’s clothes tightly, and shouted: “Otaku Li, you stupid, aided dating maniac, idiot!!”
Ying Lili tried to understand him countless times, but Li Yan never tried to implicate Ying Lili. This time, Li Yan felt Ying Lili’s anger and low self-esteem, and remembered that she had asked him again and again. At last, he opened his hand again, wanting to put it on Ying Lili’s shoulder like this.
But, once again, Li Yan hesitated again.
Scene after scene, when I was a child, I grew up alone, was bullied, and abandoned, calling myself to live hard, and cherishing the meaning of life all the time, really qualified to express myself to Ying Lili Wish.
In the end, he hugged Ying Riri.
Ying Lili didn’t move, just so quiet.
“So, otaku Li, in the future, I will always be your number one…I will continue to work hard for this goal.”
Ying Lili released Li Yan, with tears, looked at Li Yan in the moonlight, smiled and promised Li Yan.
She stood under a starry sky, in the fierce gust of wind, opened her hands, smiled at the sky and the earth, and said: “In this world, I will always be with you, otaku Li.”
“…”
Li Yan looked at Ying Lili and her usual expression. Finally, Li Yan also began to speak.
“Yinglili.”
Li Yan said: “I have been thinking about whether my soul is dark and cold…”
“Can I find another person who will change my destiny.”
“All the time, I don’t want others to be lonely and alone like me. I am so cold all over the body. I long for warmth. Although I have suffered a lot all the time, I have never regretted it… From now on, I will not give up. “
Standing in the dark, standing under the stars, Li Yan looked at her quietly and asked: “If I can, can I like you?”
This sentence was asked simply, and it seemed a bit sad.
Li Yan, never asked this before, even for the woman who used to be, never tried this way.
“…”
Ying Lili was immediately stunned.
She didn’t seem to expect that Li Yan would say this. For a while, her face flushed red, and she grabbed the corners of her clothes with both hands, and she stammered nervously.
Li Yan’s attitude and tone are many times more than her previous attempts, so I don’t know how many times.
