I Am In Love with Myself - Chapter 141
An Mu’s dreams followed one after another. Jian Yixi and Wang Yanqing, who seemed to be dreams, were not related to each other, just like watching the different endings of different parallel worlds.
In a dream, Jian Yixi became a veritable same wife, was used to give birth to children, and was cruelly abandoned by her son and abandoning her mother. She became a laughingstock and died lonely all her life.
In another dream, An Mu dreamed that Jian Yixi and Wang Yanqing had reached an agreement and had their own lives. Wang Yanqing had a new love outside. Jian Yixi also randomly found a woman to live a numb life. She was concealed and unhappy all her life .
In another dream, Jian Yixi and Wang Yanqing are both responsible people.Although they don’t love each other, they respect each other like guests. They even gave birth to a pair of children. In the eyes of outsiders, they are a happy family. Only An Mu can see her smiling. How fake it must be.
After that, An Mu had a lot of dreams, but An Mu couldn’t remember clearly, but only remembered the ending of a dream. Jane was standing on the balcony and looking at the sunrise alone. The morning sun dyed her crooked figure red, and she slowed down. Looking back slowly, there was a gentle smile on the corners of his lips, but there was desolation in his muddy eyes.
[Is this the happiness you hope for? 】
An Mu woke up suddenly, soaking through her thin nightdress with cold sweat.
The sky was already dark, An Mu rolled her eyes at the phone, it was almost six o’clock, she closed her eyes and felt flustered for a while before she got up to wash.
After receiving the certificate today, Jian Yixi will rush to Wang Yanqing’s house with his family to hold the third wedding. This is the result of the inconsistency between the residence and the hometown of both husband and wife.
The trouble is a little trouble, but the only major event in life, both parents are not too troublesome.
An Mu and the others should have left yesterday afternoon. They stayed because of Maomao’s remarks. Although they didn’t know the meaning of staying, even if Wang Yanqing was really gay, what could they do?
The wedding has already been held, which means that it has been “announced to the world.” At this time, if you regret the marriage again, let alone the adoptive parents can not accept it, Jian Yixi will become a target of public criticism, and she will be ashamed.
Early morning should be the most clear-headed moment of the day, but An Mu was confused, and she didn’t know what to do.
She pressed the painful temple, glanced at the sleeping furry on the other bed, and knocked on the door of the second brother next door first.
The second brother got up sleepy, and when he saw her, he turned sideways and let the door open without saying a word.
After closing the door, the second brother said: “There was news last night. Wang Yanqing is indeed gay. The photo in Maomao’s phone is real. It was taken the day before the engagement.”
An Mu closed his eyes, and the laser light in the photo seemed to be still spinning. In the dimly lit bar, Wang Yanqing hugged a man with low-waist pants and kissed with emotion, never thinking that he was going to get married.
An Mu had no anger, only sadness.
Does Jian Yixi really know? Still knowingly but deliberately accept, is this trying to make her feel guilty?
She can’t remember how she taught her so shamelessly.
The second brother sighed and said: “What should I do now? Maomao said that she had told Jian Yixi. Jian Yixi said that she knew everything. Now it’s useless to say anything. It’s probably only you who can stop her.”
“Why should I stop?” An Muyin calmed down, as if she was really unmoved. “She made the decision by herself, and she should bear the consequences.”
The second brother opened his mouth and wanted to persuade him a few more words, but after all he did not persuade him. He did not have a stand to ask An Mu to do anything, nor did An Mu have a stand to persuade, she couldn’t give Jian Yixi what she wanted.
Hearing the final news about the whole night, An Mu didn’t stay much, turned around and left the second brother’s guest room, and the second brother rushed to the door to ask.
“When shall we leave?”
“Wait for Mao Mao to wake up.”
The second brother didn’t ask any more, and closed the door yawning.
An Mu returned to the room, Maomao was still asleep, she didn’t even notice that she was coming and going and coming again. I didn’t even know if she was being sold.
An Mu nestled on the small sofa, took out his mobile phone and flipped through the news for a while to learn about national policy developments. This is what venture capitalists need to pay attention to most.
After rolling a few glances, she couldn’t get in, her mind was empty or full, she didn’t know how to distinguish herself, in short, she couldn’t think about anything, very…uncomfortable.
She closed the news interface, clicked on the novel app again, and closed it again after reading no more than two lines. She changed her hand and took out the Bluetooth headset strap. She flipped through the Gongdou drama she had chased halfway through before and watched it patiently.
Obviously, I was very enthusiastic about chasing it before, but I don’t know how to do it now, and I feel a little irritable after watching it for two minutes.
Where is the ancient harem like this? How could the emperor’s concubine be so beautiful? Can safflower be sterilized immediately after irrigation? The old Chinese doctor is afraid that he is not going to laugh to death.
Don’t watch it, a bad drama that lowers IQ!
Rotten is naturally not bad, she is just upset, seeing nothing pleasing to her eyes.
Frowning over the phone, and even played a few games, from the decompression ball, to the elimination game, to the IQ-testing puzzle game, and finally even the large-scale mobile game.
However, none of them have played for three minutes.
Why are these things so boring? How did they get on fire? There are tens of millions or even hundreds of millions of downloads. Is the data fraudulent?
An Mu didn’t know if it was faked, but those games were really popular, and she had seen many of her classmates play them.
An Mu rubbed her temples, leaned back on the sofa, and opened the music app.
Zhou Shen’s mellow voice came out softly with the power to penetrate the soul, touching the heartstrings.
This is a “Whale Incarnate in an Isolated Island”.
【I have never been in a prosperous state, I have never heard the noises, I have never seen too many creatures, I have never been in a hot mood, so I have never felt how quiet it is in the middle of the ocean. 】
This is really an excellent song, regardless of the lyrics, tunes, or Zhou Shen’s singing skills.
As An Mu listened, there was something faintly slipping off her cheek, and she raised her hand to touch it, her hand wet.
An Mu stared at the ceiling blankly, not understanding why he was crying.
[Your clothes are worn out, but your singing voice is gentle, drifting around aimlessly with me, my back is like a barren hill, but you smile and take it as the whole universe. 】
The singing is still singing, and every word enters the soul.
An Mu thought of the Jinfang Road incident, of the kidnapping incident, of Jian Yixi’s risk of committing danger to please her, of Jian Yixi’s sweating and making delicious meals to please her, and When Jian Yixi sees her subconsciously bright smiling face, it is a joy from the heart.
She is just a boring soul who has lived a lifetime. What is it that Jian Yixi likes so much?
At the beginning, helping Jian Yixi was only to have a reliable support for her foster parents and to make up for her regrets. It was never for Jian Yixi himself.
She kept saying that she hoped that Jian Yixi would be happy, not that she was miserable in her last life and still miserable in this life, but the result?
She never thought that she would become the tragedy of Jian Yixi.
Do you really want to watch her head forever?
Don’t say anything about getting divorced if you get married. Marrying a wrong time does not mean that your life is over.
Yes, it is possible to get a divorce, and it does not mean that you are finished, but it is obvious that Jian Yixi can have a wider road, why should she watch her walk the rugged path?
Jian Yixi’s smiling face was still lingering in his mind, An Mu wiped off his wet face, got up decisively, opened the door and went straight to the Civil Affairs Bureau.
It’s already half past eight, and counting the time on the road, it will be a few minutes late to the Civil Affairs Bureau, and it will take time to run upstairs again.
An Mu patted the steering wheel irritably, a small county town with few intersections, but it went past a red light, and after another it was still a red light!
It’s so late, will Jian Yixi have already applied for the certificate?
An Mu took out her cell phone and called Jian Yixi, but it was her foster mother who answered the call.
“Xixi didn’t bring her mobile phone when she went out. I’ll ask her to call you back when she comes back.”
The adoptive mother thought they were already on the way back to Beijing and told her to drive carefully.
Jian Yixi is not such a careless person, how could she not bring her mobile phone?
An Mu didn’t have Wang Yanqing’s phone number, and didn’t want to be asked again. She was anxious, gritted her eyes at the red light, and suddenly kicked the accelerator and rushed through!
There were three rushes in this one. An Mu knew that his driver’s license could not be kept, no matter how many, he watched for pedestrian safety with twelve points, and rushed all the way to the front of the Civil Affairs Bureau.
He opened the door and got out of the car, ignoring the lock, and rushed all the way up to the third floor.
There were three or four couples waiting on the third floor. Those who were sitting close together were obviously married, and those who were indifferent were divorced.
An Mu looked around, there was no shadow of Jian Yixi and Wang Yanqing.
She bit her lip, her gaze fell on the closed office door. She didn’t know if it was Jane Yixi inside, and she didn’t have time to think about it. She walked quickly and pushed aside.
With a bang, the people inside all turned their heads and looked at it subconsciously.
An office worker, two familiar faces.
Jian Yixi and Wang Yanqing each took a pen and were filling out the form.
Upon seeing her, Wang Yanqing smiled before Jian Yixi had spoken.
“It’s okay now, Xixi can rest assured, she just waited for you at the door for a long time, otherwise we would definitely be ranked first.”
Jian Yixi glared at him.
“What’s the difference between the first and the second? Without delay.”
“It’s not delayed, but it’s a bit unlucky.”
Wang Yanqing turned his head and smiled at An Mu again: “Don’t mind, I don’t blame you for coming late, I just said that the older generation said that you should get the certificate early, for fear that there will be a divorce in front of you. It is unlucky. As a result, we The one in front was divorced, and the two were still arguing while going through the divorce.
Jian Yixi frowned and said, “Can you stop talking? It’s all superstition.”
Wang Yanqing is still smiling: “Yes, superstitious, we will definitely be able to live for a long time.”
The staff member knocked on the table impatiently, “If you want to chat outside, there are still a lot of people waiting to do it if you don’t do it.”
Jian Yixi looked at An Mu apologetically: “Why don’t you wait for us outside first, soon.”
An Mu’s gaze swept across the three people in the room one by one, and then passed over blankly, pulling up Jian Yixi and leaving.
Unprepared, Jian Yixi knocked her knee off the table, and the sign pen was connected to the long plastic spring wire, and almost broke, she hurriedly threw it back to the table.
The office is too small and An Mu’s steps are too big. Jian Yixi couldn’t explain anything to Wang Yanqing, so she was dragged out of the office and dragged downstairs. The whole corridor was full of the footsteps of two people, but it was noisy. It’s quiet and suffocating.
As soon as he walked out of the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau, the suffocation was instantly dissipated.
An Mu didn’t stop, pulling Jian Yixi straight to the car he had parked illegally, the co-pilot door opened, stuffed Jian Yixi, and he turned and entered the cab.