I Am In Love with Myself - Chapter 143

Gameover.

It’s not fake, it’s true.

That day Jian Yixi turned around and entered the Civil Affairs Bureau, walking calmly and firmly, with indifferent eyebrows, just like the moment she learned that Jian Yihu was the murderer of her adoptive parents.

Jian Yixi walked decisively without looking back. It was already half an hour later for her to come out again.

Seeing that she was still there, Wang Yanqing smiled and walked over Jian Yixi.

“Go home together for a meal and celebrate that we are officially registered as a husband and wife.”

With that, Wang Yanqing’s hand was put on Jian Yixi’s satchel.

“Take out the marriage certificate, let An Mu look at it and be happy.”

Jian Yixi slapped his hand away, with a smile on his face, but hypocritically floating on the surface.

“What’s so interesting? Isn’t it just a small book? I don’t think she is interested in reading it.”

No matter how stupid Wang Yanqing was, he could hear such obvious rejection. He cleared his throat awkwardly and wisely chose to avoid it.

“I’ll go drive first.”

The car is actually not far away at most ten meters away.

Jian Yixi glanced at his back, gracefully leaned to the front of An Mu’s car window, and looked at her with half-closed pitch-black eyes. The affection that was full an hour ago disappeared at this moment.

“I think I may not say it clearly, so I will say it again. I am no longer interested in you. I hope you will not show up in front of me again in the future, lest you get bored with each other.”

Wang Yanqing’s car drove over, Didi honked the horn twice, and Jian Yixi withdrew and gave her a cool smile.

“I hope this is the last time we meet. Goodbye An Mu. No, I should never see each other again. You don’t have to notify me when you get married. I will let Mao Mao bring the gift money, so that we will be totally different. I owe it.”

[… completely owe nothing to each other. 】

An Mu opened his eyes abruptly, and the thin nightdress was soaked with cold sweat.

Why did you have this dream again?

No, it should not be said to be a dream. This is a memory, a real memory at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau that day.

Since that day, Jian Yixi has never contacted her again.

Jian Yixi didn’t contact her, she didn’t contact Jian Yixi, not only because she was used to Jian Yixi’s initiative in the past five years, but also because Jian Yixi said so badly that day, she didn’t have a hot face and a cold butt. habit.

Besides, it was not her who was wrong, so how could there be any reason to take the initiative to find the wrong one?

Jian Yixi didn’t send a message or call for a day, she didn’t feel anything.

I didn’t feel it for two days.

Three days, four days, five days… One week passed in the blink of an eye, and she felt that she still didn’t feel much, but recently she always heard the information prompt, but when she picked it up, she saw nothing.

When I got home on the weekend, there were a few pairs of shoes missing in the shoe cabinet. Jian Yixi’s shoes were gone, and the little yellow duck was gone. Only the toothless rabbit was left alone in it.

Jian Yixi’s bedroom door was wide open, as if she was afraid she would not know, the spotlessly cleaned room was clearly displayed in front of her, and everything that belonged to Jian Yixi was gone.

Jian Yixi disappeared into her world so quietly, as if she had never appeared before.

Maybe this way… also good.

An Mu couldn’t be discouraged, there were still many classes to attend, and many reports to be done. After two months of busy work, the end of the semester was in the blink of an eye.

After the exam, I returned home and bought a plane ticket to France without stopping.

Ma An said that she missed her.

Dad An said that he was a little bit powerless, and he couldn’t accept the old, so he asked her to help him.

In the past six months, Dad An has also told her about the company. An Mu is no stranger to it. Dad An has been resting at home for half a month, and he has the full authority to handle it.

An Mu was very busy, even busier than school. He didn’t come back until early in the morning every day. He just lay down and got up to go to work. He really slept later than the dog and got up earlier than the chicken. Mom and Dad Ann couldn’t stand it anymore.

“What’s wrong with you? Don’t kill me?”

“It’s nothing but itchy hands. I’m used to work and suddenly I don’t work for half a year, so I really want to work.”

“Then you can’t fight like that. Nothing matters to your health. Your dad’s illness hasn’t taught you a lesson yet?”

“I am young and energetic.”

“Don’t talk back to me. If you don’t be obedient, I’ll drive you back to China.”

“Mom, you are reasonable, obviously you called me.”

—An Mu, you are reasonable, obviously you robbed me here.

The familiar voice that suddenly flashed in her mind overlapped the complaint she had blurted out.

What An Ma said again, An Mu can’t remember anymore. She can’t tell what she feels like, so she feels… I always want to press my heart, as if there is something missing here.

After pressing, she felt that she was hypocritical. She and Jian Yixi were originally the same person. Isn’t it normal for them to say the same sentence?

At first I only helped for half a month, but Dad An had already returned to the company, and An Mu didn’t leave, so he packed up his luggage and returned to China until the end of the summer vacation.

The first thing I did when I returned to China was to visit the old man. The old man lives in his uncle’s house. The second brother is the uncle’s son. Every time he visited, eight out of ten times, he couldn’t see the second brother. He was very busy at work and couldn’t do it anymore. As free as in college.

An Mu went early. I thought I couldn’t see my second brother, but I didn’t want my second brother not only to be at home, but also to bring a strange woman with him. Both the uncle and the aunt were at home. The nanny bought a lot of vegetables, and the aunt worked with her in the kitchen. With.

When An Mu came, the uncle happily beckoned.

“Come and see your second sister-in-law.”

-Ersao? Hasn’t she been in China for only two months? Where is the second sister-in-law from here?

An Mu put down his favorite iron yam that he bought for the old man, and went over to say hello.

The second elder brother sits on the sofa, the second sister-in-law’s knees close together, and sits cautiously next to the second elder brother. Her palm-sized face is soft and white as snow. She is a very gentle girl, but her eyebrows are vaguely familiar.

An Mu’s eyes were slightly cold, and he politely said a few words, and found an excuse to call the second brother to the side where there was no one.

“What’s the matter? Why did you suddenly have a girlfriend?”

“Not a girlfriend, but your future second wife. We plan to get married next year.”

“How long have you known each other? It’s too fast, right?”

“We have known each other for a long time, five or six years.”

Five or six years? Isn’t that the same time as meeting Jian Yixi?

“I haven’t known each other for so long, why is it all right now?”

The second brother took out a cigarette, lay on the balcony on the second floor, took a sip, and spit out the blue and gray eye circles, the cigarette butts were out, and the second brother’s eyebrows were steaming.

“How do you say this? At first I liked Jian Yixi, you know, but Jian Yixi liked you, so I gave up.

After…I don’t remember the specific day. Anyway, in the next semester of my senior year, I almost didn’t go to school anymore. I forgot to go to school that day. After that, I was stopped by her and asked me for a letter.

You know I’m the most annoyed of this kind of hug, normally I don’t give it, but she happened to look a little like Jian Yixi, so I gave it to her.

She is a sophomore school girl. After chatting for a while, she confessed to me that she liked me for a long time.

I thought it was ridiculous. I was only a sophomore. Even if I met me and fell in love with me from the first step of entering the school, it would take more than a year. Is this a long time?

I think it’s a long time, starting at least five years.

What’s more, I don’t think she fell in love with me as soon as she entered the school, that would be too idiotic.

Her phrase ‘Like me for a long time’ made me very annoying, so I just blackened her.

After I graduated and was admitted to the current unit, I had forgotten her at the corner of the corner a long time ago. Who knew she was admitted as well after graduation.

You know how difficult it is for our unit to take the exam. The top-notch written test results are not enough. The interview is the most difficult.

You should understand how the interview was going. I was also idle at the time, so I checked her specifically.

I don’t know if I check, but I’m still an acquaintance. Her dad and my dad have a good relationship, and they often visit each other when they were young.

I found it strange, why did she leave her dad’s sea market without going to Beijing, why did she come to Beijing alone?

Is this too ambitious? Still too stupid?

Anyway, I don’t have a good impression of her.

But she didn’t give up, there was always something all around me, the more she turned, the more annoying I was, so she just made it clear to her, it is absolutely impossible to like her.

After I made it clear, she did converge, and she didn’t want to go to my side anymore, so I didn’t take this matter to heart anymore.

But after all, in a unit, I didn’t see what I saw when I looked down. We gradually became acquainted. She treated me like other colleagues. She didn’t treat me as a leader or said unnecessary things. I also forgot the unpleasantness of the past. .

Our unit has an office group, and I usually ask them to do things directly in the group, so I never add her V letter.

I was going to pass a file to her that day. There was a bug in the shared private file. I couldn’t pass it anyway. I could only browse the group and add her.

After the approval, the private document was fine again, and I did not pass the v letter.

After almost a month later, one day in the middle of the night, she suddenly sent me a message, and the message was inexplicable, just one sentence-30 days countdown.

What do I mean by asking her? It took her a long time to come back, saying that she had sent it to the wrong person.

I felt something was wrong. I immediately responded after she sent it to me. I also saw the message [Entering…] at the top of the letter v, which means that she also saw the information immediately. Just one sentence of explanation. Why did it take so long to reply?

After a blunder, I saw her V letter and found that since I deleted her a few years ago, she had sent me a lot of messages, and she knew that I couldn’t receive it and still sent it.

This was originally an offensive behavior. I rejected her and deleted her. Why was she still insane for five or six years?

But when I finished reading her information, I suddenly became disgusted and even blamed myself a little bit. “

The second elder brother turned his eyes to An Mu while holding the cigarette. The smile on the corner of his lips was in the light smoke, and he could barely see clearly.

“You are so smart, guessed it? She said she liked me for a long time, really for a long time. She has liked me since she was a child.

It’s just that when she was a child she just admired me, thinking that I would go over|the wall and play on the computer again, and my dad beat me as if he would rather die than surrender. It was very powerful.

She didn’t specifically ask me for my university entrance examination, but when I was young, my dad wanted me to take the entrance examination here, so I made this my life goal. She was fascinated by her ears and eyes, and she felt that this school was great, and she would have to take the exam in the future, so it became her dream.

She asked me to ask for a v letter on the day she knew that I was about to graduate, so she asked for a v letter.

She suffocated it until then, because she lingered in front of me for more than a year, and I didn’t even look at her, let alone recognize her. She had given up originally, who knew that she had been observing me like that, but she really liked it. On it.

That day she said that she liked me for a long time, but she was actually making the opening remarks for “recognizing relatives,” but I didn’t give her this opportunity and deleted her directly.

These were all sent after she discovered that they were deleted. Of course she knew that I could not receive them. She was just wronged and vented.

Later, she took my chat box that only responded to the red exclamation mark as a place to vent her emotions.

She said that she tried our unit for me, because she found that she still likes me.

She didn’t realize how annoying it was that she kept dangling me in front of me, she had to know that she would never do that.

She posted a countdown of 30 days that night. It was not accidental. She posted it once a month, starting from the day she was admitted to our unit.

She gave herself two years. If I still can’t like her, she will give up completely, listen to her father’s words, and resign and return to Haicheng.

After reading the V letter, I realized that she was admitted entirely on her own merits. Her father did not approve of her coming to Beijing to develop, let alone help her find someone for an interview.

Of course, strength is one aspect, and luck is also another aspect. She is really lucky, and she has been rectifying for the past two years, and no one can get involved.

Her countdown of 30 days was the last time to insist. She showed me her best side, and then she failed, and she really gave up. As soon as 30 days arrived, she issued a resignation report.

After she left, I didn’t feel it at first. I just felt a little regretful. She was very capable of working and was a right-hand man. I didn’t have to worry about anything to explain to her.

But later…”

The second elder brother laughed at himself and laughed like a self-deprecating smile, “People only find something precious after losing. I always thought I didn’t like her because I preconceived that she was a nympho, and I couldn’t walk when I saw a handsome guy. Even further, she idiot worshipped money again, and posted it when she knew my family was rich.

Because of this incorrect but deeply ingrained concept, even if I have a good impression of her, I still think that it is just a normal relationship between colleagues, and I will not think about love.

It wasn’t until she was gone that I felt empty in my heart. I didn’t know that I liked her, and I had liked her a long time ago, but I was blinded by myself.

If we meet in another way, we will definitely not be in such a big circle, nor will we lose the opportunity to get along day and night. After all, she can no longer return to our unit and can only find a new job.

Fortunately, although we have lost a lot, we are still together.

Fortunately… it’s not too late. “

The author has something to say: there is still today, there should be…probably…