I Am In Love with Myself - Chapter 159

Jian Yixi stretched out her hand cautiously, her nervous breathing stagnated.

Ran into… really ran into…

Across the thin pajamas, An Mu’s warm body temperature moved her fingertips, and her fingertips trembled faintly, trembling to the bottom of Jian Yixi’s heart.

She tried her best to control her heartbeat, first with her fingertips, then her entire hand, and finally took An Mu into her arms.

It was like a hug from another generation, like a hope that had been accumulated for thousands of years. As soon as she entered her arms, Jian Yixi’s eyes were wet.

She wanted to cry, almost couldn’t help it, she instinctively endured it desperately, enduring it in exchange for not being able to endure it, just let it go, and shed tears silently.

No one will see it anyway. What if you cry? Doesn’t she even have the right to cry?

She is very tired, really tired, thinking too much is not good at all, she is envious of Maomao’s heartlessness, she also wants to just go with the flow like this, and talk about things later, and be happy now.

But why can’t she do it?

An Mu, do you know how much I love you? I love you like everyone in this world loves themselves.

It is impossible for anyone in this world to love himself better than others. Even a mentally ill person will activate the self-protection mechanism because he loves himself too much, and there will be psychological barriers. The so-called people who are willing to sacrifice themselves for others are only because of the death of others. It’s harder to accept it for yourself, after all, it’s for yourself.

I’m just an ordinary person, you are me, I am you, why do you make me not love myself?

Do you really love me? Is it because you know the truth?

I can’t understand your words and actions. I don’t know what you mean when you said that you loved me and left right away? Don’t know what you mean by holding a quilt with a cold face? I don’t know what you mean by the words “a husband and a wife” repeatedly?

It’s not that I have no way to find out the truth. I can contact the school girl, check the hospital monitoring, or even the monitoring without checking. Just ask Dr. Li or the nurse to know whether you followed me to the hospital in the first place. I went there only after talking with the school girl.

I have a way, but I dare not ask.

An Mu, I’m not stupid.

I know that I have never been your opponent. The saying that blue is better than blue will not apply to me for about a lifetime, but I am really not stupid.

I would rather look for clues from you a little bit, than the cruel reality nakedly torn in front of me.

Even one day late

Okay, at least you are in my arms now.

Tears flowed silently, and the corners of her mouth were salty. Jian Yixi tried not to make any noises, not wanting to disturb anyone, but just wanted to extend this hard-won hug indefinitely.

An Mu in her arms opened her eyes, and the shattered light under her eyes moved in the dim light. It was unclear whether it was distressed or helpless. She sighed quietly, put her hands on Jian Yixi’s waist, and hugged her arms slightly.

“Go to sleep, it’s getting late.”

An Mu’s sound penetrated Jian Yixi’s eardrum like an electric shock with magnetism. Jian Yixi shook visibly, and her tears were stagnated.

——An Mu didn’t sleep at all? Did she wake up?

An Mu raised her head and kissed her lips in a hurry, knowing that this action would destroy the “rejection of love and a husband and a wife” personality that only Qian had been working hard to maintain, but instead let her own waywardness.

She couldn’t tell why, but she couldn’t see Jian Yixi crying. She did it a long time ago. At first, she thought she couldn’t see herself being bullied at the age of 16, but now it is clear that no one is bullying her, no, and no one can be said. , It seems that the person who made Jian Yixi cry is herself.

In any case, Jian Yixi’s tears made her uncomfortable, especially this desperate tears made her feel even more uncomfortable.

She didn’t want to think so much, just wanted her to stop crying. She was already weak and supported by the nutrient solution. Wouldn’t she be afraid of dizziness if she kept crying like this? Dizziness is often accompanied by nausea and nausea. Isn’t she afraid of stomach pain?

After the kiss, he bowed his head and leaned into Jian Yixi’s arms again. Although she was not used to it, wouldn’t it make her cry more fiercely when she pushed Jian Yixi away at this time?

An Mu didn’t know if her kiss had any effect. She only felt that Jian Yixi’s figure was stiff, and her violent heartbeat was stronger than when she secretly hugged her, even if she didn’t listen. Still like a thunderbolt.

An Mu withdrew her head slightly, telling herself not to stick to Jian Yixi so close to her heart. It was really ear-shocking. Without taking away a little, her figure was suddenly imprisoned. Jian Yixi suddenly took her into her arms, like Trying to squeeze her into two, An Mu desperately tightened his arms, and An Mu almost got angry and instinctively punched her.

“Do you want to strangle me?!”

These words can’t tell whether it is anger or fright. The low voice sound is faint, and it seems to be coquettish no matter how fierce it is.

Although there is no deterrent effect, fortunately, Jian Yixi’s arm is really loose.

An Mu took a breath and felt a little better, and then said with a sigh of relief: “Go to sleep, be careful to wake up Maomao.”

Before the words fell, An Mu’s shoulders were suddenly held down, An Mu lying on his side

He was pressed to lie flat.

An Mu subconsciously raised his eyes and looked. He couldn’t see anything in the dimness. He only caught the outline of Jian Yixi on the top of his head. The outline was quickly lowered, and the hot breath was hot like flames.

An Mu opened his eyes slightly.

“You… uh…”

Jingle Bell–

Early in the morning, the alarm sounded on time, and An Mu opened his eyes tiredly, his eyelids seemed to weigh a lot, and he couldn’t open them even halfway through.

An Mu slowed down for a while, moved her body a little, and then realized that the left half had been crushed out of consciousness. You can imagine the numbness of thousands of small needles piercing after the pressure is removed.

Jane wrapped her around her like an octopus, frowning her eyebrows, and sleeping extremely restlessly.

The Maomao next door to Jian Yixi slept dimly, with a strange sleeping posture, without comment, but the quilt was very tightly rolled up, and she did not freeze herself at all.

An Mu reached out and touched the phone on the bedside table, and turned off the alarm clock that made people’s head hurt. It was so noisy that Maomao didn’t wake up, and Jian Yixi didn’t even wake up either.

An Mu helplessly rubbed against the fine sweat from the corner of his forehead, and suddenly felt that there seemed to be something wrong.

The pressed half of the body is almost unconscious, but when you feel it carefully, you can feel the scorching heat.

An Mu hurriedly touched Jian Yixi’s forehead, his fingertips numb from the heat.

“Jane Yixi? Jian Yixi!”

Maomao woke up with a shock, and hurriedly asked for leave, and helped An Mu rush back to the hospital with Jian Yixi on his back.

Jian Yixi’s situation is special, An Mu didn’t dare to go to the nearest doctor, so he rushed back to the hospital of Expert Li.

Dr. Li answered the phone and rushed to the hospital early. As soon as Jian Yixi had a fever like this, he wanted to lose his temper, but he didn’t say a word to save the person. I checked whether my breathing was smooth, and then checked whether it was a bacterial infection or a virus infection. I quickly pushed the needle to hang the liquid, and let the high fever subsided first. All other checks were postponed.

After a thrilling morning, the fever finally subsided. After waiting for a while, Jian Yixi also woke up.

Seeing Jian Yixi’s bewilderment and confusion, An Mu breathed a sigh of relief, and burst into flames.

——She doesn’t give up if she doesn’t toss herself to death, right? If you don’t get a little better, you will be messed up!

——I knew she couldn’t hold a kiss, why did she change so many plans?

“Are you angry An Mu?”

–nonsense.

“Last night I…”

–To shut up.

An Mu has worked hard to be calm

Now, the look at Jian Yixi’s eyes is with ice ball.

Jian Yixi took a sneak peek at her, quickly turned away, staring at the infusion tube on the back of her hand, not daring to look randomly.

“I…I don’t know why I…no…not under control last night.”

she does not know? How could she not know?

She was just ignited by An Mu’s kiss, and she suddenly burst out of emotions. Once she was out of control, she thought that it wouldn’t matter even if she died right now. She didn’t want to suppress herself anymore.

However, she did everything that should and shouldn’t be done, but she didn’t die, just got a fever.

It was because of this fever that An Mu was so talented.

——It’s her who is obviously at a disadvantage, why does Jian Yixi fall down to a rag doll that has been ravaged all night? !

An Mu didn’t want to care about her.

“An Mu, I was wrong…”

An Mu didn’t want to care about her.

“Otherwise…otherwise I will let you go back?”

——Which one is going back?

An Mu didn’t want to know which one of hers was referring to.

“Does a husband say this is appropriate?”

An Mu glared at Jian Yixi.

Jian Yixi was also aggrieved.

——Did I say anything when you were me? Why can’t it be the other way around?

Maomao pushed the door and came in, seeing the sight of the frozen man who was staring at An Mu. For a moment, Ji’s friendship was overflowing, and he was verbose as he walked.

“An Mu, I know you feel so angry when you see her ill, and I am so angry, I can’t wait to beat her up so that she doesn’t care about herself so much! Just imagine she did it for us so laboriously last night Chicken, do you have the heart to be angry with her again? Huh?”

An Mu glared at Mao Mao again.

“I haven’t seen you eat less.”

“I…I’m not afraid of betraying her kindness.”

“Then I didn’t see you stopping her from doing it.”

“I…cough cough…”

It’s not that Maomao is so speechless, she knows that she can’t fight An Mu sooner or later, so why waste her lips and tongue? Besides, she does regret not stopping Jian Yixi last night.

Jian Yixi muttered a little while listening to them.

“I’m not making chicken…I’m making chestnut chicken.”

This wasn’t meant for anyone to listen to, I just heard it with the tip of my ears.

“What are you talking about? Does it make any difference?”

Jian Yixi lay on the hospital bed, the burning change did not completely fade away, and the change was a little confused. She didn’t know why she muttered such a sentence, but she heard Mao Mao use the word and subconsciously refuted it.

“A chicken is a chicken, and a chestnut chicken is a chestnut chicken.”

“Isn’t the chestnut chicken made of chicken?

“It’s made by chicken, but it’s different.”

“Why is it different? Didn’t I eat chicken last night?”

“You did eat chicken last night, but…”

“But what? But I ate chicken, but An Mu was eaten by chicken? Hahaha~”

Maomao thought that she had turned her head, and was quite proud, but unexpectedly An Mu and Jian Yixi avoided her sight in embarrassment, looking at the window and the infusion tube one by one.

Maomao couldn’t laugh anymore.

–No way? No, no, no? !

——Yes, yes, absolutely not! They can’t be so unethical, she’s changing it anyway!

However, this did not comfort Maomao.

Maomao felt that his Three Views were broken and couldn’t put it together.

——Even if they both have hobbies that are appreciated, think about Wang Yanqing, don’t you feel sorry for him?

Maomao became autistic by what she imagined was a miserable drama that combines terminal illness, sadism, love, and extramarital affairs. She sat down for a while and left. She only took a half-day off. The station was too busy, so she was replaced by her. Reluctantly please.

As soon as Maomao walked on his front foot, Dr. Li came in on his back foot and instructed An Mu to push Jian Yixi, who had finished the infusion, to perform a gastroscope.

It is of course impossible for normal people to do it so frequently. After all, it is uncomfortable to do it once, but Jian Yixi’s situation is different. He just got better yesterday, and he has a fever today. Dr. Li’s expression is solemn, for fear of something wrong.

After the examination, Dr. Li breathed a sigh of relief and was frightened. The perforation recovered well, and the white blood cell index was also steadily decreasing. The fever was caused by overworked fever, that is, fever caused by overworked body or overexcited emotions.

“The illness is completely healed, and it is not allowed to leave the hospital without authorization!”

Doctor Li dropped the ban and left, and An Mu also sat on the side of the hospital bed.

She is a little tired, and perhaps the easiest way is the most effective.

An Mu said: “Let’s showdown.”