I Am In Love with Myself - Chapter 166

In the cafe on the side of the square, the transparent floor-to-ceiling windows reflected the blue sky and white clouds. The black long Gothic lamppost was erected outside the shop. There were few people in the square. Flocks of pigeons flapped their wings and flew over the blue and white rain, a feather Slowly falling.

An Mu’s gaze receded as the feather fell and fell on Chen Han who was opposite.

Chen Han stirred the coffee and took a sip, his gentle voice was the same as before.

“What happened back then, thank you for not changing well, thank you for helping me, and thank you for forgiving me.”

“Don’t be so polite, I’m not helping you, I’m changing Anmu’s favor, after all, I borrowed her body.”

Chen Han looked down at the churning coffee and mentioned the original owner again. She did not show the excitement of the past, as if she was relieved.

An Mu knew it was impossible, but couldn’t help asking, “I take the liberty to ask, has Jian Yixi contacted you?”

Chen Han raised his eyes slightly and glanced at her.

“Why do you suddenly remember to ask this? Does she know who you are?”

“She does know that I told her. I want to know if she has contacted you for other reasons.”

Chen Han shook his head, “I had a relationship five years ago. Then I was busy, and she was also very busy, so there was no more.”

Suddenly, An Mu lost his desire to retell the past, not to mention that she and Chen Han had nothing to recount.

She took a sip of her coffee and put it down, and said casually: “It’s good to see you have a good time. There is nothing you can’t get through. After looking back, the pain was so painful at the beginning, but it’s actually nothing.”

After all, An Mu just wanted to settle the bill and leave, Chen Han suddenly chuckled.

“Who said it’s nothing? How could it be nothing? Some things may be really nothing after a few years, but there are some things and some people, even if they die.”

An Mu was startled slightly. An Ma always chanted those words in her ears. Every time An Ma talked together, she would straighten out these words immediately, which not only blocked An Ma’s mouth, but also gave An Ma a little bit. Don’t worry, she just came out smoothly just now, she didn’t even think about it.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean anything else, just…”

Chen Han waved his hand and said: “No need to explain, I understand, I just want to tell you that I am doing well not because I let go of the past, but because she has been by my side, giving me the courage to continue living.”

“She… has been by your side?”

An Mu’s eyes wandered.

“She was born into someone else too?”

Chen Han chuckled and shook his head, “How can there be such multiple births?”

Chen Han nodded his head, “She lives with me and sees me in her dream every night.”

“dream?”

“Do you think I’m crazy? Or have a brain disease? Think I missed her so much that I imagined her?

No, really not, this is definitely not my fantasy, she really exists.

She would encourage me when I was decadent, congratulate me when I was successful, and hold me to comfort me when I was sad.

Although it was in a dream, the feeling was very real, and she was definitely right. “

Looking at Chen Han’s serious and persistent eyes, An Mu suddenly didn’t know what to say.

Chen Han said again: “I know you don’t believe it, but it’s true. She told me why she lives with me, and this involves you.”

Chen Han lifted up her hair and hung it behind her ears, whispering.

She said that the original owner, An Mu, told her that suicide cannot be reincarnated. She needs to correct her mistakes in the nihility for at least a thousand years, which is usually referred to as reflection, until she no longer dares to think of suicide before she can be reincarnated.

Originally An Mu could not reincarnate or stay in this world, but coincidentally, the moments of her death and An Mu accidentally overlapped in the fold of time and space.

Originally, there would be people overlapping at each time point, but they all died with Fang Yunna’s hand, and they all died indirectly, and they chose to die. The moment of death has strong sorrow and regret, and the soul itself is very similar. Too many similarities released the same magnetic field, and An Mu just penetrated Yuan Anmu’s body.

The existence of the soul is actually radio-wave particles, and usually cannot stay in the normal world. It needs to be reincarnated immediately or sent to nothingness. This is the rule of the world, and there are almost no exceptions.

Now that I have said almost, that is not to rule out extremely special circumstances.

For example, Yuan Anmu.

Yuan Anmu died by suicide. According to the rules, he was sent to nothingness for reflection, but Anmu survived instead of Yuan Anmu. Yuan Anmu’s suicide was automatically corrected to “Nothing”, so she could not be sent to nothingness. .

However, Yuan Anmu could not be reincarnated either, because her body was changed alive, and it was not a seizure that could be monitored by the rules of the fantasy world, but a soul crossing caused by an accident outside the rules.

Yuan Anmu’s soul was sentenced to be living normally in the body, that is, a living soul, a living person, how can a living person be reincarnated?

Therefore, Yuan Anmu stayed in this world as a special case.

But stay behind, she is just a bunch of particles after all, she wants to be touched by others

Knowing, you need to consume particle energy, which is the support of the soul’s existence. Once the energy disappears, she will be wiped out, unless someone firmly believes in her existence and creates a magnetic field of mind to continuously replenish her with energy.

However, An Mu lives in place of Yuan An Mu. No one believes that she really exists as a soul. She has no source of energy supplement at all, and naturally she dare not let anyone feel herself.

Except for that time.

That time, Chen Han desperately made an unwise choice, Yuan An Mu had to enter An Mu’s dream and asked An Mu to help Chen Han.

Yuan Anmu stayed with Chen Han all the time. Chen Han went from crazily missing to believing in the existence of Yuan Anmu’s soul. It took only half a year before and after. With energy supplement, Yuan Anmu could freely enter and leave Chen Han’s dreamland, and later simply lived in In her soul.

Chen Han said that the day An Mu died was when her Mu Mu was reincarnated. She originally hoped that she would die sooner and end this boring life sooner.

But now she doesn’t think so. She hopes that Mu Mu who is with her will live for a long time, and will live a little longer than Mu Mu Huan. Even if there is only one day, she can’t let Mu Mu stay here alone. world.

“I am very happy because my girl is always there. Even if no one understands or believes it, I firmly believe that she is always there. I love her and she loves me. We will always be so happy. So An Mu, I also hope you can live a hundred years, so that we can live for a long time.”

For a long time…

“You have been a long time, what about us?”

Chen Han looked at her in surprise.

An Mu laughed suddenly, trembling with laughter, and the arm holding the table was shaking, causing the coffee to sway in circles. The table next door looked over here, but she didn’t care and still couldn’t help smiling.

“Haha… it’s okay, it’s just ridiculous. This world is too ridiculous. I didn’t expect that I could serve you in exchange for a living. If she knew, would she be pleased to add another pen to her merit book?”

Chen Han frowned and said, “What are you talking about?”

An Mu shook his head and stood up in a daze.

“I’m going back. I am very happy to meet you today and wish you happiness.”

An Mushen left the café with one foot and one foot shallowly, and Chen Han’s happy smile filled his mind. The hidden worries that had been unwilling to face these days broke through the ground.

Yuan Anmu can have a soul, so what about Jian Yixi?

After being revised by the rules of the world, will Jian Yixi have a soul in exchange?

This death is simply

Death?

Is death in exchange for the loss of souls? Is it parting in this life, is it hard to see forever?

Going to Qiongbi and dropping to Huangquan, will there be someone like Jian Yixi in this world?

An Mu stood on the street where Parisians came and went, looking up at the sky, the sky was blue, white clouds were like flocks, and even the sun was so good, as if the world was only brilliant and beautiful, and all the dark pains did not exist.

An Mu touched her face, warm and sunny.

She thought she would cry, but she touched the corners of her smiling lips. She thought she was laughing, but her chest was almost out of breath.

Does Jian Yixi know that this death might be in ash?

If she knew, would she choose this way instead?

Will she regret it? Wouldn’t it be sad? How did she make such a ridiculous and stupid decision? !

An Mu squatted down, clutching his head, fear lingering in his head.

——Jian Yixi may lose his soul.

——Jian Yixi will be frightened.

——Jian Yixi’s soul flies away.

——The soul flies away! ! !

An Mu stood up abruptly, as if returning to the day when she suddenly learned that her adoptive parents were deliberately killed by Jian Yihu in her previous life, her teeth creaked, her eyes were scarlet scarlet, and her forehead was crazily bulging, like It was just infected with a zombie virus, and the whole body was clamoring for destruction!

Duang!

An Mu fiercely kicked the lamp post by the roadside.

The mania that has been desperately restrained these days has burst out, making her unable to think normally!

Duang! Duang!

She kicked again several times.

She knew this was not possible, she had to calm down.

But she couldn’t calm down, her brain was about to explode!

A French aunt on the side of the road called the police, saying that she was sabotaging her official duties by knocking on the medicine.

She rushed over uncontrollably, snatched her mobile phone, and smashed it to the ground.

The French aunt screamed for help. She tried to cover her noisy mouth, but she was so scared that she sat on the ground and her high heels broke.

“Don’t hit me! Please don’t hit me!”

She didn’t want to hit her, she just thought she was making noise, can you shut up? Can it? !

Suddenly stretched out a hand behind him and grabbed An Mu’s arm.

Chen Han, who was not worried about chasing it out, dragged her in disbelief, first dragging her to the side of the road.

An Mu turned his eyes to look at her, panting as if she was knocking on medicine, the hair sticking to the corners of her lips flicked with her breath, and the scarlet eyes seemed to drip bleeding, making Chen Han’s heart trembled.

“You…what happened to you and Jian Yixi?

“Jian Yixi…hehe…” An Mu’s eyes reddened terribly, “Jian Yixi has disappeared, and I can’t find her. What should I do? The world is so big, where should I go to find her? “

Chen Han said sternly: “If someone asks me this question, I may not be able to answer it, but you, I think it is not a problem at all. Where should you go to find her? Ask yourself, are you not her? It’s you, where will you go?”

If it was her…

She would not be so stupid to choose this way!

But what if you really choose?

Where will she go?

Suddenly, An Mu’s pupils shook, and he grabbed Chen Han’s arm.

“Thank you Chen Han, thank you!”