I Am the Most Ruthless and Scumbag In This World - Chapter 44

    Heart palpitations, the powerlessness brought about by the gradual loss of vitality made Lu Anran unable to lift his hand, he turned his head with difficulty, looked at the man holding his hand tightly, the corner of his mouth suddenly twitched Smile, mouth shape with difficulty: “Don’t forget to come to me.”

    Even if he is old, but the years seem to treat Qin Nan particularly, there are not any wrinkles or even age spots on his face, the age of seventy or eighty years old looks less than fifty, but the eyes are tired. And a slightly hunched back betrayed his sub-health at this time.

    His complexion changed slightly, he nodded solemnly, and accepted it.

    Lu Anran smiled. He didn’t talk much, and he didn’t have the extra energy to speak. He just quietly looked at the man he had truly loved for decades, stroke by stroke, It seems that every outline of him, even a strand of hair, must be deeply embedded in his mind.

    He never expected the two of them to have the next life. If it was the first world, he still fantasized about being able to truly grow old with Lu Lihao. Now Lu Anran, who has gone through three worlds three times, said goodbye to life and death It’s already looked very light.

    At least, in this world, he gave this man his purest love.

    The last sentence, he was just joking, remembering that the man had sworn at that time that he would live in the next life, the next life, this would really be imminent, and it was funny, that’s all.

    Finally, the eyelids became heavy, and Lu Anran finally couldn’t hold it anymore, and slowly closed the eyelids.

    “Hi…” When he woke up again, Lu Anran found himself in a room with all sides clean and white, and the strong smell of disinfectant made him frown fiercely.

    “It hurts.” He wanted to sit up, but there was a sharp pain in his wrist, he subconsciously raised his hand, the thick gauze and the overflowing blood stains indicated that he had cut his wrist. .

    Wrist cut? !

    Lu Anran’s face turned pale. Although he passed through several strange worlds, he still remembered how he left his own world.

    He committed suicide by cutting his wrists!

    “Squeak—” In the quiet room, the sound of the door opening was extraordinarily loud. Following the sound, Lu Anran looked towards the door, his pupils shrunk.

    Sure enough – back to the real world.

    Fu Hai just went out to ask the doctor something, but he didn’t expect to find that he was awake when he came back, he was stunned for a moment, and immediately threw himself beside the bed, holding Lu Anran’s injured left hand with both hands; “An An , you’re awake, are you alright, what’s wrong? Why is it bleeding again?”

    The head of Lu Anran who just woke up was dizzy and chaotic. Before she could figure out what was going on, a group of angels in white suddenly poured in and surrounded herself.

    Eyes, nose, chest, wrists, all kinds of cold instruments greeted him, he almost thought he was sent to the laboratory for slice research.

    “Cough-cough-“

    “An An, are you alright?” Fu Hai stood aside nervously, listening to him coughing as if he was about to die, grabbed a doctor nearby, his voice was as cold as an ice pick, ” What happened to him, didn’t he say he was out of danger when he woke up, why didn’t he speak, why did he cough?”

    The doctor, who looked in his thirties and forties, was so frightened that he couldn’t stand up because of the sullen Fu Hai, and Zhan Zhan reluctantly replied, “Young Master Lu is completely out of danger, it’s just that There is too much blood loss, and now the blood supply to the brain is insufficient, there is no major problem.”

    Fu Hai looked around in disbelief, and the other doctors kept nodding their heads to indicate that the patient was indeed completely fine, so he exhaled, followed by loosening the collar of the doctor he was holding , half-kneeling on the edge of the bed, and said with concern: “An An, don’t worry, you just woke up, take a break first, are you thirsty, can I get you some water to drink?”

    He stood up and found that the doctor was still sluggish in the same place, his face froze, and the soft voice just now seemed to be quenched: “Why, I want to send you specially.”

    “No, no, I dare not.” The doctors rushed out, for fear that Fu Hai would stay behind if they ran too slowly.

    In an instant, only Lu Anran and Fu Hai were left in the ward. Fu Hai, who was originally imposing, looked like a deflated balloon, and carefully shifted his gaze to Lu Anran. After meeting the other party’s exploratory gaze, the corners of his lips twitched slightly. After he realized that his smile was very ugly, he immediately restrained his expression, poured a glass of cool white, opened the drawer of the bedside table skillfully, took out a cotton swab, and thought about it. After thinking about it, I put it back and replaced it with a straw.

    “An An, the doctor said that you can’t eat yet, drink some water first, and I will cook porridge for you in the afternoon?” Fu Hai tentatively stretched out his hand, the moment he touched him, it seemed He was about to take it back immediately, but Lu Anran didn’t seem to reject it at all. He breathed out without a trace, with a more pleasing smile on his face: “I’ll help you sit up, and I’ll hold you to drink from a straw, okay?”

    Lu Anran bit the straw that was brought to her mouth, and looked up and down at the familiar and unfamiliar Fu Hai.

    When he stretched out his hand, Fu Hai looked blank. After meeting Lu Anran’s impatient gaze, although he didn’t understand what he meant, he immediately stretched out his empty left hand, grinning. grin.

    Lu Anran didn’t touch him, just stared at the ring finger of his left hand, and took it back without a trace.

    Sure enough, a silver plain ring is what I remember.

    The one he gave to Mu Xiao back then, he could guarantee that if Fu Hai took off the ring, the inner circle would still have his pinyin name.

    Three worlds, enough for him to think over and over about the strange things that happened to him hundreds of times.

    Fu Hai is the only one who can have such ability, follow him all the time, love himself unconditionally, and take care of himself in every possible way.

    This is the only thing, I feel guilty for myself, and I can’t wait to use the whole of myself to make up for Fu Hai.

    Lu Anran is an orphan. It is not that he has no father or mother, but that his parents are still alive, but no one wants him, so the orphanage cannot be accepted by the orphanage.

    His mother, greedy for money, took a check and quickly divorced his father, leaving behind his two-year-old son and ran away without a trace, no one knows whether he is alive or dead.

      He always thought that his mother and him were the stains in his life. After getting rid of his mother, he once wanted to send him away, but his stepmother left him behind.

    His stepmother, Miss Jiaodi Di from a wealthy family, really likes his father, and also really hates his mother and him. The eldest fell in love with his father when she was studying, but she was young at that time, and the pure love and pity between the two of them ended without a problem. The class reunion five years after graduation brought the two people who were ignorant back together.

    The eldest has always thought that his mother was a third party. If it weren’t for his mother, his father would have been the eldest from the beginning to the end, and he was the evidence of his father’s betrayal. It always reminded her of the hurt that the man she loved so much had done to her back then. The eldest miss truly loves his father, so all these sins fall on Lu Anran.

    She hated Lu Anran, so she kept him imprisoned. She wanted to vent all her hatred on Lu Anran.

    Lu Anran also has a younger brother. Unlike him, his younger brother is simply a collection of thousands of pets. His father, because he felt sorry for his stepmother, basically asked for anything and everything for their mother and son. , Whether it is flying in the sky or running on the ground, as long as his younger brother says a word, even if it is a natural star and moon, his father will work hard to get it.

    They will only ignore Lu Anran, completely and completely, as if this person never existed in this world.

    When they got home, the three of them were sitting on the sofa and watching TV, discussing today’s anecdotes, while Lu Anran was like an ant, no matter how loud the noise was, even if he came back with an injury , will not be given the slightest attention, and will be scolded by the nanny who cleans up the room, and occasionally received a few words of concern, which is also his brother’s yin and yang strangeness, disgusting his shameful words.

    Lu Anran grew up twisted in such a twisted environment.

    When I grow up, I finally don’t want to grow old.

    Unfortunately – not dead.

    Now—Lu Anran, who has experienced three worlds, has already thought about the reason for his suicide, and he doesn’t want to die now.

    Before, he felt that the world was dark, no one cared about him, and he had nothing to miss, but now—

    Maybe, Fu Hai, can be a reason for him to continue to live in this world? !

    Fu Hai is a relative of his stepmother’s family.

    The corner of Lu Anran’s mouth pulled out a sarcastic arc, saying that he was a relative, but his stepmother’s family forcibly climbed up on his relatives. As a small person, Lu Anran knew that the Fu family not only had money, but also had power. The kind that can reach the sky, Fu Hai, as the head of the Fu family, is no longer a legend.

    Fu family counts up three generations, they are princes and nobles, let alone a catastrophe or peacetime, they have rescued many people, and most of them are holding the Fu family in the name of repayment. Thighs, fantasized about winning Fu Hai’s favor, and from then on soared into the sky – so did his stepmother’s family.

    Unfortunately, Fu Hai is naturally cold-hearted, and he never makes excuses for the flies that actively surround him, but after all, there are too many flies. He really had a bad relationship with him – even more so with his stepmother’s family.

    Why did you meet Fu Hai?

    It’s just that his stepmother’s family wanted to hook up with Fu Hai. I don’t know where they heard that Fu Hai was not close to women, so they thought that the other party liked men’s sex, and just started thinking about dedicating themselves to Fu Hai With the idea of ​​Hai being a plaything, he kept creating opportunities to show himself in front of Fu Hai.

      Immortal life, they did not consider that if they failed, they would have no chance to start over, and they used Lu Anran, a Lu Anran who no one would find even if he disappeared from the world immediately, so they were reckless. Arrangements were made until Fu Hai finally remembered Lu Anran.

    Looking at Fu Hai who was in a panic, Lu Anran thought of the first time she met this man. He is aloof, looking down at the world, as if the people in front of him are all pariahs and mud, and no ant can enter his eyes, including himself, but now—he doesn’t know what Fu Hai likes about him, let alone what he has in him. worthy of his liking.

    He has a weird personality and behaves erratically. Even the classmates in the class are not willing to approach him. Just looking at each other will be frightened by the hostility in his eyes. At that time, there was still a residue in his chest. Not angry, he kept suppressing that he just wanted to wait until he was able to leave his stepmother’s family and become completely independent. He even thought that for money, he could do anything.

    Unfortunately—perhaps his thinking was too newspaper office, and Lu Anran, who finally found the opportunity to steal his hukou, found that he had indeed completely left his stepmother’s family, because he was treated as a gift, Treated it as a pet, and even gave it to Fu Hai as a plaything!

    Fu family, how could he escape from the Fu family? Sure enough, he tried hundreds of times, and he didn’t even escape from the manor that imprisoned him in disguise.

    Finally, his fire of hope was extinguished.

    He doesn’t want to run away, but he doesn’t want to take advantage of anyone!

    So, he committed suicide, with a deep bone wound on his right wrist, which is his silent resistance but at the cost of his life.

    Now, he is alive again, and he and Fu Hai have three more worlds of loving life.

    Lu Anran stared blankly at Fu Hai, who was terrified at this moment, who had been waiting for him. He was at a loss, what should he do next?

      Nor would he want to meet Fu Hai to express those vicious and dark inner thoughts that have been lingering in his heart for years, but never dared to express. Now—

    See you again.

    What should I do?