I Buried Love In Youth - Chapter 298

Time flies. In the twinkling of an eye, it’s autumn. Xu Muyun has been pregnant for nearly six months. At this time, her stomach is not proportional to her figure. People are pregnant with a belly. And she had two legs on her stomach.

The development of the three children is very good, which is inseparable from the day and night feeding of Han Rui. Now she basically doesn’t get out of bed. Because that big ball was falling.

She has three small things on her body. Basically, everything she can be tall is tall. She also had terrible pregnancy induced hypertension. She became a truly high-risk pregnant woman.

It’s still early to give birth. She doesn’t want to stay in the hospital and smell the disinfectant every day. Looking at her like this, Han Rui doesn’t have the heart to work, so he just takes all his work home. The leaders of the company. Meeting also to the villa to find him, after busy, he has to take care of Xu Muyun.

In the last two days, she was banned by Han Rui for the night supper. During the physical examination, she said that she had a little high body fat, and that she was in the early stage of pregnancy induced hypertension. To avoid worsening her symptoms, her evening meal was cancelled.

She lay in bed, too hungry to sleep. Hold Han Rui’s arm in one hand and kick him in the other. Every action is to tell him that she is hungry and why she doesn’t cook.

Han Rui grabs her troubled hand. Misty voice hoarse said: “don’t make a noise, say nothing to cook. More trouble will only consume more energy. ”

“But I’m hungry.” Xu Muyun is like a child begging for sugar.

“Close your eyes and count the sheep, then you will fall asleep.” Han Rui growled on purpose.

This sound is really effective. Xu Muyun doesn’t dare to make any more noise. Even if she is so hungry that her chest is close to her back, she doesn’t dare to toss any more. Now she is a typical smoker.

After all her efforts, she finally stayed up until the next morning. The moment she opened her eyes, she woke up Han Rui and tried to be cute.

In fact, Han Rui had a bad night. He knew that she was suffering, but he could only pretend to be blind.

According to the doctor’s advice, he reduced the meat dishes to one. Although it was not so oily, it could at least make her full.

But Xu Muyun was not very satisfied with the food. There was no meat star except the soup with only one rib in the bowl.

She stroked her stomach and said, “baby, your father is abusing us. Our family is not too poor to eat, but he gave us this. What kind of peace do you think he has?”

Han Rui helplessly points her forehead: “don’t teach my son bad, start abetting him now, can he still kiss me?”

“Hum, why do I kiss you? You’ve abused him since you were a child. Later, I’ll let him call someone else dad.” Xu Muyun snorted, deliberately angry with him.

“OK, you can call him any dad you like. You can eat the meal quickly. You are not hungry. The taste is very good. You will get used to it in two days.” Han Rui coaxes a child to pass the meal to her mouth and feeds her one by one.

“That will take three or four months!” Xu Muyun’s mouth is chewing rice, mumbling vaguely.

“Little baby can’t be picky since childhood. Look at Doudou, we haven’t been picky since childhood. Now we can eat a big bowl of rice. You should learn from me, have a good meal and make progress every day.” See, the classic trick to coax children.

Han Rui leaves home in a hurry after serving his aunt for breakfast. It’s not that there’s something important in the company, but he’s going to meet someone.

I haven’t seen Yang ziye for a long time. Han Rui didn’t expect him to be like this. His once high spirited face has disappeared. His withered face is covered with black stubble, and his eyes are not clear.

He is weak lying on the bed, get up to rely on the help of others, Han Rui slowly approached him, surprised to ask: “what’s the matter with you?”

Yang ziye showed a pale smile and waved to him: “come and sit down.”

Han Rui sat on the chair beside him, subconsciously touched his hand, there was no meat, only a layer of skin wrapped with bones.

He asked incredulously, “what’s the matter with you? How did you make it like this? We haven’t seen each other for half a year.”

Yang ziye said: “I’ve been suffering from uremia for a few days. I’ve come to you today. I have something to ask you. My eyes will soon be out of sight. I want to see Xiao Yun again.”

“Uremia? Then go to the government. There is no chance at home. You can go abroad! ” Han Rui doesn’t want a good one to die like this.

Yang ziye shakes his head and says, “I’m tired. I don’t mean to live.”

Han Rui droops his head. He knows the meaning of his words. He wants to say that without Xu Muyun’s world, his life is meaningless.

But he is also in a dilemma. Xu Muyun is pregnant and asks her to come to see him. This is obviously unrealistic, and it’s even more inappropriate to let him go to his home. Finally, he can only choose a compromise. While Xu Muyun is out in the sun during the day, let Yang ziye look at her from a distance.

Yang ziye was very grateful for his generosity. A man in his thirties cried like a child in front of him. Han Rui some sorry said: “sorry, now her situation is special, the body is not very good, can’t run, please forgive my selfish.”

Yang ziye said: “no, it’s already very good. I just can’t put it down in my heart. As long as I look at her from a distance, I will be satisfied.”

They arranged the meeting time for three days. Yang ziye is very weak and may not be able to endure for a few days. They are also racing against time.

For the meeting three days later, Yang ziye, who hasn’t eaten for half a month, eats a lot every day, so he wants to have some strength to see her.

The weather was very bad. In fact, there was no sun at all. Xu Muyun was a little lazy and complained about Han Rui: “what do you want me to sun on such a cold day? It’s very cold.”

“You can’t stay at home all the time. You have to breathe some fresh air.” Han Rui finds an excuse and looks at the parking direction outside the gate from time to time. His eyes can see it, but he just doesn’t know if he can see it with Yang ziye’s eyesight.

In fact, it’s only three or two minutes to meet this time. Yang ziye takes a look at it and asks the driver to drive away. He can’t bear to let Xu Muyun stand in the rustling autumn wind. All he wants in his life is to make her happy. Now that she is so happy, he can die, even though the person who gives her happiness is not himself.

It’s late autumn in the blink of an eye. Yang ziye reckons that Xu Muyun may have been pregnant for six or seven months, and his health is getting worse and worse. After he saw her last time, he felt that he had been living longer. In the first few days, he even felt that his eyes were much clearer, but he knew that it was just his psychological function.

Not only the physical pain, but also his heart was aching like a knife. Thinking that he would never see her again, he couldn’t help himself.

These days he hated Shen Chen a little more. If it wasn’t for her calculation, now he could live with her happily.

Just as he was immersed in his past dream, his daughter, who was born to Shen Chen, ran in the toddler with a piece of sugar given to her by her grandmother in his hand. He hurried to his father and handed the sugar to Yang ziye: “Dad, eat sugar, it’s so fast.”

Yang ziye opens his eyes slightly. In fact, he wants to push her away, but somehow, when he hears his daughter’s words, his hand reaches out to her and takes the sugar from her hand. He rarely smiles to his daughter: “sugar sugar, darling, go to play with grandma. Dad’s body is not good, so he can’t hold you.”

He understood the meaning of his daughter’s words, which meant that eating sugar would soon get better. Even if he hated Shen Chen, he didn’t want to be strict with her at the last time of his life. After all, this is also his child. If he is not here in the future, she will be the emotional sustenance of her parents’ life, and all the hopes of the Yang family will be placed on her.

He didn’t know what it meant to a child who was not yet sensible, but he knew that as a child of the Yang family, she had no way back. He apologized to his daughter silently in his heart: “forgive my father’s selfishness, my father is really tired, a world without love, he really can’t live any longer. If I live my next life, I hope he can be a good father.”

Looking at his daughter’s back, Yang ziye closes his eyes again. For the rest of the time, he can only live by the memory of Xu Muyun.

He remembered when Xu Muyun first came to the Yang family. At that time, she was very thin, tall and thin. She didn’t have much meat on her body. She wore a ponytail and her hair was messy all day. Later, he realized that she couldn’t braid herself.

From that day on, he observed the patterns of braids on the heads of his female classmates all day long, and even bought a headform for a hairdressing shop with pocket money. He practiced every day. Later, he could braid all kinds of braids for her every day, and she changed from a little girl to a graceful girl.

She seldom talks and is introverted, but as long as she sees him, she will show a shallow smile. When she comes home from school, she will hold the teddy bear he gave her to do her homework. She has held it for many years, and until now, the bear is still in the most eye-catching position in his bookcase.

I remember that once Shen Chen deliberately threw it in the garbage bag. He was very angry. He beat Shen Chen because of this. It was she who ruined their feelings. She was the nightmare in his heart. The woman who was like a snake and Scorpion was an unforgettable nightmare in his life.

Xu Muyun grew up beautiful, so that unconsciously she became a class flower. Later, she became more famous and became a school flower. But what made him proud was that he was the only one in her heart. She never even talked to other boys. Even if she said that, it was moving behind her back.

Yang ziye slowly opens his eyes. His vision is very low now. Even if he can’t see the scenery outside the window, he can feel the pure white swing facing the window. At that time, she liked to sit on the swing reading or making some small things. When the weather was fine, she could sit here for a long time without getting up.

She also likes to sit on the swing and let him push her behind. It doesn’t need to be very high. She just enjoys the feeling of shaking. She can fall asleep soon, and he kisses her secretly countless times at this time. She doesn’t know whether it is intentional or subconscious, and can always give him a small response.

At that time, they were carefree. They were all dreaming that one day when they grew up, they would get married and go shopping and watching movies hand in hand like lovers in the street.

At that time, his parents were not as philistine as they are now. They had good food and clothes, and they all thought about her for the first time. At that time, they really regarded her as the future daughter-in-law.

When he was 18 years old and she was 14 years old, they had a real kiss for the first time. On that day, her parents were not at home. She was wearing a white knee dress. When he was young, he knew what emotion was for the first time. He couldn’t wait to hold her standing in the yard.

Perhaps at that time, his behavior was very untimely. Now I think of him, he is just trampling on the flowers of the motherland. He kisses her lips, eager to get more, like the gentle evening wind, the light moonlight, his hand caressing her waist.

She didn’t seem to understand what she wanted to do. He didn’t know what to do at that time, but he called her wife just like an adult.

When she was young, her wish was to marry him. Her wife moved her. They clumsily kissed each other and even scratched each other’s lips.

In fact, if they didn’t hear footsteps downstairs at that moment, maybe they ate the forbidden fruit that day, and the kiss that day was enough to make him savor his life.

Later, she also went to high school, and her studies became more and more important. The slightest stir between them was also pressed at the bottom of her heart. But occasionally, when she couldn’t help it, he still wanted to kiss her. If it was now, he might have violated the law, because he was violating the legitimate rights and interests of minors.

When she was 18 years old, all these things stopped abruptly. Their happiness was ruined in that summer. Shen Chen arranged everything. Knowing that he would not be at home that day, she deliberately let Shen Lilai stay at home. Shen Li was a famous bully in Beihai. Shen you had some money at that time, so he did whatever he wanted with his property. His biggest characteristic was lust.

It’s well known that he has a crush on Xu Muyun. How can he come to his home to be a simple guest? His goal is pure Xu Muyun.

He will never forget the scene when he saw Xu Muyun being bullied by him. At that time, Xu Muyun’s hair was in disorder, her clothes were broken, Shen Li had even torn her underwear. Xu Muyun screamed in pain and fear and struggled. He didn’t even want to copy the big vase and hit him on the head.

If he had the current thinking at that time, even if he would pull him down, even if he couldn’t beat him, he would be able to let Xu Muyun out of the clutches. No matter how fierce the fight was, it would not cause human life and ruin Xu Muyun’s ten years of youth.

Since that day, their lives have changed. Under Shen Chen’s instigation, his parents have become more and more snobbish. They are afraid that their imprisonment will ruin his life, so they let Xu Muyun take the lead.

Now think about how kind she was at that time, and how cowardly he was. Since she stepped into the high wall, this life can’t go back.

Shen Chen put some medicine in his food, and they went to bed in a muddle. He had no impression of that night at all. Only later did he know that he just fell asleep and didn’t touch her at all.

He had never thought that a girl in her twenties would have such an idea. He was forced to marry her, and then she came into the Yang family with that Ningyuan born hybrid. The next ten years were the darkest days in his life.

Almost every day, she would warn him not to think about the woman in the prison, otherwise she would not do anything, and even let Xu Muyun disappear in the prison.

Shen Chen has no scruples in her work. Relying on the marriage certificate and the love of his parents, she has surpassed his own son in the Yang family. She is more and more domineering. But for Xu Muyun’s safety, he can only swallow his anger. In the past ten years, he has been living in a nightmare.

More than ten years later, it’s all over. Yang ziye slowly opens his eyes. His memory is over, and his life is coming to an end. He reaches out and pulls out the oxygen tube in his nose, the infusion tube in his hand, and even the catheter that can help him urinate.

Exhausted the last bit of strength, he almost crawled to the study to take out the teddy bear, and then went back to bed, holding it tightly in his arms, as if he could feel the existence of Xu Muyun.

He closed his eyes, and soon his breathing became difficult, and his face became more and more blue. He choked himself to death in the depth of his memory, and left this world full of sin and pain with those good memories of Xu Muyun.

In the middle of the night, Li Yaru worried about her son and came to see him, but she didn’t expect to see Yang ziye with dark complexion and cramped hands and feet lying on the bed. She screamed in pain, but no matter what the sound was, she couldn’t call him back.

Before he died, he wrote down a mobile phone number, which was Han Rui’s phone number. He entrusted his parents with the full responsibility of Han Rui for his future generations. In fact, he didn’t forgive his mother at the last moment of his life. He complained and hated her for more than ten years. If he didn’t have her at the beginning, he might have been in prison for only a few years. With Xu Muyun’s temperament, he would have been waiting for him, but this miss would have been his whole life. Han Rui received a phone call from Li Yaru in the early morning. He was shocked to hear that Yang ziye had died. He once regarded himself as an enemy, but later he shook hands with him for Xu Muyun’s sake. Without all this, they would become the best friends like Lu HaoChen and them. He called Han Qizheng up and asked him to take care of his family. He asked him to tell Xu Muyun that he was going abroad on business tomorrow morning, and he went to Yang ziye’s home. When he went, none of the Yang family’s relatives was present. Li Yaru saw the note left by her son. She didn’t inform anyone for the time being. She was afraid that her son would be unhappy. Yang ziye’s body is still in his own room. In his arms is a teddy bear that doesn’t match his identity and temperament. It’s still purple. Han Rui thinks that maybe this is what Xu Muyun left behind. Han Rui gently pulls up the sheet on his body and covers his face. Han Rui believes in Buddhism with his father when he was a child. He gently twists the beads in his hands and reads a passage for him. May good people have a good journey. Then he turned and left the room and came to the living room. He didn’t like this snobbish couple, but Yang ziye had a lot of trust in his life. He wanted to finish the last journey of his life for him. He sat on the sofa in the living room and said to Li Yaru and his wife with no expression: “uncle and aunt, when I met ziye last time, he had already told me what happened to him. He didn’t want to make it too public. He meant that if you have very close relatives and friends, you can come to see him off. If you are business friends and other people, don’t invite him.”“ There is also his daughter, Yang Xintian, who repeatedly told me that he did not want her to live in a world full of lies and money fishing. He made a will that his daughter would be brought up by me and my wife to adulthood. However, he also asked me to bring her back to see you once a week, but you should ensure that you will not mislead her in front of her. ” Li Yaru looked at her husband in surprise. She didn’t expect that her son would distrust her so much. After death, she would rather let others raise her children than her parents. How much does he hate her! Yang’s father looked at his wife and sighed deeply. He knew how many wrong paths he had taken in the past ten years before he let his son go to the end step by step. He patted his wife’s hand: “do as your son says. He’s right. We can’t educate good children. Xiao Yun is so kind and will treat our granddaughter well, She’s going to be successful with Mr. Han. ” Having asked them to sign the will made by Yang ziye before he died, Han Rui called Han Fangyi to finish his affairs simply and politely. His body was unable to donate organs because of multiple organ failure, so he handed it to the Medical University for human body research according to his wish. Yang ziye said that he had done a lot of wrong things in his life, After his death, he is willing to atone in this way for the benefit of more people. On this day, Han Rui also brought home a little girl. From then on, they had another daughter, a child who was concerned about Yang ziye. He thought that if Xu Muyun gave birth to a son, he would let the girl marry him and realize Yang ziye’s dream in this life. Maybe his life and Xu Muyun could be connected.