I Don’t Want To Fall In Love with the Heroine - Chapter 64

    Chi Miaohan continued to speak gently.

    It seems to be comforting, and it seems that she just wants to tell the girl the deepest love in her heart.

    “I know my sister is worried about me, so I want me to put myself first in everything, and then think about my sister, but sister, you know? For me, the world The happiest thing is that I love my sister.

    “I want to do everything I can for my sister, to make her happy, not to disappoint her. Every day I live now, as long as I think of my sister, everything is beautiful .

    “My sister thinks I don’t love myself, then in my sister’s view, what is self-love? I didn’t do anything bad for my sister, and I didn’t hurt myself for my sister. What I did was just as simple as that It’s just a small thing. I used to be able to do it when I didn’t confess, why can’t I do it now that I tell my sister how I feel?

      “

    Bai Chi didn’t answer her, she seemed to be asleep, she was quietly nestled in Chi Miaohan’s arms, and hit her with a shallow breath.

    Chi Miaohan knew that she was not sleeping, and the corner of her clothes was clutched tightly by the other party, revealing the secret that the girl was trying to cover up.

    She knew that it would be difficult for the other party to change their feelings at once. As she said, she confessed to the girl just to make her understand her feelings.

    As for when Baizhi is willing to respond to her, she thought, she can wait, but if possible, of course, the sooner the better.

    …

    During the summer vacation, Chi Miaohan asked for a driver’s license.

    Bai Lianan naturally agreed, and asked Bai Qian if she wanted to go with her.

    Baizhi thinks in her heart, but her body does not agree.

    She had no choice but to complain coquettishly and refuse: “I don’t want it, the weather is so hot, learning to drive will tan me, and driving is exhausting, so I won’t learn.”

    Bai Lianan has always been accustomed to her, and it is rare to hear that and want to persuade again: “But if you can drive, your daily life will be much more convenient. So why don’t you study with your sister?”

    The girl wrinkled her face and stared at him aggrievedly: “It’s just fine for my sister to go to school. Wherever I want to go in the future, it’s good for my sister to take me there!”

    The man laughed: “My sister can take you now, but after that, when you graduate and start a family and your own business, how will your sister take you?”

    “If my sister thinks, I will always be there.”

    Chi Miaohan, who was standing silently by the side, suddenly made a sound.

    She was answering for Baizhi, but when she spoke, she looked at Baizhi again, the seriousness in her eyes was like scattered stars, gathered together and condensed into A bright star.

    This is the memory that Bai Qian saw in her dream. She realized later that the girl’s affection finally revealed, and there was a sign that she was planning to talk about it.

    It’s just that they were hidden in every word she didn’t care about, which made everything now sound so unexpected.

    …

    The newly rented house is not currently being used.

    Chi Miaohan was not here, Baizhi couldn’t sleep at all.

    So the girl had to go back and forth between home and school every day, come back after the last class in the afternoon, and go back to the first class in the morning.

    Baizhi didn’t get up as early as she did. She was still asleep when the other party went out. When she woke up, it was often noon.

    The day before school started, Bai Zhi woke up as usual.

    X Xin’s pinned avatar showed an unread message, clicked on the dialog box, and saw a message sent by Chi Miaohan a few hours ago.

    “Sister, wait for me at home, I’ll pick you up.”

    Bai Qian’s mobile phone has the timetable sent by her when the school started. I read it at the time, and there is indeed no class this afternoon.

    So she said she wanted to come back, so she did not refuse.

    Auntie made the lunch at noon. When Chi Miaohan came back, Bai Qian was eating at the table with her parents.

    The girl’s attention was on the plate of fragrant and tender braised pig’s trotters, unaware that there were more people in the family.

    Zhang Ruoyao, who was sitting diagonally across from her, saw the person popping out of the door first.

    The woman had just asked Bai Qian how to get there in the afternoon a few minutes ago, and she knew that Chi Miaohan came back to pick her up, so she was not surprised by the appearance of the girl: “Xiaohan, have you eaten? If you haven’t eaten, come over and eat first.”

    Chi Miaohan bought a sandwich on the way here, and her stomach was still full at the moment, she heard the voice and replied: “I have eaten, now go upstairs to help my sister pack up, wait a moment Come down, I have something to tell you.”

     After she finished speaking, she turned and went back to the room.

    The three people on the table all showed a surprised look.

    Bai Lianan opened her mouth to break the silence: “Xiaohan, did he encounter something in school that he couldn’t solve? Xiaoqian, is there anything wrong with my sister these days?”

    No wonder he thought so, since Chi Miaohan entered Bai’s house, he has never chatted with them.

    Now this sentence suddenly comes, and everyone will be worried.

    Baizhi: “…” Does it count as a confession to me?

     Of course she couldn’t tell the two of them about this, she shook her head and said to reassure: “Sister has been doing nothing wrong recently, maybe it’s been so long since she came back and I never talked to you, now I think about it. , so I want to chat with you.”

    To be honest, she doesn’t believe this reason, but besides this, I really can’t think of a reason.

    Zhang Ruoyao seemed to have thought of something, looking at Bai Qian with a hint of imperceptible temptation: “Xiao Qian, my sister has a good relationship with you. , should have told you?”

    Baizhi has almost eaten up now, I wanted to drink another soup, but I put down my chopsticks after hearing this.

    She thought that women, like men, wanted to know some news from her in advance, and shook her head honestly again: “Mom, I didn’t lie to you, I really don’t know that my sister will talk to you later. What, if I knew, I would definitely tell you. Besides, my sister is not someone who likes to cause trouble, and it will definitely not be bad news. She will come down in a while, so there is no need for you to be in a hurry. She told you herself that it is one more opportunity to communicate, isn’t it?”

    Zhang Ruoyao’s reaction was a little different from what she had imagined. The woman didn’t care about what she said, but asked bluntly: “Mom just wants to know if Xiaohan has someone she likes. ?”

    Bai Qian was fortunate that she put down her chopsticks wisely just now, and did not taste another soup greedily, otherwise Bai Lian’an who was sitting opposite her would probably suffer when she heard the woman’s words now.

    She didn’t plan to tell the two parents that Chi Miaohan liked her. This kind of thing has not been solved internally by the two of them, so there is no need to involve others.

    He calmly put on a look that he didn’t know: “Sister didn’t tell me, what’s wrong mom?”

    Zhang Ruoyao seemed to have a self-knowing answer in her heart, and pointed the question to her: “Sister just said to help you pack up, Xiao Qian doesn’t need to tell her what you want to take with you. ?”

    Bai Qian didn’t hear the deep meaning of the woman’s words for a while, and subconsciously said: “No, what I want to bring, she knows better than me.”

    After speaking, seeing the other party’s eyes change slightly, she felt a panic for no reason. Before she could find out from the woman’s expression whether she knew anything, Bai Lianan interjected: “Wife, you What do you want to say? It’s all a family, just say whatever you want.”

    If the man is completely out of the situation, it breaks the somewhat unusual atmosphere between the two.

    Zhang Ruoyao withdrew his gaze, everything was calm as if nothing had happened: “Is Xiao Qian full? Then go up and see my sister, in case something falls, or It’s more secure for Xiao Qian to check for himself.”

     Bai Qian obediently left.

    As soon as she left, Zhang Ruoyao sighed, and said the uneasiness that had been buried in her heart for a while: “Do you remember what I told you last time, Xiaohan and everyone If you don’t get close, get close to Xiao Qian?”

    “Remember, what happened?”

      It’s not like there are no other rooms in the house. Now that Xiao Qian and the others are going to college, they have to sleep in one room, don’t you think it’s a little unusual? “

    —Xiao Ning is Zhang Ruoyao’s younger sister.

    Bai Lianan obviously didn’t follow her train of thought, her always gentle face was full of confusion and puzzlement: “What is unusual? Why is it unusual? The relationship between blood-related sisters is still close, shouldn’t we be happy? And let alone them, I slept with my roommate when I was in college. They are still good sisters, sleeping in the same bed. Is something wrong?”

    Zhang Ruoyao gave up and continued to discuss this issue with the man beside him.

    She tilted her head and looked at the direction in which Baizhi disappeared, thinking of her vague conjecture, and suddenly felt a little headache.

    If it is what she thinks, then what should I do?

    …

    Bai Qian wanted to go upstairs to chat with Chi Miaohan and ask her if she knew Zhang Ruoyao might have seen something.

    When I entered the door, I saw the guy who was seriously helping me pack my suitcase, and suddenly felt that there was no need to ask.

    The girl didn’t know how to respond to the girl’s words that night, so she chose to escape temporarily.

    Now, she wonders a little, what will Chi Miaohan do if her parents find out about this relationship that maybe shouldn’t exist in her parents’ eyes?

    Will she continue to approach her firmly, or—

    “Sister, are you full?”

    She threw away this idea for a while, so let’s wait until that day really comes.

    Maybe Chi Miaohan’s answer will also affect her choice.

    …

    As a result, Bai Zhi really underestimated how much the girl liked herself.

    It seems that from the moment she “really confessed to my concentric master”, she became active and serious in her attitude towards “like Baizhi”.

    “I like my sister, and I am currently pursuing her. The final result is that I hope to marry my sister.

    “I’m not kidding, I like her a lot and I will only like her, now and for a long time to come, I can guarantee that I will always like her.

    “I know that my sister and I have not been in a formal relationship yet. It is indeed too early to tell you about this. However, I have decided to tell you now, in the hope that you will not stop it when the time comes. We are together.

      It is possible to properly handle all the factors that will affect the stable development of our relationship, and your attitude is just one of the most critical factors.

    “To be honest, I don’t really care about whether you can accept it or not. For me, although you and I are related by blood, they are actually just two people who disappeared unexpectedly in my life. It’s just random strangers, and I’m trying to accept you as my parents, but it’s hard, and I can even say, sorry, it’s really almost impossible.

    “I can’t accept that I suddenly have an extra pair of biological parents, it does not mean that I will not try to please my sister’s parents, although you are still you, but in my opinion, the meaning is not Not the same. This is what I want to tell you today, I know, it is too sudden, so I am ready to accept the worst outcome, all this has nothing to do with my sister, she is the one I like , whether you want to hit or scold, just come towards me.”

    The two were stunned when Chi Miaohan said the first sentence.

    After listening to her words, the expression on her face changed completely.

    Bai Lianan was still in disbelief and shock, while Zhang Ruoyao’s expression was indifferent.

    —The stone that was pressing on her heart finally fell in its original form.

    The other party to the incident had a deeper expression than the two of them.

    She suddenly realized that she seemed to be very wrong.

    How deep is the girl’s love, it is beyond her imagination.

    The silence of a room.

    Finally broken by Zhang Ruoyao.

    Said something that seemed out of place.

    “Xiaohan, do you know? Mom has actually thought about it since she was pregnant with you. If you want to find a partner in the future, as long as you like it, then your mother will like it too. Now, Sister becomes you, and it is the same for mother.”

    Her words can be understood by everyone present.

    Chi Miaohan had already prepared for the storm, but all imaginable blows did not come. On the contrary, what hugged her was a warm spring breeze that she had never expected.

    She was so surprised that she couldn’t help asking: “Why, can you agree so quickly?”

    Zhang Ruoyao’s eyes were soft: “Because, I’m a mother.”

    “Thank you.”

    Bai Lianan’s thoughts were automatically ignored, and after getting Zhang Ruoyao’s answer, Chi Miaohan was relieved, and went out with Bai Qian, who was obviously not in the state.

    The figures of the two disappeared, and the man with no family status finally had the opportunity to speak: “Wife, do you know what you just said? That is our daughter, even if Xiao Qian is not biological, But we have raised her for so many years, haven’t we long since treated people as our own daughters? Now that Xiaohan is in love with her sister, you actually agreed to it? “

    “Otherwise? Xiaohan’s temper, you still don’t know it yet? From the beginning, she has already thought about everything, let alone other things, you didn’t understand what she said at the end What do you mean? If you want to hear that she can call you Dad after her, it can only be after she and Xiao Qian are together, as Xiao Qian’s father, let her be willing to call you Dad! “

    Bai Lianan was a little aggrieved: “Why, after Xiaohan returned home, we tried our best to make up for her, why did she refuse to recognize me?”

    Zhang Ruoyao blinked, hiding the complicated emotions in his eyes: “Who made us disappear in her world for so many years?”

    Maybe it was God’s will that messed everything up into the most unbearable form.

    Fortunately, the situation is not the worst, at least they are reunited now.

    Bai Lianan calmed down thoughtfully.

    Seeing this, Zhang Ruoyao tried to appease: “As long as our family of four—”

    The man interrupted her, and the emotion on his face showed no trace of sadness: “Can they get the certificate now? Why don’t they get the certificate now, eh, little Han just said that when he is with Xiaoqian, he can call me dad, or he can call my dad after he is married, do you remember my wife?”

    “…”

    Zhang Ruoyao turned towards the man and rolled out the first white eye she had ever rolled in her life.

    …

    Chi Miaohan went to open the co-pilot’s door first, Bai Qian seemed to be thinking about something, she was pulled down all the way, and she did not speak to her.

    “Sister?”

    Seeing that someone was standing by the door and didn’t move for a while, she had no choice but to call out.

    Baizhi suddenly returned to her senses, nodded, and sat in.

    Chi Miaohan followed her into most of her body, fastened her seat belt for him, and was about to exit, when she saw the other person staring at her rarely so serious face, there was a thud in her heart, and her face was accustomed to wearing The smile faded unconsciously.

    The good mood of being accepted by Zhang Ruoyao was instantly turned into a layer of dust, she suddenly did not dare to continue to look at people like this, and panicked to escape from the narrow space.

    A hand clasped her wrist before she could make a move.

    The other party did not exert any force, if she wanted, she could just break free.

    But she has always been submissive in front of girls, her heart is full of unease and resistance, but her body is unwilling to show the slightest.

    Chi Miaohan pleaded with a trembling voice: “Sister, let’s go, shall we?”

    “I was wrong, I won’t do this kind of thing again without my sister’s permission in the future, sister, come with me, okay?”

    Bai Qian didn’t say a word, she was startled by her helpless and pitiful expression: “Chi Miaohan, did I hit you?”

     Hearing the words, the other party was inspired, hurriedly clasped her hand, and called straight to his face.

    Fortunately, Bai Zhi has calmed down, and the pinched hand exerted a little force, so she didn’t really slap the face like this.

    Chi Miaohan didn’t feel relieved because of this, but even more uneasy, the girl who had never cried in Baizhi suddenly burst into tears.

    “Sister, I was wrong, don’t ignore me, I will never be like this again, I really don’t want to force my sister or anything, really, I really just—”

    The girl’s slender fingers pinched the opponent’s chin, making her head lower and lower, and following this angle of view, she finally clearly saw the dark eyes complex emotions.

    Nervousness, regret, panic, fear.

    Bai Qian sighed and subconsciously wanted to help people wipe away tears, but as soon as the thought started, she was forced to stop, so she had to take out a few sheets from the tissue box on the side and stuffed them into the other’s hands .

    “Wipe away the tears first.”

    Chi Miaohan heard the words and the tears flowed even more fiercely: “Will you drive me away after wiping my sister? I don’t wipe it, my sister is wrong, I really know—”

    “Shut up.”

    The eldest lady frowned as she rambled, and said this softly.

    It was like being thrown down by the puppy she had raised for many years covered in mud, and the other party licked her face to please, she was full of disgust but had no way to take the other party, so she had to pose Vice now has this helpless face.

    “Chi Miaohan, what are you thinking? Who said I was going to drive you away?”

    Chi Miaohan’s eyes widened in disbelief, she quickly wiped her tears, her vision became clear, and she also saw clearly that there were no emotions such as disgust that she feared in the girl’s eyes.

    Before Bai Zhi said anything, the little wild dog who had regained its vitality slammed into her arms.

    The other party buried in her chest, sobbing and aggrieved to cry about her complicated mental process in the past few minutes: “I thought my sister was angry with me, I thought my sister would ignore me again, I thought my sister was going to drive me away, sister woo woo, you can beat me or scold me, but you can’t leave me, woo woo can never leave me, I only have my sister, I only have my sister!”

    She rambled on, looking insecure, which made me feel a little distressed.

    Xu Shi’s body also realized this, and unexpectedly did not force Bai Zhi to push her away.

    After a while, Chi Miaohan finally calmed down.

    She let go, her wet eyes full of anticipation: “Then let’s go home, sister.”

    “I’m not done yet.”

    “Huh?”

    Chi Miaohan looked at her, the two were very close, and the seriousness in the girl’s beautiful eyes was so clear that it was difficult for her to miss it.

    “We are all adults, so there is no need for me to hide some words. Indeed, before today, I have always regarded you as my sister, even if you I have confessed to me, and in my heart, I have no intention of changing my current relationship with you. But from now on, Chi Miaohan, I will try and stop treating you as my sister. In this way, you should Can you understand what I mean?”

    This time, instead of burying it in her arms, she put her head in front of her face, staring at the girl’s pink lips with fiery and interest, and said: “When will my sister be willing to fall in love with me, I really want to kiss my sister.”

    “…”

    Bai Chi suddenly regretted her decision.

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