I have loved you in my own way - Chapter 1110
Seeing these results, Gu Yueqing’s new hope gradually dissipated, which inevitably made him a little discouraged.
The suggestions of so many people in China have not been able to help them. Now their immediate hope is very slim, and they don’t know what to do for a while.
“If it goes on like this, what should Xi Xi do?” Shi Sheng looks at Gu Yueqing and asks.
Now, if we don’t find a way to treat Xixi earlier, she will not be able to have peace in her heart for fear that one day, without their knowledge, Xixi will have an accident again. If there is no one around her, what should she do.
She did not dare to think about it. The more she thought about it, the more flustered she was. Gu Yueqing shook his head blankly and lowered his head, hiding the helplessness in his eyes.
Seeing his reaction, Sheng knows that he has no choice.
Around is so she is not willing to give up, eyes firm some, “we continue to think about it, can always find, mainly one day do not find, we do not give up one day.”
No matter how hard Xixi’s illness is, they will always find a way to treat her.
She believes that as long as they don’t give up, the child can’t be so hopeless. There must be a way to treat her, but they don’t know for the moment.
Shi Sheng’s words seemed to give Gu Yue a clear sense of confidence. He raised his head, and his eyes were full of hope.
He held Shisheng’s hand and looked at her firmly. “Well, since we try again, we will find a way!”
Two people hold together hands gradually tighten, as if in order to give each other strength.
Shi Sheng nodded and said, “let’s take Xi Xi abroad to have a try.”
Since the domestic doctors have no way to cure Xi Xi’s illness, they will take Xi Xi abroad. With such advanced technology, there must be a place where Xi Xi’s illness can be cured.
What’s more, the last time when Sheng was addicted to drugs, there was no way at home. When he went abroad, he found a way. I believe it will be the same this time.
Gu Yueqing naturally thought of this reason. For a moment, he just nodded and agreed with her.
“Well, I’m going to contact my friends now to see if there are reliable foreign doctors.” Now this is their last hope. They can only place their hope on the doctors abroad.
As long as there is such a one percent possibility, they are willing to give it a try for Xixi. With that, he took out his mobile phone, opened his address book, and found those friends with a wide range of contacts.
Among them, there are many friends who have not been contacted for a long time. If something had not happened to Xixi this time, they might not have met each other. However, for Xixi’s sake, he is willing to call one by one to inquire.
In the end, a few of my friends had hope, “congenital neurological deficit?” The other side gave a light cry.
After hearing this sentence from a friend, Gu Yueqing’s heart, which was already low, once again raised hope and his eyes brightened.
“Do you know any doctors in this field?”
The other party first nodded and then denied it. He said with some uncertainty, “I do have a doctor friend who is very good at this. I can introduce him to you, but I can’t guarantee that he will cure this disease.”
Although the other party’s tone is a little uncertain, it is good news for Gu Yueqing. As long as there is a little possibility, it is a life-saving straw for them.
“OK, I’ll send his business card to your mailbox now. You can contact him.” The friend nodded,
As soon as his voice fell, Gu Yueqing’s mobile phone rang, and then his mailbox had an unread message.
Gu Yue checked the email and found that it was a doctor’s business card, which should be the foreign doctor’s friend mentioned by his friend.
For a moment, his face showed a happy smile, repeatedly to each other to thank, “OK, thank you, thank you.”
Now that he got the doctor’s contact information, Gu Yueqing couldn’t care to greet his friends. He hung up the phone in a hurry and contacted the foreign doctor according to the contact information on the business card.
In addition, he also told Shisheng the good news for the first time. Both of them were busy about it.
However, they put the cart before the horse, only busy looking for a doctor to treat Xixi’s illness, for a time ignored Xixi’s feelings, and often left her at home alone.
Xixi watched her parents busy. Many times, she wanted to play with her parents for some time, which was directly ignored. Many times, they didn’t even care to have dinner with themselves.
Today is no exception. Xixi is sitting alone at such a big table, looking at the delicious food in front of her, but she can’t bring it up. Her eyes are a little sad.
Mom and dad ignore her these days, don’t they like themselves now, so they don’t want to play with them?
After a short time in a daze, she didn’t say anything, but slowly picked up the chopsticks in front of her and lowered her head to eat.
For these, when Sheng and Gu Yueqing, who are still worried about something rare, they have no idea, and they don’t even find anything wrong with it.
They probably didn’t think that they were in a hurry to cure her as soon as possible, but in the end they made a fool of themselves and ignored her inner feelings.
Now Xi Xi’s situation is probably that her illness has not been cured. On the contrary, compared with the past, her whole life is autistic.
On this day, the recent things are about to be arranged. Shisheng is not as busy as before. The three members of the family are finally able to eat together at a table.
Shi Sheng, as usual, put a chopstick of Xi Xi’s favorite food into Xi Xi’s bowl and said to her with a smile.
“Xixi, this is your favorite beef brisket. Mom specially made it for you tonight!”
Originally, she thought that Xi Xi would be very happy to eat, and said to herself that it was delicious, but the expected thing did not happen.
Xixi just lowered her head and put the beef brisket into her mouth, with a cold look, even an expression from the beginning to the end, let alone a smile.
When Sheng saw this, his brows wrinkled tightly, and there was a bad idea in his heart. It’s obvious that something is wrong with Xixi’s appearance, which seems to coincide with a certain disease in her mind – autism.
After realizing this matter, Shi Sheng’s heart begins to panic, one wave is not even, another wave rises again, how can this do. Recalling her behavior during this period, she really realized that she lacked a lot of company for Xixi.
At the dinner table, she didn’t say anything about it. She just cared about Xixi all the time. She told her that she liked her and cared about her.
After dinner, she took Gu Yueqing back to the room and talked about it with him.
“Did you find something wrong with Xixi?” She asked anxiously.
Gu Yueqing was puzzled by her sudden question. He shook his head blankly, “no, what’s the matter?”
Hearing this, Shi Sheng’s heart can’t help but feel lucky. Fortunately, she found out this evening. Otherwise, if it goes on like this, she’s worried that she won’t be able to change it in the future.
Shi Sheng tells Gu Yueqing about what he found the day after tomorrow night and his inner guess about it. At this moment, Gu Yueqing recalled the details on the dining table and lowered his head to meditate.
Just now Shi Sheng didn’t say it, but he didn’t notice the change. Now when Shi Sheng says it, Xi Xi is really wrong. In the past, Xi Xi Xi was not so silent.
“What shall we do now?” The original thing has not been solved, now such a thing happened again, Gu Yueqing’s heart also felt a little tired.
Shi Sheng spread his palm and looked helpless. “We really don’t have a lot of time to accompany her in this period of time. I think that’s the reason. We’ll spend more time with her in the future.”
“That’s the only way.” Gu Yueqing nodded.
With that, Shi Sheng stood up from his position, left the room, came to Xi Xi’s room door, raised his hand and knocked on the door.
Soon, the door of the room was opened from the inside, and Xi Xi was standing in the door, looking up at herself and saying nothing.
Shi Sheng can’t help but feel distressed. He reaches out his hand and holds her tightly in his arms. Then he goes to Xi Xi’s bed and sits down.
“Xixi, why do you seem unhappy recently? Can you talk to mom? ” She asked in a warm voice.
However, in the face of her inquiry, Xixi is still silent, just looking at Shisheng silent. Seeing this, Shi Sheng continued to ask patiently, “don’t you like your mother?”
Hearing this question, there was a moment of panic in her eyes, and she quickly explained, “no, she likes her mother best!”
Seeing her excited reaction to the problem, Sheng felt more distressed and patted her on the back.
“That’s good. My mother thinks that Xixi doesn’t like her mother. My mother tells you that I like Xixi. Seeing Xixi ignore me, I’m worried that Xixi doesn’t like her mother.”
Mother and daughter gradually open the conversation, when Sheng always consciously or unconsciously tell Xixi like her, trying to dispel her uneasiness.
Three months later.
In the boundless prairie, a child ran on the grass, with an innocent smile on his face, looking back from time to time.
Behind him came a woman’s gentle voice, “Xixi, run slowly, don’t fall.”
Behind him, a man and a woman stand, hand in hand, looking at the children running in front of them. They look at each other with a smile and lean close to each other.