I have loved you with all my heart - Chapter 280
Xue Xiaoyu said impolitely, “sorry, I just want to ask for leave to go home. Can you grant it?”
He Junxi looked at Xue Xiaoyu and felt a little unhappy about her reluctance to talk. He was clearly so worried that she wanted her mother to get better treatment, but she was so stubborn that she didn’t want to accept her suggestions.
And he Junxi doesn’t understand why he insisted on not letting her mother come here since he is seriously ill. He doesn’t know the pain in Xue Xiaoyu’s heart. He blindly thinks that Xue Xiaoyu doesn’t want to intersect with himself.
Then he Junxi said to Xue Xiaoyu, “what’s the matter with you? Isn’t it a good suggestion to let your mother come here for better treatment? Doesn’t your mother need better treatment? Why do you blindly ask for leave but ignore my proposal?”
Xue Xiaoyu looked at he Junxi and began to get angry. She felt very funny.
He Junxi didn’t know what he was worried about or what he was thinking.
Therefore, Xue Xiaoyu doesn’t want to continue talking with he Junxi at all.
Xue Xiaoyu said coldly to he Junxi, “I don’t know why you have to force me to impose these things, but I really don’t want to continue to entangle with you on this issue. I’ve asked for leave and I’m going home for three days.”
Xue Xiaoyu left after saying these words. She felt that she had no way to continue to communicate with he Junxi.
She knew that if she went on, she would certainly raise the question of money, but once she said it, he Junxi would take the initiative to take out the money. She didn’t like this and didn’t like to get he Junxi’s help.
He Junxi was treated like this by Xue Xiaoyu and felt very inexplicable. He just wanted to help her.
Even if you don’t like her, just when she is an ordinary employee, she will certainly help her. I don’t know why she has been so stubborn and doesn’t accept it.
He Junxi is puzzled in his office. He doesn’t know what to do to make Xue Xiaoyu accept his help.
Although he is not satisfied with Xue Xiaoyu, after all, the person he likes is her, along with her stubbornness.
So he didn’t want Xue Xiaoyu to face such a thing alone. After experiencing the car accident, he Junxi found that Xue Xiaoyu was just a very weak woman. She didn’t encounter so many accidents, so she had no bearing capacity at all.
But now her mother is suddenly seriously ill, which must be a great blow to her. She is the closest person to raise her. Now she is so sick that no one can bear such pain, let alone Xue Xiaoyu.
So he Junxi also felt very anxious. He felt how sad she would be if Xue Xiaoyu wanted to go back so much, but after going back, she could only look at her mother lying powerlessly in the hospital bed and watching the doctor have no way to treat her mother’s disease.
Thinking of these, he Junxi felt that although Xue Xiaoyu insisted on not accepting his help, he could not stand idly by.
He Junxi doesn’t know what he can do now to help Xue Xiaoyu. After all, he is only empty and has the heart to save people, but he has no ability to save people.
After Xue Xiaoyu came out of he Junxi’s office, he hurried home.
On the bus home, Xue Xiaoyu felt that she was not comfortable for a moment. She felt that she was so worried about her mother. She wished she could grow a pair of wings and then fly back to her mother immediately.
But the fact is that Xue Xiaoyu has been watching the time in the car, praying that the car can drive faster and faster, so that his mother can see herself earlier, and maybe make her happy.
And Xue Xiaoyu also thought of he Junxi. She didn’t know whether she was right or wrong. After all, she knows that he Junxi really wants to help herself. She knows that he Junxi will be afraid because of himself.
But she was just really worried. In addition, she had a sense of self-esteem that she didn’t want to help herself. She felt that if she accepted he Junxi’s help, the relationship between the two people would not be equal.
Xue Xiaoyu did that to he Junxi, and then said those words that hurt others and yourself. These are not what Xue Xiaoyu wants to express, but she has no way at all. She doesn’t know what she should do to make he Junxi understand what she thinks in her heart.
Xue Xiaoyu is also very worried and tangled now. I just rushed out of the office without caring about anything. That’s because I’m really in a hurry.
But now sitting in the car, she suddenly thought of these things. She felt that she might have gone too far.
At this time, Xue Xiaoyu felt that on the one hand, she was worried about her mother’s health and had a feeling of returning home. On the other hand, she was thinking about he Junxi. She didn’t want to have any bad contradictions with he Junxi at all, but now she didn’t know what to do.
So Xue Xiaoyu was at a loss on the train alone
She thought so many things aimlessly, but she didn’t know whether what she thought was of any value. She only knew that she was very confused now.
Xue Xiaoyu thinks he Junxi must not think too much. What she fears most is what misunderstanding he Junxi has about herself. Just as he Junxi questioned himself after seeing those photos in the morning, Xue Xiaoyu couldn’t accept it.
Xue Xiaoyu knows the sense of powerlessness misunderstood by others, but he doesn’t think it’s necessary to say anything. When he finally says what he wants, he finds that the other party doesn’t intend to believe his meaning at all.
So Xue Xiaoyu thought that he Junxi should not misunderstand himself this time. Although it was not a long time for him to leave for three days, she was most afraid that he Junxi would have any new views on himself in these three days. When he came back, there was no way to explain.
In this way, Xue Xiaoyu went back to his home.
She rushed to the place where her mother was. Although the hospital was the best one here, it was nothing compared with the city where she was now.
So Xue Xiaoyu felt very worried about her mother’s safety. When she saw her haggard mother in the hospital bed, she felt very sad. Obviously, her mother was still fine before she left, but now she was lying on the hospital bed with such a pale face.
Xue Xiaoyu sat painfully beside his mother’s bed, and then tightly held his mother’s hands, which had become very dry. He didn’t know what to do. It was for his mother who worked day and night, but now he was lying on the hospital bed so weakly.