I Heard You Still Love Her - Chapter 29

After being said to be ugly, the little screams ceased. As soon as it turned its head and kicked its small paws, it broke free from Yan Zhilan’s arms, and walked away with its tail hanging on its feet as if it were autistic.

Xiao Ruoyan looked sad, “Xiaoyan, don’t do this, it understands.”

Animals are spiritual after being kept for a long time.

Yan Zhilan looked at Xiao Ruoyan’s eyes: “You are protecting it like this because of its cute tiger teeth?”

Xiao Ruoyan was silent for a while, looking upset in the day.

This jealous little woman.

When she first took her to the little girl, she was spoiled like a child, not letting others say something ugly or bad.

What are you doing now?

Xiaoyan snorted coldly. She looked at Xu Xiaohe. Xu Xiaohe’s narrow eyes were smiling and nodded: “Well, this cat’s tiger teeth are really cute.”

Yan Zhilan let out a cold snort and entered the room. Xiao Ruoyan was almost ashamed. She looked back at Xu Xiaohe: “Doctor Xu, she has a small heart, so don’t tease her.”

Xu Xiaohe smiled and followed into the house.

The room is not very big.

But it’s very warm, and the photos taken by the two of them recently are everywhere.

Once, what Xiaoyan possessed was that the mottled note Xiao Ruoyan left her was torn to pieces by her father.

Xiao Ruoyan has few photos, and was torn by her parents. The only thing left is the photo of Teacher Chu playing the piano for her Xiaoyan in her purse. She has touched it countless times and it has turned yellow.

nowadays.

Their small home is full of photos.

There are two smiling faces on each photo, they are either hugging or holding hands.

The enlarged picture hanging in the living room was selected by Xiao Ruoyan, which was taken secretly by Lan Lan. She and Yan Zhilan were walking holding hands. Lan Lan called them. They both turned their heads laughing together. The sun was very warm. His smile is warmer, really beautiful like a dream, bubbling bubbles of happiness from the inside out.

Xu Xiaohe has been in the psychological industry for many years, and his biggest habit is to observe.

There are two sets of cups, slippers and even small dishes at home, one pink and one blue.

Yan Zhilan boiled water for Xu Xiaohe to make tea. She made a beautiful tea. Her upper body was straight, and the steam curled up with the tea fragrance. Her slender fingers dragged the teapot, and the boiling water repeatedly made the tea. The tea color was transparent, and a few strands of tea leaves floated. When she got up, a strand of long hair slid down her forehead, and Xiao Ruoyan, who had just washed her hands, passed by and tucked her behind her ears.

Yan Zhilan smiled, lips raised, looking at her, pouting her mouth.

Xiao Ruoyan shook his head: “No, it’s too late. You can’t drink tea, just give it to Dr. Xu.”

Xu Xiaohe:…

It’s really an inhuman show of affection.

The tea is very fragrant.

It was made by ingenious people.

Xu Xiaohe was blowing tea and tasting tea, his eyes were still watching the two people.

Xiao Ruoyan was taking off her coat, she seemed to think of something, hesitated for a moment, and looked at Xiaoyan.

Yan Zhilan curled her lips, Xiao Ruoyan paused, folded her coat and hugged it in her arms, as if she had been stolen.

The way the two get along is cute and nothing unusual.

If it hadn’t been heard, Xu Xiaohe wouldn’t feel any “illness” in Xiaoyan.

After all, people have eaten barbecue and tea, so I still have to get back to business.

Xu Xiaohe looked at Yan Zhilan, “I wanted to see you before, but Weiwei said that she was afraid of irritating you. Later Ruoyan also said to relax.”

Yan Zhilan smiled, her heart is very warm, there is such a lover and friend to accompany her.

Xiao Ruoyan changed her clothes, she walked over, took a long leg, and hugged Yan Zhilan in her arms from behind. Yan Zhilan habitually moved backwards, approaching her arms, Xiao Ruoyan looked sincerely with a pair of dark eyes. Looking at Xu Xiaohe: “Doctor Xu, how do you want to treat it?”

Xu Xiaohe:…

He was caught off guard and was fed another ration.

She coughed: “I still need to understand Xiaoyan’s heart, including the content of her dreams.”

The words came out.

Both Xiao Ruoyan and Yan Zhilan froze and fell into a brief silence.

Xu Xiaohe felt that he had discovered something. Sure enough, there must still be some gap between the two of them that made Xiaoyan do this.

After a long time.

Yan Zhilan looked at Xu Xiaohe and said with difficulty: “I can tell you, I’m just afraid of her…” She looked at Xiao Ruoyan, she was afraid Xiao Ruoyan would be unhappy after hearing it.

Xiao Ruoyan picked up the tea cup next to him and took a sip of water, very generous: “I won’t be angry. Since I have promised to cooperate with the treatment, how can I be so careful?”

Is it?

Xu Xiaohe nodded. She looked at Xiaoyan, and she knew how to cut through: “Is she so cute in your dreams?”

cute?

Xiao Ruoyan frowned upon hearing this word, is she cute? Someone may have said that she was indifferent and used to it before, but this word seems to have little to do with her.

Yan Zhilan shrank into her arms, and said softly: “It’s better than… well, a little bit more awkward than she is now.”

what…

Xu Xiaohe hadn’t figured out what was going on yet, Xiao Ruoyan understood, she looked down at Xiaoyan: “You mean that bastard—the me in your dreams, still stays at the mental level of a high school student?”

Yan Zhilan:…

Xu Xiaohe:…

Look at this man, he won’t be angry just after speaking, the sourness and sarcasm in his words is almost overflowing.

Yan Zhilan squeezed her face: “You were not naive in high school, you were very charming.”

Xiao Ruoyan tried to restrain herself after hearing this. She wanted to smile very often, but in the end she rubbed her air like a knife: “Look, let’s be honest, you still like that bastard.”

Yan Zhilan:…

Xu Xiaohe couldn’t laugh or cry, and if she interrupted like this, there would be no way to continue.

She looked at Xiao Ruoyan: “Why don’t you go and make us some supper first?”

This is obviously going to support her.

Although Xiao Ruoyan was unhappy, she got up obediently, and Yan Zhilan grabbed her hand and kissed it, which was comforting. Xiao Ruoyan was a little better now.

After she left.

Yan Zhilan really relaxed a little.

Xu Xiaohe could see with the naked eye that her body was no longer so tight, she wondered in her heart, it seemed that there was a deeper part of her dream.

Yan Zhilan has indeed seen a lot of psychologists over the years, most of them will repeat to her, “You have to open up, and you have to say whatever you think in your heart”, “Don’t hold yourself back, just say it,” Don’t tell me how we understand?” Or he would tell her: “You have to get out of this state, otherwise your family and friends will be worried, do you bear it?”

She wanted to say.

She can’t bear it.

But she said, her father commanded the objection, she couldn’t bear it anymore, it was only herself who was sad.

Xu Xiaohe’s way is very special and very close. She is not going to ask questions or go to treatment with a purpose, but just like chatting.

“I heard Weiwei say that you were eighteen years old when you separated.”

Yan Zhilan nodded, her bleak expression made Xu Xiaohe a little bit sour, “That was a beautiful time. If you didn’t separate, you should go to the same university together.”

Yan Zhilan knew what she meant, her knees bent, and she buried her cheeks in and said softly, “Yes, we took a college entrance exam.”

Her eyes became a little confused, and the light in the middle dispersed, as if she had entered another world.

She murmured: “In my dream… we didn’t separate, we worked very hard and we were admitted to the ** Conservatory of Music.”

Xu Xiaohe followed and asked, “Do you remember when the first illusion was?”

Yan Zhilan nodded, she fell into the memory, even if it was fake, she couldn’t help smiling.

—We were very happy the day we were in college. Ayan went with the guitar. We were a little worried when we left home. On the way, she held my hand.

…

They went by green leather train.

Yan Zhilan’s previous transportation methods were basically airplanes. When she left home this time, Yan Feng said that she would give her away, but she secretly refused, saying that she would practice her independence, and her sister Yan Zhiyi couldn’t help but laugh at her listening to her.

Is it for independence or for a sweet trip with Xiao Ruoyan?

The day to go to school.

Yan Zhilan was very happy. It was the first time she took such a green leather train. She should have been nervous, but Xiao Ruoyan kept holding her hand, she was not afraid of anything.

On the train, Xiao Ruoyan arranged for her very well. She rubbed Xiaoyan’s hair: “You are not allowed to come with me.”

Yan Zhilan smiled shyly, her eyes hooked to her: “I want to follow you.”

University, what does it represent?

The freedom they longed for finally came.

Xiao Ruoyan is very careful to make up her sleeper. In fact, if she comes by herself, in order to save money, she will buy a hard sleeper. The family spends a lot of money for her to learn music. I don’t know the future. She must live frugally.

But with Yan Zhilan, she can’t let her suffer along with her.

Xiao Yan is very curious about everything in the train. She looked around and secretly asked Xiao Ruoyan: “Where is the legendary cart with the magical melon seeds, chicken feet and eight-treasure porridge?”

Xiao Ruoyan cleaned everything up, she took out a thick coat from her bag again, and put it on Xiaoyan: “I will come here in a while, but now it’s not so magical. The previous trains were crowded with people. Even a fly can’t make it through, but the trolley is free to pass, it’s so spacious now.”

After she finished talking, she was about to go to the upper store to clean up, but Yan Zhilan tugged at the skirt of her clothes. Xiao Ruoyan lowered her head. Xiaoyan in her youth blushed easily. Her face blushed a little, and she whispered, “Don’t be so troublesome Okay, just one shop.”

Xiao Ruoyan froze for a moment, and then her face became a little hot. She coughed. Although this thought made her heart-stirring, the four people in this carriage were not the only two of them, “Goodbye, waiting for the school, eh? “

Yan Zhilan nodded, “Okay.”

The train continued to move forward, making all kinds of noises.

Yan Zhilan looked fresh, and the magic cart finally came. She looked at Xiao Ruoyan pitifully, and Xiao Ruoyan rubbed her hair helplessly: “Okay, I know, don’t be greedy. “

Xiao Ruoyan bought her eight-treasure porridge, Xiao Yan took a bite, and said puzzledly: “No, it tastes a bit bitter.”

“You are too tired.”

Xiao Ruoyan smiled. Soon, the other two people in the box also came in. They were an elderly couple. After they came in, they smiled friendly at Xiao Ruoyan and Yan Zhilan and then rested.

Gradually, the lights in the carriage dimmed and the announcer’s voice floated out.

“Hello friends, everybody! This train has left the station with beautiful and cheerful music… Here, all of our crew members greet you and wish the passengers a happy trip and a safe journey.”

Everyone is asleep.

But the little couple hugged them and looked at the unclear scenery outside.

Occasionally there will be lights flashing.

Yan Zhilan leaned against Xiao Ruoyan’s warm arms. She was holding her hair in one arm, and her voice was very soft: “Ayan, do you think I am dreaming? We are finally admitted to a university.”

Xiao Ruoyan kissed her forehead: “Why is it a dream? Xiaoyan, when we get there, we don’t need to be sneaky anymore. We can rent a house outside and have our own little home.”

Yan Zhilan smiled, “Are you willing? It costs a lot of money to rent a house.”

Xiao Ruoyan curled her lips: “Jin Wu Zang Jiao, it’s worth it. I will run more business, we can create together, make more money, buy the piano you love, my guitar, and I will hum with you. Okay? Have another little cat.”

Yan Zhilan lightly hammered her shoulders, her eyes flashed brightly, and she murmured, “Ayan, I’m so happy.”

“There are happier ones.”

Xiao Ruoyan secretly looked at the old couple in the upper and lower bunks, and confirmed that they were asleep. She restrained the fierce heartbeat and kissed the thin lips.

Her taste is the sweetness that Xiao Yan likes most.

But now, with a deep bitterness.

“Wake up, you wake up!”

…

Something rang in her ears, Yan Zhilan’s body was trembling, she hugged Xiao Ruoyan tightly, even if the pain in her mouth was about to overflow, she still refused to let go.

She kissed and started to cry, “Ayan, Ayan, don’t go.”

Her eyes were floating in the air like particles, and a huge roar echoed through her ears. Xiao Ruoyan’s figure was floating in the air. The last time she looked back at Yan Zhilan, her vermilion lips exuded bewitching temptation.

—I am waiting for you here.

No matter how hard Yan Zhilan tried, Xiao Ruoyan hurriedly swept across her fingertips and disappeared like quicksand.

Immediately afterwards, her eyes were illuminated by something like a flashlight, and her sister’s crying in her ears, Yan Zhilan slowly opened her eyes.

A piece of white snow all around.

She moved her body, there was no pain in her body, and her wrist was wrapped in thick gauze.

In a few days.

After being rescued from Guimenguan, she was so haggard that she could only use one word to describe her—the shape of her bones and bones.

Yan Zhilan looked at her elder sister suspiciously. She couldn’t make any sound. All she could move was her eyes. Yan Zhiyi was still dragging a water glass and medicine in her hand.

what.

It turns out that the bitter taste of the eight-treasure porridge and kiss comes from here.

She looked at the doctor next to her again. She was holding a flashlight in her hand. She was a little older, and she was writing beside her, and beside her stood a male doctor of the same age.

They seem to have known each other before. It turned out to be the couple who appeared in the carriage.

Yan Zhilan’s head hurts. She stared blankly at everything in front of her. Yan Feng hugged her arms and looked at her furiously and helplessly: “Are you awake? Xiaoyan, you disappointed my dad so much, you…you actually wanted to die… I raised you so much, you don’t even want your father and sister for a woman?”

Yan Zhilan still looked at him, her eyes straightened, Yan Zhiyi wiped her red and swollen eyes, “Dad, my sister just woke up, don’t talk about it anymore.”

Yan Zhilanji moved her lips, she couldn’t make a sound at all, Yan Zhiyi walked over and lowered her head.

She listened very carefully, Yan Zhilan was very light in every word. She had been slept for a long time, and her body seemed to be collapsed. When she said a few words, her back was wet.

When most people escape from the dead, there will be short-term blankness, and some personalities will change drastically, and most of them will cry bitterly while holding their family members.

But Yan Zhilan is different from them.

She spoke with all her strength in her sister’s ear.

—Sister, I finally saw her.

A line of tears slid down the stiff body, Yan Zhilan smiled, smiling so happily.

Her Yan.

The fifth year they were forced to separate.

She saw her.

Since then, dreams have become her obsession.

It was the only place where she could reunite with Yan.

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