I Heard You Still Love Her - Chapter 37
Yan Zhilan’s hands trembled a little, and under Xiao Ruoyan’s eager anticipation, she lifted the canvas.
When was it.
One lamp, one guitar, one cigarette.
Xiao Ruoyan waited for Yan Zhilan silently in this home. She didn’t know what the future would be like, whether the girl who could wait for her was still so lonely all her life.
She bet everything for their love.
If she wins, she must be the happiest woman in the world.
If she loses, for the rest of her life, she will be left with these cold paintings to accompany her with the remnant thoughts in her heart.
Xiao Ruoyan is obsessed with cleanliness, not only in life, but also emotionally. Her love has long been given to Yan Zhilan and can’t be collected.
Yan Zhilan looked at the painting in front of her and covered her mouth, her tears flowed down uncontrollably.
In the painting, it is them, but not them.
It is two old people with gray hair. They have wrinkles on their faces, and even smile and have teeth, but they are holding hands and laughing happily. They are happily like children in pure white wedding dresses.
-Hold your hand and grow old with this.
Xiaoyan.
If you can come.
I will let you see all my love.
If you can’t come, then I am the person in this painting, spending my life with you in a dream.
once Upon a time.
Yan Zhilan felt that she was in pain and suffering, the girl who was abandoned by God alone.
Now, she cried and shivered into Xiao Ruoyan’s arms, and Xiao Ruoyan’s tears flickered. She held her arm and held her right hand with tears in her arms: “Xiaoyan, although… although I have asked You did it once, but you still want to ask again.”
She once swore that if she was lucky enough, she would come here with Xiaoyan in the future.
No matter what time it was, she would beg her to marry herself the first time.
Xiao Ruoyan knelt on one knee, looking at the ring that Yan Zhilan had worn on her hand ten years ago, and muttered, “Will you…will you marry me?”
Yan Zhilan’s tears were like dropped beads, and she had never cried so happily during the most painful and least visible time.
“We have missed each other for too many years, and for the rest of our lives, there will be no one day without you.”
Xiao Ruoyan looked at her seriously, “Although I can’t give you a red marriage certificate, if you want, we can go abroad to register, but those things are just a form for us. In this life, since we have been suffering. After the cold winter, for the rest of my life, I promise you that you will be surrounded by flowers and warmth. You want home, I give you home, the love you want, I give you love, I know you want child…”
Xiaoyan wants to be a teacher because she likes children.
Xiao Ruoyan choked, “What you want, as long as I can have it, I will give it to you.”
Including herself.
There won’t be.
In this lifetime, no one will love each other more than them.
Oil painting.
The two gray-haired elders smiled and looked at the young ones.
They laughed so happy, even wrinkles and silver hair are the most beautiful existence in the world.
Watching Yan Zhilan crying and nodding her head continuously, watching Xiao Ruoyan kiss her hand: “In order to prevent you from getting old, you will have to pay me back, although the ring is already in your hand.” She took it out from behind. Just prepared the necklace, “This is for you, dowry, do you like it?”
She will definitely count her words.
She wants to give Yan Zhilan the best she can have in her life.
The dazzling necklace reflecting the cold brilliance was worn on Yan Zhilan’s slender neck. The noble and luxurious made people only look up.
Xiao Ruoyan hugged Yan Zhilan around the room, and Yan Zhilan stepped on her feet and looked into her eyes, “Ayan, I’m so happy.”
“Me too.”
Xiao Ruoyan wiped away the tears on her face, lowered her head, and kissed the thin lip.
Ten years of waiting.
For those who were once young, it may be the scorching heart on the flames.
A little bit of fire, a piece of knife wounds, let their blood flow again and again.
But so what?
Even if the whole world gives them up.
They will not give up, and use actual actions to prove to those who think that they are impossible and impossible to persevere.
The warm light was shining in the cabin.
Portraits of them are everywhere.
And Xiao Ruoyan was holding Yan Zhilan, holding a guitar in his hand, and singing quietly.
—Find the sun in a place where there is no wind, and make a warm sun in a cold place
There are lots of people, you are always too naive
For the rest of my life, I only want you
For the rest of your life, the wind and snow are you
You are the plain, and you are the poor
Ronghua is you, and the tender heart is you
Wherever I look, it is you
…
The soft light spreads on them. Once, the **** thorns in the darkness turned into hopes of breaking through the sky.
The road ahead may be far and long. Their parents have not agreed with them, and their wedding has not been held yet, but in their hearts, they have walked like this for a long time.
Boyhood.
When Xiao Ruoyan and Yan Zhilan made an oath to the Starry Sky and Bright Moon for the first time, they were very nervous.
On that day, Xiao Ruoyan and Yan Zhilan walked on the campus with their fingers intertwined. They walked for a long time. At the end, it was dark before they dared to sit in the center of the playground.
Yan Zhilan leaned her head softly on Xiao Ruoyan’s body and asked softly, “Ayan, what do you think will happen to us tomorrow?”
Speaking of tomorrow, they would always panic for no reason at that time. Xiao Ruoyan clasped her fingers, looked at her eyes and said softly: “It will be… very challenging.”
Yan Zhilan’s eyes were gentle, “Then you have to remember, as long as we fall in love, nothing can separate us, and I will love you forever.”
She remembered, always remembered.
Therefore, they waited for love in hope.
The two sang like this, hugged each other, and felt their body temperature.
No matter how much you stay, you can’t wait enough.
Mr. Xiao Ruoyan made a few calls and urged Mr. Xu to get together at night.
Standing in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, Mr. Xu held her mobile phone and looked at the bright lights outside the window. She slowly closed her eyes.
What flashed in my mind were the images of supporting each other with Xiao Ruoyan for so many years.
She once thought that she was just showing up later, as long as she persisted, the two of them who had been hurt by love could comfort each other.
But the moment she saw Yan Zhilan, she knew that she was wrong.
From beginning to end, she was the only one who was hurt by love, and Xiao Ruoyan was always happy. Even if she was close to her lover, their hearts would be entwined forever. The unattainable love she saw did not belong to her. .
It was lingering and crooked for a long time.
Xiao Ruoyan looked at herself in the mirror, “I seem to have a little swelling in my eyes, Xiaoyan, Mr. Xu has an appointment with us at night.”
Mr. Xu is kind to her, she must go to this meal. I don’t know why, she can clearly feel that her woman seems to be a little bit resistant to Mr. Xu.
Yan Zhilan nodded, she looked into the mirror and took a look at the glittering necklace on her neck, “Is this expensive?”
There was a little distress in her tone.
But it’s not that the necklace is expensive, but that in those years, Xiao Ruoyan left her home alone to work hard. After eating so much, she even lived in a dirty and narrow basement. She was lonely and no one could rely on. feeling terrible.
Xiao Ruoyan knew what she was thinking, and teased her with a smile: “Didn’t everyone say it? You must be romantic when you are in love, or wait for the hormones to flow almost, maybe.” She tilted her head, A little squeamish: “Ten years from now, when there is such a romantic moment, I will want to give you a circle of green onions?”
Yan Zhilan was taken aback, and looked at her dumbfounded, “Green onion? Ten years later? We have been more than ten years old.”
…It’s been more than ten years.
The two people who were talking about this were in a trance.
Yes, the years are rushing, and they have only been apart for ten years.
Yan Zhilan’s little woman’s mind came up. She remembered the female teachers in the school complaining about how unreliable her husband was, and then thought about Xiao Ruoyan’s popularity here. In the past few years, she must have been recruiting. Tao Hua, she couldn’t help being jealous, “In the future, when I get old, and when there is no day to look good, Director Xiao will still be surrounded by many flowers. They are beautiful and do not speak, and they sing better.”
Xiao Ruoyan was amused. She walked up to Yan Zhilan, persuaded her with her arms, and whispered in her ear: “Does it sound good? I have heard Teacher Yan’s best voice.” She huffed ambiguously: ” Very—moving—listening.”
Yan Zhilan blushed, she pushed Xiao Ruoyan: “Shameless.”
Xiao Ruoyan smiled. She raised her eyebrows and pressed her lips to Xiaoyan’s ears to provoke her: “I just made a marriage proposal. Madam, you can’t help but start swearing your sovereignty?”
lady…
This madam made Yan Zhilan’s heart hot, her body shook, and her cheeks instantly became red.
Xiao Ruoyan didn’t think about what was going on, but when she saw her like this, the evil villain in her started to speak. She stared at Yan Zhilan’s eyes and continued: “Or, ma’am, you can let me listen to the best now. Is the sound good?”
“You…” Yan Zhilan couldn’t lift her head anymore. Xiao Ruoyan smiled. She put her arm around her slender waist and half-carried her to the big bed behind.
“When I bought the bed, I bought the double bed specifically to wait for you.”
“do not talk…”
…
Many love words have long been incurable.
It’s the sultry villain, and even the infatuated guy.
Yan Zhilan was poisoned by her. She said that as long as Xiao Ruoyan wanted, she could give it to her.
The two of them feel very different from usual in their own home.
Xiao Ruoyan never knew that she could still be so presumptuous, and Yan Zhilan was in the end, and she didn’t even have the strength to scold her for being jealous.
Paralyzed on the soft big bed, Yan Zhilan looked at Xiao Ruoyan weakly and unwillingly, and asked quietly, “Is your big aunt still OK?”
Xiao Ruoyan stiffened and looked at her seriously and asked, “Is my technique bad? Why do you still have the strength to think about this?”
With that, she jumped and jumped up again.
Yan Zhilan:…
It’s really the No. 1 villain in the world.
In fact, Xiao Ruoyan’s sullen temperament has appeared since his school days.
At that time, although it was an underground love, as a young couple, naturally they wanted to stay together every minute and every second.
But the summer vacation and winter vacation are longer, and the summer vacation and winter vacation are shorter. On Saturdays and Sundays, they have to separate.
Every time they leave, they are reluctant to give up. When they come back, they will have a tacit understanding of Lanlan and the boss to go to the dormitory for a while.
Xiao Ruoyan would hold Yan Zhilan strongly and stick to the dormitory to kiss her. Every time, she would use the kiss to feel Xiaoyan’s thoughts, “Today, you miss me so much.”
“Well, this time, you miss me more.”
“This time…Xiaoyan, did you secretly do something at home, why are you so sensitive?”
“Xiaoyan, you…”
“Bad guy, don’t talk about it.”
At that time, she would bully her, making Yan Zhilan blush every time, and even in the later sweet period, in front of the boss and Lanlan, Xiao Ruoyan would unscrupulously use her eyes to tease her and make Xiao Xiao Yan is shy and enjoyable.
That is their sweetness, and now, after time has passed, the familiarity has finally been recovered a little bit.
Happy times always move forward at a fast speed, and it seems to be a glorious beginning in the blink of an eye.
Outside, every house was lit up, and the city was surrounded by neon.
They were supposed to rest, who knew they were more tired.
Fortunately, love makes people refreshed.
After the shower, Xiao Ruoyan fed Yan Zhilan bite by bite of apples. Her face was reddened by moisture, and her semi-wet long hair was attached to her snow-white neck. Her eyes were satisfied: “After I go back, I I bought the house.”
Yan Zhilan only wore her large T-shirt, her legs were bare, and her body was still full of a faint fragrance. She was tortured severely, and her lips were a little swollen. She still has no strength, she leaned on Xiao Ruoyan softly: “Choose well. Is it?”
Xiao Ruoyan nodded. This is a very important thing for other couples and even families. They are just like chatting to buy food. “It’s in the small powder building next to your school, on the 16th floor. You can see the scenery if you like. The high-level executives, but they need a loan, you have to follow me to live a hard life.”
Yan Zhilan laughed, “Is this just marrying a chicken and a dog, a dog and a dog? When my dad asked you for money, why didn’t you write about ripping off?”
Xiao Ruoyan curled her lips: “I’m afraid he doesn’t have enough antihypertensive medicine. Oh, by the way, where do you want to register?”
They have really grown up, and they are no longer worried because of fear of tomorrow. Now they are already looking forward to tomorrow.
Yan Zhilan pondered for a while, and she whispered: “I still… don’t want to go abroad, let’s wait, eh?”
This is their root. She doesn’t want to go abroad to register. What’s more, those documents are just a formality for them.
She still wanted to marry Xiao Ruoyan on the land where she was born and raised herself.
Xiao Ruoyan understood her thoughts, and she kissed her ear: “Well, then wait.”
Anyway, they have a lifetime.
“Be low-key after going back.” Yan Zhilan thought for a while, and she poked Xiao Ruoyan’s mouth enchantingly with her slender hand: “You are not allowed to show off with the boss and the others.”
Xiao Ruoyan smiled, she held her hand and whispered in her ear, “I still have a painting of you in my studio. It can only be shown to you, but it can’t be easily shown to others. Do you want to see it.”
Yan Zhilan guessed what it was when she looked at her eyes. Her body still hadn’t recovered, she shrank into a ball, and grabbed Xiao Ruoyan’s shirt: “You are not a good thing, you always bully me.”
Everyone thinks that Xiao Ruoyan is the goddess of high coldness, and she doesn’t laugh at people outside, and she must be like this in private.
But only Yan Zhilan knows how bad she is, how cute she is occasionally naughty, and knows exactly what she can say with this mouth.
She was poisoned by her.
I can’t escape no matter what.
“Well, it won’t show off.”
Xiao Ruoyan knew that Yan Zhilan was thin-skinned. She kissed her. Yan Zhilan nodded in satisfaction. She thought for a while: “However, it is very important to us today. It is not good not to tell them.”
Xiao Ruoyan felt reasonable. She was thinking about who she was going to talk to when she saw her Xiaoyan put on the necklace she had just taken off in bed for fear of being broken.
Xiao Ruoyan:…
Immediately afterwards, Yan Zhilan raised her noble finger, and first called the boss.
Zhang Wei seems to be going to bed, with a mask on her face, and she is screaming: “What’s the matter, fourth child?”
Yan Zhilan looked at the boss, wondering if she was blind, can’t you see such a big necklace? No way, she stretched her neck forward with difficulty.
Zhang Wei looked at her suspiciously, “What’s wrong? Is it uncomfortable?”
Xiao Ruoyan burst into laughter at the side.
Yan Zhilan frowned in confusion, “Boss, do you think I have a mole on my neck?”
Zhang Wei only saw this blindly, “Oh, **** it? Did the second child make such a beautiful necklace?”
Xiao Ruoyan:…
After hanging up the phone, the low-key and unobtrusive Yan Zhilan thought for a while, “I will send another message to my sister, so I don’t need to call, it makes me show off.”
As she said, she picked up the phone, raised her hand, took a photo of the necklace and ring, and sent it to her sister Yan Zhiyi, along with a voice.
—Sister, look, I said that Ayan would not be allowed to spend money, but she was disobedient.
Oh, yes, she will buy a house after she goes back, hey, so troublesome.
Xiao Ruoyan:…
My sister also finished showing off.
Yan Zhilan thought about it seriously again: “Lanlan still has to be more serious, video.”
now?
Xiao Ruoyan’s body stiffened, Yan Zhilan looked at her, “Yes, why are you so surprised? She is a night owl, and she must have not slept yet at this time.”
With that, she dialed the video call, but Lan Lan didn’t answer it.
Yan Zhilan was startled, she thought about it in annoyance, and sensibly told her that she should call again tomorrow, not to be so high-profile, but the reality made her can’t help but exaggerate: “Sister’s message hasn’t been returned. Did you talk to Lanlan? Let’s feed Xiaoxiao watering the flowers at home together? Let me take a look at the surveillance.”
Damn it?
Watch the monitor? ? ? Lanlan and sister? ? ?
Xiao Ruoyan’s smile solidified, and a layer of cold sweat appeared on her back, and her woman had smiled and raised her delicate hand and clicked on the surveillance video.
The author has something to say: This article will continue to write about them in the painting.
In fact, Ye Zihe hesitated when designing, because everyone knows that if there is no blood, no novel, no progress will be made without error.
But this pair is the most determined and believes in each other among all the novels that Ye Zi has ever written.
Their feelings may not be so magnificent, but Ye Zi thinks that they will continue to do this, hoping that the person they like will always be with me.
ps: Ye Ye saw everyone’s birthday wishes and covered his face. It’s tomorrow. Everyone has blessed them for several days. Thank you, and bow.