I Heard You Still Love Her - Chapter 40
“Actually, you know everything, right?”
Mr. Xu’s eyes were deep, staring at Yan Zhilan. She has been wandering for half of her life, having experienced divorce, entrepreneurship, and entrepreneurial failures, and set sail again. There are countless storms and countless people. When she first saw Yan Zhilan, she had a faint feeling that this woman actually knew everything. She just chose not to say it.
Yan Zhilan didn’t speak, but stared thoughtfully at the tea cup in her hand.
She believes in their love and Ayan, but people will have time to think.
She couldn’t help thinking.
If…just if, this time, she didn’t keep Ayan, but let her go, she returned to this city, and followed Xu Zong for a long time, will there be a future?
Just thinking about it, she felt like her heart was run over by a wheel, and she was in pain.
Vermilion lips brought out wisps of smoke, and Mr. Xu stared at her and asked, “Why didn’t you tell her?”
From the behavior of Xiao Ruoyan just now, she must have no idea.
Isn’t Yan Zhilan afraid?
She is a businessman who only wants profit, so Yan Zhilan is not afraid of being trapped by her when her lover has no place?
Yan Zhilan did not answer her directly, but said softly: “You are Ayan’s benefactor.”
Mr. Xu stared into her eyes, waiting for the next explanation.
Is this because of the benefactor?
Yan Zhilan rubbed the teacup with her hand, faintly: “I walked all the way with her. At the beginning, no one could understand us.”
At that time, they were cautious, even in the dormitory, they were carrying Lanlan and the boss on their backs, and they dared to get close when they were away.
Their feelings are magnanimous, but the most unpredictable, they can eat people.
Step by step, they have paid countless tears and prices, and accepted so many words that are extremely chilling from their relatives. Until now, Lanlan, the boss, and the sister have supported and understood the hardships that only they know.
Xiao Yan knows Xiao Ruoyan, how much she is looking forward to love in the sun, and how much she hopes people around her will recognize them.
“Although A Yan has experienced a lot over the years, she is still pure in her heart. She chooses to believe that there is warm and true love between people.” Yan Zhilan raised her head and met Mr. Xu’s wet eyes: “I don’t want her to know. Everything behind this.”
She could have chosen another way.
After Yan Zhilan was taken back from the university by Yan Feng from the airport, and then threatened by Xiao Ruoyan’s future constraints, she had long been completely defensive towards Yan Feng as an enemy.
She is not involved in the family business of Yan’s business, but it does not mean that she is still the child who was left to slaughter tomorrow. The business is not just Yan Feng alone, it contains 25% of the shares left to her by her mother. , Yan Zhilan had no intention of running the business, but in order to protect the people she wanted to protect, she had also interspersed her own eyeliner around Yan Feng over the years, as well as the secret help of her sister.
From the very beginning, she knew about the connection between Mr. Xu and Yan Feng, but she just saw it through but didn’t say it.
She told Xiao Ruoyan what would happen?
Her A Yan was afraid that she would shrink into her arms again, crying sentimentally.
Since the journey, she has suffered too much, and Yan Zhilan wants to protect her.
If those unbearables covered in the sun have to be lifted, let her know by herself. Her Ayan should have been pure and white. If it weren’t for loving her, now, she might have fulfilled her ideals. , Become a free musician, a guitar, a car, and her happy life will be in the past.
President Xu was silent for a long time, and she took out a bag from her bag.
In the bag is a pink pill.
“I also know that it’s useless to keep her around like this.”
She murmured: “Even if we are really together, she will only hate me forever.”
Mr. Xu put out the cigarette **** and looked at Yan Zhilan: “Anyway, I have to say sorry and…thank you.”
Thank you Yan Zhilan for keeping her last decent.
When Xiao Ruoyan washed her hands and came out, Mr. Xu was waiting for her at the door. After Ayan drank the wine, his eyes would be a little charming, and the broken ice melted into waves, “Why are you here, Mr. Xu? “
Mr. Xu tidyed up his clothes, and suddenly stretched out his arms: “Speak to you, Ruoyan.”
Xiao Ruoyan was stunned, and Xu Zong looked at her with red eyes.
This scared Xiao Ruoyan, they had experienced so many years, they had never seen Mr. Xu like this.
I still remember back then, in order to cooperate with a media company, the boss of the other party obviously wanted to wipe the oil and move his hands while drinking. Mr. Xu drank a lot to protect Xiao Ruoyan, and when she finally sent her home, she Can’t get up.
Xiao Ruoyan wiped her face with a hot towel and cooked a portion of noodles. He didn’t know what was wrong that day. Holding the noodles, Mr. Xu suddenly collapsed. She shed tears silently and muttered: “Ruoyan, actually Sometimes, a person has been strong for a long time, and it is really tired.”
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This is the second time Xiao Ruoyan sees Mr. Xu in tears. She stretched out her arms, and Mr. Xu hugged her. Her body had a faint aroma of wine and camellia. “Take care of yourself.”
This was the last word Xu said to her. She patted Xiao Ruoyan on the shoulder and staggered away in high heels.
Dim lights.
Xiao Ruoyan was silent for a moment, and she felt uneasy, until Yan Zhilan walked over and held her hand: “What’s the matter?”
Xiao Ruoyan shook his head, “Actually, President Xu is also very lonely.”
Yan Zhilan let out a “um”, she looked at Xiao Ruoyan’s eyes: “She will meet someone who is worthy.”
Xiao Ruoyan looked at Yan Zhilan suspiciously. Yan Zhilan smiled, “Let’s go, didn’t Gao Yu and the others wait for a long time?”
Some things are like this, and those who don’t know are always the happiest.
When the two of them got to the bar, they were overwhelmed.
Gao Yu was very generous this time, calling all the “fans” Xiao Ruoyan had accumulated in the bar over the years, and everyone was preparing for a farewell concert.
Xiao Ruoyan had a black line on her face when she heard that she was going to leave the world forever because of the farewell concert.
On the stage, the five little girls of 5lovein have already danced in their pettiskirts. This is a dance called Duck Dance by Xiao Ruoyan, with simple sand sculptures of animals and two hundred and five lyrics.
“Do you think I am cute? If you are cute, just wave your hand and say hi.”
“Do you think I’m pretty? If you’re pretty, just wave your hand, say hi.”
…
This is the first time Xiao Ruoyan took over this group, and she saw them performing without expression below the stage.
At that time, the eyes of the five little girls were reddened by her.
“If you continue to do this, you will really become cute and beautiful ducks.”
Director Xiao’s unsmiling tongue is full of lethality.
For so many years, she has accompanied them to grow up, protecting them as if taking a child along the way.
Obviously he was still immature at that time, but as long as Xiao Ruoyan was in front of them, he was an old-fashioned senior.
The disadvantage of being young is impetuous and thin-skinned and strong in self-esteem. Others can’t say it, but the same young has the dazzling side of being youthful and daring to fight.
So many years passed in the blink of an eye.
Her “children” are all grown up.
Xiao Ruoyan sat under the stage, holding Yan Zhilan in one arm like an old mother, and gazed with relief at the few people singing on the stage.
Although it is a simple saliva song, the five people now are no longer the same as before. They have outstanding singing skills, and let them sing their loveliness and loveliness.
Only at the end, the five people were singing cheerful songs, but one of them cried harder than the other. In the applause of everyone, they bent down and bowed together, shouting in unison into the microphone.
“Master, we can’t bear you.”
This is the first time they are called Master Xiao Ruoyan, and it may be the last time.
Xiao Ruoyan leaned her head on Yan Zhilan’s shoulder and secretly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.
Yan Zhilan looked at her, and at that moment, Yan Feng’s words suddenly flashed in her mind.
—Don’t you like her?
Shouldn’t it be perfect to like someone?
For a while, her chest seemed to be surging, and the emotions came quickly, and Yan Zhilan’s face became a little pale, and her heart ached.
She hurriedly reached out to touch her pocket, but remembered that she had forgotten to take the medicine in a hurry.
Forbearance, and forbearance, she can.
On such an important day, Yan Zhilan wanted to be by Xiao Ruoyan’s side.
With neon lights and a show-off stage, Gao Yu wore a pink shirt and jumped up. With a sound of “Wow”, he came to the song “I Can’t End Love for You”.
He pointed his hand, and screamed everywhere.
—Love for you, love forever…
Everyone laughed, and the atmosphere became active.
Xiao Ruoyan shook her head helplessly: “When I see this song, my age is not too young.” She looked at Yan Zhilan: “Are you tired? Let’s go home.”
She looked at Yan Zhilan’s face a little pale, Yan Zhilan shook her head, “No, it’s just that I’m not used to drinking this wine.”
Not used to it?
Xiao Ruoyan smiled, she took Yan Zhilan’s hand and led her to the bar.
Except for the company, her rare breaks are basically devoted to part-time work. In addition to the guitarist, she is also good at bartending.
The light is a bit dim, but in such an environment, falling on Xiao Ruoyan’s body adds a mysterious taste to her. The contours of her cheeks are outlined with an ambiguous soft light. It can be imagined that she was here before. How many people have to flock to it.
She curled the corners of her lips, her hands seemed to have magical powers, and the glass and bottle kept changing positions in her hands. Xiao Ruoyan raised her head to meet Yan Zhilan and smiled, “Is the technique good?”
When others listened, they would think she was referring to bartending techniques.
However, Xiao Yan heard the overtones, her face flushed, and Xiao Ruoyan gave Xiao Ruoyan an angry look.
In the end, what was pushed in front of Yan Zhilan was a glass of reddish wine. She took a sip, and the taste was very mellow. The front was a bit sour and the back was sweet.
Xiao Ruoyan stared into her eyes: “Does it taste good?”
Yan Zhilan nodded, “What kind of wine is this?”
Xiao Ruoyan: “I adjusted it for you, called Acacia.”
On many nights, standing on the crowded stage, standing in the most lively place, Xiao Ruoyan always felt very lonely, she missed Yan Zhilan so much.
With her hands, she has made a lot of wine for others, but she doesn’t know if she can make a glass of wine for her girl.
Acacia, like the bright color of this wine, like the sour taste at the front and the sweet taste at the back.
Xiao Yan’s eyes were a little red, “Ayan, do you think—”
Before she could finish her words, Gao Yu ran down in sweat, and he hooked Xiao Ruoyan’s neck: “Quickly, quickly, everyone is waiting for you to come up with a song, don’t bite the love song today. A cheerful one.”
Xiao Ruoyan shook his hand away, “It’s all sweat, don’t touch me, what are you talking about, Xiaoyan?”
Xiao Yan shook her head and looked into her eyes: “You go sing first.”
kindness.
Also, before leaving, if you don’t leave anything for everyone, you will definitely not be let go. Xiao Ruoyan smiled and followed on stage.
She is familiar with everything in the bar and is considered her home court.
Xiao Ruoyan put on a black jacket with a guitar slung around her neck. As soon as she went on the field, she curled her lips and cheered and shouted below.
I sang here for the last time, maybe there will be a chance in the future, but I don’t know it’s the year of the monkey.
Xiao Ruoyan came up and sang three super fast songs in one go. The shouts of the scene were about to lift the roof. The five girls all stood on the sofa with wine bottles in their hands and jumped up. Gao Yu almost wanted Pulling on his tie and dancing a striptease.
Yan Zhilan looked at Xiao Ruoyan on stage with mixed feelings.
She knows that her Ah Yan really loves here and likes here, if…
After three fast songs, Xiao Ruoyan wet her forehead with sweat. Her typhoon has been very free and easy, she just pulled the high chair over and sat on it quietly, “The following song, I want to give it to me Her.”
As soon as the prelude sounded, Yan Zhilan was about to cry.
—At a certain age you will know that life alone is really tough
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I finally waited till you were okay, I didn’t give up
Happiness is hard to come by to make people cherish more
…
Xiao Ruoyan sang very seriously, the light hit her face, and the tears in her eyes were only for Yan Zhilan.
Yan Zhilan also looked at her.
Everything around it seemed to be gone, only two people looked at each other in the air.
The bobo next to him covered his face with his hands, “Ouuuuu, what kind of fairy love is this?”
Gao Yu couldn’t help but ask: “Goddess, have you never quarreled with Ruoyan? Hey, the love like yours, even the quarrel must be different from ordinary couples.”
In addition to being a little bit sullen, Gao Yu also has a particularly obvious feature, that is, the golden crow’s mouth.
With the help of his golden mouth, Xiao Ruoyan and Yan Zhilan had a fight for the first time after they met. It was quite vigorous, to the point of pulling clothes.
The author has something to say: Is the leaf card good? Still want to see it, hahaha, do you want two more?