I Heard You Still Love Her - Chapter 41

When Xiao Ruoyan stepped down, his whole body was soaked. In fact, singing is a very physically demanding thing.

Gao Yu was thinking about passing the paper towel over. Xiao Ruoyan was already smiling and leaning on Yan Zhilan. Yan Zhilan lowered her head and gently wiped the sweat from her forehead with her hand.

Yan Zhilan looked at her with such gentle eyes, coaxing her like a child, but what about Director Xiao, who has always been cold-hearted? It seems that she is very used to taking care of her. She even said weakly: “I want to drink water.”

She couldn’t feel it every time she was on stage, just the feeling of being very happy and burning herself.

But as soon as I got to the stage, I was too tired.

This is a bar, after all, Xiao Ruoyan used to drag her body back home, no matter how tired, she didn’t want to let outsiders see her weak side.

But now, with a lover, everything is different.

They didn’t make any intimate actions, but everyone who looked at them was envious.

Bobo lowered his head and whispered: “The girl and the girl are so delicate. My boyfriend doesn’t even send a message a day outside, and the aunt knows to drink hot water when he comes.”

Gao Yu looked at him and said with emotion: “Don’t talk about you, my boyfriend is gentle and delicate enough, he doesn’t look like this.”

…

The topic ended with the envy and blessings of everyone.

When Xiao Ruoyan and Yan Zhilan walked back, the wind blew, and the alcohol was almost gone.

Gao Yu and the others were supposed to send her back, but Yan Zhilan shook her head and refused, “No, you must be safe when you go back.”

The wind is a bit cool at night.

Xiao Ruoyan put Yan Zhilan’s hand into her pocket, “Take a taxi?”

She thought about it, and when she went back, she still wanted to buy a car.

Xiao Ruoyan likes the type of off-road jeep, but money is not allowed at present, she still wants to buy a house before considering a car.

Now take a look, you can buy a second-hand or cheaper transportation.

Yan Zhilan looked at her, and when the wind blew, her eyes were dark like gems: “How do you go back?”

“You—” Xiao Ruoyan looked at her helplessly: “Aren’t you going to take the bus with me?”

Of course it is.

Yan Zhilan wanted to feel everything about Xiao Ruoyan’s life in this city.

Xiao Ruoyan knew what she was thinking, and sighed softly, “I will work hard to make you live a better life.”

Yan Zhilan smiled. She held Xiao Ruoyan and rubbed her cheeks in her arms: “Fool, I only want you.”

In this case.

If you put it in the current society, you will be laughed at by many people who hear it, and it feels obviously coaxing.

But for Xiao Ruoyan and Yan Zhilan, it was truly from the heart.

If it is not to protect each other.

They may all follow different life trajectories, and perhaps their material conditions are much better than they are now, but their hearts will be regrettable for a lifetime.

At this time, there were not many people on the bus, but after all, it was at the entrance of Bar Street. As soon as I got on the bus, it was basically full. The only seat, Yan Zhilan, was given to an elderly grandmother.

Yan Zhilan stood leaning on one side. She usually goes to class very close, basically walking, she rarely goes to other places, and since her accident, her sister has a strong desire to protect her, so she must arrange for someone to follow her wherever she goes. . Yan Zhilan hadn’t been on the bus for many years. Xiao Ruoyan protected her very well. He held her in his arms with both hands. The two leaned on one side. They looked at them with doubts from time to time, and they were very calm.

“Are you still afraid?”

Xiao Yan asked gently, still remembering that when they were in high school, they went out to play together, and Xiao Ruoyan would hug her like this.

Lanlan and the boss are used to the appearance of the two of them, and they feel that their fourth child should be taken care of, but other people look back at them from time to time.

At that time, Xiao Ruoyan was very indifferent, carrying a guitar on her back and holding Yan Zhilan in her arms with both hands. Her body has a faint scent, and her unruly long hair will slide over Yan Zhilan’s cheeks. Yan Zhilan likes to be surrounded and protected by her. Sometimes, she would naughtyly scratch her hand with her hand, stroke by stroke, Xiao Ruoyan felt the corners of her lips rise slightly.

—My Ah Yan.

really like you.

It’s just that the love of youth still has scruples.

It’s okay if you meet strangers, but when there are acquaintances, the two will deliberately keep a distance.

They are afraid, but not afraid of the strange gaze from the outside world. What is afraid is that this invisible intimacy will not be accepted by the world and will hurt each other.

Long long ago, they regarded each other more seriously than themselves.

Love is an unfathomable word.

Some people say that young love is really like wind, and some people say that 80% of first love ends in a scribbled way.

Does anyone know.

They have been in love for so many years.

The girl in Xiao Ruoyan’s arms is always Yan Zhilan.

Yan Zhilan’s hand seemed to be the same as when she was young, gently writing words on the palm of Xiao Ruoyan’s palm.

The corners of Xiao Ruoyan’s lips rose as before, but before she knew it, the circles under her eyes turned red.

—Ayan, I love you, don’t separate again.

Well, don’t separate anymore.

She swore it.

Got out of the car.

After all, she had drunk a little bit of alcohol, and Xiao Ruo came up with alcohol and tobacco, and she had to carry Yan Zhilan back.

She is taller than Yan Zhilan, but she is a girl after all. Yan Zhilan is afraid of crushing her, Xiao Ruoyan is happy: “Don’t worry, I’ve been to his hometown with Gao Yu before, and I can help fight the pigs. Little pig.”

Yan Zhilan:…

What is this straight girl speaking?

“Am I a pig?” Yan Zhilan curled her lips and looked at Xiao Ruoyan, her eyes flashing, Xiao Ruoyan was so numb with electricity, she couldn’t help but hugged people to the small woods in the community.

“What are you going to do?”

Yan Zhilan looked at Xiao Ruoyan amused, she must be thinking of some bad idea again.

Xiao Ruoyan has always been like this. The big-tailed wolf looks pure and abstinent on the surface, but in reality a little gray wolf lives in his heart.

This is her secret, only Yan Zhilan knows, only Yan Zhilan can see how sharp the little gray wolf’s teeth are.

In high school, the two of them were glued together and loved each other more than any couple. They had the same three views and shared hobbies, but occasionally, they still quarreled because of a little disagreement.

At that time, Xiao Ruoyan was a little bit sensitive in her heart. In the school she was in, there were a lot of music specialties, and all of them were from well-off families.

When she first came to school, she was full of vigor. She believed that as long as she worked hard, she would definitely break out of the world and repay her parents in the future. If she set up a family in the future, she would also create good conditions for her children.

At that time, teenagers were always full of enthusiasm. She dismissed the many rich second-generation splurges on campus. At a young age, there was a luxury car driver at home and a famous brand, especially when many boys changed their girlfriends and changed their clothes.

Don’t bully the youth to be poor.

By the time she arrived in the second year of high school, the tuition fee was basically all she did outside, or she made up lessons for lower children.

Yan Zhilan knew her thoughts and felt very distressed. She also knew that it was a small barrier in her heart that no one could touch, even she could not.

At that time, Xiao Ruoyan knew that Yan Zhilan’s family seemed to be good. It wasn’t because of anything else. Xiao Yan was also very low-key. She wore school uniforms and would not use luxury goods like other girls.

But there are some temperaments, from small to large trips, Xiaoyan basically can’t do housework, that is, she can’t even cover simple sheets, and cooking noodles is also boiled into a lump soup.

Xiao Ruoyan always poked her head with a smile: “Little stupid.”

When she climbed onto the bed and made her bed in two and three times, when she cooked her a delicious noodles, Yan Zhilan would brave the admiration of her eyes, “Ayan, hello sharp.”

Xiao Ruoyan knew that she was coaxing herself, but her heart was still warm.

When the sophomore year of high school was studying to catch up with October 1st, the school was on holiday. Yan Zhilan knew that Xiao Ruoyan would stay according to her habit. She was too tired to stay because of her habit. She was too tired to stay, but Xiao Ruoyan refused.

“It took a long time to rest, go back, or my sister will come to me again.”

Yan Zhilan reluctantly left. When she returned, she was driven by Su Zhe because her sister was in trouble.

Su Zhe was a few years older than her. At that time, there was a faint willingness to let them be together in the family. Every time, Yan Zhilan said coldly: “I’m still young and don’t want to think about it.”

She didn’t want to ride in Su Zhe’s car at all, but she couldn’t hold back Yan Feng’s persuasion: “How do we say it’s a family relationship? Yesterday, Uncle Su heard that your sister had something to do, so Su Zhe sent it to you. If you like Su Zhe, you have to give you the face of Uncle Sub.”

Uncle Su has been very kind to Xiaoyan since he was a child, and Xiaoyan respected him very much.

Yan Feng looked at Xiaoyan’s refusal. He lit a cigarette and couldn’t help asking: “Xiaoyan, you won’t fall in love with your dad on your back?”

Heart beats suddenly.

Yan Zhilan knew that if she hesitated any longer, her father would definitely find out.

When I got into Su Zhe’s car that day, Yan Zhilan sent a message to Xiao Ruoyan, saying that she would come back with the car.

Xiao Ruoyan didn’t know that she was “reporting” this information. She just got the money for a performance. The inviting party was a rich and beautiful lady. For Xiao Ruoyan, she would only appear on TV. Above, a woman wearing lazy pajamas, big curly hair, and a cigarette in her hand, she called her Sister Song.

Sister Song is generous and treats Xiao Ruoyan very well, and never defaults on performance payments.

Xiao Ruoyan bought a lot of dishes, and then sent a message to the boss and Lan Lan, preparing for everyone to come back for a lively hot pot.

Almost busy.

She deliberately picked up Xiaoyan.

Su Zhe drove a dazzling blue Lamborghini at the time. He was very high-profile, dressed in a famous brand, and drove the car to the campus gate deliberately, and many people watched. Xiao Ruoyan also saw it, and looked at it curiously. As a result, she saw Yan Zhilan stepping out of the car.

Su Zhe smiled slightly, “Xiaoyan, brother sent it to you, didn’t you even say thank you?”

Xiao Yan glanced at him and said faintly, “Thank you.”

Su Zhe:…

It’s really just a “thank you”, no other shit.

Su Zhe slammed the accelerator and left.

As soon as Yan Zhilan raised her head, she accurately saw Xiao Ruoyan who was hiding behind the tree. She ran over and held her hand: “What are you hiding?”

What to hide?

Xiao Ruoyan didn’t know either.

She has always been proud and always full of confidence in the future.

But now, she actually has a little inferiority and loss.

On the way back.

Xiao Ruoyan didn’t even say anything, Yan Zhilan explained, “That’s the brother next door.”

The sensitivity of the girl at certain times is irritating. Xiao Ruoyan looked at her: “Uncle likes him very much, right?”

Yan Zhilan’s heart beat, she looked at Xiao Ruoyan and squeezed her hand: “I don’t like her.”

They said they would not deceive each other.

Xiao Ruoyan nodded, and did not say too much about this topic, “Let’s go, go back to eat hot pot.”

Hot pot that day.

Lan Lan and the boss ate very happily. After drinking several bottles of Coke, Xiao Ruoyan was absent-minded. After eating, she didn’t even practice the guitar and went to sleep in bed.

Xiao Yan looked at her and sighed quietly.

Instead, Lan Lan looked at Xiao Yan and said, “The Wang Daya in the next class asked me to call Xiao Yan.”

Xiaoyan was unhappy at first, “No.”

“I know.” Lan Lan smiled and took a sip of Coke, “I know you won’t give it.”

The eldest had already faintly known the relationship between the two at that time, “Then you still mention it?”

Lan Lan: “Isn’t Big Tooth cute? I heard that his family is rich, but he has been very low-key, and he is usually generous to his classmates. What is this called-rich but not arrogant, or being a friend.”

The boss stared at her, “You won’t like him anymore, are you? What, Lan Lan, are you tainted by the smell of copper?”

Lan Lan’s face was flushed, “Fart, I just see his two cute teeth, isn’t this chatting? What’s wrong with the rich? I also saw the fourth oldest sister driving a luxury car over here. Sister, isn’t she still gentle to everyone, a smile is more beautiful than a spring breeze.”

The boss really wanted to cover Lan Lan’s mouth in his heart.

Xiao Ruoyan on the bed did not speak, she looked at the ceiling with her eyes open, and remained silent for a long time.

From that day on.

Xiao Ruoyan has become more vigorous to make money. Every day, others lie in bed at ten o’clock and talk at night, and she drags her exhausted body back after ten o’clock.

The money she made was considered “rich” among the students, but Xiao Ruoyan was still not satisfied.

She often took her own book and sketched on it. She drew the living room, the kitchen, the piano practice room, the study… Inside is her and Xiaoyan’s home.

Yan Zhilan knew her thoughts, but she only gave her cool water every night and waited for her to come back, and asked her to pay attention to her body, so she didn’t say more.

□□ It was Sunday night. Xiao Ruoyan’s performance ended too late. Sister Song drove her back. On the way back, Sister Song looked at Xiao Ruoyan and said, “Xiao Xiao, if you need money at home, You can talk to my sister.”

Xiao Ruoyan was originally an innocent person, and he would be less than eighteen, so he didn’t understand the faint meaning behind the words of the lady.

She smiled wearily, “Thank you Sister Song, you have helped me a lot.”

When getting out of the car, Xiao Ruoyan carried the guitar on her back. Today is a day’s performance. She feels that she has no energy. Sister Song opened the car door and touched Xiao Ruoyan’s hair with coquettishly covered fingers. “You work so hard, my sister will feel distressed, you—”

“Ayan!”

Yan Zhilan called Xiao Ruoyan, and she ran over at a sprint speed of 100 meters. Sister Song hadn’t understood what was going on, so the arm was blocked by people.

Sister Song was stunned for a moment and saw the girl in front of her clearly.

Wearing a white long dress, no pink and daisy, but the delicate facial features look like a little beauty.

Sister Song looked at Xiaoyan in a daze, and couldn’t help asking Xiao Ruoyan: “Is this your friend?”

Xiao Ruoyan nodded, Sister Song didn’t like the look in Xiaoyan’s eyes, and she moved forward to block Xiaoyan.

Xiao Yan took a deep breath. She knew at a glance who this Sister Song was. She saw too many such rich people in her father’s circle. She knew what she wanted.

This Sister Song is trying to take her and A Yan together?

On the way back.

Yan Zhilan was angry. She looked at Xiao Ruoyan: “Is it because of her that you run out so late every day?”

Xiao Ruoyan didn’t have much strength at all, so she had a headache when Xiaoyan said that.

Yan Zhilan looked at her tired look, holding back her emotions: “Say, Ah Yan, why on earth are you? Are you short of money? How old are we, and you fight like this. If the body is overdrawn, what do you want me to do?”

Walking to the shadow of the tree, Xiao Ruoyan broke out after listening to Yan Zhilan’s words. She threw her onto the tree and pressed her to a fiery kiss.

If it weren’t for anger, she hadn’t been so strong yet.

Yan Zhilan was taken aback, controlled by her, her hands and feet were weak.

With her lips lingering for a while, Xiao Ruoyan took a step back, how bright her eyes were that day, Yan Zhilan will never forget her life.

“Xiaoyan, I’m afraid, I’m afraid that one day you will be snatched away by others, I…I don’t have much, I can’t give you too much, but I really…”

Some other girlfriends have, she doesn’t want Xiaoyan to miss a bit.

My sister once said that they must not be known to their uncles and they will definitely be opposed.

Xiao Ruoyan thought, there is no impermeable wall in the world. If that day is really reached, it will be useless if she says more, so it’s better to take actual actions to prove it.

Yan Zhilan’s eyes moistened when she heard it, her hand clung to Xiao Ruoyan’s neck and said softly, “Well, I’m not good. I misunderstood us Ayan.”

After going back.

The two did not enter the dormitory directly, but on the rooftop. Yan Zhilan shrank like a rabbit in Xiao Ruoyan’s arms and complained coquettishly: “Ayan, I know you want me to live a good life, but love is mutual Yes, it’s not alone. Is it possible that you want me to be a full-time wife at home in the future?”

She found that A Yan had a bit of feminism.

Xiao Ruoyan didn’t say a word, Yan Zhilan continued: “You want our home, then we have to work hard together. If you are working so day and night, and your body is damaged, will you let me serve you in the future?”

Xiao Ruoyan’s tight body relaxed, how could she be willing to let Xiaoyan wait on her? Xiaoyan felt her relaxation, and continued: “And you don’t always have such a big pressure, you always feel that after I followed you You may not be able to live the original life, but do you know? Ayan, I often think that if it weren’t for me, you could be loved by others in the palm of your hand.”

The wind was blowing, Xiao Yan’s words seemed to have some magic, and Xiao Ruoyan’s tears flowed down.

What a little crying bag.

Xiao Yan’s heart softened. She half-kneeled on the chair, holding Xiao Ruoyan’s neck, her lips pressed against her ears, and seduce: “I forgot to tell you, the way you pressed me on the tree just now, very handsome.”

…

The wind is coming.

Roll up the long hair of two people.

It’s been so many years.

Xiao Yan hadn’t seen Xiao Ruoyan’s good looks for a long time.

Kissing skills are not much better than those of adolescence.

But the love and desire of the body made Xiao Yan already soft and powerless to resist. She clung to her neck, looked at Xiao Ruoyan’s eyes, and muttered: “Ayan, Ayan…”

Xiao Ruoyan was very excited, she had a lot of bold and exciting ideas, and wanted to follow Xiaoyan a little bit.

They are together again.

There is also the support of friends and sisters.

After I go back, I will have my own home, and everything is going in a good direction.

Did she and Xiaoyan also look for the youthful time they missed in the past?

arrive home.

Xiaoyan took a shower first, and after the shower, she walked out in her pajamas.

She rarely wears wine-red pajamas. The silky texture makes the pajamas hang down. It feels cold to the touch. She is very thin. During this time, Xiao Ruoyan has been a little better. She wiped her hair and dripped water on her neck. Glitteringly down, “What’s in a daze? Go take a shower, what time is it?”

Xiao Yan looked at Xiao Ruoyan suspiciously, didn’t he have a drink yet?

Xiao Ruoyan hurriedly got up and went to the bathroom, blushing badly, and his heartbeat began to accelerate.

It’s not that she thinks too much.

It’s just that when Xiao Yan was taking a shower, she sorted out her coat and actually saw a pink pill inside.

It is in German. Xiao Ruoyan has sung German songs before, knows some, and vaguely sees what, heaven, release, sex, a few words, she will burn in shame all over.

This, this… What is Xiaoyan doing with it?

Yes…

Compared to Xiao Ruoyan’s anxiety.

Yan Zhilan stared at the desk lamp faintly.

Her head is very messy, and the things of the past two days have been scratched in her mind.

Here, there are Ayan’s friends, her career, her nobles, her hard work, everything about her.

And if she goes back for her, A Yan can be regarded as starting from scratch. Although she has been introduced to President Qin, she understands that President Qin very well. In the end, A Yan still has to pay a lot of sweat. The results are seen. Only when he is really recognized, Qin always looks at his strength.

Xiaoyan doesn’t worry about Ayan’s strength, but they are almost thirty, do they want her to start all over again?

Thinking dimly, Xiao Yan’s heartbeat was a little messy, she quickly took out the pills from the drawer and ate them.

Once such entanglement and division occurs, she will feel very uncomfortable, and she will feel a sense of collapse in her body and mind.

In a trance, she fell into a dream.

In the dream is in a cloud.

“Xiao Ruoyan” looked at her and said faintly: “Come back, only when you come here, you will not be sad, you will not choose, I am only you.”

Yan Zhilan did not speak.

Yan Feng also came over, and he looked at Yan Zhilan: “Daddy said that you are not in good spirits, and mental illnesses will accompany you for a lifetime. If you become ill in the future, should she serve you? Can she serve you? how long?”

Xiao Ruoyan looked at her: “It’s different here, there will always be only you and me, Xiaoyan, didn’t you say that you would give up everything for her, so how can she give up so much now?”

…

“Xiaoyan, Xiaoyan?”

Yan Zhilan was awakened by Xiao Ruoyan, Yan Zhilan opened her eyes in a daze, she looked at Xiao Ruoyan.

Xiao Ruoyan stared into her eyes, “Why are you crying? Why did you change your clothes?”

Is there?

Yan Zhilan raised her hand and touched the tears in the corner of her eyes. She lowered her head again, not knowing when she had changed her clothes.

Could it be the subconscious decision to leave?

“You dreamed of that **** again.”

Xiao Ruoyan’s voice became a bit colder, she looked at Yan Zhilan: “She bullied you, why are you crying like this?”

The “bullying” she said was just a subtle statement. She had seen Xiaoyan crying on the bed, and when she thought that in her dream, that **** might be asking for it indefinitely, Xiao Ruoyan was jealous. Spurting blood.

Yan Zhilan shook her head. She looked at Xiao Ruoyan blankly: “Ayan, give up so much for me, will you regret it?”

Such a specious remark.

Xiao Ruoyan understood at once, she took a deep breath and stared at Yan Zhilan: “She asked you to leave me? Provoking us?”

Xiao Yan did not speak, and bit her lip fragilely.

This is her heart disease.

It is the knot left behind after being suppressed and hurt by his father again and again in those years.

She thought she was very strong, but she was far from being as strong as she imagined.

Xiao Ruoyan was irritated and in pain, “Are you leaving in your clothes?”

Yan Zhilan is in a trance, isn’t she? Is she going to leave?

Xiao Ruoyan was furious, “That **** is too shameless.” She stepped forward and grabbed Xiaoyan’s wrist: “Are you really going to leave?”

Do you want to go?

Xiao Yan would not leave Xiao Ruoyan, but after returning with her, her uneasy heart made her feel dazed.

She wondered if it was a mistake to let Ayan go back.

Xiao Ruoyan was short of breath, but reason calmed her, and the words of Dr. Xu were all in her mind when she left.

-Ruoyan, waiting to go to your city, this is a very critical moment, where you are blessed with everything, Xiaoyan will be more troubled by gains and losses, she does not say, does not mean that there will be no anxiety in the heart, you take good care of her.

Calm, calm.

Xiao Ruoyan thought for a while. During the unconventional period, she can only use unconventional means. There will be the first time there will be the second time. She must cut this demon to Xiaoyan.

She stretched out her hand to pull at Yan Zhilan’s clothes: “It’s okay to go. Before you go, you leave all my things.”

Xiao Yan looked at her silently.

Xiao Ruoyan peeled it to herself, “The shirt is mine, the vest inside is mine, and the pants are mine…”

One by one.

In the end, there was nothing left for Xiaoyan.

When the cool wind blew over, Xiao Yan shivered from the cold, and a little woke up.

Xiao Ruoyan looked at her like this, knowing that she couldn’t leave, she turned around and lay on the bed in anger, and with a twitch of her hand, she also untied her pajamas, “You go.”

Ruyu’s shoulders were half exposed, Yan Zhilan swallowed, Xiao Ruoyan’s long hair scattered on the bed, and she was glowing white after taking a shower, “If you want to leave, hurry up, don’t wait for me to get sick. “

Xiao Yan was a little stunned, she grabbed the sheets on the bed and wrapped herself up, “What’s wrong with you?”

How could she get sick?

The cold hand covered Xiao Ruoyan’s forehead, and Xiao Ruoyan grabbed it away.

She was almost furious.

Qi Xiaoyan.

The self in the mad dream.

Xiao Ruoyan didn’t look at her coldly, “I took the powder medicine in your bag, and I also want to go to that illusion to see her, and ask her why she is so shameless and bullies me every day.”

Xiaoyan looked at her, her eyes flushed, “A Yan…”

Xiao Ruoyan shook her arm away, and the saggy satin pajamas fell over her shoulders, revealing jade-like skin. Her voice was cold and pitiful: “You go, let me be self-defeating in medicinal effects. “

The author has something to say: Maybe it’s too calm, everyone doesn’t love it anymore. Yesterday Ye Ye acted like a baby and asked if you want a second change. I can’t feel your love for me at the beginning. I covered my face and ran away in small steps. Tears fell on the ground.

ps: Correct the typo later, put it up first.