I Heard You Still Love Her - Chapter 47

——Good people don’t live long, bad people live for thousands of years. My dad will definitely live a hundred years.

As soon as Yan Zhilan said this, Dr. Sam, Secretary Yan and even her sister were speechless, and none of them dared to stop them.

In fact, if it wasn’t because Yan Feng found out about her and Xiao Ruoyan, and she insisted on waiting for her to come back, Yan Feng’s earliest and most ideal heir would be her youngest daughter.

Yan Zhiyi is also very intelligent, but she is too soft-hearted. Yan Feng has always believed that in order to become a successful and outstanding businessman, one must be ruthless and decisive.

This is what the youngest daughter has, and he has always been pleased.

But no one thought that she would use this to love a woman against him.

In the ward.

Yan Feng was lying on the hospital bed with a pale face, surrounded by various monitoring equipment. Once, he was so powerful, and when he was training people, he did not let the people below take a breath. Now, he wants to take a breath. Both need oxygen tubes.

Yan Zhiyi’s eyes were red, and she murmured: “Dad…”

Sam said that Yan Feng is still in a coma, but I don’t know when he woke up.

Yan Zhilan’s eye circles were also red, but she kept a distance from Yan Feng. She stared at Yan Feng deeply and looked at his various things.

Yan Zhiyi sighed, “Why are you so stubborn, OK?”

Yan Feng still did not respond.

Yan Zhilan still looked at it from a distance, Xiao Ruoyan outside the door was extremely uncomfortable, she wondered if it was because of her… because of her Yan Feng was so angry.

Yan Zhiyi looked back at her sister, “Xiaoyan, this…”

Yan Zhilan stared at Yan Feng for a while, “I still don’t believe it.”

Yan Feng has always had a dedicated nursing doctor. How could he faint when he fainted? He has always been in good health. The only thing he has is high blood pressure. However, most people will have some problems with their bodies when they are older.

Seeing her sister’s red eyes, Yan Zhilan walked over. She sat on the side of the bed and looked at Yan Feng: “Dad, I’m coming to see you.”

Yan Feng didn’t move, but his eyelashes blinked uncontrollably.

Yan Zhiyi found out, “He… he can hear what we say!”

Yan Zhilan nodded, she looked at Yan Feng, faintly: “Dad, you are old, as I said, if you really don’t want to do it, go home and find Uncle Song and the others to walk the birds and play golf. Why do you have to do it? I’m so angry?”

Yan Zhiyi:…

Yan Feng moved, his panting seemed to become muddy.

Yan Zhilan: “Also, how could you just fall down like this? A Yan and I have just returned, ready to buy a house and start a happy life. You are down at this time, and no one will use all means to oppose the breaking up of us. Then we can basically be happyending. What a pity, Dad.”

Yan Zhiyi:…

The monitoring instrument called an alarm suddenly.

Sam outside the door hurried in. He glanced at the machine and was surprised: “I have a reaction, Yan always has a reaction!”

Yan Zhiyi:…

Yan Zhilan glanced at Secretary Yan who followed in: “We will come back tomorrow. You can tell us what the will is about.”

On the way back.

The stars are shining and the sky is bright.

Yan Zhilan leaned against Xiao Ruoyan tiredly, Xiao Ruoyan held her hand and clasped her fingers.

Her embrace is always so warm, Yan Zhilan leaned in peace of mind, sniffing the scent on her body, and muttered: “Ayan, do you think I am very unfilial?”

Xiao Ruoyan felt uncomfortable, she squeezed her hand.

Yan Zhilan’s white porcelain skin pressed against her, her hands and feet as cold as ice: “I don’t want to be like this, but…”

Before, there were so many words that she originally wanted to just rot in her stomach like this.

What is fatherly love.

For Xiaoyan, the impression is too vague.

I vaguely remember that when my mother was still there, Yan Sheng picked up her and her sister one by one after returning from a business trip, lifted up and turned around vigorously, and gave them the gifts they bought.

It was the happiest time of childhood, when parents were there, and the family enjoyed themselves.

Although they are busy, they will not ignore the sisters.

Later, my mother suddenly left, leaving her and two people to depend on each other.

Yan Zhilan’s temperament was originally not like this, but her elder sister was softer and said she was the senior of her elder sister, but during the time when she lost her mother, Xiaoyan dragged her elder sister out.

Yan Zhiyi was soft-hearted and almost washed her face with tears. Every time, Xiaoyan wiped her tears away and whispered: “Sister doesn’t cry, mother will look at us in heaven.”

Mom will watch us in heaven…

This is the belief that Xiaoyan sticks to in her heart.

after that.

As time goes by.

The pain of my mother’s departure did not dilute, but was pressed at the bottom of my heart by the family.

There is much less popularity and laughter in the family.

Yan Feng, who was temporarily withdrawn from his grief, focused his attention on the two daughters. He arranged for the two to receive the education of the heir since they were young.

When to get up, when to eat, when to practice, and when to study, they are all fully arranged.

Yan Zhilan never felt wrong.

At the age of eighteen.

My sister was admitted to college. When she left home, she hugged her sister and said, “Xiaoyan, go to school well, behave, and wait for my sister to come back.”

What does it mean for sister to leave?

Yan Zhilan felt uncomfortable, but she couldn’t say a word to keep her, and she held her sister’s skirt tightly with her hand.

Yan Zhiyi’s departure took away her last bit of laughter.

It was also from the eldest daughter that Yan Feng unexpectedly discovered that Xiao Yan had an extraordinary talent.

Leaving aside learning and practicing piano, any practice Yan Feng explained to her will be completed.

At the very beginning, Yan Feng would listen to the tutor’s advice a little bit, and give Xiao Yan a little bit of what he learned as appropriate.

But he unexpectedly discovered that it seemed that no matter how many tasks he had deployed, how many homework he had arranged, Xiao Yan could complete it, and she did not cry or make trouble, she just did it alone.

She is very focused, but she can dedicate herself to one thing.

By the time he was going to the first year of high school, Xiaoyan was already able to help Yan Feng take care of part of his family’s books.

Yan Feng had thoughts in his heart, he only had these two daughters, and one of them would definitely inherit everything from him in the future. For Yan Zhiyi, the younger daughter seemed more suitable.

In the expectation of her father, Yan Zhilan entered high school, where she met her destiny.

Can’t tell what it feels like.

Everything can only be explained by the word “destiny”.

Since childhood, what Yan Zhilan wants, she will definitely fight for it.

Not to mention love at first sight, what was the first time you were tempted?

Probably that thunderstorm day.

The boss and Lanlan both went to work on the club, and they sent a message in the dormitory group that the people in the group arranged to go out to eat hot pot in the evening, so it is estimated that they will come back later.

Yan Zhilan is gentle and strong on weekdays, and can arrange all her own in an orderly manner. In everyone’s eyes, she is a child of someone else’s family, and she doesn’t need anyone to worry about.

At that time, Xiao Ruoyan still had an ice face, so strangers should not enter.

It was nine o’clock when she came back wearing a raincoat. As soon as she entered the house, she saw Yan Zhilan, who had always been working hard at night, got under the covers.

Xiao Ruoyan didn’t think much, she took off her pajamas, her forehead was wet by the rain, she went to take a bath again, and it was almost ten o’clock when she came out of drying her hair.

Outside the window, thunder and lightning flashed.

Xiao Ruoyan looked at it and felt that it was a good day for creation. Originally, she wanted to get up to bed to write lyrics, but she didn’t expect that when she passed by Xiaoyan, she saw her bed jitter.

this is? ? ?

Xiao Ruoyan hesitated.

Sometimes that’s the case. If there is no hesitation on that day, even Yan Zhilan would not know if there is any after them.

This is probably one of Xiao Ruoyan’s “nosy”.

She stood by Yan Zhilan’s bed and asked, “What’s wrong with you?”

Xiao Ruoyan’s voice is very nice, a little thicker than ordinary girls, and full of magnetism.

At night, it is more like a DJ who can comfort people on the radio.

Xiao Ruoyan stood there for a while to see that Yan Zhilan hadn’t moved, and she didn’t understand the girl’s thoughts. When she was about to go to bed, Yan Zhilan’s quilt was withdrawn.

At that moment, that glance.

What is beauty’s tears, heart-causing.

This was the first time Xiao Ruoyan saw Yan Zhilan crying. Her heart hurt inexplicably and she held her breath.

Yan Zhilan’s eyes were red, and under the light, tears filled her eyes. She bit her lip and looked at Xiao Ruoyan.

From distressed to faster heartbeat.

Xiao Ruoyan looked at her in a daze. Later when the two were together, she seriously asked Xiaoyan-did you ask me if you used any spells that made me look like yourself?

Yan Zhilan stared at her, Xiao Ruoyan had just finished taking a shower, and her long hair shawl, like Mo, was still emitting a faint light. She was very white and white. Standing there, she was slender and slender. She only wore one piece. The pure white nightdress is like a figure out of the ink painting, with an ancient charm.

The two looked at each other for a moment.

Outside the dormitory was the sound of rain dripping and ticking, and the light turned orange at that moment, as if it could make people fall into a dream.

Xiao Ruoyan was the first to react, her face blushed, she immediately turned around to leave, walking too fast, accidentally hit the bed with her leg, she stooped to rub it, Yan Zhilan smiled, she stretched out her white hand , Clutching the hem of her pajamas, said softly: “Can you accompany me?”

Very weak and deep voice.

If Lan Lan had said this, Xiao Ruoyan would definitely let her stay cool.

But what Xiaoyan said…

ten minutes later.

Xiao Ruoyan sat on Yan Zhilan’s bed uncomfortably looking at her.

Yan Zhilan sat up leaning on the bed and stopped crying. She felt much better when someone accompanied her.

At that time, Xiao Ruoyan was the unique elm bump in the world. Yan Zhilan looked at her like a dumb when Yan Zhilan didn’t speak. However, she was still a little nervous, and her dark eyes were turning like little squirrels.

Yan Zhilan smiled softly, “I’m fine, it’s my birthday today, I feel a little homesick.”

what.

Xiao Ruoyan was stunned, “Your birthday?”

Yan Zhilan nodded, she lowered her head and took out the mp3 that had been plugged into the earphones, and clicked on the external playback mode. Inside, it was a tear-jerking song “Happy Birthday to Me” by Wen Lan.

–Happy birthday

I told myself

The candle is lit

Loneliness shines

Happy birthday

Tears melted

…

I don’t know what’s wrong. After listening to this song, Xiao Ruoyan felt very uncomfortable. She didn’t know Yan Zhilan very well at the time, but she had heard the boss and others say that Xiao Yan’s family seemed to be rich, without her mother and father. Very busy, but no matter how busy you are, you can’t help but remember your daughter’s birthday, right?

With the sound of guitar.

The rain is dense and thick.

Under the soft light, Xiao Ruoyan’s slender fingers plucked the guitar and slowly sang: “Happy birthday to you, I wish you a happy birthday…”

Yan Zhilan looked at her without blinking.

Since she was little, she has been surrounded by people who pursued her. She has been used to too many “younger and successful” love stories, and the pursuit of her by people with superb EQ.

Now, Xiao Ruoyan just said Happy Birthday, making her heart floating in the sky, pink.

One song is over.

Yan Zhilan said softly, “Thank you.”

Her lips were red and flushed under her eyes. Xiao Ruoyan tilted her head, a little uncomfortable, “It’s okay.”

No wonder, the boys in the school will pursue Yan Zhilan one after another.

Girls are different from boys.

Her skin is so white, her long black hair is pitiful, and her body is full of fragrance, even when she looks at people with light.

Xiao Ruoyan thought, if she was a boy, she would do it too, kiss her lips to make her feel sad.

“Lanlan and the boss don’t know when they will come back, can you accompany me?”

Yan Zhilan half opened the quilt and looked at Xiao Ruoyan expectantly. Xiao Ruoyan was silent for a while, “I don’t like sleeping in other people’s beds.”

She has always been so direct.

What’s more, she was indeed an ordinary friend to Xiaoyan at that time, and there was no reason to make it difficult for herself to agree to her.

In the end, what she gave Xiaoyan was a Qingjun back.

Nowadays, there is a popular saying-woman, you have successfully attracted my attention.

From that day on, the woman Xiao Ruoyan made Yan Zhilan want to conquer.

What you can’t get is always in turmoil, always the best.

Even in the later stage, after experiencing all kinds of things, Yan Zhilan regretted herself more than once when Xiao Ruoyan was so uncomfortable. If she had… how well she held it back, at least, Ah Yan would not be harmed.

Let a person who doesn’t know how to get awake.

Yan Zhilan exhausted the greatest patience of her life.

If you want to appear in Xiao Ruoyan’s eyes, you must first cross the four words “ordinary friend”.

Xiao Yan has carefully observed that in this school, except for Lan Lan, Xiao Ruoyan seems to be the same to everyone.

And the way of getting along with Lan Lan and Xiao Ruoyan.

“Wow, second child, look, there is a new boiled fish next door, let’s try it.”

“Don’t go.”

“Why? I really want to eat, please.”

“I sing, I can’t eat my voice.”

“But I want to eat it. Will you accompany me? May I order you a piece of white rice?”

“…”

Lan Lan has a dead end. She seems to be able to ignore Xiao Ruoyan’s indifference and do everything possible to melt her.

After all, after being trained by Yan Feng for so many years, Xiao Yan has some talents compared to her peers. She couldn’t get close to Xiao Ruoyan, so she approached Lan Lan step by step.

Lan Lan is a naive and innocent person, Xiao Yan also feels very relaxed with her.

It was in a dormitory after all.

Gradually, Yan Zhilan and Xiao Ruoyan became acquainted.

They all like music, and they all have the same longing.

After more than half a year, Xiao Ruoyan has been alienated from the initial indifference, and can take the initiative to go to the door of Xiaoyan’s piano room to wait for her to practice.

When Xiaoyan plays the piano, she really has a splendid temperament. No matter what she wears, she is just a simple school uniform. As long as she sits in front of the piano, it is instantly different.

Her expression is serious, and she is very involved in her emotions, but the teacher who taught her said, “Xiaoyan, you lack a little emotion, like a piano playing machine. But also, what emotion do you want for a child as big as you?”

Later…

Xiao Ruoyan hugged Yan Zhilan and kissed on the piano, bringing up the muffled sound of the piano, telling what a true feeling is.

It was after her mother left, Yan Zhilan truly and truly felt happiness from the bottom of her heart.

When she was discovered by her sister, Xiao Yan cried and shed tears, Yan Zhiyi looked at her helplessly: “She is a girl, why are you? What the **** is it?”

Obsessed?

Xiaoyan held back her tears, “Sister, she makes me happy and makes me feel that I am truly alive.”

Because of Ayan, she will start to fantasize about the future and the future.

Everything in life that I once thought was nothing but everything planned by my father.

Xiao Ruoyan gave her the determination to break through the cage.

The elder sister really felt sorry for her and concealed it for her. After that, the relationship between her and Xiao Ruoyan became cautious.

They held hands every day and kissed wantonly in no one’s corner.

It’s like a sign of the end of the world.

If you can be happy for a second, just be happy for a second.

But……

It was discovered by Yan Feng after all.

Is Yan Zhilan not filial?

No, in order to keep Dad from getting angry, she knelt down to him with tears from a person with strong self-esteem and stubbornness, begging him not to separate them.

But what did Yan Feng do?

On the one hand, he made Xiaoyan promise that she would not contact Xiao Ruoyan, and on the other hand threatened her with Xiao Ruoyan’s future and the comfort of her family.

Later, four years of hard waiting.

It’s not that Yan Zhilan has never thought about taking a look at Xiao Ruoyan secretly.

She missed A Yan, thinking she was going crazy.

But Yan Feng simply said: “Don’t let Dad do anything to hurt her.”

She cut off all her thoughts.

She can do whatever she wants, but Ayan…

Yan Zhilan was originally the “decisive” heir that Yan Feng was looking forward to.

But because it is too cherished, there are weaknesses.

Yan Feng stepped on her weakness again and again, piercing her hope.

He tore up her note, tore up their group photo, tore up her dream.

Do you really want to die that?

not really.

Before making this decision, Yan Zhilan asked Yan Feng weakly and humblely: “Dad, I…I beg you, let me see if she is good, OK?”

Sitting in the boss chair, Yan Feng resolutely said, “No.”

That night.

When the blood spread, Yan Zhilan’s heart was desolate, except for Xiao Ruoyan who came and hugged her in the illusion, she had no attachment to life anymore.

Being pulled back from Guimenguan was not what she wanted.

In the end, she could only rely on the illusion to paralyze herself again and again, but that’s it, Yan Feng still refused to let it go, he used cold words to stimulate her weak nerves.

“What kind of mental illness are you talking about? It’s actually mental illness. If you see Xiao Ruoyan again, will she still like the way you are now?”

“What do you say about being together? She is afraid that she will avoid you.”

“I’ll show you a mirror, and you can see for yourself what it looks like now.”

…

Later, her condition worsened, and she returned to her hometown amidst the quarrels between her sister.

When Yan Zhilan stepped out of the car on the land in her hometown, her hot tears flowed down.

In this life, she doesn’t know if she will ever see Ayan again. At least, it’s okay to breathe the air in the same sky as her.

All kinds of later.

Yan Zhilan didn’t want to remember at all, what did Yan Feng do with the word “father’s love”.

In the night’s dream.

Yan Zhilan saw “Xiao Ruoyan” again.

A Yan is still in that small room, not only her, but also Yan Feng and sister.

Yan Feng was processing fish in the kitchen. When Xiaoyan was coming, he smiled and waved: “Come on, Dad made your favorite boiling fish fillets.”

Yan Zhilan looked at him blankly. She stood at the door and did not move, but tears flowed down.

Xiao Ruoyan came over, she looked at her distressedly, trying to wipe her tears, but Xiaoyan avoided her. Xiao Ruoyan sighed softly, “Look how nice it is here, all of us I love you, isn’t it?”

Yan Zhilan’s face was full of tears.

Xiao Ruoyan looked into her eyes: “Is she that good? You have already lost your life for her. Now, do you have to give up the best things for her?”

…

In the middle of the night.

Xiao Ruoyan slept unsteadily, and when she came back from the hospital today, she has not been at ease.

She understands Xiaoyan.

Her small face can deceive everyone, making everyone feel that she is cold, decisive, and even unsympathetic.

But only Xiao Ruoyan knows how gentle she really is.

She went to see Xiaoyan almost every half an hour. Tonight, Xiaoyan took a pill. She didn’t stop her. She knew she was upset and needed a good rest.

But just like that, she still fell into a nightmare.

Xiao Ruoyan watched her crying and weeping, not knowing what dream she had, and her mouth was tightly pressed.

Even in the dream, is it so forbearing?

Xiao Ruoyan wiped her tears, Xiaoyan’s hands and feet were cold and not too bloody.

She has experienced too much in these years when A Yan is absent.

She died and came back alive.

She supported herself on the medicine.

She was calculated again and again by her beloved father, and she tore everything to fight with him.

She would even think, Ayan, will you come back many times and many nights when she wakes up suddenly? Are you really wanting me?

She was exhausted a long time ago.

Xiao Ruoyan did not wake her up, but sat up, rubbing her hands gently, trying to warm her up.

The hand has a little temperature.

Xiao Ruoyan unbuttoned her pajamas, hugged Yan Zhilan’s feet like an ice camel on her chest, and warmed her a little bit.

The cold on the feet was slightly dissipated, but there were still tears falling from the corners of Yan Zhilan’s eyes. Xiao Ruoyan looked at her with red eyes.

In those most sad days of separation.

Xiao Ruoyan also experienced a lot.

She drank, she was angry, she quarreled with her parents, she left her home alone.

After ten years of tossing and rolling, after meeting Xiaoyan, she has only half of her life left.

so what?

Xiao Ruoyan remembered that she once saw a sentence in a book-We are all people who have passed the test of life and death. You have half your life left, and I have half your life left. We will form one life, rely on each other for life, and grow old.

She will accompany Xiaoyan to get better a little bit.

They promised each other.

Xiang Yu Yimo.

The author has something to say: ——We are all people who have passed the test of life and death. You have half your life left, and I have half your life left. We will form one life, rely on each other for life, and grow old together. Taken from a letter written by Luo Jiaying to Wang Mingquan.

In fact, Xiaoyan is really a very strong person. If she couldn’t hold on, it would become a true story for many people.

Ye Ye saw a lot of comments recently and wanted to hug you. No one blames you. At least he worked hard.

Ye Zi wrote this article to give everyone some strength.

ps: Ye Ye fell ill yesterday, and today the big fat chapter will be added to everyone.