I Heard You Still Love Her - Chapter 55

Among these four people, Xiao Ruoyan can be said to be innocent in the world.

She really missed her captain Ruan Lao Gong. This guy was able to become the president of Yiyang. It is said that he had a **** nose and swollen nose with her own woman in the shopping mall, and finally received both wealth and wealth. The biggest winner, how could it be really innocent, but a big-tailed wolf hiding behind the strict control of his wife.

As for President Qin, let alone, the title of “Black Widow” is not for nothing, and the Thunder’s wrists have so far made rivals dare not to show up.

She is very direct, has experienced a lot of her decisiveness towards Mr. Ruan, and she has a tight control.

But the thing about feelings is Zhou Yu’s fight against Huang Gai, one willing to fight and one willing to suffer.

They enjoyed it a lot.

As for Xiaoyan, this is the person in Xiao Ruoyan’s bed, she knows best.

On weekdays, she always has a gentle and indisputable appearance with a smile, but in fact, if there is a grudge, it will be ruined.

Nowadays, among the crowd, only Ah Yan suffers.

She really wants to sing a little cabbage.

—Little cabbage, the ground is yellow…

How wrong she is.

She is going to die unjustly.

Xiao Ruoyan had a good meeting with the captain for the first time with the “fans”. She watched the captain look indifferent to everyone, her small eyes rolled around, and she looked far away from time to time. Xiao Ruoyan still thought it was funny and felt She was bullied by President Qin as “strict wife control”, and her family status was obviously lower than her own by two levels.

That was what she saw on the surface, but what she couldn’t see, Ruan Yihan was actually looking at Teacher Yan.

She found that her woman seemed to be arguing with Teacher Yan.

Ruan Yihan looked at Xiao Ruoyan, who looked cold and arrogant and didn’t know how to “business” at all, and sighed silently in his heart.

Group souls or something… At this time, there is no such thing, she knows that today one must be sacrificed among them.

She decisively chose Xiao Ruoyan.

Originally, Xiao Ruoyan thought that Ruan was so enthusiastic about the girl, she must be a fan or someone she knew before, but the two of them didn’t say a word, she actually took the person into her arms.

Xiao Ruoyan still didn’t understand what was going on, in the distance, Xiao Yan’s face was already boiling with murderous aura.

On the way back.

Xiao Ruoyan was so humble, she had to hug herself tightly.

Yan Zhilan didn’t lose her temper directly. She also knew that Ruan Yihan must have framed what happened today, but she was uncomfortable thinking about it, thinking that the girl smiled like a flower when she hugged Xiao Ruoyan. Yan Zhilan couldn’t help asking: “Is the young girl soft and fragrant?”

Age is always sensitive to women.

She also came here when she was young, knowing how attractive a young smile is to an old aunt.

Xiao Ruoyan smiled awkwardly: “Baby, you know, I am innocent.”

She stretched out her hand to pull Yan Zhilan’s hand. Yan Zhilan didn’t directly throw it away, but squeezed the delicate meat on the back of her hand fiercely. It was really popular science: “I heard the human science tutor in our school said, this person The function of women, especially women, went downhill at thirty, but the secretion of hormones reached its peak.”

Xiao Ruoyan quickly showed her loyalty: “I only secrete it to you.”

Yan Zhilan squinted her eyes and stood still suddenly, “Why are you so eager to argue? Aren’t you usually very cold and dumb?”

Xiao Ruoyan:…

She bit her lip and said nothing.

Yan Zhilan said coldly: “It’s only the first day that the little girl is hugged. I can’t decide what to do in the future.”

Xiao Ruoyan’s heart is bitter, and her tears are streaming, but she dare not refute the frightened sentence.

She is going to go home tonight and write a song “Poor Woman” dedicated to herself.

The wind at night rubbed a trace of coldness, Yan Zhilan waited for a moment with her arms, her eyes spreading murderously: “You don’t even bother to explain to me now?”

Xiao Ruoyan:…

Heaven.

After going back.

Teacher Yi Yan’s character will definitely not give up.

Xiao Ruoyan was going to take medicine when she was depressed. She quickly finished the bath and lay down obediently with her eyes closed and pretended to sleep.

Yan Zhilan watched her babbled look silently. After taking a quiet bath, her hair was blown, and a series of skin cares were done. She lifted the quilt and lay in, coldly: “Turn around.”

This “turn around”, Xiao Ruoyan would definitely feel that it was the most beautiful voice in the world if it were placed in the past, but now, it is like a black and white impermanent ecstasy, she dare not move.

Yan Zhilan remained patient: “If you don’t turn now, don’t sleep with me in the future.”

Xiao Ruoyan turned around slowly, and happiness and torture swept across the darkness.

The next morning.

When Yan Zhilan got up, she watched Xiao Ruoyan shrink into a ball with her on her back and slept like a kitten there.

There was an inexplicable sense of satisfaction in her heart.

At this moment, she seemed to understand why Xiao Ruoyan, who was well-dressed, would be a different person as soon as she got on the bed. Seeing the one she loved because she was humble and out of control, she felt really beautiful in the world.

She deliberately boiled the porridge before leaving the house.

As soon as he left the house, Xiao Yan received a message from President Qin.

-Didn’t you get up? No need to rehearse today, right? The one in my house is also sleeping.

Yan Zhilan returned quickly.

-the same.

Sometimes the conversation between women is terrible.

Qin Haiyao was sitting leaning on the bed, her hand stroked the lips of Ruan Yihan who had fallen asleep, and curled the corners of her lips.

When Xiao Ruoyan got up, it was three poles in the sun.

Her first reaction was to call Xiaoyan dumbly, looked at the house in confusion, and found that no one was there.

She is probably going to class. Today Xiao Ruoyan has arranged something. She has to go out and do it quickly. Her back pain is uncomfortable. She gritted her teeth and eased it for a while before she supported the bed rails like a third-level disabled person. Stood up.

Entering the kitchen, there was still hot porridge, Xiao Ruoyan smiled, thinking about Yan Zhilan’s jealous and caring look last night, she couldn’t help but shook her head.

Really a bad baby.

Xiaoyan is an absolutely gentle, reserved and polite teacher in the eyes of outsiders.

But yesterday, what did she say?

“A Yan, your face is so red.”

“You are so sensitive.”

“They would hug you like this, do they own you?”

…

Xiao Ruoyan blushed as she lowered her head while eating the porridge. She checked the time and estimated that Xiaoyan hadn’t called her during class and left a message to go home.

When walking in a familiar corridor.

Xiao Ruoyan was a little depressed inside.

It was actually quite ironic. She had been back for so long, but she didn’t go home to see her parents.

Perhaps, from the moment she decided to be with Xiaoyan, this was not her home anymore.

Xiao Ruoyan still bought some nutritional products as usual, and she hesitated when she approached the door.

Xu Nian’s heart is not good. She will get excited again when she sees her. She was thinking about it repeatedly. The door creaked and was pushed open. Xu Nian carried a bag of trash in her hand and walked out. She was taken aback when she saw her daughter. The eye circles instantly turned red, “Ruoyan.”

After all, it was her mother. Xiao Ruoyan felt uncomfortable looking at her weak look. She let out an “um”, lowered her head and put the nutrients in her hands on the ground. She accepted her mother’s hands without saying a word. The **** went downstairs and threw it away.

When she came back, Xu Nian was still standing there and looking out, and seeing Xiao Ruoyan coming back, she sighed with relief.

She thought her daughter would not come back after she left.

Xiao Ruoyan glanced at her, “Go in.”

At home, she was still what she looked like when she left.

For so many years, Xiao Ruoyan did not send money to the family less, but the old man was used to saving and saved all the money without moving a single cent.

The furniture is very old, retaining the appearance of Xiao Ruoyan when she was a child. She took a breath and her nose was a little sour.

In front of her daughter, Xu Nian was actually quite humble. She looked at Xiao Ruoyan and said flatly, “Let’s stay at noon today. Mom will make you a good meal.”

Xiao Ruoyan was silent for a moment, and she shook her head: “I have to pick up Xiaoyan at noon.”

It has always been like this.

She must be persuaded by her mother to let her stay. She could hear the cocoon in her ears, and the quarrels with her family made her accustomed to it.

Before, she would debate a few words with her parents, or just bow her head gloomily.

But now, perhaps love has cured her, Xiao Ruoyan can still keep normal.

Xu Nian was silent for a while, she looked at her daughter, “You are back today…”

She felt sad when she said this.

I remember when she was very young, she and Xiao He sent their daughter to the Children’s Palace to learn music. At that time, Xiao Ruoyan was still young and always missed home. She took it once a week. The happiest thing for her daughter was to go home. She sent it to Xiao Ruoyan and said, “Mom, you must come to pick me up on Friday.”

At that time, the word “go home” was the most beautiful existence in the world for Xiao Ruoyan. Nowadays, I’m afraid I can’t avoid it.

Xiao Ruoyan’s voice was very weak, “Mom, I want to use the household registration book.”

Xu Nian’s body stiffened, and she looked at Xiao Ruoyan: “Yes…Is it going to buy a house?”

Xiao Ruoyan nodded, and stared at her mother: “Well, this time, when I have a house, I will go to the police station and move out the registered residence.”

In this sentence, the mother and daughter are both psychologically mixed.

Once, because of Xiao Ruoyan and Yan Zhilan, the family almost tore their faces.

The daughter is so stubborn, for so many years, she won’t come back if she doesn’t come back, she can endure no matter how great the suffering and pain is, and now, she is not the child who relied on them when she was a child, she is like an eagle about to fly out of this Home now.

The family used to be separated from the household registration book. If Xiao Ruoyan’s confrontation with them made them feel that it was just the child’s awkwardness and persistence, there is still room for relaxation, but now, this is like a signal.

Farewell forever.

The clocks hanging on the wall “ticked” and “ticked”.

Xiao Ruoyan thought Xu Nian would stop him, and shouted hysterically as before.

Unexpectedly, she turned around and walked slowly to the bedroom.

Her back was no longer stopped like Xiao Ruoyan remembered, she was a little bit rickety, and the silver hair around her ears was particularly obvious.

too long.

This ten years time.

Xiao Ruoyan not only proved that she was the only one to Yan Zhilan, she had to be.

It also completely shattered the mother’s firm heart.

When Xu Nian came back with the household registration book, she also took a passbook in her hand, “Is the house looking good?”

Xiao Ruoyan nodded, she had been optimistic about it a long time ago, and she watched it more than once.

Xu Nian looked at her daughter: “Do you want a loan?”

Xiao Ruoyan nodded. Although the amount was not large, it was more or less a pressure to her. Xiaoyan knew her temperament and did not participate. She knew that Yan was stubborn and wanted to prove her love to her.

Material is not the only criterion for measuring love, but it represents Xiao Ruoyan’s promise to her.

Xu Nian put the passbook on the coffee table and said softly: “You have been suffering for so long. Now that you are back, you can take care of your body. Didn’t you say that you still want to have children?”

Xiao Ruoyan seemed to have been struck by lightning, she suddenly raised her head and looked at Xu Nian incredulously.

Xu Nian’s vicissitudes of eyes looked at her daughter who treated her as an enemy for protection. She slowly said, “You have sent this money to your parents over the years. We didn’t spend anything. You take it back.”

Xiao Ruoyan’s voice choked.

Xu Nian faintly said: “Ruoyan, don’t hate mom, before…I couldn’t figure it out before.”

She did not understand.

What happened to this daughter who has been proud of herself since she was a child.

Was he lowered his head?

Only when she is in love with a girl, she doesn’t even listen to her parents’ words. No matter how good she is, she can’t be seen. Is she crazy?

Xu Nian and Xiao He came out of the countryside. Feudal thought made them think that this world is the harmony of yin and yang, and only men and women can be together. As for words like homosexuality, it should never exist in the world of their class. , That’s the plaything of the upper class when they are bored.

But daughter…

Ten years.

Xu Nian struggled from the initial resentment, even if her daughter and Yan Zhilan were not together, when she had already met, she still retained a fantasy, thinking that after so long, there must be a gap between them, and there will be indelible scars. No matter how good the relationship is, it can’t stand the dilution for so long.

But Xu Nian was wrong again. After her daughter came back, she went downstairs to see her secretly several times.

Every time, she was with Yan Zhilan.

They laughed so happily, with their fingers intertwined, sometimes on the streets where people came and went, they would look at each other for a long time, and laugh silly.

Maybe they don’t know it themselves.

But Xu Nian saw it all.

Xiao Ruoyan shook her head and wiped the tears from her face, “The money on this is for you and my dad.”

Xu Nian looked at her daughter’s stubborn appearance, and a line of tears slipped down her cheeks. She slowly said: “Last month, my mother had a heart attack. The doctor issued a critical illness notice.”

Xiao Ruoyan’s body stiffened, and her heart seemed to be poked a big hole with a knife, and gurgling blood flowed out.

Is she not filial?

She wanted to be filial… but her parents didn’t give her this opportunity.

Such days when the seasons change, Xu Nian’s body is especially uncomfortable, and her heart is like a big rock every time. That time, she and Xiao He were really frightened.

“Mom doesn’t know how long I can stay in the future, how long I can look at you…”

Died once.

Xu Nian could see through it a lot. When she woke up, she looked at Xiao He next to her and said in a desolate and sorrowful manner: “Old man, I’m so scared. I’m afraid I won’t see my daughter before I die.”

…

Xu Nian understood.

If she wants to see her daughter in the next few days, let her not treat her like a hedgehog.

All she can do is accept Yan Zhilan.

Their strong feelings made her regress and compromise.

Xu Nian looked at Xiao Ruoyan and her daughter’s thin cheeks, slowly: “Your dad still needs some time. Mom will try to persuade her little by little.”

Xiao Ruoyan still couldn’t believe it, there were tears on her face, and she stared at Xu Nian in a daze.

Is it true or a dream or…what kind of slow-down strategy?

Once, her parents pretended to be gentle and lied to her to come back, but what was it after she came back?

She was relaxed on the surface, but secretly arranged for a group of aspiring young people to meet, she had long been bored.

Many times, the stone in her heart was too heavy, and Xiao Ruoyan couldn’t see Xiaoyan, she couldn’t see the future. She stood in front of the window, blowing the cold night wind, really wanting to give up everything as soon as she lifted her foot. .

But she can’t.

Her girl said to her: “Ayan, you have to remember that as long as we love each other, no one can separate us.”

She was scared.

She’s really gone, what about her girl.

She promised her. It’s been so many years.

For her and Xiaoyan’s love, Xiao Ruoyan vie with her family, her heart is already full of holes, and red blood will flow out with the touch of it.

She didn’t believe anyone anymore.

She couldn’t let anyone hurt Xiaoyan.

Xu Nian looked at her softly: “In two days, take that child home. You have already bought a wedding house. I always want to see the parents.”

At that moment, at that moment, Xiao Ruoyan’s tears were like broken beads, she looked at Xu Nian blankly, “Mom, you…”

Xu Nian endured the uncomfortable, she walked over and hugged Xiao Ruoyan. Xiao Ruoyan was still very tight at the beginning. In the end, Xu Nian patted her shoulder like she did when she was a child, and gently said, “Forgive mother.”

Xiao Ruoyan burst into tears, and she bit her lip fiercely, trying to calm down. After a long time, she uttered a sorrowful whisper from her chest: “Don’t you think I am a monster?”

Xu Nian shook her head, the tears on her cheeks were thrown out.

She was heartbroken.

What’s wrong with her, she actually said such cruel words to her daughter.

“I am not a monster, not a pervert…”

Xiao Ruoyan’s body trembled, and she stared at Xu Nian with tears in her eyes, “Mom, I just love her…I really just love her.”

The word “love” is too heavy, and they all paid a price with blood and tears for this simple staying together.

She thought that she would be so cold as an enemy with her parents in her entire life, and it would be impossible to be accepted by them.

She has long been heartbroken.

But now…

Did she wait?

Xu Nian closed her eyes, tears on her face, she hugged her daughter tightly: “I know, I know… it’s mom, I’m sorry.”

The author has something to say: just met.

Xiao Ruoyan: It would be great to just be friends if you held back.

nowadays.

Xiao Ruoyan: Fortunately, I didn’t hold it back. Fortunately, I persisted.

This article seems to be called Fortunately, ^_^.