I Heard You Still Love Her - Chapter 57
Xu Nian stared at the two people dumbfounded, eyes muddy and motionless.
They…they…
Although this is normal, people who love each other can’t help it.
But the daughter looks like this…The cheeks are flushed, the brows are affectionate, and the crystal-clear jade-white shoulders are exposed. She looks shy. Xu Nian really saw her for the first time.
Xiao Ruoyan was stunned. Before she could react, the person in her arms pushed her away.
With the intensity and speed, the shocking Xiao Ruoyan’s internal organs all seemed to have suffered internal injuries, and he ejected a few meters away.
Yan Zhilan’s breathing was disordered, she quickly straightened her hair, adjusted her emotions, and got up immediately.
She thought about many ways to meet her future mother-in-law.
It’s just… there is no such kind.
A Yan, that dead woman! ! Why do you want to frame her?
In these days of getting along, Teacher Yan’s ability to shake the pot has been invincible in the world.
Xiao Ruoyan, who was completely confused, sat on the sofa blankly. She watched as a small model walked to her mother gracefully, bent down, picked up the two bags of vegetables beside her, and smiled as gentle as the spring breeze: “Auntie , Are you here? Why didn’t you tell me in advance? I bought so many things.”
There is a good word in the world.
That is—as long as I am not embarrassed, it is you who are embarrassed.
Xu Nian handed over how old people could rival Xiaoyan, she smiled awkwardly: “No, it’s okay… I’ll come and have a look…”
Yan Zhilan smiled so “good and virtuous”, “Ayan and I should pick you up.”
As she said, she turned her head and gritted her teeth at Xiao Ruoyan in a direction that Xu Nian couldn’t see, her eyes showing a fierce look: “Isn’t it, Ayan?”
Xiao Ruoyan clearly read Xiaoyan’s heart.
—Mom is here, you hurry up and wake me up!
Under the aggressive gaze, Xiao Ruoyan showed an embarrassing but polite smile that was almost a model of Xu Nian: “Yes, mom, why don’t you tell me in advance, we are still here… What a joke…”
Xu Nian:…
Xiaoyan:…
Where’s the knife?
Where’s her knife?
This big idiot! !
ten minutes later.
Xu Nian and Yan Zhilan are cooking in the kitchen.
Xiao Ruoyan wanted to help, she was pushed out by Xiaoyan, Xiaoyan raised her hand and tidied her hair very gently, watching her affectionately with a pair of eyes: “Go and rest, you are very tired. Leave the kitchen to me.”
Xiao Ruoyan had goose bumps all over her body. Who didn’t know that Xiaoyan would have those dishes. The dishes her mother bought today were all random, so she shouldn’t show the stuffing anymore.
She was about to speak, Xiaoyan’s hand reached her waist gloomily, turning around, Xiao Ruoyan took a breath, “Okay.” She squeezed out a smile: “Then I will trouble you.”
Xu Nian in the kitchen saw all this. She wanted to laugh, but she didn’t know why, but she was sad.
The house is very clean, and even the garbage bags are put away according to the color.
The plates are washed one by one according to the pattern of the pattern.
This is definitely what the daughter did.
Xiao Ruoyan has had obsessive-compulsive disorder since she was a child. When she was a child, she bought paintbrushes and plasticine for her. After she finished playing, she would sort and install them strictly, which has not changed for so many years.
only…
The former daughter, because she has to play the guitar and practice music, time is precious.
She and Xiao He couldn’t bear to let her do housework at all. Those hands were the most precious in the family, and now they have become humble bronchitis.
Didn’t you have a personality before?
All day long, let alone being right to others, even at home, both her and Xiao He were burdened by idols, and neither of them dared to provoke their daughters easily. Nowadays…it’s really a cow and a horse.
When Xu Nian looked out, Yan Zhilan was taking out the stomach medicine from the drawer. She looked at Xiao Ruoyan and lowered her voice: “What time is it, why don’t you eat it?”
Xiao Ruoyan frowned, “I feel I am almost done.”
“Feeling? When did you become Doctor Xiao?”
…
Quite ordinary conversation.
It’s like she and Xiao Hye.
The love in their eyes is even stronger.
Xu Nian was washing the vegetables, wondering what it was like.
Maybe it was because she was too scared about same-sex love and her daughter’s liking for women before, so that she felt very crazy when she thought of Yan Zhilan.
She knew that Yan Zhilan’s background was different from them, and that ordinary people like their Yan family could only look up for a lifetime of poverty.
She thought that when she was with her daughter, her daughter would suffer a lot and suffer a lot of grievances.
But after she entered the house, Xu Nian didn’t feel any depression or grievance. Some of them were the sweetness of their young couple. Although her daughter was called, she was happy.
Xu Nian couldn’t help turning his head. Xiao Yan, who had just taught Xiao Ruoyan to take medicine, came in to wash the vegetables.
Her fingers were slender and slender. Xu Nian knew that she played the piano, and she seemed to have better grades than her daughter.
She also knew that Yan Zhilan had a broader future, but she and her daughter “living here.”
The daughter gave up a lot, but she gave up more.
Finally, his gaze fell on the bright red cinnabar string on Xiao Yan’s wrist. Xu Nian was silent for a while before finally speaking, “Xiao Yan.”
Yan Zhilan shook her body and immediately turned her head.
Ten years have passed.
Her beautiful eyes are still the same as when she was a teenager, full of worries and fears.
Xu Nian felt a pain in her heart. She knew that those words left an indelible scar in the child’s heart.
At that time, after knowing that she was with her daughter, Xu Nian was furious.
What a obedient child Xiao Ruoyan is, but terribly stubborn in this matter.
Xu Nian looked at her daughter with a feeling of despair, as if all these years of hard work had been in vain.
Like women?
It was absolutely unacceptable in their time.
She didn’t believe that her daughter would do this, and she was paranoid that Yan Zhilan must have seduce her.
She went to Xiaoyan and said something that broke her heart.
—Miss, homosexuality is a game for the rich. Our family is a child named Yan. She has paid a lot for her dream since she was a child. Please let her go.
…
At that time, he was so dazzled by anger that Xu Nian would forget.
Daughter is her baby.
Xiaoyan is also someone else’s baby.
Thinking of this, Xu Nian’s nose was a little sore, and she looked at Xiaoyan’s nervous eyes: “Before… I’m sorry, Auntie.”
Xiao Yan originally thought that Xu Nian would ask some questions, as before, would he look more closely at it.
Unexpectedly, this is the case.
Yan Zhilan was stunned, her eyes flushed a little, Xu Nian walked over, she turned off the faucet, and was silent for a moment, as if she was holding Xiao Ruoyan in her arms, gently hugging Xiaoyan.
“It was wrong with the aunt before. If…you can forgive me, I will be the mother of you and Ayan in the future.”
She knew that Xiaoyan’s mother passed away very early.
I also know that her father is very strong and vigorous.
However, all the previous knowledge was buried by pain and resentment.
One thought becomes a Buddha, one thought becomes a devil.
Xu Nian did a lot of hurting the two children before, and she hopes to make up for it from now on.
Xiao Yan shrank in her arms and did not speak, her body tensed into a ball, Xu Nian gently patted her shoulder, I don’t know how long it took, tears fell into her black hair, Xiao Yan asked in a low voice: “Is it a dream?”
Xu Nian’s tears flowed down, “No.”
At the door, Xiao Ruoyan, who had been worried about eavesdropping, pressed against the wall and already burst into tears.
…
a meal.
Do it for more than two hours.
The whole family sat together happily and wiped away the tears.
Xiao Ruoyan opened her own collection of red wine. During this time, she and Xiaoyan strictly controlled their diet, and now they have also let go.
The dishes Xu Nian made today were lighter, mainly for Xiaoyan. She also knew the situation of the two children. She didn’t let Xiaoyan take the lead, but just helped.
She listened to Xiao Ruoyan in the morning about everything that Xiaoyan had experienced over the years, except for her deep self-blame, but also wanted to make good compensation.
Xiaoyan washed her face without applying pink and daisy, looking weak and docile.
Xiao Ruoyan held up a cup of the head of the family, “Mom, you are welcome to come and guide your work from time to time.”
Xu Nian drank some wine, and the long-existing ice in her heart melted, and her cheeks were a little red: “Is it necessary to make an appointment in advance, shouldn’t you see it again if you save it?”
Yan Zhilan looked a little shy, staring at Xiao Ruoyan with a pair of eyes. Xiao Ruoyan’s back was chilly, and she immediately said, “It’s my fault, it’s my fault.”
…
Xu Nian took a sip of wine and stared at her daughter for a while, feeling a little disappointed in her heart.
Is it so persuasive?
After so long, she has also searched for some relevant information on the Internet.
She has been a teacher for a lifetime. Perhaps her age has slowed her to accept new knowledge, but if she buries her heart and ponders it, it is not impossible to become an expert in this area that surpasses two children.
Xiao Ruoyan looked at her mother’s scrutiny and disappointed gaze, she felt a little uncomfortable, she took out the aura of the head of the family, “Mom, all adults, you have to have this ability to accept.”
Xu Nian said indifferently, “I am not an adult, I am an elderly person.”
Xiao Ruoyan:…
Today, Xiao Yan ate a little bit more, a big bowl full, Xiao Ruoyan looked very satisfied, and even felt that in the future, she could let her mother come to supervise and stare at Xiaoyan for dinner.
After a meal.
The old man shook his words, “You cleaned up the dishes, Xiaoyan followed me into the house.”
Xiao Ruoyan cleans up the dishes and chopsticks often, but when she hears that her mother is going to see Xiaoyan alone, she is still a little nervous, “Mom, what did you tell her to do?”
Xu Nian looked at her coldly: “Kill. Do you want to come in together?”
Xiao Ruoyan:…
What the **** is it? Why did she always feel that her mother’s aura today was a bit wrong since she entered the door? Could it be that she was really stimulated?
Or is it the same mentality as my sister when I saw Xiaoyan with her, a little bit lost and jealous?
Xiao Ruoyan comforted herself very much. Ah Q’s spirit made her resurrect immediately. She didn’t know that a large part of her mother’s anger was due to her anger. Xiao Ruoyan was a little bit uneasy when she cleaned up the dishes and listened with her ears upright. Watching the movement in the room.
in the room.
Xiaoyan sat next to the bed, although there was a smile on her face, she was a little bit of a snare drum in her heart.
Xu Nian knew what she was thinking when she saw her, and she could understand it.
After all, the injury is not formed in one or two days.
It is normal for children to be wary of her.
Xu Nian stared at Xiao Yan for a while, and said it was strange, maybe it was psychological trouble. The more she looked at Xiao Yan, the more beautiful she was now.
Xiao Ruoyan is a good-looking child, and Xu Nian has been proud of this since she was very young.
She is a very good leader, as if she was a bit casual with her parents. When she was very young, Xu Nian held her on the street, often staring at her with amazing eyes, and asked her if she was a mixed race.
But now look at Xiaoyan, she is also beautiful, and maybe she is practicing music, her temperament is more restrained, full of brilliance, and the whole person is gentle and like the elders.
Xu Nian watched quietly for a while, Xiaoyan’s heartbeat was fierce, she couldn’t believe it, this is…Does Auntie like her face?
Appreciated for a long time.
Xu Nian said, “Xiaoyan, what happened before, let’s turn over now.”
Xiao Yan nodded.
As long as A Yan can be happy, she can do anything.
Xu Nian looked into her eyes, “Auntie knows that both you and Ruoyan are strong children. For so many years…it’s not easy to wander all the way, and there is nothing I can do.”
For so many years, she was very worried about Xiao Ruoyan.
I went to the city where she was by car again and again, and saw my daughter being tortured by longing, and tried to bring her back several times, but was refused.
But now, Xiao Yan brought her back.
Xu Nian knew that in the future, she could no longer be so “humble” with her daughter, as long as she took Xiaoyan, everything was easy to say.
She took out a passbook from her pocket, and Xiaoyan immediately shook her head when she saw it, “Auntie, we…”
“Don’t be too small.” Xu Nian held Xiaoyan’s hand with her big wrinkled hands, with tears in her eyes: “Let Auntie do something, let me feel better.”
She didn’t want the two children to suffer along.
These years, maybe not many, but it is the ardent love of a mother.
Xiao Yan was sour in her heart. Before she could speak, Xu Nian took out a bracelet wrapped in jade from her pocket.
The bracelet is crystal clear, and the whole body is glowing with green light. After the baptism of the years, it is even more profound and graceful.
“This is a single pass from the Xiao family for several generations.”
She looked at the cinnabar bracelets Xiaoyan used to make scars: “The past cannot be followed. From now on, Auntie hopes you will be happy.
I took the passbook and the bracelet.
Xiaoyan didn’t know what it was like, but Xu Nian seemed to be relieved. She even felt that her heart was relieved a lot. “In these years, you have brought the nutrition at the door of the house.”
Xiao Yan looked at Xu Nian in surprise.
Xu Nian smiled kindly. In fact, since the last time she talked about nutrition with her daughter, she looked surprised, Xu Nian guessed it somehow, and now she is more certain.
She stared at Xiaoyan dreamily for a while, faintly: “Don’t blame Auntie, I used to…I don’t know what’s wrong with me… It’s just a stubborn objection, wanting to open you up… I always think this is the case. wrong…”
Now, she figured it out.
Is it right? Is it wrong?
Is it the right path for most people?
Human life is too short, hurried for decades, and sometimes because of an accident, a sudden illness comes to an abrupt end.
Happiness is especially precious.
It has been a long time since Xu Nian saw her daughter smile so happily, she was relieved and sad.
And Xiaoyan.
The child she has hurt.
Obviously it should be a child spoiled in others’ arms, so young without a mother…
When Xu Nian and Xiaoyan came out, they both shone in tears.
Xiao Ruoyan looked eagerly and didn’t dare to ask. Xiaoyan knew that Xu Nian must have something to say to Xiao Ruoyan. She found an excuse to go in and pack her things.
Xu Nian and her daughter were sitting on the sofa as if they were children. She sat cross-legged, Xiao Ruoyan resting her legs.
However, in his childhood memories, Xiao Ruoyan saw her mother’s delicate cheeks when she raised her head. Now, they are all covered with wrinkles over the years.
Xu Nian briefly talked about the matter just now, and then unreasonably asked: “Although mom agrees with you, but your dad… still needs some time, don’t worry, you know?”
Xiao Ruoyan nodded.
Xu Nian thought for a while, “Father Xiaoyan—”
Xiao Ruoyan’s eyes darkened: “They have severed their relationship.”
Xu Nian was silent for a while, she sighed softly, and stroking Xiao Ruoyan’s long hair: “It is not easy for you to be together. Now let’s not say that you are of the same sex, even men and women. The divorce rate of mothers is also particularly high. When the passion fades, life is trivial and trivial. People are easy to quarrel, and there will be many setbacks in your life. You must support each other well.”
Xiao Ruoyan nodded seriously.
She will.
Their happiness came so hard.
You must do your best to take care of it.
Xu Nian: “My mother gave Xiaoyan the ancestral bracelet today to show her attitude. It is the treasure of the Xiao family. It is passed down to the males of each family, you two girls…” She thought for a while: ” Mother can be considered as passed on to the head of the family.”
When Xiao Ruoyan heard this, she sat up and looked at Xu Nian with a smile: “Mom, you don’t understand this. In our house, I am the head of the family.”
Xu Nian didn’t speak, but looked at Xiao Ruoyan without blinking.
The gaze seemed to say something again—I just watched you pretend to be B quietly.
Xiao Ruoyan is very patient, “It’s like two girls together, although there is no such thing as a husband, but our types are divided in this way, I am strong-“
She hasn’t finished speaking yet.
Xu Nian was a little impatient with Xiao Ruoyan’s plan, her faint tone was with a trace of disdain and sarcasm, “Mom knows, aren’t you the one who is under the pressure of the little milk?”
The smile disappeared.
—The one that is under pressure from the little milk? ? ? …
Xiao Ruoyan looked at Xu Nian in shock, her self-esteem was dug out by her biological mother in broad daylight, and she threw it on the ground, chopped a few knives and stepped on her foot again, blood was flowing.
The author has something to say: It’s very early today, everyone is more enthusiastic? It seemed that Ye Zi hadn’t changed for a long time.