I Just Want To Deliver a Normal Takeaway - Chapter 525

The feeling of losing a friend is painful, and the feeling of losing a lover is torturing a person’s mind, but what if the friend who is lost…is also his lover…what will happen?

People will have memories, memories will bring people good memories, and they will also torture the parties in the silent night. Uncovering the scar that he didn’t want to show in the moonlight, there was nothing more painful than this.

There has long been a shadow in his heart that only he knows, which contains almost all the negative emotions, but he will suppress it…

Would it be better to suppress it? No, if there is a future, then these pains will be ‘brought up’ by the cradle of the heart, and the moment they burst out, it will become a nightmare, a nightmare that is deeply trapped in it.

It’s not that Chen Feng couldn’t see the children’s intentions. It was precisely because he could see that, Chen Feng chose to stay away at the right moment.

He understands that a person like himself will always be a very evil person with troubles and dangers all over his body. He has the same attitude towards his friends, but Chen Feng does not quite understand why they admire him in that way. What about the heart?

That’s the case with those girls in the Nakano family, and that’s the case with Xue Na…Even the little girl from Reggie has an unruly heart.

Thinking of this, Chen Feng could only smile bitterly.

Obviously he has been taking care of these children as an elder, and taught them that the means are not necessary, but they cannot be without means. It’s just why… have these girls become what they are now?

In the end, Chen Feng could only attribute these to immature impulses, and if it was a feeling that would disappear after a little calming down for a while, then it would not be a true feeling. If someone can make up his mind, it is not impossible for him to accept it.

In short, no matter what time it was, he could not change the fact that he was a man with strong contradictory colors, nor could it change the fact that Chen Feng was able to see himself clearly.

It’s easier to see others clearly, but it’s difficult to see yourself clearly, but…it’s sometimes a kind of happiness to be able to see part of it, but not to see all of it.

When he came here, only his body became young, and his heart was washed by time, so he really couldn’t get young.

Whether it was his years as a mercenary, or when he reached the pinnacle of his life and started his revenge plan, Chen Feng had never lacked a woman by his side.

After all, the habit of releasing pressure can’t be changed, he can only restrain it a little.

Before the arrival of Reggie, Chen Feng was a frequent visitor to the local red light district. Those mothers liked him very much, and those part-time or professional young ladies also gave him rave reviews.

Only after Ruijier came, Chen Feng saw a trace of himself from this little girl, and his attention immediately shifted to taking care of Ruijier. After the night work, he had less and less time to go to those places. , Now he only goes there once or twice occasionally, not as frequently as before.

Maybe this is what makes him different from others. In Chen Feng’s view, there is a certain reason for the existence of such an industry. From ancient times to the present, there has been prosperity and depression, but no matter how suppressed, this industry will always be like this. Bamboo shoots sprung up like bamboo shoots after the rain.

Chen Feng is not a saint either. Although he would listen to those young ladies chatting with him about their own stories, he really couldn’t do much other than sympathize.

In such a place, he can also find a place where he can open up chat with others, without too many other pressure restrictions.

All the time of Chen Feng added up, he once had two pillars.

His first pillar of life was his sister. As an elder brother, he beat the bear children who bullied his sister, even if he was bruised and bruised. When he heard that his sister dreamed of becoming a healer for the world, Chen Feng still clearly remembered how happy he was at that time.

Even if she has been bullied since she was a child, even if she has been often discriminated against because of her identity, even if she has been hurt by mischief, she has always been so kind, just like an angel falling from the sky, her white wings exuding infinite brilliance.

But the orphanage collapsed. Under the heavy pressure, Chen Feng resolutely chose to make money for his sister to study…

But well… he had no face to meet that girl long ago, he renounced his oath, abandoned that kind girl, stood on the opposite side of her, and became the enemy of the person who wanted to protect the most…

The person who was the second pillar of Chen Feng was Yinxue. This woman put aside her strong personality, stood behind him resolutely, and gave up other things she had, even if she knew that Chen Feng was already in a lunatic at the time. State, still supporting him, encouraging him, trusting him, walking silently on the road.

It was an endless long road, all around it was empty and dark, and there was nothing to see except the road.

This woman would often talk to him about many, many things. I don’t know how long it has passed. Chen Feng actually lowered his head and looked at the ticking blood stains on his hands, and there was some reflection in his mind.

Did you…did it wrong?

It’s been a long, long time…The woman who supported him fell, not only fell simply, but fell into the abyss under the road.

There is no more encouraging voice, and the story of the war that happened when she was young can’t be heard. The whispering when she was lonely is also painted with flying ash, and the hands holding his shoulders tightly… are gone!

He is encountering more and more problems, and the choices he needs to make are gradually cruel and bloody.

All of these things finally transformed into heavy pressure, destroying his original sanity that had already been restored.

Until both hands started dripping blood out, Chen Feng got the answer…

It seems that I did nothing wrong.

Not only did he not loosen the soil, but instead he grasped tighter and deeper, and took root deeper and deeper, until the ominous giant tree bloomed with fascinating flowers, which were used with blood and The fruit of the soul.

At the end of the road, at the moment when the flowers were blooming and bearing fruit, dazzling lights poured out, flooding himself.

This endless long road collapsed, and he also ushered in his own ending

–die

“Is it uncomfortable?”

Chen Feng asked softly, he showed no signs of wanting to struggle.

“Uh-huh!”

“Don’t blame yourself, I can understand, let go, I will help you.”

Feeling the gradual weakening of the power from his wrist, Chen Feng shook slightly and then took out his hand, but he did not break his promise, but rubbed Sayuri’s head and leaned forward on his own initiative.

…

In the early morning, the heavy snow weakened by nine points, but the snow like elf still fluttered silently. Last night’s blizzard covered all traces, and the cable car in the distance was also covered with snow fragments. The staff of the ski resort was cleaning the equipment next to the cable car, preparing for today’s opening.

Such heavy snowfall is very common here, and everyone is not surprised.

Above the tall buildings of the hotel, in the empty rooms, the white light coming in from outside the curtains is enough to wake people up from sleep.

Sayuri is no exception. She is already awake, but she doesn’t dare to get up…

I… I… What did I do…!

Most of her head was buried in the bed, and the regret and tension in her heart lingered, prompting her to become an ostrich, thinking that she could be mixed for a while.

The last time may be regarded as an accident, and there was no such abnormality in the whole day, but… but why did it still come?

She feels like she has no face to meet people…

It’s just that she was a little bit sorrowful in her heart. She was indeed as excited as she was taking medicine after seeing Chen Feng, until she couldn’t control herself at all, but it didn’t mean that she didn’t know what happened last night.

Feng Jun is too proficient, right? !

Indeed, Chen Feng’s actions and his personal appearance are not at the same level, but more like the kind of person who has been soaked in women from childhood to middle age.

Thinking of this, Sayuri’s first thought was not what she did, but Chen Feng himself.

very sour……

She could feel the bed next to her shake a few times, followed by the rustle of dressing, which was very small but very clear.

“Miss Sayuri, it’s time to get up.”