I Lost My Memory After She Was Moved - Chapter 104
Qin Ran thought for a long time why she liked Xu Fengwan.
The final conclusion was that Xu Fengwan was her friend.
Growing up together from a young age, together for a long time will inevitably produce some different emotions.
However, Qin Ran didn’t think about why they grew up together, but she regarded Cen Luo as her sister, and she didn’t think about anything else.
It was during the second semester of high school that he noticed the change in Xu Fengwan’s mind.
During that time, Xu Fengwan began to sigh frequently. He was often called by the teacher to answer questions because he was distracted in class. In the end, he was punished for not answering.
At that time, Cen Luo was also busy chasing Jian Mu, unaware of Xu Fengwan’s emotions.
So in Qin Ran’s view, it was her responsibility to appease Xu Fengwan.
Qin Ran has tried the straightforward or roundabout method, but Xu Fengwan was always reluctant to tell her.
Why? Are they not friends?
I don’t know if it was because of curiosity or because Xu Fengwan’s indifference made her sad, Qin Ran began to observe Xu Fengwan’s behavior.
That evening, Qin Ran saw that a girl under the plane tree stopped Xu Fengwan and handed her an envelope.
It’s not that they haven’t seen Xu Fengwan being confessed before, and even when one of them was confessed, the other two still followed suit.
But at this moment, seeing all this happening, Qin Ran was no longer in the mood to coax.
Go straight to her and ask her, who has lost sight of you again.
Perhaps the tone was not very good, Xu Fengwan frowned and only said something, what’s wrong with me? Why can’t you see me.
Similar jokes were often made between them, so Qin Ran didn’t want to understand why Xu Fengwan was suddenly so angry.
He even left after saying that.
Xu Fengwan doesn’t seem to be happy these days.
Happier than ever.
This is the conclusion Qin Ran came to after observing Xu Fengwan for a week.
The strange thing is that when Xu Fengwan said some serious things to her before, Qin Ran would deliberately cool her for a while, and finally she would be relieved only after Xu Fengwan apologized.
But this time Qin Ran was not angry with Xu Fengwan.
When Cen Luo was busy chasing Jian Mu, Qin Ran would accompany Xu Fengwan to have lunch together and go to the playground to bask in the sun.
On the playground that day, I happened to meet Cen Luo and Jian Mu who were resting against a big tree.
Qin Ran heard Xu Fengwan muttering to herself: “Is she serious this time?”
Although Qin Ran didn’t know why Xu Fengwan asked this question, she still answered her by feeling: “It’s almost a semester, it should be serious.”
Xu Fengwan didn’t know what medicine she took wrong that day, so she walked over and pulled Cen Luo, who was sitting beside Jian Mu, from the ground, forcing her to go back to the classroom, but she couldn’t even say the reason.
Not only was she confused, but Cen Luo also felt inexplicable.
When they were deadlocked, Jian Mu was the first to leave.
That day, Cen Luo patiently asked Xu Fengwan why she did this suddenly, but Xu Fengwan was silent for a long time without saying the reason.
Cen Luo was very angry.
That was the first time Qin Ran saw Cen Luo and Xu Fengwan like this.
They grew up together, and Cen Luo was rarely really angry with Xu Fengwan.
Even if she was bullied by Xu Fengwan, she would only complain to Qin Ran, and then Qin Ran vented her anger.
From childhood to adulthood, they all get along very well.
But Qin Ran also knew that Cen Luo couldn’t be blamed for being angry.
If it were her, when she was having a good conversation with the person she liked, she was suddenly forced to leave for strange reasons, she would also be angry.
That evening, Qin Ran watched Cen Luo leave, and saw Xu Fengwan standing under the tree with his head bowed like a child who did something wrong.
For no reason, Qin Ran suddenly felt Xu Fengwan’s emotions, and even felt a little distressed.
Maybe it’s the sadness of a friend being snatched away.
After all, a long time ago, Qin Ran was also sad because Xu Fengwan said that she wanted to fall in love, and asked her if someone would be more important than them in the future.
At that time, Xu Fengwan vowed to answer her “no”.
So in the following time, even if she was confessed, Qin Ran never worried, and even coaxed with Cen Luo.
But after all, they knew each other, and Cen Luo didn’t get angry for too long. After the evening self-study that day, the matter of asking Xu Feng to eat ice cream late was a thing of the past.
Afterwards, they also told them that Jian Mu almost promised her to go to her house to help with tutoring that day.
Because of Xu Fengwan’s sudden interruption, Jian Mu left before answering her. When she asked again, Jian Mu had changed her previous attitude.
Cen Luo felt that all her efforts these days were in vain.
Cen Luo was depressed for two days, but also found Qin Ran’s absent-mindedness and asked her what happened.
Qin Ran didn’t know what he was thinking, but the appearance of Xu Fengwan standing under the tree with his head bowed repeatedly appeared in his mind.
In Qin Ran’s dream, the setting sun stretched her shadow long, but she was so lonely.
“Hey, Xiaoran, do you have someone you like?” Qin Ran was startled by Cen Luo’s sudden concern, and he subconsciously remembered the dream he had just last night.
Didn’t hear Qin Ran’s answer, Cen Luo thought that Qin Ran didn’t know what liking was, so he explained to her again: “If you like it, you will feel sorry for her and want to hug her.”
“Could it be just a liking among friends?”
“It’s also possible, do you feel sad when you think about the other party having a girlfriend?”
“Friends will be sad too.”
“That’s true, then do you want to kiss her? I want to kiss our Jian Mu, but I’m afraid to scare her.”
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Cen Luo’s words made Qin Ran think for a long time, so absorbed that she didn’t hear the bell after school.
It wasn’t until Xu Fengwan sat beside her and approached her and gave her a feed in her ear, Qin Ran didn’t react.
However, because of the thought just now and Xu Fengwan’s approach, Qin Ran was startled and subconsciously stood up from the seat.
In Xu Fengwan’s puzzled eyes, Qin Ran made a random excuse to fool him.
On the way home, Qin Ran, who was walking beside Xu Fengwan, was very complicated and uncomfortable.
She had to admit the fact that she liked Xu Fengwan.
She suddenly remembered that when Xu Fengwan was graduating in the first three years, Xu Fengwan put on a lipstick, she stared at Xu Fengwan’s lips for a long time, and finally said something that scared Xu Fengwan: “Xu Fengwan, I can kiss you?”
After thinking about it for a long time, Qin Ran couldn’t remember why she said such a thing in the first place.
Qin Ran is not a person who likes to be pranked. Since he understands his own mind, he will do it.
It just so happened that Cen Luo was folding stars for Jian Mu at that time, and Xu Fengwan saw it and said she wanted it too.
At that time, Qin Ran didn’t understand that what Xu Fengwan wanted was not a star.
It is Cen Luozhe’s star.
Qin Ran only took Xu Fengwan’s sentence of wanting stars to heart.
After that, Xu Fengwan’s mood improved a lot. In addition to often posting some sad quotes on social platforms that they couldn’t understand, and sharing some sad songs.
Qin Ran remembered that day, when she was about to finish folding a whole jar of stars, she received a message from Cen Luo, saying that Xu Fengwan wanted to like it.
So Qin Ran shared the link to her own group without thinking.
I just didn’t expect to accidentally share it in the group with the head teacher.
The result is self-evident, Xu Fengwan was not only reminded and educated by the head teacher, but also spread throughout the grade.
Almost everyone who knows Xu Fengwan will make fun of her when they see her.
Also because of this, Xu Fengwan lost her temper at her, saying that she was nosy.
Qin Ran was angry and aggrieved.
She just wanted to help Xu Fengwan, why did she meddle in her own business.
Xu Fengwan was also in a hurry and said the words.
Only then did Qin Ran understand.
It turned out that Xu Fengwan liked Cen Luo.
Because of Xu Fengwan’s words, Qin Ran was stunned for a long time.
This is the first time Qin Ran has been so overwhelmed since childhood.
He left a hurriedly sorry, and then left.
Sorry for disturbing your confession to Zen Luo.
I like it about you, sorry.
Qin Ran didn’t know what he was apologizing for.
She sat on the embankment for a long time that day and thought about it for a long time.
Because they grew up together, they have a good relationship.
So Qin Ran never thought that Xu Feng would be sad because Cen Luo was seriously pursuing Jian Mu.
And she likes Cen Luo.
Maybe this is retribution.
When Xu Fengwan was a child, he liked to bully Cen Luo, and Cen Luo liked others.
And she likes to bully Xu Fengwan, so she can’t get good results.
However, the difference between them is that Xu Fengwan still has hope and can wait.
But she Qin Ran didn’t want this.
Like someone likes her favorite friend, how funny that sounds.
If one day Cen Luo knew how embarrassing it would be.
Therefore, Qin Ran chose to give up.
There are thousands of women in the world, how could she not find someone she likes.
As for the trivial matter of liking Xu Fengwan, let her bury it in her heart alone.
As if it never happened.
They will still be friends.
Xu Fengwan may have also noticed that her behavior was a little too much, so she came to talk to Qin Ran intentionally or unintentionally.
In fact, Qin Ran wasn’t angry with her, but she just didn’t know how to face her.
There was a star folded for her on the table, and Qin Ran even wrote a confession in the first star.
How ironic it looks at the moment.
“Tsk tsk, who did you fold this for?” Xu Fengwan took out the star jar from the hole in the table, and said in a usual joking way, “Who would lose his love for you? Don’t bother.”
When Xu Fengwan saw that Cen Luo was offering a discount to Jian Mu before, he guessed that Qin Ran must also be offering a discount to someone he likes.
Qin Ran hummed uncharacteristically, “You’re right.”
This made Xu Fengwan unable to refute, and only curiously asked who Qin Ran was.
But Qin Ran said nothing about it.
“You help me throw it away.”
There is no need.
It doesn’t matter whether you like it or express it.
“Do me a favor and chase after Cen Luo. I’ll treat you to dinner.”
Xu Fengwan knew that Cen Luo trusted Qin Ran more than her.
“You are the only one who knows my secret, you must help me.”
Must help me.
How could Qin Ran refuse Xu Fengwan?
After all, giving her best friend to her best friend makes Qin Ran feel more at ease.
“Okay.”
It doesn’t matter if she likes it or not.
Why make it awkward between them.
The author has something to say: should Cen Luo know that Xu Fengwan has liked her for so long?
I am lost.
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